Still in the office now. Haiz....A lot of things need to be done and so less time. Haiz...There were a lot of datelines and all need ASAP by Friday. They really thought i am super woman who can make it time. All i can say "InsyALLAH" depends on the internet access. If it slows the more slower my work is. And hopefully not much issues for me to follow up or no time to finish up my work. Haiz....


A colleague of our department have resigned and his last day is today. No one came to take over him yet. Looks like all his work will go back to me n Eric. But the problem is we can't cope as there are a lot on our table now. :( :( :( Hopes someone new came soon or.....


Manage to met him for dinner yesterday. Went to Suntec and have Pizza Hut for Dinner and the service there really sucks!!! I was so piss off and luckily he manage to cool me down by talking other things and make it forgets about it for a while. We went for short window-shopping where in the end he bought some DVD. And i get to borrow from him. :) :) :)

Busy busy days for this whole week. Been working late between 8pm to 9pm. A lot of things need to be done ASAP and all the dateline given were so short. A few new customers are coming in and a lot of information were not transfered yet. No updates and etc and suddenly needs all work to be done ASAP. Haiz....


Been sick for the past few days but i still do come to work due to lack of manpower. My colleague, Eric, were requested to go China for Business Trip at the last minute on Thursday. So most of his pending work, i have to follow up. So my job kind of triple with Hafiedzah's work also.....All i can do just be patient....


My uncle & aunt wanna bring me along to Malaysia for my cousin's wedding....I hope my parents will allow me too as i feel that i need some break from my work....I need sometime off and going with them will be a good idea...Hopefully i get that opportunity...InsyALLH....


Mak Rah's family went to Umrah on Wednesday. Suddenly i miss her and family so much...They are gone for 2 weeks. I will be so lonely this few weeks... :( :( :(


Looks like weekends will be busy my work. Will have to bring back my laptop to do my work at home. :( :( :( My weekend burnt doing all of the work. Hopefully i do some work or i will tiring myself bringing back n fro my laptop from office to home.

Get to know Andini also blogs. I did not knew it till she ask my helps to upload pictures on the entry. Now i knew and i will read hers everday...InsyALLAH if got the time. hehehehehe


Spent nearly the whole day with him. Went out as early as 10am today and went home only at 7pm. Phew.....Good thing my parents did not nags.....hehehehehe.....Had Lunch at Macdonald at Bedok then went to Geylang to buy few things for his mum. Then we off to jalan2 on his bike. We end up to his Bike Shop for an hour as his bike's battery keep blinking to indicate that it is going to flat soon. At first he thought of putting his bike at home and continue going out with him by public transport. But i forced him to do it today as he needs to use it tomorrow to go work. After that we continue our outing to Suntec where we walked from Suntec to Esplande to Funan. Had early Dinner at Funan centre before went home. I enjoyed every moment with him. I just wish he will be like that most of the time.


Finally upload the Pictures on Saturday's Event. Did not took a lot of them as been kind of lazy....


Might be busy for the next few days. Might not be able to blog too....Hopefully i have the time.....InsyALLAH...

Your Birthdate: July 20

Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading. The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group. You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection. You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil. It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in. When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate.

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It been a few days i did not blog. Been busy with work. Been staying late till 8pm finishing my work. Haiz....Helping Hafiedzah especially. Clearing her invoices. Good thing my side not much work to do.


Might be busy again in the next few weeks. A few projects came and need to settle ASAP by 1st week or June. I will be involve in most of them. Will be meeting a few customers to do training. It been a while i do that. Looks like have to start practicing again....


Went to 2 wedding yesterday. One is at Simei while another at Choa Chu Kang. At Simei is my secondary pal while at CCK is my ITE pal. Both 23 are married. Happy get to met a few Ping Yians at Simei yesterday. Catch up with a few of them. Went with Nadiah to both places. Will upload the pictures later...


Will be going out with Andini later. It been a while we went out together. hmmm where shall we go? hmmm


Thought of meeting him today but last minute his family members asked him to join them to go to BIG WALK. So i told him we shall met tomorrow. hmmm it been a week since i last sw him. Miss him so much....

I am still in the office trying to clear a few more issues before going home. Haiz... Just 1 and half day leave and so many things to do. :(


Did not go for my exam yesterday n today. My migraine suddenly came on Monday night that i can't wake up for both morning of yesterday n today. :( :( :( I spent the whole of yesterday sleeping even this morning. I can't take additional half day as they need me back in the office for a few issues. :( :( :( Now i am still clearing my work. Haiz....


Hope to finish it soon and go home and get rest.....

Feeling so tired today. Wish could sleep longer with the cold weather....


