Manage to upload all the pictures today. Penat seh duduk depan PC ni.......

Bangkok

I got this phrase from a friend. A funny guy i can say about him. Met him once and we keep in touch once in a while now. Sorry ANDY for putting this up late. I went away for the trip when we sms and i could not have the time to put this up.

Its only when you lose yourself in someone else that you will truly find yourself

I agree the above phrase. haiz.....

Feeling good to wake up in my own bed again. Feels good to be back again. Now i realise how much i love my own country n my own place.

Just came back to see the doctor ealier. Had to see doctor as my face full of pimples lately. She just give me some cream n antibiotic. Hope it recovers fast. I past through my secondary school. It reminds me of my school days. I miss the time i spent there with my friends. Now i wish i could turn back the time there n repeat the time again......

Here are the pictures of the wedding and the Lunch with the whole colleagues. Will upload the other pictures soon. :)

Wedding (21 & 22 December) & Lunch (23 December)

Have fun everyone as today is NEW YEAR EVE. Hopefully next year is a better year for all of us. Have you made your new year's wish? I have made a few for myself. Hopefully i can achieve them this time around. :) :) :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2004

It been 10 days since i last update my entry....I miss everyone here n of course my blog world....hehehehehe Didnt get to update n log in to the net as the internet having problems. Too much to tell but don't know where to start 1st.

21 & 22 December 2003

The wedding went well. Everyone was here it is good to met everyone again. Now i start to miss them again. Nazrul, my cousin was also here. Good to met him again. Miss him again now. Will try to arrange to met him soon as i started to miss him so much already......I get pampered from my aunts & uncles from my mom's side. Not forgetting Nazrul too. :) Thanks herda, Moshee & Ernie for coming. :)

23 December 2003

Had Lunch with my collegues. Although i start my leave but i came back just for the Lunch. Good to met everyone there too.

24 to 30December 2003

Went for Holiday to BANGKOK with my Parents, Farij & Andini. Had lots of fun and relaxing too. It been quite sometimes i last alight the plane. I think nearly 10 years now. Good thing i get to go oversea and spent with my own money. :)

Will try to upload the pictures ASAP. Too much pictures to upload.

I changed my layout. I find the Pink layout was too bright for me. So searched a new one n found this. Simple happy about it. hehehehehe.
Had Lunch with Ct1 & CT2. Yesh CT1 came to harbourfront n had Lunch with us. She had till 2.30pm Lunch break so she decided to met us here. It is nice to met her again...

Yesterday had fun with my 3 gfs. We having so much fun. We laughed a lot till i have stomachace. I am going to miss them. We had our Dinner at Banquet at Eastpoint and then we sit at the Starbucks to chill out there. :) Yesterday was a nostalgia night for us. All the past things happens during secondary & primary were brought up. Some of them was so funny n some of them is sad thing...Never thought that we will be this close. :)
I met someone before went home...I just don't know whether that is a gd one or bad....
I talked to 1 of my guy friend yesterday night. He was having some problem that need to talked about. Without realising i hurt his feelings but i was trying to advise him.
I began to think something about "The Truth". It hurts when you know the truth and it is bad when you were kept from the truth.....

I am still feeling tired. I hate it when i am sick. A few more days to the wedding n i am still not well. This is going to be bad. I am hopping to be well ASAP. There is a few things that i need to clear by today & tomorrow before i starts my leave on Monday.
I realised my entry lately been pretty short. I am having lost of sentences lately. Don't know what to type in here. But my mind have a few things that i want to type in. But whenever i tried, i am lost for all that. What is happening to me!!! Is it because i am SICK!!! Haiz.....Hope my entry did not boring anyone as me myself find it boring when i read back my entry....

The weather is good for a good sleep. I wish i am in the bed now sleeping. I can't sleep yesterday actually n don't know why....
Today my aunty who used to be our maid from Tanjung Pinang will be coming today. Good that she is coming early. Will spent more time with her. Miss her.... She took care of us in the past. She is the longest maid that stay on with us n still keep in touch...Our family also visit her at Tanjung Pinang before. :)
I am still not well...Thought of taking MC but decided not too as i will be leave the next week n cant leave all pending work now....

Still feeling tired. Sleep early yesterday. I think i sleep around 8.30pm. I think i still need more of the sleep.
After work decided to walked around Bedok for a while. Bought a christmas present for my supervisor. At the office here, we will be exchange gifts with each other. We draw lot all the names and will be getting a gift each from the person who took our name. I will be giving my gift to my Supervisor which i am happy about it. I brought him 2 pair of ties.
Took this phrase from Nurynn's Blog.
"if you love sumone, set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you he/she is yours. If he/she doesn’t, he/she will never be yours..."
Well, i am kind of not agree with this. What if that person do come back to you but that person still not yours??? I used to believe this phrase but later i find that they only come for a while. It still happens now. I am happy that person came back but still it hurts a lot when that person never meant to be yours.....

Still not feeling well now. Thought of taking an MC but decided not to. There's a lot of things that need to settle so with lazy feeling i force myself to come. Might be taking 1/2 day. I am waiting for Ct2 to have breakfast at the Harbourfront Hawker Centre to have my masalah tosai. Feels like eating that lately. So i told her to come early just to have that here. But it seems that she is late.....

Still feeling tired. I am sick since Friday nite till today.
Yesterday had a surprise visit from Herda & Moshee. They came n helped out to do the "Berkat" and they get to taste my cooking. hehehehehe I cooked Nasi Ayam. :) Although i am sicked yesterday, but the spirit to help out still there. It was fun to do the work together. (Gotong royong katakan) Luckily we manage to finish up all the berkat yesterday.

PS: Thanks Herda & Moshee for helping out.

With the help of Herda, i have a new layout. PINK Colour someone.......I think i need a change for now. Bright colour.... :) Satisfy with it. Thanks Herda...

Feeling so tired now.........Sleep nearly at 12 midnight. Busy helping my mum doing the things for the wedding. She was preparing the boxes for the "Hantaran" and we manage to finish them all. Left a few that we need to add in. All that will be done in a few days time. Tomorrow will be another busy day for us. We will be packing our own "Berkat". It is nearly the same as last year. I would not tell wat the item is. Will took a lot of pictures of all that once all of them is done. :)
Will be going to my Brother home at Tampiness today to have a small gathering there. The whole family will be there.
I am counting my days before my long leave soonnnnnnnnnn

Went to GURAME at East Coast Parkway with my aunt's family yesterday night. The food was nice but too bad the Fish that Gurame was famous for was not there. The fish was out of stock as the waiter there claim that the shipping for the fish to come will be late. The food there quite nice n the price too.....I scroll the menu and shock to see some of the price. Just imagine they charge $7.90 for 10 sticks of satay. That is quite expensive!!! We all eat rice with a few dishes. (Org belanja mesti tak bole cerewet)

By the way Pinky, I am not the one who are getting married. It is my 2nd Brother, Zaidi, who will be getting married on the 21 December. After the wedding, my family & I will be going for our holiday. (Without the couple of course) I am going to have a break for myself. So i will be away till end of the month. Will inform on that more later...... :)

Here is the picture of Aeisyah that my sister-in-law took lately. Isn't she CUTE!!!

Still feeling sleep and my head still aching.....I start to have this headache since Sunday... Maybe due not enough sleeping lately. Work also worst... Getting more & more. Now i can't wait for my leave to come. I will be on leave after the wedding till end of the year. Will be back to the office only next year. Will inform more details about it soon......Will keep a secret where i will be going.

