I cant sleep back after the Sahur today. Too much thinking.


A customer needs to print some Carpark Booklet. They need it by Monday morning. The supplier that we ordered from can't deliver by Monday. They can only deliver by Tuesday. With no choice, yesterday me & my Collegue, Eric start calling a few supplier to check if they can do last minute printing. Eric were at the office while me at home. Most of them can't do it. Worst a few say they can do it if only we have the softcopy of the artwork. We were really dont know what to do. We try to contact the supplier to give us the softcopy but we failed. I nearly broke down n cry dont know what to do. They need a carpark booklet with numbering and a carbon copy.


Thanks to Moshee & Ernie giving me idea to go Bras Basah to do it. Without delaying i quickly went over to Office to take the hardcopy sample from Eric then rush to Bras Basah. A few were reluctant to do it. Luckily 1 of them say can but they can't make it into carbon copy n numbering. Without thinking far, i told them to proceed. After that i quickly called the customer to tell him the situation. Luckily he is open to the concept. While the job is being done, i went to popular to look for the carbon paper n numbering plate. I have to do the numbering myself at home. Finally the work is done. Will have to send to him personally later after 10am. Haiz...My weekends spent on my work...


I also brought myself 2 books from Popular. While waiting for the prinitng, i went over to Arab street to look out for new tudungs. But the design do not capture my attention. Well i am looking for Big Tudung actually. I feel comfortable wearing Big Tudung. The normal size a bit small for me. I can still wear them it just that i don't feel comfortable at times. Looks like have to go geylang soon...Thought my weekends will be busy doing shopping on my clothes n things for kuih raya. But it was burnt for the work. :( :( :(

Kasih manusia sering bermusim, sayang manusia tiada abadi. Kasih Tuhan tiada bertepi, sayang Tuhan janjiNya pasti" Itulah sedikit dari bait2 lagu Raihan. Lantaran kasih manusia yg sering bermusim dan sayangnya yg tak kekal lama, kita perlu sentiasa berwaspada terutamanya dlm memilih pasangan. Andainya sikit daripada cinta itu hendak diberi pada seseorang yg boleh digelar suami, pilihlah seorang lelaki yang...


1-Kuat agamanya.
Biar sibuk macamana, solat fardu tetap terpelihara. Utamakanlah pemuda yang kuat pengamalan agamanya. Lihat saja Rasulullah menerima pinangan Saidina Ali buat puterinya Fatimah. Lantaran ketaqwaannya yg tinggi biarpun dia pemuda paling miskin.


2-Baik akhlaknya.
Ketegasannya nyata tapi dia lembut dan bertolak-ansur hakikatnya. Sopan tutur kata gambaran peribadi dan hati yang mulia. Rasa hormatnya pada warga tua ketara.


3-Tegas mempertahankan maruah.
Pernahkah dia menjengah ke tempat2 yang menjatuhkan kredibiliti dan maruahnya sebagai seorang Islam.


4-Amanah
Jika dia pernah mengabaikan tugas yang diberi dengan sengaja ditambah pula salah guna kuasa, lupakan saja si dia.


5-Tidak boros
Dia bukanlah kedekut tapi tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana. Setiap nikmat yang ada dikongsi bersama mereka yang berhak.


6-Tidak liar matanya
Perhatikan apakah matanya kerap meliar ke arah perempuan lain yang lalu-lalang ketika berbicara. Jika ya jawabnya, dia bukanlah calon yang sesuai buat kamu.


7-Terbatas pergaulan
Sebagai lelaki dia tahu dia tak mudah jadi fitnah orang, tapi dia tak amalkan cara hidup bebas.


8-Rakan pergaulannya.
Rakan2 pergaulannya adalah mereka yang sepertinya.


9-Bertanggungjawab
Rasa tanggungjawabnya dapat diukur kepada sejauh mana dia memperuntukkan dirinya utk parents dan ahli familinya. Jika parentsnya hidup melarat sedang dia hidup hebat, nyata dia tak bertanggungjawab.


10-Tenang wajah
Apa yg tersimpan di dalam sanubari kadang2 terpancar pd air muka. Wajahnya tenang, setenang sewaktu dia bercakap dan bertindak.


Berbahagialah kamu jika dicintai calon yang demikian sifatnya..."

My stomach was in pain yesterday. It was really really cramp. I hardly can move around much. So most of the time i just sat quietly at my desk doing work. I asked my dad to fetch me up 1st before fetch my mum. When i reached home, all i do is just lying in bed. Can't move much. It happens before and Doctor gave me pain killer only. If it still hurts later, i think i go home and see doctor during Lunch time.


