Feeling so tired.......My Arm still in pain....Had a early sleep yesterday but still feeling sleepy. Thought of waking late but my aunt calls me on the phone around 8am this morning. With no choice, i drag myself out of bed.
Will spent the whole day at home today. My is cooking "Mee Rebus" Today. :) Dah lama tak makan......
Might spent the evening watching Hindustan. hmmm Or sleeping.......
Haiz.......
Tomorrow is Hari Raya Aidil Adha. Will just spent the day at home. Watching TV again i guess.
Was reading the paper today. Saw some interesting Plans for HP. Will get a new hp soon with new line......It is about time i change new number and cancel off the people that i don't want to keep in touch. hmmm


Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Got this...

I was once told - no matter how much you love a man, no matter how muchhe may love you, but if ever he lifts a hand and hits you... he's not worth it. I do not think this is easy...
but I guess it is true...

I got flowers today.
It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, and he said alot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today,
and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral. Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only I had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him, I would not have gotten flowers today.