PS: MakanKakis pls dont tell anyone yet.......... :)

Last minute plan to met up my gal friends....We had dinner at Bk n had our conversation at Starbucks at Simei. All other 2 gals having problems n need to met up to talk about it. All is about BGR. Kind of funny to talk about it (i myself single n giving advise to more than 1 year relationship) and end up talking about wedding too. It kind of good to talk all these things n hear different kinds of view. Overall i enoy their accompany. It was fun with the gals. We talked, laughed, joked and even "Kutuk" each other.
Aeishah came yesterday....I reach home around 10pm. Manage to play around with her.....She is cute so cute that feels difficult to part with her. I did a lot of talking to her n she kind of response back as though she wanna talked back.....We even teach her some music and she was laughing all the way kind of excited.....Sometimes i feel when will i get married n have a child of my own.....hehehehehehe

Got this quiz from Herda...


Your soul is bound to the Black Rose: The
Wicked.

"I am the wicked specemin of sin with no
profound logic to believe in. Hold me tight,
but don't hold me close, I go where I
desire."

The Black Rose is associated with manipulation,
control, and virtuosity. It is governed by the
goddess Psyche and its sign is The Tapestry, or
Crafted Love.

As a Black Rose, you may have a slight wicked
streak running through you. But whether you
are naughty or nice is up for debate. You know
how to get what you want and can work people
for what they're worth. You have great people
skills, but can sometimes be a bit of a control
freak.


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Got this from my colleague...

A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter.

"Don't forget your girlfriends," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you'll have, you are still going to need girlfriends. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. And remember that "girlfriends" are not only your friends, but your sisters, your daughters, and other relatives too. You'll need other women. Women always do."

'What a funny piece of advice,' the young woman thought. 'Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake, a grownup, not a young girl who needs girlfriends! Surely my husband and the family we'll start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile!'

But she listened to her Mother; she kept contact with her girlfriends and made more each year. As the years tumbled by, one after another, she gradually came to understand that her Mom really knew what she was talking about. As time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman, girlfriends are the mainstays of her life. After 50 years of living in this world, here is what I know about girlfriends:

Girlfriends bring you chicken curry and scrub your bathroom when you need help.

Girlfriends keep your children and keep your secrets.

Girlfriends give advice when you ask for it. Sometimes you take it, sometimes you don't.

Girlfriends don't always tell you that you're right, but they're usually honest.

Girlfriends still love you, even when they don't agree with your choices.

Girlfriends laugh with you, and you don't need canned jokes to start the laughter.

Girlfriends pull you out of jams.

Girlfriends help you get out of bad relationships.

Girlfriends help you look for a new apartment, help you pack, and help you move.

Girlfriends will give a party for your son or daughter when they get married or have a baby, in whichever order that comes!

Girlfriends are there for you, in an instant and when the hard times come.

Girlfriends will drive through blizzards, rainstorms, hail, heat, and gloom of night to get to you when your hour of need is desperate.

Girlfriends listen when you lose a job or a friend.

Girlfriends listen when your children break your heart.

Girlfriends listen when your parents' minds and bodies fail.

Girlfriends cry with you when someone you loved dies.

Girlfriends support you when the men in your life let you down.

Girlfriends help you pick up the pieces when men pack up and go.

Girlfriends rejoice at what makes you happy, and are ready to go out and kill what makes you unhappy.

Times passes.

Life happens.

Distance separates.

Children grow up.

Love waxes and wanes.

Hearts break.

Careers end.

Jobs come and go.

Parents die.

Colleagues forget favours.

Men don't call when they say they will.

BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach.

When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have to walk it for yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry you out.

My mother, sisters, sisters-in-law, aunties, nieces, cousins, extended family, and friends bless my life!
The world wouldn't be the same without them, and neither would I.

When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead. Nor did we know how much we would need each other. Every day, we need each other still.

Pass this on to the women who help make your life work.

I just did.

Wish i could sleep longer.....Still feeling so sleepy. The last visitor tat came is around 11++pm which is my sister's group of friends. This week will be a busy week for me. Had to prepare all the things for the wedding. We left only 2 weeks for all the preparation. Will try to get all done by this week or we will be rushing by then...
My Aunt call yesterday n inform me that my cousin, Nazrul is out from Hospital n he is still weak. Just hope he get well soon n will be here for the wedding......

I am still feeling tired n sleepy....
Went to JB yesterday at early morning. Buy some stuffs for the wedding n for the kitchen too. Then manage to visit my uncle's place at Gelang Patah before went home. My cousin, Nazrul was admitted in the hospital. We did not have time to visit him there as we are rushing home....Just hope he is getting better soon.....
After 1 hr reaching home, People starts to call home saying that they are coming over. People keep coming over till late night. Just imagine how tired all of us......
Today i wake up at 11am. Andini went out already as she having NetBall Carnival at Kallang. While Maimunah went out with her friends for Jalan Raya n will be here in the late evening or night. My brother, Jaya too out with his friends and will be here too. Mean time i will have enough time to rest n sleep too....
I have just uplaoded the pictures but did not manage to edit any of it. Hope the pictures not too dark....

Click HERE for the pictures.....

Just finish uploading pictures that i took lately....Took nearly half the day....Here are the pictures of yesterday.... 4 Dec 03

Got this from Afizah...


Modern


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How bad is your temper according to your horoscope


ARIES MARCH 21 ? APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologise, which makes them easier to forgive.


TAURUS APRIL 21 ? MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don't know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you've made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.


GEMINI MAY 21 ? June 29

You are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring actions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.


CANCER JUNE 21 ? JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.


LEO JULY 22 ? AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don't care about opinions. You don't like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressingdown can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.


VIRGO AUGUST 22 ? SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don't quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.


LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 ? OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it's true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.


SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 ? NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don't lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects hauhtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person who try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superflous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.


SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 ? DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You're also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you're upset with them.


CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 ? JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.


AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 ? FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over yur emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavour to be perfect and socially correct in your behaviour and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.


PISCES FEBRUARY 19 ? MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others' feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. So nobody can be upset with you for too long.

I had so much fun with my 3 gal friends yesterday. We been emailing each other through email and increase our mailbox with our emails.....Then we decided to met up yesterday after work. At last minute, we plan to met up at Pasir Ris CoffeeBean...At 6pm sharp, me n ct hurried our way to met the other 2 gals. We reach around 7 plus and sit at there. Buy some food at MacDonald and talked all the way till 10.30pm (Kes kene halau from there. Maklum ah kedai dah nak tutup) I think we will be meeting each other every week now... All i can say i am having great time with them. So gals let's do this every week..... JOM!!!
Will be meeting my MakanKakis today!!! YEAH!!!! MISS them so much already. Last met up with them is on the 13 November 2003. Just imagine how long that now......Can't wait for the time to reach 6.45pm.....

Got this from my friend, Nelly...

Time Never Goes Back

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?

Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer)Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.

Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???

Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.

Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).

A few minutes later...

Student : I'm back.

Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.

Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thoughtthat I would
find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize thatI'm at theend of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me notto go back,so I didn't go back.

Teacher : That's what happened in real life.

What is the message of this story?

* Grass - is people around you

* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you

* Grass Field - is time

* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back". It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!

Sleep late again yesterday....There were guest coming at our house till late night. I will try to sleep early today and hopefully no one comes to the house today. I am feeling so tired.....All i need is sleep.....Plenty of sleep of course.....

Got this from my cousin....

JANUARY
Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Homely person. Loyal. Needs to improve social abilities. Easily jealous. Very Stubborn.

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Showing anger easily. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on! the ins ide not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Learns to show emotions.

MARCH
Attractive personality Affectionate Shy and reserved.. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others.. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling.
Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling. Friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivate oneself and the others. Sickness usually of the head and chest.

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention..! Deep fee lings Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirit.. Spendthrift.

JUNE
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind . Hesitating. Tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional. Temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes no! nsensica l and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving... Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet.Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Shy.Fun to be with.

AUGUST
Loves to joke. Attractive Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defenses. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and rusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Trustworthy, loyal and honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and travelling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Choosy especially in relationships. Loves wide things. Systematic.

OCTOBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves him. Loves to takes things at the center. Attractive and suave. Inner and physical beauty.. Does not lie or pretend. Sympathetic. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel! the arts and literature. Soft-spoken, loving and caring. Romantic!!! Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.. Spendthrift and easily influenced. Easily lose confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Pa! tient. Stubborn and hard-hearted-if there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships.. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets.. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Feeling so tired this morning. Wish i could sleep longer.
Today will be busy giving out my brother's invitation to my office colleagues. The wedding will take place on the 21 December 2003. The next few weeks will be a busy weeks for the whole family for the preparation......

Feeling so tired today. Did not go to work. Spend the whole day at my aunt's place. Just came back just now. Had dinner at KFC today. Will be going to work tomorrow. Feeling lazy lately to go work. Haiz why eh??? hmmm

Today after 7pm, a lot of people will be coming here. Done a lot of cooking. (Mee Goreng & Soup Ayam eat with Bread. Best Kan makan time hujan2 ni) Just came back from my aunt's place nearby here. Will upload more pictures soon...

Got this from my Cousin........

Doa Yang DiMakbulkan


Seorang lelaki melayu ponteng sembahyang Jumaat. Sebaliknya dia masuk hutan untuk memburuberuang. Sedang dia terhendap2 di dalam semak, tiba2 dia berlanggar dengan seekor beruang.

Dia begitu terkejut sehingga senapangnya tercampak lalu tergelungsur ke dalam jurang. Dia pula tergolek ke arah lain, jatuh ke atas batu dan

KRAKKKK! Kedua2 kakinya patah. Jangan risau .. ini bukanlah berita buruk ok. Ada lagi ..

Berita buruknya adalah beruang tadi terus menghambatnya, sedangkan dia dah tak boleh bergerak lagi.

"Ya Allah," doa lelaki tersebut, "Ampunilah dosaku kerana ponteng sembahyang berjemaah pada hari Jumaat yang mulia ini ..

Ampunilah aku ya Allah .. makbulkan hajat ku ini .. jadikanlah beruang yang memburuku Muslim yang beriman .. tolong ya Allah! Aminnn .."


Tiba2 guruh berdentum! Beruang tadi tiba2 terhenti betul2 di hadapan lelaki tadi.

Sambil menadah kedua2 kaki depannya ke langit .. beruang tersebut pun berdoa,

"Allahumma barik lana, fima razaktana, wa qina azabbannar. Amin!"


Beriman betul beruang tu...nak makan lelaki tu pun baca doa dulu...ehehe

Raya was great this time around with little Aeishah in the family. Took a lot pictures of her...Get to met a lot of Cousins and other families members too. Catch up with them the latest events and also jokes around with them...My mum busy giving out "kad Jemputan" at the same time. Yesh my 2dn brother, Zaidi will be getting married next mth so now have to start distributing the cards. Next few weeks will be busy with getting ready for the weddings....
Might be going to JB this Sat and met my other cousins especially Nazrul. Will try to take more pictures on that day :)

Our Family Picture


For 2 days never update my blog as i could not find the time to be online. Today i was on half day leave as i was having my exam in the afternoon. Hurried home and download all the pictures that i took during the shifting then to Hari Raya festive and today on the Bus. This morning i took my 1st journey to HarbourFront by BUS with my mum. She drop by 1st at Tanjong Pagar. After 2 days on leave, a lot of work has to be clear ASAP especially invoices. Tomorrow will be more rushing day n more work of course...... New office is good but the place seems smaller and people could hear you talking from far. If you wanna say something must whisper so softly.

Click HERE for more pictures.....

By the way, I MISS my MakanKakis so much already................... (dah berapa lama eh tak chat dgn Herda & Nurynn) Haiz...

Hope everyone is having a good time for their RAYA.....

SUHAILI aka BuNGaLiLi Wanna wish all

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MOHON MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Got this from MakanKakis......Done By MOSHEE. So niceeeeeeeeeeee

I am still feeling tired. My body still need a rest n sleep but my mind did not want to continue sleeping. So here i am in front of the PC online...... Will try to sleep later in the evening after doing the housework. Reach home at 11.30pm yesterday. Manage to clear all our boxes. Had our dinner at the Hawker Centre at the HarBourFront there. Quite nice place n the food too. :) Will upload the pictures that i took yesterday later in the evening or at night. Manage to take a few pictures only as i was so busy with the unpacking.
Thanks Herda for helping out of the changing of the layout. :)

Thought of sleeping back again but my eyes would not shut. So i decided to be online.......Everyone is sleeping now left me alone waking up. While typing now i am listening to Warna 94.2FM hearing all the Nasyid songs. Nice to listen to them early morning......
Will be going to the office later. have to reach there before 9am. The removers will reach there at 9am so a few of us have to be there before 9am. Will spent half the day at the old office (Hopefully they carry the stuffs faster) and spent another half the day at the new office to do the unpacking. Will try to finish them all by today as me & ct2 will be on leave next week and no one will be clearing it for us. By the time we came back, there will be a lot of things to be done & unpacking will be more difficult to do by then.
Had my Buka at BANQUET yesterday. Had a Hor Fun Beef Hotplate....It is nice to have the meal with a few colleagues of mine whom i rarely eat with. :)
Mom & sisters will be doing some cakes today. And my brother will be here today. That's mean Aeishah too will be coming!!! Hopefully i reach home on time before they went home or i will miss seeing her........

My new Office will be here......HarbourFront......Will take more pictures later. Manage to borrow my Dad's Digital camera. ;)

Still in the office now....Will be having buka at BANQUET with Ct2 & 1 of my colleague (He is Chinese but he also fasting like us). It will be our last eating at BANQUET at raffles place today. Starting tomorrow will be at HarbourFront.....
Will come to the office as usual tomorrow. After the removers came n carried all the stuffs, we will be going to the new office to do the unpacking. Hope to finish by tomorrow......
I am so tired....All i need now is a good Sleep!!!

Arghhhh so stresss. so many things need to pack ASAP. All have to be done by today. Will shift tomorrow to the new place, HarbourFront.

PACK PACK PACK PACK PACK !!!!!!!!

Feeling sooooooo tired & sleepyyyyyyyy............... Nearly oversleep this morning. Usually wake up at 6am but today at 6.40am.....Luckily i do not have my exam today or i will be rushing.....
Nowadays i will sleep after Sahur as i am feeling so sleepy n tired lately.......Maybe due to the packing here in the office......The office is really really in a mess. BIG MESS.... There are boxes everywhere....Ct & I have not finish our packing yet. There is still a lotof things to be pack. Will try to do some today or tomorrow will be a bit rushing for us to pack.
Did not get to eat at GANGES yesterday :( :( :( We all change venue to KOMALAS as the others wants to eat there instead GANGES. After dinner, walked around there n reach home around 10pm.
Aeishah were at our house yesterday. Luckily i reach home early or i miss meeting her. Manage to play with her for a while before my brother decided to go home...
Tomorrow will have my exam again....Hope it is better & easy.........InsyALLAH......

Just came back from my 1st exam paper. The paper was quite difficult. There were 4 questions & i manage to finish only 3 instead all of them. 1 of them also uncompleted. :( :( :( I just hope my 2 completed assignment score a good marks to help me out.......... Another note today the Invigilator was quite handsome guy. hehehehehe (Sempat!!!) Another paper will be on Friday.
Today the whole family did not wake up for our Sahur. This is our 2nd time not waking up for sahur.......
Just came back n full of things need to follow up today....will be so busy today.....
Will be going to GANGES (beside KOMALAS) again and this time around with my schoolmates today then might drop by to Geylang later or just went home after tat....

Feeling so tired now...Will try to sleep early today....Tomorrow will be my 1st exam paper. Tomorrow will be my Word Processing II. It is funny to know that my paper II will be the 1st one. I thought tomorrow suppose to be the Paper I. My exam will be in the morning n will be coming back to office after that to do my work n continue with the packing. *Haiz* So many things happening n so little time.....

