New Year's Eve

Feels a bit better today. Will be going out with Andini & Maimunah to EXPO again. :) Hopes to get a pair of shoe today. InsyALLAH...


It will be year 2005 tomorrow. When i look back whatever happens in the last 1 year, i am dissapointed in myself. A lot of things that i plan out did not achieve. InsyALLAH i try to achieve all of them by end of 2005.


Will draft all my plans by today. Will set target for all the plans and will try to achieve them ASAP. InsyALLAH.....


Happy New Year 2005 to all.....Hope year 2005 brings more luck n successful journey....InsyALLAH....

On MC

Enjoyful leave but sadly i sick right after that. On MC for today n tomorrow.


On tuesday, went to Mak Rah house. Stay there the whole day. Been a while visit her n the 2 gals. Talk non-stop with mak rah n the 2 gals. A lot of things we talked about. Simply loves to do that with them.


On Wednesday, went shopping with Andini. Went to Metro sale at Expo then head to Popular at Tampines. Then went to Mak rah home again. Andini wants to met her cousin. Spend half the day there again. Get to met my Pak Long as he drop by to visit Mak Rah. He is alone as he came from work. When first saw him, realise how much i miss my cousin, Nazrul. Haiz....It been a while not meeting him. Just hope get to met him this Saturday at my aunt's place. InsyALLAH....


By then reached home i am dead tired n sick. Vomit out all the food i been eating. My head aching feels like hitting hard at the wall. Mum massage my head n me feels better after that. By then my whole body is so weak n tired. I fell a sleep right after lying on bed. When woke up this morning, still feels dizzy. So decided to see doctor.


Will eat my medicine now n sleep early....still aching now my head....

Tiring Weekend....

I am so tired...Today, officially starts at 11am but i still came early. I simply forgets to inform the Tea Lady to come late. Furthermore i have a lot of things to do. Will be on leave on Tuesday & Wednesday. So die die today must come.


On Firday, went home with Hafiedzah at noon. By the time reached home had Lunch with parents & Andini. It been a while had Lunch with them. Then do my work while Andini watch tv. Around 5pm, Andini wake me up to accompany her to go jogging. I drag myself from the bed after falling a sleep while doing my work. Did 2 rounds of jogging n a few rounds of walking, i surrender myself. While Andini continue her jogging, me just sit down relaxing...My stomach feeling better after that.


Saturday is busy with cleaning the kitchen n buy some groceries again. Miss a few things the last time so with no choice, had to go again. By the time, all the work done i am dead tired. Did not rest after that as i continue my work. Andini & Bro Jaya went to Bishan and did asked me along but i told them i am simply tired n wants to rest at home. But around 5pm, Supinah called asking to go Netty's Nikah (Nelly's sister) At first, i thought of saying no to it but after thinking that no one is at home n left only my parents, i decided to go. Stayed over nearly at 10pm. Met a few old friends from ITE Clementi. Did not bring my camera so no pictures taken. Hope to get a few from the gals who brings. By the time reached home, Bro Zaidi is getting ready to go home. Get to met little Irfan for a while.


On Sunday itself, when to the wedding again. Same place. Get to see the couples "bersanding". Then head to Suntec with Bro Jaya, Farij & Andini. Went for window shopping. Then went to Bugis where i buy 3 blouses. After that, all of us went to Beach Rd to buy Soup Tulang. Went to Bro Zaki's house and have dinner there. Get to play with little Aeisyah more...Reached home nearly 10pm. By the time reaching home, i am so sick. So tired....

Stomach Cramp

Still having the cramp today. Sleep late again n now i am damn sleepy n tired. Good thing it is only half day today!!!


Did not met the gals yesterday as the gals have something on at last minute. Good thing did not met up as i have a lot of work that need to finish up yesterday. Furthermore i am having my stomach cramp. I simply just sat at my desk n do my work. Thought of taking cab home but the queue was long. SO i drag myself to take the MRT. Luckily i got seat to sit all the way to Bedok. If not i will faint out cause standing too long.


Will bring my laptop home today. Needs to do a lot of things. A lot of data entry to do...

Meeting GFs tonight!!!

Will be meeting Supinah & Nelly tonight at Tampines. :) It been a while when we last met. I think the last was when Supinah's wedding. It's been a month already. Well a lot of catch need to be done gals....


