He made a surprise to met up yesterday. With bad headache, i go ahead to met him up. It was a gd thing to met him as he make my day. :) It is seldom for him to be able home early. He usually OT till 7.30pm or later than that. So whenever he saw wanna met up, i will gladly say yes. Met him at the fort rd before went to Lagoon to have our dinner there. What touches me more, he actually message my head before our food came. No one ever done that and kind of making me melts more for him. hehehehehe


He kind of a bit different from the others that i dated before. Well here is example that i can compare. I send my HP for service. Instead of just waiting at the waiting seat there, he accompany me all the way to the counter and help to complain regarding my phone. While other guy will just sit and wait me finish. I try not to compare others but he touches me more as far as i know. I just hope things between us will last...InsyALLAH...

Alhamdulilah the wedding went well. Alhamdulilah the weather also seems good. :) Bro Jaya succeed to do just with 1 time only. It was quite busy days for the 2 days. I meet a lot of people too. People who lost touch and good thing we managed to met up with such nice occasion. Managed to have quick catch up with these ppl. Suprisingly a lot of ppl thought it was my wedding and they excited came too see me as the bride. When i told my brother, Jaya, he was laughing... InsyALLAH it will be mine in future. Just pray for me...:)


Took 1 day leave after the wedding ceremony on Monday. Mum took 1 week leave as she have so many leave to clear. And she went to Batam for holiday with Dad after that.


These few days i was feeling tired and frustrated. Maybe too many things happen at the same times. Alhamdulilah things back to normal back for now. Work quite ok. But...Haiz dont know what to say more...Just do watever i can for now...


Things between me n him seems not good lately. Haiz...A few things happen lately and i can say it was a simple misunderstanding but i began to know more of him since. How he thinks of me and etc...Well all i can say is just things between us is ok all the way. If everything seems ok then i will show more of him. If not let him be a misteri for now. I guess that is me, till i am not sure things between us, till then i will not let anyone see us. Unless happen to saw me outside then it is different issue....For now let "him" be a misteri for everyone... ;)

It been a while since i last wrote here. Been feeling tired and sick lately. Haiz... Even now i am feeling so so tired. For the past few days, i been sleeping while on my way to work which i seldom or rarely do that. My body starts aching back again. Maybe i just too tired. Lack of sleep and too much thinking maybe. haiz....


It will be in a few days that Bro Jaya is getting married. I getting to see him lesser now as he is busy with his new home. Yes, he just received the keys a week before Raya. So he kind of busy with all the preparation of the new home. He will be living there immediately after the wedding on Sunday. That's why he so busy with his new house. Everything went on well except for my parents as usual busy with other stuffs. Certain things don't have to do but they insist of doing. Haiz...


Work as usual been frustrated. Don't know how long i will survive here. Stupid ppl making me angry most of time...I just do watever i can for now. Once i received my bonus, i will start looking for a new one...

A few ppl ask "How's your raya" All i answer is ok not bad. But actually boring. Not much visiting done. But i nearly met them all neither at my house or when i do visiting during the 3 days. Maybe because the mood is not there. Knowing Andini is having her "O" level making me quite concern for her. Usually the parents but being close to her, and can see that she did not really put more effort worries me. If possible, i want her to be the best among the girls. If possible, let her go Polytechnic. Just hope and pray for the best. InsyALLAH...


Work is quite hectic these few days. A lot of changes need to be done and not forgetting a lot of issues...Luckily me, my colleague Boon Tat willing to help out. If not i dont know how to manage by myself. Eric is still around but he doing other stuff involve in some projects. Still the same dept only that his focus is to bring in more customer for our dept. My GM also quite impressed with my work so far and he involving me some new things for me to do. Which i find it good as i learn new things...Hopes things getting better and of course get better pay by then...InsyALLAH


Will be visiting my 2 brothers home this weekend. One house each day. :) So will be spending the whole day playing with my nieces. :) :) :) May drop by to my real father's house too this Sunday. Hope he is at home so that me & Ana can visit me. hmmm Last met was last year raya...