Got a 2 meeting with my superior yesterday. All about mistakes i been doing for the past few weeks due to my careless. *Haiz* One of it due to not checking them n One of them is my fault of not being responsible enough to do my work. I did not process 1 of the customer's PO and i am being blame. One of it was point to me although it is not my mistakes. It is a warning to me or i will get a serious punishment or even RETRENCH. *Haiz* So many mistakes for the past few weeks. I have to be more alert on this few things or something bad will happens. Just hope everything will be in back as usual in the past or......
After work yesterday i decided to forget all that. I has so much fun with 3 gals, Ct2, Nelly & Supinah. Had lots n lots of laugh till my stomach in pain yesterday. hehehehehe It been a while we met up together (Padahal Ct Everyday, Nelly & Supinah baru last week). The place was not so crowded yesterday. Lucky we came a bit fast or we will not have any space to sit at S11. People already there around 6pm sitting at the tables. Will be going there again tomorrow n this time around with 2 guys whom i know since Primary School till now. They might be bringing their Gf while i am alone as usual. hehehehehe (For info these 2 guys are worried for me n try to get me a bf) After dinner, we walked around the Bazaar and met a few schoolmates. :) We also saw my sista with her bf. I thought she at home but there she was with her bf. *Haiz*
Instead sleeping early yesterday, me watch tv watching "The Net" on Channel i. I watch it before but because my stomach still in pain and still full after eating a lot, i decided to watch that movie till 12am. Now i am feeling like a ZOMBIE. Thought of sleeping in the MRT while going to work but decided not to. Bring along my book n study. :) :) :)
Will be busy again with the packing. Manage to pack 8 Boxes anly yesterday. Will try to do more today as the day is coming nearer n nearer.......

Feeling so sleepy again........Wish could sleep longer today......Will be busy packing today as we will shift this coming Saturday. Have to start today or will have not enough time later on.
Will buka with 3 gal friends of mine at Geylang today.......

Sleep at 12am and now still sleepy. Manage to do 4 types of Kuih yesterday. Isk never do that much in one day and yesterday was the 1st time we all manage to do. Today will continue again. Will be giving some to my sister-in-law, Kak Tini. I dont know how many kuih will be making today. hmmm
Aeishah will be coming here again today. YEAH!!!
Talk to my Cousin, Nazrul yesterday. Really miss him. *Haiz*

A lot of things to do today.........Will start to do our 1st Kuih. Will try to do at least 3 or 4 types. So that we dont have to do on weekdays. Will start to do Kuih Tart & Chocolate Gajus this morning 1st once my 2 little sista wake up. Once my mum is back will do other types......Looks like a busy day today. My sis-in-law will come later n help and of course to take some. heheheehehe (Pandai dia nak tolong tapi nak sikit. hehehehehe) So Aeishah will be here later. YEAH!!!
I realise there a few things that i need to buy soon. That is my shoe for Hari Raya n a few more tudungs. Arghhh today n tomorrow can't go out so left weekdays to buy it. And weekdays i am working. Arghhh Will try to buy them on Monday or Wednesday as i will be going there n have my buka with my school mates.
Will start my exam next week and i have not prepare any. Isk luckily the 1st 2 paper is IT and not much things to learn. Just to take note of the formula of typing letters and a few things more. Will try to open the book one of these days before the exam on Wednesday........

Got this through email from Pinky

Siapakah orang yang sibuk?
Orang yang sibuk adalah orang yang tidak mengambil berat akan waktu solatnya seolah-olah ia mempunyai kerajaan seperti kerajaan Nabi Sulaiman a.s.

Siapakah orang yang manis senyumanya?
Orang yang mempunyai senyuman yang manis adalah orang yang di timpa musibah lalu dia kata "Inna lillahi wainna illaihi rajiuun." Lalu sambil berkata,"Ya Rabbi Aku redha dengan ketentuanMu ini", sambil mengukir senyuman.

Siapakah orang yang kaya?
Orang yang kaya adalah orang yang bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dan tidak lupa akan kenikmatan dunia yang sementara ini.

Siapakah orang yang miskin?
Orang yang miskin adalah orang tidak puas dengan nikmat yang ada sentiasa menumpuk-numpukkan harta.

Siapakah orang yang rugi?
Orang yang rugi adalah orang yang sudah sampai usia pertengahan namun masih berat untuk melakukan ibadat dan amal-amal kebaikkan.

Siapakah orang yang paling cantik?
Orang yang paling cantik adalah orang yang mempunyai akhlak yang baik.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas?
Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas adalah orang yang mati membawa amal amal kebaikan di mana kuburnya akan di perluaskan saujana mata memandang.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit lagi dihimpit?
Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit adalah orang yang mati tidak membawa amal-amal kebaikkan lalu kuburnya menghimpitnya.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai akal?
Orang yang mempunyai akal adalah orang-orang yang menghuni syurga kelak kerana telah mengunakan akal sewaktu di dunia untuk menghindari siksa neraka.

Siapakah org yg bijak?
Orang yg bijak ialah org yg tidak membiar atau membuang email ini begitu sahaja, malah dia akan menyampaikan pula pada org lain untuk dimanfaatkan dan ambil iktibar sebagai sandaran dan buat pedoman kehidupan kita seharian.

Yesterday was great!!! I am having a good time with Herda, Hazel, Moshee, Afizah, Naqia & Ayshy. Nice meeting you Ayshy. What a small world when i get to know that Ayshy is also a Ping Yian, my former secondary school. Not forgetting Naqia too. Nice to met your gals back. (Dulu kenal muka aje n tak pernah berbual. hehehehehe) They are my senior of 2 years. :) We had our iftar at LPS. We eat n laugh a lot. It is good to spent the time with funny people around u. It makes me forgets all my sadness. :) :) :)
But i have difficulty in sleeping yesterday. I could not sleep. Every 1 hr i woke up n now i am having bad headache. All i need now is a good sleep. Hope nothing much complain i get later today. Will try to get myself busy with packing so that i will not feel sleepy later on......
I decide to put on my schools names that i went to before n currently now. hehehehehe after yesterday event makes me wanna get to know more people to know which schools i used to go in the past n currently. :)

Feeling a bit sleepy...This morning having a hard time waking up for "Sahur" and i nearly fall asleep while drinking my Tea. hehehehehehe
Early morning i received sms from my colleague asking for a favour to do some urgent work. Cannot have a peaceful mind for my early morning n he bug me so early. He will surely get a good scolding from me later on....
Will be start clearing things from now on. Must Start or we will be rushing soon. The cartons are here yesterday and we can start packing. :)

Today we had western food for Buka. Nice but too salty for the sauce. hehehehehee All blame to my mum who cook it. ;)
I dropped by at Bedok Central to buy some stuff today. It was crowded as there was a samll Bazaar there. Yesh Bazaar at Bedok. The usual shops nothing new.
As i walk home, a lonely feeling came suddenly. I dont know what makes that feeling to come so suddenly. I feels so lonely that i wanna cry. It sounds weird n crazy but that what happens to me. *Haiz* I keep asking myself why is this happening to me. So suddenly all things came to my mind. Everything that happens and in the past. All being rewind in my head. It seems only for a short while i am in Bedok but i feels that i been there hours.......
I realised something along the way. In life, you bound to face a lot of things. Regardless of Sadness, Happiness, Regret, Hurt & etc....... You will get something when you try hard to achieve it. Think of yourself 1st before others. No matter how kind you are, people tend to hurt you in any way.
I always heard that if you love someone so much and it did not work out, let that person go. If that person came back then it meant for u. But i realise all this is FAKE. All i get is more HURT. Why it keep happening??? Maybe this is a testing from ALLAH for me. I just hope i can get through and face what ever things that came by.....