Finally met him yesterday afternoon at my neighbourhood. Walked over to Bedok North to had late Lunch with him at Banquet there. Quite cheap i can say rather than here at Harbourfront. I had Carrot Cake while he have Black Pepper Beef with Rice. Then we just sit under the void deck at Bedok North there and talk about what had happen lately. I kind of very dissapointed with what he told me but he wants to work out things between us and try to change his attitude...I even cry in front of him as i was so shock and sad. Haiz... Looks like things will not work out between us. I am going to give him final chance whereas after this, it is going to be no more. Just hope it turn our well this time...InsyALLAH...


Will be on leave for tomorrow. And Wednesday will be half day working. Will be in the office in the afternoon. Will be having my exams. I just flick to read but don't seems to go inside my head. Just hope i can answer all the question...InsyALLAH...

The weather is good this morning. It was raining. Woke up for a while. Eat my supplements and continue my sleeping. Baby Irfan woke up already buy too tired to "layan" him. But i still feeling sleepy now.


It been 10 days when i least saw him. Miss him so much already. Well, he been kind of busy with work and other stuffs furthermore we wanna see how long it takes both of us can hold on for not meeting for a while......Thought of meeting up today but looks like weather been not good. It looks like will be raining again. Furthermore he have to work today. So might be just be at home only.....Maybe tomorrow or 1 of the weekdays....


Talked to my cousin, Nazrul, yesterday night. It been months since we last talk to each other. Miss him too....Haiz....He engaged now and will be getting married in a few months soon....I still can't accept it but i have to let it go.....No one approved our relationship in the past. And we do not want to make things more difficult for both of our family in future. Even now there have been a few issues and we decide to let it go....It hurts and kind of difficult.....just imagine the feeling of love started so long time ago when we only like 12 or 13 years old. Too young to know anything at that time. But we began to realise it after my bro zaki's wedding which were around 3 or 4 yrs back......Haiz....Well, we are fated not to be together i guess but we are still close to each other....Which i think, i should stay away more......No matter how less talks or met, we still very very close... Maybe we are just fated to be close but not together.....Haiz....And now i am crying caused it hurts a lot to lose someone.....


When i think back, good thing my parents do not allow me to go, Nazrul n his finacee will be going together too. I am not sure how will it be going together with him n her......Yeah i should forget him for good. It will take times as the feling have been there for more than 10 years now...Hope the new person on my life can helps me overcome that.....InsyALLAH....

I am feeling so sleepy. My stomach feels pain again. It was so painful that i have difficulty in standing. So yesterday night was lying in bed most of the time. Maybe eating too much yesterday. Had "Mee Bandung" for Lunch then had Cheesecake from Starbucks too. Haiz....Well not sure is it because of the food or other things...


Busy busy days. A lot of paper work to be done lately. Good thing my colleague, Eric did not stress me up more. Instead he makes jokes to make me laugh more. Hope things are better today. InsyALLAH....


Bro Zaidi & family will come to sleep over again today. Will get to see Irfan again. :) Began to miss him more after he stay with us a few days with us last week. :) :) :)


My uncle wants me to join him to go Terangganu next mth for my cousin's Nikah but my parents did not allow. :( :( :( I am eager to go but haiz.....I just don't understand why they did not allow me to go. I am going to with my uncle not with anyone else. I don't find them fair. My brothers can go camping to Gunung Ledang with friends and i can't go with my uncle n family. Haiz.....I just hate them for not being understanding....

Having headache since Monday. After scolding the supplier that day, i been having headache a few times. Even now i feel like going home and have a good sleep. Haiz...It doesn't help much as my mood now. I am feeling so down now...


Work is bad these few days. Wish i was on long leave this week. Not in a mood for a lot of things. Too many things happening and i dont like it at all. Haiz...


Most of the time, i will be cursing myself for all the bad things that happen. I been feeling down lately. Feeling tired too. All i wish is that i could run away from all this....Wish that all this did not happen at all. Wish i could have a good nite sleep everyday. Wish that i dont have to think so much....But i still believe whatever happens have it own reasons.


Next week i will be having my 2 papers and the bad thing is that i did not study at all. Haiz....I just hate myself for not been so disciple. :( :( :(

Feeling so sleepy today. A lot of work yesterday and worst is one of the supplier makes me really piss off too. I was so mad that when i trying to cool down, i having headache.


On sunday, spent the whole day at home. Playing with Irfan. :) :) :) Clean up the cupboard. And watched TV most of the time. Then at night Bro Zaidi & family went home. The house feels lonely without little Irfan now.


Went to met a chatter of mine yesterday. Went to Mount Faber on his bike. Manage to get a good view from the top. Had a long long conversation with him. I feels that i am quite chatty yesterday. Maybe because i want to forget the whole incidence of what happens earlier. Then had Dinner at East Coast Food Centre. By the time i am home, i am dead tired. Even now i still feeling sleepy.


I been having doubt and unsecure lately. A few things happen that i dont know how to explain it. Haiz.....