I am so sleepy....Did not sleep well due to stomach cramp. It is still feel a bit pain now. Dont know why but i was so hungry earlier n i finish up the whole packet of cheese bread. Usually i ate only half but today i manage to finish them all. It shows that i am really really hungry. Did not eat any Dinner yesterday as i feel full after eating some Nuggets, Chicken Foldover & fish Mcdippers in the evening.


I think i really need to start exercise n eat more healthy food. My stomach really really "boncit" n i think i needs to something really fast or i can't all my clothes in future....

Shopping Day Today!!!

Took one day off today. And spent the whole day shopping with Maimunah & Andini. hehehehehehe Went to a few places today. Went out around 11am to geylang. Buy Andini's school uniform. Then walked around as Maimunah wants to buy Baju Kurung. But she could not find any. Then head to Paya Lebar Singapore Post where Maimunah spent nearly $200 on her clothes at This Fashion. Yesh $200 in 1 receipt. I myself could not believe it when she paying at the counter.


I buy myself a skirt, 2 blouse n a few big tudungs. After that we had late Lunch at Seoul Garden at Bugis. Andini been wanting to eat sushi there but it available during Dinner time only. After Lunch we head to Bedok to continue our shopping. I bought some personal things there. Maimunah buy a bag and some personal things too. I spent nearly $150 for today while Maimunah spent nearly $300 i think. I will be looking for a pair of shoes. Will have another shopping day next wednesday. :)


News on Monday is quite interesting. It is about Blog world. It feature one of the bloggers who is sick. She passed away last week. I have yet to visit her website. Will feature it here once i have the URL. My dad sell the paper. Looks like i have to get the same paper from someone else now. Haiz...Should have kept it somewhere.


I am having stomach cramps now. Maybe too much eating n too much walking i guess. Will try to have an early rest as i am working tomorrow. Needs to do a lot of things especially reports that are still pending. My Colleague been chasing it but i still have not started yet till now. Haiz....

Feeling so tired n sleepy. Sleep at 12 midnight i think or later.....Wish could sleep longer......Haiz......


The Hotel was very very nice. I fall in love with the decorations. Simply forgets to take pictures. Managed to snap 2 shots of them eating. Cause i simply busy eating my food. hehehehehe I even finish up half of hafiedzah's rice. It shows that i am really really hungry. Eat a bit of dessert. The rasberry ice-cream were really sour!!! Some of them feedback that the food not really nice. Some of them wishes that they were eating the same as me n hafiedzah. :) Went over to Takashimaya to buy wrappers n grab some coupons at one of the bookstore there. Went back to office by MRT instead Taxi. We thought we were late but upon reaching the others were not back yet.


We received a christmas tree cake. It was chocolate mint cake. It was really really delicious. I ate nearly 2 big pieces and even bring home some. There are still a lot more in the fridge. All of them still too full to eat. Well hope no one eats n i can bring home again. hehehhehehe


Today is Farij's birthday. So cant stay so late today. He will be taking half day so that he can have dinner celebration at home. Bro Zaki might be coming over. Hopes he will as can't wait to see the small cute gal....

Christmas Lunch at 4 Season Hotel

I am wearing skirt today. :) The skirt was a gift from Andini & Bro Jaya last 2 years. I have not wear it since then. Today is the 1st time wearing it. It shows that i am not getting fatter or higher...


Will having Christmas Lunch today at 4 Seasons Hotel. Hafiedzah & me will have to buy our own food. The hotel can't cater muslim food for us. We suppose to have it on Thursday but was bring forward to today as the Boss will be out of town after today. It was a last minute reservation after cancelling the reservation at Cafe Vience. Both of us don't know what to buy later as they gave us $50 each. Haiz....I told the person in charge that the money i can use to buy Breakfast, Lunch, Tea-Time, Dinner & Supper. Complete meals for 1 whole day. And she burst out laughing. Well, both me n Hafiedzah don't know what to buy later. Looks like we will go out a bit early today to buy the meals later...


Saturday was spent at home. Did not go to my Jewellery Making class as i am too tired. Went to market with Dad n Anidni to buy a lot of things. My mum decide to make steamboat or Lunch & Dinner. She also fry some chicken like the KFC style. We all had a big feast that day. Rest of the day were spent with the little 2 small kids. :)


Sunday is spent at Bro Zaidi's place at Jurong West. Bro Jaya had to do some repairs on the PC. So the 3 sistas follow him and play with Irfan of course. Had Lunch cooked by Bibik. Then 4 of us head to Jurong Point to buy Farij's present. His birthday will be tomorrow. Walked about for a while then had early Dinner at Pizza Hut courtesy of Bro Jaya of course. ;) Head home taking taxi as we all are too tired to take MRT. Spent the rest of the nite watching TV.