Happy Bithday Herda!!! May all your wish come true. Enjoy your day today......

Good Morning everyone......Did not blog yesterday as i did not touch my PC the whole day....Took a last minute leave and spent the whole day at my aunt's place...We went to Tekka for a some shopping....Did not buy anything there but sure will come back there in few days time to buy my shoe. hehehehehehe I have found my shoe that i like n will buy them soon..... :)
This Morning eveyone did not wake up for Sahur. Did not hear any Alarm Clock. I guess everyone is tired and overshot.....

Feels good today so suddenly and i dont know why. :) I hope it stays on till the end of the day. InsyALLAH.
Get to clean my bedroom yesterday with my 2 sistas. I throw a lot of old things especially things that contains old memories. Feels sad to part with some of the items but it is a good as i will be able to start fresh. Start out new things in live. New memories and i hope a good ones....
Will be starting to clean the house next week. Will be much busy soon.....Office is still in the mess. Have not started any yet. *Haiz* Ct is back but still not feeling good yet. She having her sore thoat now......

I spent half the day yesterday sleeping..... Now my body aching due too much sleeping...... I even sleep early again yesterday at around 10pm. Buka at my Brother's house was fun. Everyone turns up. All of us went there. There another session of family gathering. Since my 1st brother married, we been having family gathering every weekends. We seldom do that in the past. :)
Will spent the day today clearing my rooms with my 2 sistas....... There's a lot of things that need to clear now ar will be no time to do that.......

I think i am falling sick AGAIN!!! Yesterday i am feeling not so good and today even worst........ Good thing i still have my medicine.
Even now i wakes up so early whereas everyone is still sleeping. My left arm is in pain. I went to the doctor so many times. Well the doctor say that it is due to stressness or overload or maybe i force myself to carry heavy stuffs using my left arm more. I think i am more to stressness n overload than the third reasons given by the doctor. With this rainy seasons, it is worst........ I hate it when i am in this state as all work will be pending and i will be spending most of the time sleeping. It is good that i get a good rest once in a while but...........
will be going to my Brother's house at Tampiness later and Buka there with the other family members. Will get to met my little Aeishah............Hope i am better by then. :) Miss her already........*Wink Wink*

Got this from a friend through email....

The most selfish one letter word.....

"I"
Avoid It.


The most satisfying two-letter word.....

"We"
Use it.


The most poisonous three-letter word.....

"Ego"
Kill It.


The most used four-letter word.....

"Love"
Value it.


The most pleasing five-letter word.....

"Smile"
Keep it.


The fastest spreading six-letter word.....

"Rumour"
Ignore it.


The hardest working seven-letter word.....

"Success"
Achieve it.


The most enviable eight-letter word.....

"Jealousy"
Distant it.


The most powerful nine-letter word.....

"Knowledge"
Acquire it.


The most essential ten-letter word.....

"Confidence"
Trust it.

*Burp* Alhamdulilah I am full now......Had Mee Goreng & some Epok2 Sardine for Buka earlier.
Went home around 5.45pm just now. Had to clear a few things so that Monday i will not rush up. Managed to finish my Reports and will be sedning emails for the others to see on Monday. :)
Will sleep soon as my eyes feels sleepy now......
Have a good weekends everyone......

Yesterday was good. Feels better when get to met Herda, Nurynn, Ct1 & Moshee. Met Ct1 at Ct Hall n proceed to our sch to take our Exam Slip Timetable. Then head to Komalas where we met Nurynn & Herda. Moshee join us a bit later. Was shock to see him as he told us that he will not be coming. But he turn up at last for a short while. After dinner we walked around at Robinson to look around at the baby stuffs while moshee went home early.....
Ct2 is on MC again. Today is the 4th day of her MC. She is sick badly.....Her temp is still around at 38 Degrees. More work for me as usual. I dont mind that as she been helping me a lot all this while. Hope she is getting better soon. Miss her already......
Today date might be cancel as i am still not feeling so good this morning. Furthermore he will have his exam later in the afternoon n might be rushing to met me later.....I think i will head home early today n had a gd rest......
For the 1st time, i am wearing my Sandal to work today. hehehehehe feels funny at first but after a while feels good. :) I usually wear my Black Shoe OR my Sport Shoe but today decide to try new things. :)

Feeling sick so suddenly yesterday..... Ct2 is on MC again. Her fever is still there. Today her fever is 39 degrees. Luckily i did go n get an MC today.....Feeling so tired yesterday that i slept early at 8.30pm. My left hand feels a bit weak now. Lucky for me as my 2 sistas was so helpful yesterday. They force me to take my medicine although i feels lazy to do that. They even help to take the water n massage me too. hehehehehe Get a bit of pampered. :)
Got sms from CT1 yesterday. She went for scanning n she might having a SON for her 1st Child. (InsyALLAH) Feels happy for her. Realise that i missed her. :) When did i last met her....... i think before the fasting mth....
I been getting a few sms lately for "Kenal-kenalan". I hate this as my number been passing around without my knowledge. I dont mind getting to know more people but do inform me for that. At least i know who are u.....A few of them, i did not even know. It kind of frustrating to have this happening.
Feels so tired now.....feels like sleeping.........

JAWAPAN ALLAH KEPADA PERSOALAN SEPANJANG HIDUP KITA


ADAKAH AKU SUDAH DIKIRA BERIMAN ?

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta.
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KENAPA SUSAH SANGAT UJIAN INI?

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

RASA FRUST? TENSION? LEMAH SEMANGAT?

"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."
-Surah Al-Imran ayat 200

"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

APA YG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dr org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ..
-Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

"Cukuplah ! Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
-Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

ARGHHH AKU TAK TAHAN!!! AKU DAH BOSAN!!

"......dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."
-Surah Yusuf ayat 12

RENUNG DAN REDHALAH TERHADAP KETENTUAN ALLAH

Yesterday was fun. Had my "buka" at S11 with my 2 gal friends. Had lots & lots of laugh with them. (Kecoh btol) hehehehehe Well too bad Ct2 is not there. But she did called me up to say hi & Sorry for not turning up. Well it is ok with that as she is sick. She having high fever and could not eat anything for the whole of 1 day yesterday. Hope she better by tomorrow....
I read Nurynn's Blog. I do agree with what she says that. I do feels that way but at the end of it, i always keep telling myself that whatever happens has it own reasons. ALLAH might have something good for me in future. It is just a matter of time.....
Yesterday i met him. Well he was outside so he wants to drop by my blk and have a chat with me. (gd thing he live nearby my area) At first i was kind of not sure but seeing the time is still early, i say yes to him. Met him up at 10.15pm near my blk. Sit down n chat with him a lot of things......But some of the things did not satisfied me. It makes me a bit sad that makes me can't think properly even now.....Will met him again on Friday n maybe discuss more as time does not allow us yesterday. For the first time i reach home at 12am. Isk luckily thing my parents are asleep or they will ask a lot of questions.....

I am feeling Happyyyyy since yesterday n cant stop smiling actually. hehehehehe Well I had a talked with my ex-bf yesterday night. Nearly 1 year we did not talked over the phone but we been communicate through MSN all this while. :) :) :) He is still same old guy whom i know. :) Had a gd laugh n of course old memories do come back. Good n bad ones. Will be meeting him on Friday and "Buka" together. Simply can't wait for Friday to come. hehehehehehe :) :) :)
Will "Buka" outside with a few gal friends. But today Ct2 is sick and we have to go without her. :( Will have a good time with the gals since we have not met quite a long time. Hardly talked on the phone so today must be "Kecohable" event. hehehhehehehehee
Today i might be meeting 1 of my "abg" whom i know for nearly 8 years. Yesh 8 years and we have not met. We thought to make it 10 years but decide not to. hehehehehe He will be at 1 of the stall at geylang selling "Burger Budget" and i attempt to go there later to check it out. Furthermore today is his birthday so kind of good birthday present for him if i show up later. :) :) :)
Still smiling away now. Feels great that great things are happening lately...........