Having stomch cramps due to PMS. Arghhhh Gd thing that today is already weekends n not a working day. If not i will be feel dead tired and un easy. At least at home, i can lie down and sleep anytime i want to. :) :) :)


Bring back my laptop as many work have to be done. Manage to finish most of them yesterday night. Most probably will continue later in the evening. once done, i will have free time for tomorrow. InsyALLAH...


Have not been talking to him for the past 2 days. But we still been smsing all the way. Well kind of good for both, giving the space and time to miss each other more. Maybe if no plan, we will be meeting up tomorrow....insyALLAH...

I am feeling so down. So sad. So frustrated. I hate to be in this state but ppl surrounding me make me feels it. :( :( :( Did not sleep well yesterday. Cry again yesterday night. Still not feeling better. Wish i could cry out more...Haiz....

Feeling so sleepy today. Sleep quite late which is right after the "Amazing Race" show. Wish i could sleep longer today....


Last minute plan out to met him yesterday night. He thought of watching another movie but i dont feel like it and furthermore i dont have any budget. We tend to share money when going out. So we just met up for Dinner. At first, he thought of eating somewhere here at Harbourfront but i dont feel like eating here. I been eating here for my Lunch everyday and i don't want to eat Dinner here too. So in the end, we went to Tanjung Pagar Railway Station. The place that i wanted to go since i saw it in "Selamat Pagi Singapura" show. The food are nice there. Would love to go there again....Then we met his cousin there. So now 3 ppl that we have met up from his side. hehehehehe Looks like getting more and more from his side....


Bro Zaidi & family is sleeping over at our house starting yesterday night. By the time they reach our house, i fall asleep already. Too sleepy n tired. Get to see Baby Irfan this morning. Will see more of Irfan for the next 2 weeks. :) :) :)

Had a good day on Monday. Went out with him and we have a great day. :) :) :) Had early Dinner at Cavana at Singapore Post Office then head to Great World City to watch our 2nd movie together. We watched "Coach Carter" and it's kind of good movie. Before the show, we went to 1 of the bookshop and read books on horoscope. We laughed loud after reading a few of them. Well, both of us share the same horoscopw which is CANCER. And it happens that his birthday is 1 day before mine. Kind of coincidence actually. I don't quite believe it untill i saw his IC. I reach home only before 10pm and luckily mum did not nags so much. Well, i told her quite early that i will be home late and luckily she ok with it. phew....


He been different since Monday. He looks a bit more loving and more cheerful. Well i like him more for that. :) :) :) I feel that he began to open up himself more to me. At times, i feels that he is trying to run away from me. Maybe it is my feeling only but since Monday i feels good after i saw that he is showing more caring n loving. Well hope that it is not only for a few days.....Hope it will be for long term... InsyALLAH....


Went to Mak Rah's home yesterday. Kakak is at home too due to sick. She will be back today. Had a good girl's talk too. :) :) :) Miss them so much. Had KFC for dinner with them yesterday. We talked mostly about the Saturday's event. We also talked about him n kakak's bf. hehehehehehe Never thought someone will be interested in her so soon. Well, Mak Rah & Cik Zain like him already but that guy have to wait for her to finish school first. :) :) :) Just hope everything will be as plan...InsyALLAH...


Work have been so busy. Eric & Hafiedzah was on leave yesterday and i am so busy to follow up with a lot of things. Eric surely not happy with me as some of his things i did not really follow up. There were a lot of phone calls that i miss to follow up a few things of his....Just hope things will be back as usual....InsyALLAH...


Been having stomach cramp lately. Not sure what it is due to.....Not because having PMS.......Will need to go for check up soon.....

Feels so tired today. Good thing tomorrow is a public holiday. Can rest for another additional day. :) :) :)


Yesterday went out with my 2 sistas & sis-in-law, Kak Zana to Yishun. Suppose to met up around 2pm but all of us were late. So in the end, we met up at nearly 3.30pm there. Well, we went to the dressmaker's house to sew for our Baju Kurung. Me and my sistas send only 1 cloth to make while Kak Zana send 4 cloth to make. After that we head to Swenson for late Lunch + early Dinner. Kak Zana "belanja" all of us. :) :) :) Then head home by Taxi. By the time reach home, dead tired but got to "layan" the 2 small kids....


Sleep quite late too yesterday. Talked to him as he feels down due to family problems....Haiz...Just hope things will be ok for him soon....


Early morning went off to JB. I think around 7.30am, we all left home with Bro Zaki. Had breakfast before went to the house. Finally get to see his gf who will be going to be his wife soon. He and his brother will be getting married in coming August. Then after that we went over to Bro Zaidi's home. Kak Zana & bibik cooks some nice dishes. Played with the little ones and eat again.


Now i am kind of too tired and mum been quite naggy these few days. I am feeling iritated with it already. She simply scold me for nothing and nags a lot.