Might be going to Bishan today. Not yet confirm. My parents thought of going there to buy some presents or Farij. BTW farij get a job at World Of Sports at Bishan. His friend recommend him there. It been a week now. He will be station there for at least 3 weeks before shifted to other places. Looks like we can buy a few things there n get discount... :)

There are a lot of work today!!! So tired!!!


Sleep late yesterday as went to Ikea with my parents n Bro Zaidi's family. Reached Ikea around 7pm plus. Walked around till 10pm. By then we reached home is 11pm. Discuss a few things with mum & sistas. By then it is nearly 1am. Gd thing busy at work or i will be sleepy all the way.


try to sleep early today but could not. So here i am surfing n chatting all the way. Haiz...Dont know why.....Maybe i feels so lonely lately....Try to ignore it but the more i try the more i feels it....Haiz.......

Yahoooooooooo my colleague, Eric is back today. hehehehe so excited!!! But of course more work....


Feels lonely lately...Although i keep myself busy still feels it...Haiz...A few things happen lately i guess. I think i should take a few days off. But when should i take it...End of this month or early next month???....hmmm Will decide ASAP so that can apply leave......

I am so sleepy.........Today n yesterday, i keep waking up at 6.30am instead at 6am. When i woke up at 6.30am, i have to rush to do the cooking....Luckily Ana n Andini help out.


These few days also seems busy...Can't wait for my colleague, Eric to be back tomorrow. Sure he needs a lot of catching up later...

Busy busy weekend. I thought of finishing my work but i did not. Too many things to do at home.


On Saturday, went to JB Tour organise my mums company. We simple went to Fruit, bee & Ostrich farms. Learn something new at these few places. We had a good Lunch & Dinner too. It was really good. First time going on this kind of trip and first time i went to JB by Bus. Usually went there with my parents by car but this time around by Bus. A very good experience i have. Went with Maimunah, Farij & Andini. So kind of being a mother to these 3 kids. Have to look after them. Thought of meeting Nazrul for a while when we went for shopping but the time did not permits. He finish a bit late for his work. Looks like he have to apply for his leave soon to come to Singapore. Missing him already....


Sunday is busy doing some shopping for the kitchen. Went to market in the morning to buy a lot of things. I went with my dad n my bibik. Mum cant go as she still can't walk much. After that around 1pm, we went for the Jemputan at Eunos CC. The girl is happen to be Jaya's friend. While the guy is related to dad & mum's side. Quite shock n complicated i must say. After that all the 5 siblings went to Bedok Interchange to buy some groceries again. I in-charge as usual. When reached home, we find Zaidi's family at home. Play around with Irfan, prepare some dinner n watch TV.

My mum went to the hospital for check up on the leg yesterday. She get another 1 month MC. That is very very long. She was told not to move around a lot. Well looks like i will be doing the shopping n handling in the kitchen for now. Will have to go market this Sunday.


Work is so busy these days. A lot of things need to be done ASAP. Haiz....I need a good break one of these days...

Wat a busy week!!! Last weekend is full with wedding invitations n open house. It looks like this week too!!!


Saturday went over to Kak Nurul's sister wedding. The wedding was held at Tepak Sireh. Well, the decorations quite good but not the food n the music. The sitting arrangements is in one big round table that can fits 8 ppl. Then they serve 2 "hidangan" with very little dishes just nice for 8 ppl eating. The rice is a bit hot but all the food is cold. The serving is quite ok. My dad commented that the sound system not quite good. The pick of the songs are good but not the sound system. We were told that by 5.30pm, the place must be completely clear n clean. Just imagine if u rush down n find out the place has been cleared. hmmm kind if not a good place if you have many contacts. And you have to inform all your guests to come to your house after 5.30pm not to the place.


Then at night busy at home with my 2 brothers family at home. Bro Zaidi took a maid which happens to be our maid last time. Now she with him to look after his son. Kak Zana will be going back to work soon. So need someone to look after Irfan. So tat nite is full house of family gathering.


Sunday full of wedding invitations. Went at least 3 weddings i think. Then went over to Bro Zaki place for another family gathering. Kak Tini decide to cook for us. So all came over except Bro Zaidi's family as he have some shopping spree to do. She cook quite a lot of things. Help around n play with little Aeisyah. Even help out to bath her. She loves to play with the water n even try to hug me when she is all wet. Part of my clothes are wet too. But i had fun with her. :)


I bring back my laptop thought of doing some of my pending work. Well i did not manage to do any as busy with all of the above. This week will be very busy as the accounts will close by this Friday. So a lot of things will be rush.