Happy 20th Bithday Nurynn!!! May all your wish come true. Enjoy your day today.....

Feeling sleepy today. Sleep at 12am yesterday. Watch VCD with all the other members of family. We watch Hindustan "Koi Mil Gaya". It was a gd movie. ET kind of story. hehehehehe So all Hindustan Fans, Go n watch it. It is a good movie that i highly recommend. :) :) :)
Today will be a busy day as today Siti & I will be busy clearing things for the shifting. We might be shifthing in 2 weeks time. And nothing has been done so far. So starting today will be a busy days for us both especially...

Just finish helping my mum cooks "Nasi Briyani". Yesh we will be having that today. :) :) :)
At last i have my own new Discman. :) My last one were spoilt. Now i brought a new one that have a radio n MP3 player. :) Now no more boring journery to work. Will have my music on all the way to work. :)
Andini brought a pair of new shoe & bag too. She is happy to get all that. :)

Tiring day today. Just finish clearing all the unwanted things at the Kitchen.
Had a great day with my 2 sisters. We went to Geylang to do some early shopping. Yesh Shopping. :) Well i brought myself a few "Tudungs" and some other stuffs. :) Then we were joined by our parents. Walked around and also buy some kitchen stuffs. Quite a lot of shopping were done today.
Tomorrow will be going to Tampiness Mall. hehehehe I am going to buy myself a Discman then claim from the company. :) :) :) Really can't wait that.
Aeisyah is coming tomorrow!!! Everyone is excited to hear that. :) :) :)

I decided to put up my latest picture without specs...... When i first saw it, kind of funny looking. First time i saw my face wearing contact lens in a picture. hehehehehe

Got This from my Future Sister-In-Law through Email....

Andai Ini Ramadhan Terakhir
--------------------------------------
wahai dikau...renunglah engkau akan nasib diri
wahai qalbu...sedarkah engkau akan gerak hati
wahai aqal...terfikirkah engkau akan apa yang bakal terjadi
andai ini merupakan Ramadhan yang terakhir kali
buatmu sekujur jasad yang bakal berlalu pergi
tatkala usia bernoktah di penghujung kehidupan duniawi
pabila tiba saat tepat seperti yang dijanji Ilahi
kematian...adalah sesuatu yang pasti

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir
biarpun anak tekak kering kehausan air
tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu
mendayu..merayu...kepada-NYA Tuhan yang satu

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu solatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu
solat yang dikerjai...sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu'
tubuh, minda, dan qalbu...bersatu memperhamba diri
mengadap Rabbul Jalil... menangisi kecurangan janji
"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin"
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...
kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekelian alam]

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tidak akan kau persiakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
setiap masa tak akan dipersia begitu saja
di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang...bakal kau syairkan

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan pesta-pestaan
berterawih...berqiamullail...bertahajjud...
mengadu...merintih...meminta belas kasih
"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MU
tapi...aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU"
oleh itu duhai Ilahi...kasihanilah daku hamba-MU ini

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu dirimu tak akan melupai mereka yang tersayang
ayuh ke mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan
kita buru...kita cari...suatu malam idaman
yang lebih berkat dari seribu bulan

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu engkau bakal bersedia batin dan zahir
mempersiap diri...rohani dan jasmani
menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail
di kiri dan kanan ...lorong-lorong redha Ar-Rahman

Duhai Ilahi...
andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami
jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling bererti...paling berseri...
menerangi kegelapan hati-hati kami
menyuluhi diri ke jalan menuju redha serta kasihsayang mu Ya Ilahi
semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

Namun saudara...
tak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui
samada Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali
hanya yang termampu bagi seorang hamba itu
berusaha...bersedia...meminta belas-NYA
andai benar ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kita

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan ..............

Yesterday was fun. Had my buka with Herda, Nurynn, Hazel & Moshee at Ganges beside the Komalas where we had vegetarian food. It was superb. The Briyani was nice & hot. Should try there as the service also quite good. :) :) :)
We celebrate Nurynn's Besday in advance. Sorry Nurynn as my gift will come later. :) As i thought we plan to met up next week, so i only planned to buy your gift during this coming weekends. :) Well, we have fun "buka" together for the first time. And had lots of fun too. :) After that we head to cream & crepes to had our dessert. It was delicious which i simply like it. Especially the Chocolate Crave that i had. (Suka chocolate katakan)
Overall i say, i enjoyed my day with u guys yesterday. Makes me forget my sadness....... Thanks guys......... :) :) :)

Life is unfair sometimes. Due to this Hurt is all u get. A few things has happens for the last few days. But i only feel the effect only today. It hurts so much..........

Thanks ppl for the advise. Yeah i learn a lot after being a Customer Service Officer recently. It been a few mths now. It is a really kind of test my patient. At first it was interesting but then after a while its kind of irritating as you keep hearing the same kind of complains over & over again. Well at least it makes me becoming more patient person n try not to complain too much. :) People will always keep complain but you can't stop them. Just advise n help them as n when you can. :)
Did not go to my last class yesterday as my friends & i decide to go Solat Terawih instead. Went to my 2 sisters as usual and we met out Aunt & uncle there. They were so happy to c 3 of us. Their Daughters are having exams and thats why they are not there too. It will be so havoc with them around too. Their Family are so funny with full of jokes n we will always be laughing when we met up. :) Thats y i like going to their house. :)

COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN!!!!!
All these keep coing back again & again. Arghhhhhhhhhh It is barely not my fault. The Suppliers are not helping much lately which make up a lot of complains lately. Work is always overload. Things always need to be rushed. I am feeling tired and fed up at the same time.................

I am listening to the songs again & again from HERE.. It is so touching & meaningful too......... So speechless when the 1st time i here it. :)
Yesterday was great. My 2 sisters follow me to "Solat Terawih" for the 1st time. Feels good that they want to follow me. We went to "Masjid Kassim" and the place quite full with ppl. We are luckly that we are early n manage to find place in time. :) :) :)

Gd morning everyone.................Hope u all are feeling good as i am today. :)
Today after sahur i did not sleep back as i decided to read a book while listen to the radio. Feels good. I think i will be doing it every morning now. Reading religious book while listening to Warna 94.2. This station is playing a recorded Syarahan by Ustaz Dahri and also Nasyid songs. :) :) :)
Today also i started to wear my contact lens. Feels funny at 1st. I been wearing specs all this wear and now wear lens. :) And i like the feeling of it. :) :) :)

Tiring day today. Sleep quite late yesterday as i upload all the pictures. Then clean the house today as the my Niece is coming here. Now she is sound a sleep. So cuteeeeeeeeee. This week is my turn to iron the clothes and i have not started any yet. Will do later after the baby went home. :) :) :)
Tomorrow will be the 1st day of fasting. Happy fasting everyone..............

Manage to upload all the pictures. Hope u like the pictures >>>>>>> Sentosa Pictures

Yesterday was awesome. I managed to borrow my Dad's Digital camera. Took a lot of pictures. Manage to upload the following pictures only for now. Will upload a lot more soon........



I am wearing contact lens now!!! First time u know. hehehehehe Feels great with it. I am in love with my contact lens nowwwwwwwwww ;)

Yesterday 2 of my classmates decided not to go to the Class. So hurry make a last minute plan with Herda & Moshee to go TEKKA. At last my wish to go there were succeeded. :) :) :) So happpyyyyyy.
Met up with Moshee & Hazel at Chinatown Point where Kamal & Herda picked us up. Straight whent to the Bazaar to look around. Luckily my salary is not in yet or i will buying a lot yesterday. hehehehhehe Will go there again soon with my 2 sisters. We are aiming to buy the Punjabi suit & of course i will buy that Discman that i saw yesterday. After that can get claim from the company. :) :) :)
Had our Dinner at Al-Ameen. Thats the good of having a Van. Can go places that are far away. :) :) :)
Will enjoying my day today at Sentosa!!!!! Happy holidays everyone.................