Someone asked y am i always sick, tired n sad. I think basically that is me. I been like that since young. Ya i try a lot of ways to change all that but it seems that things are not improving. Basically because the environment around me did not help much. Even the doctor says i am stress. Too much thinking. Furthermore i am the type who just keep quiet when something happens. Seldom to fight back or wat so ever. Haiz...


Work is quite ok for the past few days. Finally manage to finish up my pending work. Will do some double check before submit to my Supervisor. Hopefully nothing goes wrong....InsyALLAH.....

Too many things that need to be done by this Friday. I am slowly rushing everything to be done ASAP. Haiz....Makes me more stressful....


Yoga was quite ok yesterday. Stand right in front row near the instructor. First time standing so near of him. Some of the strecting really painful for me to do. It shows that my body is really tight. Some of them i cant even do it also. Well have to do something about it epecially my tummy. But overall it is good as the body trying to adpat to the exercise. It also make me feels a bit relaxation.

My whole body is aching since Friday. The Osim Massage Chair did not help much. Then my left arm a bit pain too. It will pain especially during the raining weather. Went to see the doctor about it before. Well, it says that the pain is normal pain for ladies especially. If you tend to carry heavy things frequently, it will be more worst. If you are stress also, it will feel pain. Most of the time, i am stress so it tends to feel pain frequently....


Went to Geylang yesterday afternoon with my parents & 2 sisters. Looking for Raya clothes. I brought 1 Jubah for myself. Andini buy Kebaya for herself too. I think this Raya, I will wearing a lot of Jubah & Pant suit. I began to like wearing Jubah when my sister-in-law give me last year for my birthday present. Ever since that i prefer wearing Jubah then Baju Kurung. Well, Maimunah buys 1 for me during my birthday. So i might be buying a few more Jubahs. I saw a few nice ones yesterday but no money to buy yet. Maybe this week will go as salary will be in today. ;) Will buy tudungs n few other items. Hopefully all will be done by this weekend. InsyALLAH...


Irfan came to the house yesterday. My Brother & wife came over to buka with us. Then little Aeisyah came over after buka. She is excited to see the baby. This weekend, Irfan will be 1 month old. Isnt that fast? Aeisyah got another Baju Kurung from her grandparents too. Too bad, it can't fit her. My parents will have to do the exchanged for her.

Yesterday was so busy. The phone keep on ringing. Once i put down the phone, the next person called. Then spent nearly 2 hrs meeting with supplier. One thing i like this job, i get to know a lot of ppl. Talked to them through the phone 1st then met them only after that. A lot of paper work also. Haiz....This job is quite stressful but i learn a lot of things there. That's i am still there. Just hope it will benefit is good chances come by in future.


Will be going out soon for my Jewellery Making Class. Today it starts a bit later as the Teacher have something on in the morning. The class will starts ony at 3pm. Maybe around 1.30pm, i shall leave the house. Or maybe earlier. Better go out early, as ppl in the house trying to find fault with me. I always been blamed by a lot of things. Haiz....Feeling a bit down now.....Maybe i should get ready now and went out early....

Feeling a bit sleepy today. Did sleep early yesterday but i am still sleepy. Wish i could sleep longer.....


Will be doing training this morning at Tuas. Will make my way there with my Supervisor at 9am soon...Clearing my emails for now and leave some notes for my colleague to follow up while i am away. Then at noon there will be 2 different auctions. The later auction will have guests coming in to view it. So will be very very busy today.

Feeling a bit sleepy today. Was sleeping late yesterday. I think around 12 midnight. Was watching the television. Ever since we have TV at our own room, we been sleeping late watching late night show.


Talked to Nazrul yesterday night. It been a while when we last talked. I always have the good feeling when i talked to him. Haiz... And it been a while when we last met. I think quite a few months back. Maybe the next meet will be during Raya. InsyALLAH if he does not work on the day i came over to his house at JB.


Yesterday YOGA is full of stretching especially at the legs. Some of it i can't manage to do it. It is all because of my fat tummy. Have to do something to flatten my fat tummy. Or soon all my clothes could not fit in anymore...Well, let just hope i will not gain more weight during the fasting month. For a start, I will weight myself every week starting this weekend. Eat more healthy food. Try to eat more vegetables n fruits. Maybe to some simple exercise. InsyALLAH after fasting month, i shall do more exercise. I hope i can do all these. InsyALLAH. I shall start planning the schedule so that i can follow it easily.


I still have not really start revising for my exams. It will be during the Hari Raya time. I shall start them soon or i will fail again. :( :( :( I have 2 more subjects to take next year. So hopefully all the 4 subjects that i took this time will passed and left 2 more to go. InsyALLAH i try my very best to get this certificate. Looking forward to take another course after this. Maybe a Diploma. Still in planning of what i want to do for a better future...