Will go to Changi's place today to met some customer. Will some VIP coming over to the office too. A lot of clean up this morning....

Feeling so sleepy today. Was chatting all the way yesterday. So bored that i decide to chat instead get an early night sleep.....


Will try to be back early today as my brother's friends will be coming over. Well hope not much issue to settle today. Quite stressful yesterday as a lot of the customer calls n emails. And i settle them all by myself. Just hope things are better today. InsyALLAH....

As predicted by a lot of people TAUFIK did win the competition. Congrats to him. My Sis, Mai n me vote 10 times. Andini & Farij vote 2 times. My sis-in-law, Kak Tini vote 4 times. Even my parents vote 2 times. hehehehehe All support him all the way. Even my dad's adopted daughter from JB call up a few times during the show. She even ask we all to vote for him on her behalf. hehehehehe

So sleepy today. Wake a bit early to cook. My dad ask to do the cooking so that my mum will not be doing anything at home. Her leg still in pain. When all this happens a lot of plans have to cancel. The trip to malaysia have to cancel too. Will have to miss the wedding n visiting. :( Next time maybe....

So many email n dont know which one should i start with first. Will have to wait a few of them in the office then follow up from there...


My mum went to the doctor yesterday and the doctor confirm that she afcture her leg. Well, on Saturday while keep some storage using the stools, she fell down. She barely can't walk. We have told her to see the doctor on the day itself but she doesn't want to. She wanna wait till Monday. Now she have 10 days MC. Will have another appointment next week. Hopefully her leg will get better soon...


Thought of taking MC today but decide not to. A lot of work need to follow up. Even my colleague Eric been calling me yesterday night to remind me a few things. Well, if my headache still around today, i think i will see the doctor tonight or tomorrow.

Feeling so tired today. Luckily my exam start aroun 11am. Having very bad headache yesterday.


Invite my colleagues n a few close friends for simple meal at home. Only a few came. Well, at least not a lot of them are here n it is a good thing. I was not feeling well yesterday. Was vomitting n dizzy all the way. Manage to "Layan" the tamu as usual though. Sorry if anything missing during your presence here...


I also manage to get to met my chat pal after so long knowing him. :) He came with his 2 gal cousins from Singapore. Nice to met you fadli n the 2 gals... :) InsyALLAH if i got the time, will drop by at your place...


A bit of frstration yesterday night. Get to know that my best friend had engaged without telling me. Haiz... Why can't she just informed rather than hearing all this from someone else? When asked her yesterday, she doesn't want to say anything. She even ask me to go to her house n asked directky to her? Why is she trying to be difficult? Benda yg baik buat apa ditutup2 kan? Haiz...I am so dissapointed in her... Dont know what i have done wrong to get this kind of treatment. Haiz... Looks like i will just lie low. Dont talk too much. Just keep quiet...

My body aching all the way...Feeling so sleepy but i have to drag myself to exam centre. But i do badly. No confidence doing it as i did not study at all. I was so weak the whole of yesterday that i cant study at all. Eat medicine n sleep. Thats all i do the whole day. Too tired. Now i still feel tired too.


After the exam, me n Ct1 went to Ikea for window shopping. Ct1 will be having her own house next year. So she need to see latest model in the market ideal for home. After that, we went to Plaza Singapura to do some shopping at Carrefour. :) By the time i am home, i am dead tired. Wish i could sleep now but i have some guest to attend to. Wish no more guest after this...


Will have the Jewellery Making classes tomorrow. Miss the class last week. Another 4 more lessons to go before the class ends....

Feeling so tired today. See the doctor yesterday night after work. It was the relieved doctor n i hate her. She nags instead of giving advise. I hate this type of doctor. The counter lady ask me if i wanna still see her. Now i knew why she ask that question. I manage to get all my medicine for Flu, Cough, Fever & Sore Throat.


Had my exam this morning. Kind of ok the questions. I manage to answer 40% confidently while the others are not sure yet. Well, i was feeling giddy while doing the paper. I did only in 1 hour instead of 2 hours.


Then rushed home to have a rest. But i could not rest as i am anxious to go to the wedding. :) Supinah is officially a wife today. :) Congrats galfriend. You are the 1st to get married among 4 of us. ;) Will be going to her place again for Dinner. Went there with Andini & Nelly. First time went to the ROMM n now i know how things there. Only saw it on TV. Today my 1st day stepping there. *Jakun kejap* hehehehehe


Manage to get some pictures. Will take more tonight. InsyALLH :)


Click on Supinah's Wedding Pictures for more...