My head still feeling a bit dizzy. Well kind of can't sleep again last nite. Keep turning to right & left but still could not get a good posture to sleep. At last i cry myself out and manage to get sleep at 2 am. Arghhh.
Got a news that my future sister-in-law is in the hospital. And we can't visit her. Just pray n hope everthing is fine with her. It is a shocking news for us as we all know she was pretty well and alright all this while but now she in hospital n in ICU. And we can't visit her. Doctors still observing her and my brother have not told us anything yet. *Haiz*
Today will having my class. As usual will stay till break time. ;)

Too much work and i dont know where to start and what to do even. *Haiz* This headache keep coming back once in a while. Arghhhhhh Luckily Ct2 is understanding. She helps a lot. I owe her so much........... She even buy my usual Teh Tarik for me. Thanks Gal. I need that although i did not asked for that.
Thought of meeting Herda later to go little India. But then have to cancel off as she have something on later while my headache still here. Have to miss this year event at Little India then. hehehehehe (Went there with my old boyfriend last year so kind of addicted to go there again.) Looks like have to be home early and get an early night of sleep. Thought also of going to my Aunt's place but have to skip that too for now.
All i need now is a good rest, a good sleep i shall say...........

Thanks everyone for the concern. This is what i like about blogging. So many nice people around. Makes me feel great. :)
My head still feel dizzy. The headache is still there. *Haiz* When open up my email, I got 106 Emails. Just imagine for 2 days i did not come and my emails that much. I was thinking of taking a long break in November & December and could not imagine how many emails I will be getting that time. hmmm Today will be a busy day for me. A lot need to catch up and a lot need to be done............

Despite having headache, force myself to go out of the house after staying nearly 2 days in here. Which kinda of worried for myself as most of the time i do is, eat sleep eat sleep, which can make me fatter more!!! With Andini being my partner as always, we walked around the Bedok Central. I am looking for a brand new footware. At last i brought a $10 sandal. Yesh a sandal. Me wearing scandal for the first time. Well, if u all realise, i been wearing my sport shoes and Black shoes most of the time. This time around i did some changes that i need to start wearing sandal. Not sure when i will wear it but will start soon. :) :) :)
CT1 hope you get to read this. Today i dont feel like going to the class. Tired ah gal. (Merayap tak penat kalau pi kelas penat semacam. hehehehehe) I guess you have to go without me then or better still no need to go then. hehehehhe
Will eat my medicine again and will off to bed soon................. Tomorrow will be starting my work again. *Haiz*

Too much sleeping and now my body aching. hehehehehe Sleep quite early yesterday. Sleep throughout the night. Feel better now but dizziness still there. Maybe due too much sleeping. Will went out with Andini to the Bank later. Last Saturday, we were late to reach there and the Bank has closed at 11.30am. So today will be the day to go there. Will buy some food at the Shing Shong Supermarket. By the way, Have you been to NTUC Supermarket at Bedok Central? They renovate the place and now looks like the Giant at Parkway Parade. New environment and more choice of course. :)

Spent half the day sleeping. It was good. I had a good sleep & makes me feel good. Really really good. Tomorrow another resting day. Even now i am still feeling sleepy. Just had my Dinner. Will eat my medicine and will off to bed again soon........... :)

Did not have a good sleep yesterday. Decided to go to c the doctor today. Ct2 was sick too. So both of us are on MC. She got 1 day while i got 2 days MC. This is the first time happening where both of us took an MC at the same time. Let them feel the pressure while we not around there. hehehehehhee
Will have an early Lunch then eat my medicine before i have my sleep later.

My head still aching. It was worst yesterday night. I simply can't get a good sleep. I was turning left & right. Even today was quite not so good. But i manage to force myself up after eating Lunch. I manage to clean up my room. Yesh i manage to do all that. So surprisingly as my head still aching at that moment but i keep telling myself that i have to be strong to do it.
I used to collect posters of celebrity. Just name any celebrity and i will show you all their pictures that i have collected. Today with my headache still in my head, i decided to THROW them all. Yesh all of them. Been keeping them for a few years and today i throw them all. Been a bit sad as all my favourites were thrown. But feel relief that i have more space now. hehehehehehe My 2 sistas were shocked to saw me doing that as i was so freak collecting all these and now i am throwing them all.
Well i decided for a new change. To start off a brand new me. To forgets all my past. I used to keep a lot of memories things but now i have thrown them away in order to get ahead and of course to forgets all that. :) :) :)
Hopes my headache will be away by tomorrow. If not will head to doctor......

Yesterday was fun. It was a Finger Puppet Show. :) :) :) I thought it will be a boring show but it is a gd one. With diferent voice and toys, they get the attention from the audience especially kids. :) Went there as usual with Herda & Moshee. After that went for our Dinner at Sakura.
Will be going to Bank later to settle few things and might drop the books at the Library. No plan where to go. Might just went home straight n do my work. Watch Hindustan maybe. hmmm

Got This through emial from Pinky.....

Tips Sehat Menjelang Ramadhan

Rasulullah bersabda :
"Mu'min yang kuat adalah lebih baik dan lebih dicintai Allah daripada mu'min yang lemah....."(HR Muslim)

Bagaimana agar senantiasa sehat seperti Rasulullah? Ikuti resep berikut:

SELALU BANGUN SEBELUM SHUBUH
Rasul selalu mengajak ummatnya untuk bangun sebelum shubuh, melaksanakan sholat sunah dan sholat Fardhu, sholat shubuh berjamaah. Hal ini memberi hikmah yg mendalam antara lain :

- Berlimpah pahala dari Allah

- Kesegaran udara shubuh yg bagus u/ kesehatan mis u/ terapi penyakit TBC

- Memperkuat pikiran dan menyehatkan perasaan

AKTIF MENJAGA KEBERSIHAN
Rasul selalu senantiasa rapi & bersih, tiap hari kamis atau Jumát beliau mencuci rambut2 halus di pipi, selalu memotong kuku, bersisir dan berminyak wangi.
"Mandi pada hari JUmát adalah wajib bagi setiap orang2 dewasa. Demikian pula menggosok gigi dan memakai harum-haruman"(HR Muslim)

TIDAK PERNAH BANYAK MAKAN
Sabda Rasul :
"Kami adalah sebuah kaum yang tidak makan sebelum lapar dan bila kami makan tidak terlalu banyak (tidak sampai kekenyangan)"(Muttafaq Alaih)

Dalam tubuh manusia ada 3 ruang untuk 3 benda : Sepertiga untuk udara, sepertiga untuk air dan sepertiga lainnya untuk makanan. Bahkan ada satu tarbiyyah khusus bagi ummat Islam dg adanya Puasa Ramadhan untuk menyeimbangkan kesehatan

GEMAR BERJALAN KAKI

Rasul selalu berjalan kaki ke Masjid, Pasar, medan jihad, mengunjungi rumah sahabat, dan sebagainya. Dengan berjalan kaki, keringat akan mengalir, pori2 terbuka dan peredaran darah akan berjalan lancar. Ini penting untuk mencegah penyakit jantung

TIDAK PEMARAH
Nasihat Rasulullah : "Jangan Marah" diulangi smapai 3 kali. Ini menunujukkan hakikat kesehatan dan kekuatan Muslim bukanlah terletak pada jasadiyah belaka, tetapi lebih jauh yaitu dilandasi oleh kebersihan dan kesehatan jiwa.