Work has been overwork lately. New companies tapping on into our system. So lately there have a lot of traning has to be done. Uploading new catogaries for them to purchase. Building new relationship with suppliers. Maintain the existing catalogue. Help out the invoices out for the customers. Haiz....Sometimes i like what i do & sometimes i just hate it. Too many to do n so little time....Haiz....

Alhamdulilah i am still fasting although still not feeling quite well. Still having the cough n flu. Have eat the medicini but still looks the same after a few days... Did not go for Terawih at Masjid for the last few days too. InsyALLAH i will go one of these days.....


Starting Friday, I & my colleague, Hafiedzah are allow to go home a bit early. It is either at 5 or 5.30pm earlier. There will be no Lunch time break for us. At least there is some allowance rather than nothing....

Finally i went to see the doctor yesterday night. The doctor gave a few medicines. Still having Flu & Cough. It been nearly a week already. Haiz.... Hopes i will recover soon i eat the medicine....


Miss the Terawih yesterday due to see the doctor. InsyALLAH tonight will be going if my health permits....


At last i finish my pending work but new work comes in....Haiz....Never ending story. Work will never be finish no matter how fast you do it....


My mum is also sick. It been 3 days now...Looks like the virus is moving fast. Before i get the sickness, there were 2 of my colleagues who were already sick. Even now they are still coughing.


I am feeling so sleepy today. Maybe due to first day of Ramadhan. Good thing it is Friday today.....


Selamat Berpuasa to all Bloggers....

I am so busy since yesterday. I think i went home around 8.30pm yesterday. Half of my pending work is done and there is another half which i have not touch it till now. Still got no time to do. So many calls and other operation issues that need to be done ASAP by today. Looks like i have to stay back again for the next few days...


I sign up for Yoga Class under Keppel Group. I only need to pay $26 for 12 lessons. Each lesson last for 1 hour (5.45pm to 6.45pm). Isnt that good price? It started last week. There were only 3 malay people in the class. It is quite effective n relaxeing too. I been looking forward to sign up this class n here i am in the class. :)


So looks like i will not stay late for work today....

My body still feeling tired. I need more sleep. Thought of taking MC today but there's an urgent work which i have not finish yet. Die die must finish today!!!


Looks like a busy day ahead............

Still feeling abit weak. Still did not have a good rest.


My parents reached home yesterday night at nearly 10pm. Bro Jaya & Farij fetch them up from airport. Thought of doing my work from homw but i can't log in to my website. Haiz....


Feelings so lonely for the fast few days....Haiz...

I was so busy yesterday that i did not have time to update. I am so sick too. Having Sore throat now. Feeling sleepy too. Wish that i could sleep longer....


Work is getting more n more. New coming is in tapping into our company. So there will be lots of sourcing, phone calls n etc......

Feeling so tired....Sleep late again....Talking to him again....Haiz...Never ending story....


My parents will be going Jakarta today. They will fly out today evening. They will be there till Saturday. So no parents till Saturday. ENJOY!!! hehehehehe Thought of taking leave on Thursday & Friday but i can't. Will having traning for new customers starting today till Friday. 4 days in a row....Haiz...Started to feel sick. My throat starting to feel pain today. So i am not sure if i can conduct the training today. InsyALLAH i do it....

I am feeling so so sleepy today...


Yesterday event went off quite well. ALthough the guy's side came a bit late, the ceremony went smoothly. They will tied their engagement for a year or a year n half. Congrats again to my Cousin, Yati. InsyALLAH will see you in future for your wedding. Will looking forward to that. ;) Will upload the pictures by tonight.


Visit Irfan at Marsiling after that. He is sleeping while we were there. So did not get to play with him. Furthermore all of us are tired after the day at my aunt's place.


Quickly had a good bath. Then off to bed. But i still can't sleep well as my head was aching all the way. Then msging him all the way to midnight. Keep waking up in between the nights. Now i am having a very very bad headache.....


My parents will be flying off to Jakarta tomorrow evening. My mum start her leave today till Friday. Isn't that a good life to lead. Haiz...Will be a busy week for me this week. A lot of work as usual and some training....

Finally get to take Irfan's picture. Kak Zana is back home at Marsiling.




I finally finish my intermediate class for the Jewellery Making. Will continue to advance class in 2 weeks time. Kak Tini was impressed with the master piece and ask me to do a few models and she will choose one of it. She going to help to promote the items to her friends & colleague. Will try to take the pictures soon...

Alhamdulilah Kak Zana have deliver Baby Boy, Irfan. She deliver normally yesterday at 7.30pm at Raffles Hosipital.