I am having fever last night. Took a bath a few times. I thought of taking MC today but still again about work i came back. Maybe i will taking half day or just time off a bit early. Haiz... I am so sleepy. Tomorrow is my 2nd paper n i am sick!!! Maybe i should go home a bit early n c the doctor n get the medicine n sleep a bit early today. I manage to go through all my notes although i been sick since yesterday.


Supinah will get married tomorrow. Hope to take a lot pictures tomorrow. :)

I am going to be sick soon.....Having ulcers at my tongue n mouth for the past few days... Having difficulty to eat n drink too. It hurts a lot. Simply have to eat just a little bit. Missed some nice food.....Looks like i will have sore throat 1st. Could feel in pain at my throat now...Thought of taking MC today but then got a lot of things need to be done before i am on leave again this Wednesday till Monday. Will have my exams during that period. And i am only 1/3 prepare for it...


Dissapointed with a lot of things...Things are happens according to the plan...No matter what i have to face it strongly...It hurts a lot but u got to face it...I think i just lie low for now...Dont talk much for now...Just face as it is...

I having trouble eating good food since Friday. I have ulcers at my tongue n mouth!!! It hurts so badly...I still eat though but just a bit... :( :( :(


A lot of things happening again n again...Haiz...I think i will just lie low for now. Haiz...Too dissapointed with a lot of things... :(


I should be strong for myself now. Live life as it is. Treat nothing had happen...

I having trouble eating good food since Friday. I have ulcers at my tongue n mouth!!! It hurts so badly...I still eat though but just a bit... :( :( :(


A lot of things happening again n again...Haiz...I think i will just lie low for now. Haiz...Too dissapointed with a lot of things... :(


I should be strong for myself now. Live life as it is. Treat nothing had happen...

I having trouble eating good food since Friday. I have ulcers at my tongue n mouth!!! It hurts so badly...I still eat though but just a bit... :( :( :(


A lot of things happening again n again...Haiz...I think i will just lie low for now. Haiz...Too dissapointed with a lot of things... :(


I should be strong for myself now. Live life as it is. Treat nothing had happen...

Life is full of unexpectations...... I feels so dissapointed..... Haiz....

Back to office today after 2 days on leave. Exam quite ok yesterday....So many things on my table. Looks like have to clear ASAP.....

This year raya flies quite fast. A lot of ppl down with Fever & Flu. It is ranining seasons too. For the 1st time, we all did not take any pictures this year. We only realise it yesterday night. I think we all busy taking care little Aeisyah & Irfan. :) Next year perhaps....InsyALLAH....


My 1st paper will start tomorrow. It will be Word Processing. I have revised it a bit earlier. Will revised again later after this.


Met dearie today for movie. We watched Taxi at Tiong Bahru Plaza. Quite a good show. :) Finally met him after 3 months not meeting each other. Things are quite ok for now n hope it will be like this all the way. InsyALLAH...

Suhaili Aka BuNGaLiLi wishes all muslims


SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MOHON MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...

I could not sleep yesterday. Yesh the weather was quite hot. Although i use the Air-con still feeling a bit hot n can't sleep. I am not feeling quite ok. Feels like something is happening. Haiz....


Now i know why i am not feeling good. Get to know something that i did not expect. Haiz...So dissapointed that things getting worst. Miss the time when everything was really fine n good...Now all that have gone just like that. Everyone makes mistakes n everyone deserve forgiveness. Wat is past is past. Wat for we keep remembering the past. Haiz...

I am so sleepy. Sleep around 10pm yesterday after watching the Chinese drama. That was the earliest time since fasting month. Still feeling sleepy. Wish i could sleep longer.


Went home late yesterday. Stay over at the office till 8pm. Too many urgent things that need to be done by yesterday itself. Manage to finish up 3/4 of them. Hafiedzah starts her leave today till 16 November. Looks like i have to cover her work today & Friday. Hopes 1 of the intern can help out with the work...

Yesterday went to Geylang with my 2 sisters, Maimunah & Andini. And i finally have all my tudungs. Alhamdulilah mission completed. :) Andini even brought herself another Baju Kurung. Glamour btol adik aku thn ni. We buka at home then quickly make our way there. The place was not crowded at first but after 9pm the place was quite crowded especially with young ppl. Annoying ppl i shall say.