Ada terapi yang tepat untuk menahan marah :

- Mengubah posisi ketika marah, bila berdiri maka duduk, dan bila duduk maka berbaring
- Membaca Ta 'awwudz, karena marah itu dari Syaithon

- Segeralah berwudhu

- Sholat 2 Rokaat untuk meraih ketenangan dan menghilangkan kegundahan hati

OPTIMIS DAN TIDAK PUTUS ASA
Sikap optimis akan memberikan dampak psikologis yang mendalam bagi kelapangan jiwa sehingga tetap sabar, istiqomah dan bekerja keras, serta tawakal kepada Allah SWT

TAK PERNAH IRI HATI
Untuk menjaga stabilitas hati & kesehatan jiwa, mentalitas maka menjauhi iri hati merupakan tindakan preventif yang sangat tepat

Headache Headache Headache!!!!! It keep coming back. I am STRESS. So STRESS. That's why i having headache. Will see the Doctor by next week hopefully. Will force myself to go by next week. *Haiz*
Class was quite gd yesterday. The teacher was FUN. He really is. But as usual we went home after Break. hehehehehe Too tired to stay longer. My mind simply can't think well. Exam will be next mth and i have not started any preparation yet. Will try to start it soon.............
Got email this morning from my HR dept. She list out a few things that need to be done before & after shifting. Well as part of admin dept, i have to do a lot of works. Will start to pack up by next week. Today will be having meeting for all staff. Maybe official inform to all from the Big Boss about the shifthing. :)
My dad got 2 free 2.0 Megapixels Olympus Digital Cameras. Arghhhh And my mum would not lent 1 of them to me. Arghhhh He got it from Standard Chartered Bank when he open up a few accounts there. Will keep pestering him to let him borrow 1 of it first before i really buy 1 of my own. hmmm Hopes to get it soon. *Wink*

Got This from Lynn.....


! You are most like An Emerald !
Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person
people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody,
and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes.
As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other
gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take
the time to get to know you.
Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.


?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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The song is from N'sync, I Drive Myself Crazy. It is their 1st album.
Thanks everyone for the compliment. hehehehehe Yeah i agree with u all that she is simply cute soooo cuteeeee. I can't wait when she started to speak n crawl. That will be the best timing. :)
My head start to having headache again. This morning when i woke up, i feel like fainting & vomit. I thought of seeing Doctor but decide not to. Maybe later or just hope it will be better later on.

Isn't Aeisyah cute. :) :) :) As i promise, here is a picture of my niece. This was taken @ 2am by her Mum, Kartini. Yes she did not sleep.

If u realised, there is a song on my Blog. hehehehehe All thanks to Herda who teach me. Another new things that i learn. hehehehee It is FUN & I simply like it. I used to have this thought where i have my own website & full of things that i wanna put there.
Class quite ok yesterday. I simply can't believe myself that i can't do the 1st question. I was not really such how to do it at 1st after i try out, it took me at least half hour to do that. ISK. Have to speed up to start study soon or i will failed my paper and have to retake it next year which i don't want to.

Spent Lunch time Window Shopping with CT2. hehehehehe We were simply boring. Hurried eat our Lunch. Off to Chinatown to do our Window Shopping. We browse a shop selling beads. Ct2 is looking for something there. After that we head to OG Chinatown. hehehehehehe Our hands was itch to try a lot shoes there. Simply like a lot of the shoes there. Too many variety makes me can't think which one to chose. Spot a few things that i might be buying soon for my daily use and maybe for Hari Raya. :) Have to shop there soon as we are shifting by end of next month. Yesh by the time, will be Hari Raya festival and i can still shop around ChinaTown area then. hehehehehehe Little did i know that ChinaTown is such a good place for shopping especially for Clothes & Shoes. :) :) :)

Got this from Ct1. :)

Life was originally simple & HAPPY
We only toil and suffer in STUDIES
AT FIRST ONLY A-B-C,-,+,divide and 1-2-3
PRIMARY 6 is Kan-Cheong PSLE
Then go up to SECONDARY
Must learn HISTORY & GEOGRAPHY
PHYSICS,BIO & CHEMISTRY
After 'O' levels go JC
Some will choose to go POLY

This small and humid little COUNTRY
Somehow seems to have many ENEMIES
Boys 18 years old must go ARMY
After that then enter UNIVERSITY
Girls here always watch TV
Often skip class and CHIAK LEOW BEE

Can study, continued STUDY
Can't study, work FACTORY
Cannot rely on CHARITY
Work like hell and earn just a little SALARY
After CPF and INCOME TAX
You'll be lucky that you still can Buy ROTI
Save money lor use MRT

Colleagues formerly seem FRIENDLY
Daily treated to their tea & coffee
Now they gradually get CRAZY
Worst still behind me said i LAZY
Bosses every where have no SYMPATHY
Work always must HURRY HURRY
Say I always take MC
Often make me do O.T
Midnite go back in TAXI
Midnite surcharge ERP
Cause my bank account NO MONEY
Nowadays you pity POSB
DBS just want EXTRA FEE
Got cheek and say'NOTHING IS FREE'

Boy/Girl friend-friend become STEADY
Serious pak-tor and then MARRY
Waste time and money on ceremony
and dinner party
Still got joker-friend just give PANTY
After marry no more HONEY HONEY
Two years later become DADDY
Wife at KKH give birth to BABY
Name given is DO RE MI
Monthly pay back HDB
Moonlight anything including KARANG GUNI
Earn not enough FEEL GUILTY
Jump river suicide and want to MATI
Maybe life is really not tat EASY
Better go to heaven and be FAIRY

The weather is so cold.......Wish that i am still in bed now sleepingzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Thanks to Herda & Nurynn for touch up my blog. hehehehe Much better now. Right now i thought of change the background colours. hehehehehe Will try them out soon. ;)
Someone in the past called me. I simply just don't understand why must you look for me again now. After u hurt me, u lied to me and a lots more. I just wanna go ahead with my life now. *Haiz* Why is it difficult to get going with your future? Why must the past keep coming back to haunt you? Why can't it simply passed by just like that? Everyone has it own past but stil..........
Will have my class tonight. Hmmm Hopes it did not rain or we gals will be lazy to go. hehehehehhee

I try out my first attempt on the new layout. hehehehe It is plain for now. But quite good for a first timer. Dont you think so? hehehehe I still figure out some of the items. Hmmm Herda i think i need your help now. hehehehe Simply headache for the comments box and the colour font for the phlogger and also the advertisement show behind the pic. Thats all help i need for now. (Nilah paling senang yg bole aku try out. Maklum ah tak banyak keje narie)

Wake up quite a bit late today. My mum realise it was already 6.30am. Everyone was rushing. But manage to reach the office on time. :) That is me. No doubt how late i am, i try to reach somewhere n time. If i am really2 late then that is another factor of me being late. I simply don't like people to wait for me cause i know how irritating to wait for someone.
I had my cry yesterday but still did not really satisfied me. I think i wanna cry more but........... Well lets start the day with a bright new day. With no worries on the mind. No pressure and no problems to think. :)

Haiz....... I don't know whether i am to cry or just hold on the cry. Anytime i can burst out crying. I am simply so stress nowadays. Too much has happen and....................................

Feeling so bored today. No mood. Fed up. Angry. Sad. Headache. Lonely. Unwanted. Left Out. Abandoned. Feels Hurt.........................

I had a great day today!!! I spent the day at my aunt place then when out with all my cousins. Nazrul drive the van and we head to Bugis. :) Feels so great got to met him at last. hehehehe Thought of going at my aunt's place again tomorrow but then i am still not feeling well again. *Haiz* This headache still here and would not go way. *Haiz*

Here is a few more


You represent... apathy.
You don't really show any emotion. You can be
considered cruel and cold, but you just don't
really care about anything. This is just the
way you are... you're quite a challenge to get
close to, and others may perceive you as
boring.


What feeling do you represent?
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You're Most Like The Season Winter ...

You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.

Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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There is nothing wrong with you. You seem to be a
nice person. You are perfectly normal to say
the least. Good lluck in life. Please rate my
quiz.


What's Wrong With You
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