There was particular thing happens that i pissed off with the kids. A group of them was standing in the middle of the path way where ppl wanna cross over. They can't decide where to go so all of them standing there discussing. There is a old lady trying to cross over with the pram n these ppl just stand there chatting all the way. No brain kids i called them. Why cant they go somewhere else instead standing there all the way? Ikutkan hati nak tegur aje budak2 tu. But decided not to make a scene there....


Then buy some burgers & dengdeng to bring home. By 9.45pm, we head home. Reached home nearly at 10.15pm. Dearie thought of meeting up for a while but he can't reach geylang on time so tell him to postpone it...

I have received 3 Card Raya & 2 wedding invitations. This year i did not manage to "balas" any of the card raya. Will just wishes all by SMS or email only... Maybe next year i shall send out Card Raya. :) InsyALLAH....


Will submit my leave by today. Will try to clear any pending work this week as i will be on leave from 13 till 17 November 2004....


New things are happening in the office. Hope all the changes are for the better of all....

Manage to do 6 different Kuih Raya since Friday. On Friday night, we break record of doing 4 different Kiuhs in 1 night. We start at 9pm and end at 1.30am. Better finish early than later...Then Saturday is house cleaning spring. The guys clean the window, fan n lights while the ladies clean the rooms n kitchen. On thursday, my mum will be doing some cakes. I still have not buy my tudungs yet. Haiz....Not sure when shall i buy them....


My first paper will be on 17 November 2004. And i will be on leave on 16 November too. Still did not study much. Haiz....Looks like it will be a last minute study...

Seorang pemandu yang berbosskan org putih dari Amerika sedang membawa bossnye.. tita-tiba kereta dihadapannya berhenti mengejut menyebabkan dia telah menyodok kereta tersebut. Pemandu tersebut pun meminta maaf dari bossnya....:

Pemandu: Sorry Sir, I brake brake, do not eat. After I check the wheel no flower again. (maaf Tuan, saya brek-brek, tak makan, selepas saya cek tayarnya tak ada bunganya lagi)

Orang putih tu pun mahu keluar dan ikut sama marahkan pemandu kereta dihadapan. Tapi pemandu tersebut menghalangnya... Kata pemandu tersebut:

Pemandu: Don't enter mix, Sir! The bring that car if not wrong I, is the children fruit from manager moneys, he stupid doesn't play! Let he taste. (Jangan masuk campur, Tuan! Yang bawa kereta itu kalo tak salah saya, anak buah dari pengurus kewangan, dia memang bodoh bukan main... Biar dia rasa)

Besoknya si pemandu tak masuk kerja, lusanya, bila dia masuk kerja, si boss orang putihnya bertanya:

Boss : Why didn't you come to work?

Pemandu : I am sorry boss, my body is not delicious, my body taste like enter the wind. (maaf boss, badan saya tidak sedap, badan saya rasanya macam masuk angin

My gf, Supinah broke the news that she will be getting married this 24 November. She will only have her Nikah at the ROMM. Good for her. :) Congrats galfriend. InsyALLAH i will come if my exam is in the morning...


At last i get to eat my Burger Ramly yesterday. hehehehehe Met Supinah yesterday to do some shopping. Nelly could not join us as she have something on...We reached a bit early so we went to shopping for her Hantaran at Joo chiat. Then we buy 1 Burger Ramly & carrot cake & 2 bottles of drinks. We sat at the Joo Chiat Staircase n had our Dinner there...After that I shop for my tudungs too. Manage to find 2 at the moment. Need to bring my Clothes to match before buying more. Thought of going tomorrow with my 2 sisters after Buka at home. Thats the only time for me left now as weekends will be busy making Kuih2 raya....


He sms me again to request to work things out between us this time around...Well, i told him if he can do what i wants then it shouldn't be a problem for me. I may sound that i am trying to control him or demand something but thats what i need from him. He wants me to understand that i cant met him often, his work & his dreams to work oversea. Well all i need his attention from him. I need him to sms or kol me everyday before he went to sleep. He used to ignore me for a few days reason being busy at work. Well he say that he will try to fulfill my needs. Just hope he can do it this time around...

I am feeling so so sleepy & tired. Had Iftar at Hajah Maimunah yesterday at Geylang. It is a buffet meal which cost $10 per person. I think i eat too much that i can't sleep. After the dinner, we walked around geylang bazar. Nothing much i can say...


My mum nag at me for going home late. I told her that i will be late. And it was my 1st time Iftar outside with my friends. Haiz...She always find my fault. Maimunah has been eating out the whole week n she did not say much. Maimunah gives reasons that she is teaching Tuition but not everyday but my mum keep quiet. Haiz...Feeling so sad that i am treating differently. Patience is all i have....


The topic yesterday is about wedding mostly. Asking when to get married n etc. Well no comment for me. I dont want to think about all this for now. Too lazy to think about relationship for now. Like i told a few ppl, i just wait who came to masuk meminang aje...Well that is what i am thinking now. When I found someone, it always doesnt work. So just leave things like that. I hope things will be easily like that. InsyALLAH...


Omar been calling & sms me every weekends lately. Asking to patch things up. I told him off if he can do what i want then i will accept if not no way we are going to be back. He like to keep repeating things. Haiz....He wants me to understand his needs then how about my needs. He been unfair to me. Just hope whatever happens has something hidden beneath it....InsyALLAH

I am so so sleepy today. I drag myself out of the bed...


Irfan came over yesterday. We can see his big round eyes now. :) Last week he sleeps most of the time. But yesterday he did not sleep much. He is 1 mth old on the 30th November...Times flies very fast...


Aeisyah came over on Saturday. She getting more active now. She began to eat on herself now. She also learning to speak some simple word. But her favourite word still "Mamam". hehehehehehehe


Thanks Ernie for asking. Well kind of need urgently so no choice have to do the photocopy n numbering on my own. Doing the artwork only cost around $11 then the printing of the 4 booklets is $25. I spent nearly $50 on this. Well i hope i can get claim. It is part of my mistakes. I should have been more careful on doing this... Haiz....Just hope they can let me claim all this...


This week will be having Iftar with a few groups of friends....Can't wait to met them all.

I cant sleep back after the Sahur today. Too much thinking.


A customer needs to print some Carpark Booklet. They need it by Monday morning. The supplier that we ordered from can't deliver by Monday. They can only deliver by Tuesday. With no choice, yesterday me & my Collegue, Eric start calling a few supplier to check if they can do last minute printing. Eric were at the office while me at home. Most of them can't do it. Worst a few say they can do it if only we have the softcopy of the artwork. We were really dont know what to do. We try to contact the supplier to give us the softcopy but we failed. I nearly broke down n cry dont know what to do. They need a carpark booklet with numbering and a carbon copy.


Thanks to Moshee & Ernie giving me idea to go Bras Basah to do it. Without delaying i quickly went over to Office to take the hardcopy sample from Eric then rush to Bras Basah. A few were reluctant to do it. Luckily 1 of them say can but they can't make it into carbon copy n numbering. Without thinking far, i told them to proceed. After that i quickly called the customer to tell him the situation. Luckily he is open to the concept. While the job is being done, i went to popular to look for the carbon paper n numbering plate. I have to do the numbering myself at home. Finally the work is done. Will have to send to him personally later after 10am. Haiz...My weekends spent on my work...


I also brought myself 2 books from Popular. While waiting for the prinitng, i went over to Arab street to look out for new tudungs. But the design do not capture my attention. Well i am looking for Big Tudung actually. I feel comfortable wearing Big Tudung. The normal size a bit small for me. I can still wear them it just that i don't feel comfortable at times. Looks like have to go geylang soon...Thought my weekends will be busy doing shopping on my clothes n things for kuih raya. But it was burnt for the work. :( :( :(

Kasih manusia sering bermusim, sayang manusia tiada abadi. Kasih Tuhan tiada bertepi, sayang Tuhan janjiNya pasti" Itulah sedikit dari bait2 lagu Raihan. Lantaran kasih manusia yg sering bermusim dan sayangnya yg tak kekal lama, kita perlu sentiasa berwaspada terutamanya dlm memilih pasangan. Andainya sikit daripada cinta itu hendak diberi pada seseorang yg boleh digelar suami, pilihlah seorang lelaki yang...


1-Kuat agamanya.
Biar sibuk macamana, solat fardu tetap terpelihara. Utamakanlah pemuda yang kuat pengamalan agamanya. Lihat saja Rasulullah menerima pinangan Saidina Ali buat puterinya Fatimah. Lantaran ketaqwaannya yg tinggi biarpun dia pemuda paling miskin.


2-Baik akhlaknya.
Ketegasannya nyata tapi dia lembut dan bertolak-ansur hakikatnya. Sopan tutur kata gambaran peribadi dan hati yang mulia. Rasa hormatnya pada warga tua ketara.


3-Tegas mempertahankan maruah.
Pernahkah dia menjengah ke tempat2 yang menjatuhkan kredibiliti dan maruahnya sebagai seorang Islam.


4-Amanah
Jika dia pernah mengabaikan tugas yang diberi dengan sengaja ditambah pula salah guna kuasa, lupakan saja si dia.


5-Tidak boros
Dia bukanlah kedekut tapi tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana. Setiap nikmat yang ada dikongsi bersama mereka yang berhak.


6-Tidak liar matanya
Perhatikan apakah matanya kerap meliar ke arah perempuan lain yang lalu-lalang ketika berbicara. Jika ya jawabnya, dia bukanlah calon yang sesuai buat kamu.


7-Terbatas pergaulan
Sebagai lelaki dia tahu dia tak mudah jadi fitnah orang, tapi dia tak amalkan cara hidup bebas.


8-Rakan pergaulannya.
Rakan2 pergaulannya adalah mereka yang sepertinya.


9-Bertanggungjawab
Rasa tanggungjawabnya dapat diukur kepada sejauh mana dia memperuntukkan dirinya utk parents dan ahli familinya. Jika parentsnya hidup melarat sedang dia hidup hebat, nyata dia tak bertanggungjawab.


10-Tenang wajah
Apa yg tersimpan di dalam sanubari kadang2 terpancar pd air muka. Wajahnya tenang, setenang sewaktu dia bercakap dan bertindak.


Berbahagialah kamu jika dicintai calon yang demikian sifatnya..."

My stomach was in pain yesterday. It was really really cramp. I hardly can move around much. So most of the time i just sat quietly at my desk doing work. I asked my dad to fetch me up 1st before fetch my mum. When i reached home, all i do is just lying in bed. Can't move much. It happens before and Doctor gave me pain killer only. If it still hurts later, i think i go home and see doctor during Lunch time.


Someone asked y am i always sick, tired n sad. I think basically that is me. I been like that since young. Ya i try a lot of ways to change all that but it seems that things are not improving. Basically because the environment around me did not help much. Even the doctor says i am stress. Too much thinking. Furthermore i am the type who just keep quiet when something happens. Seldom to fight back or wat so ever. Haiz...


Work is quite ok for the past few days. Finally manage to finish up my pending work. Will do some double check before submit to my Supervisor. Hopefully nothing goes wrong....InsyALLAH.....

Too many things that need to be done by this Friday. I am slowly rushing everything to be done ASAP. Haiz....Makes me more stressful....


Yoga was quite ok yesterday. Stand right in front row near the instructor. First time standing so near of him. Some of the strecting really painful for me to do. It shows that my body is really tight. Some of them i cant even do it also. Well have to do something about it epecially my tummy. But overall it is good as the body trying to adpat to the exercise. It also make me feels a bit relaxation.

My whole body is aching since Friday. The Osim Massage Chair did not help much. Then my left arm a bit pain too. It will pain especially during the raining weather. Went to see the doctor about it before. Well, it says that the pain is normal pain for ladies especially. If you tend to carry heavy things frequently, it will be more worst. If you are stress also, it will feel pain. Most of the time, i am stress so it tends to feel pain frequently....


Went to Geylang yesterday afternoon with my parents & 2 sisters. Looking for Raya clothes. I brought 1 Jubah for myself. Andini buy Kebaya for herself too. I think this Raya, I will wearing a lot of Jubah & Pant suit. I began to like wearing Jubah when my sister-in-law give me last year for my birthday present. Ever since that i prefer wearing Jubah then Baju Kurung. Well, Maimunah buys 1 for me during my birthday. So i might be buying a few more Jubahs. I saw a few nice ones yesterday but no money to buy yet. Maybe this week will go as salary will be in today. ;) Will buy tudungs n few other items. Hopefully all will be done by this weekend. InsyALLAH...


Irfan came to the house yesterday. My Brother & wife came over to buka with us. Then little Aeisyah came over after buka. She is excited to see the baby. This weekend, Irfan will be 1 month old. Isnt that fast? Aeisyah got another Baju Kurung from her grandparents too. Too bad, it can't fit her. My parents will have to do the exchanged for her.

Yesterday was so busy. The phone keep on ringing. Once i put down the phone, the next person called. Then spent nearly 2 hrs meeting with supplier. One thing i like this job, i get to know a lot of ppl. Talked to them through the phone 1st then met them only after that. A lot of paper work also. Haiz....This job is quite stressful but i learn a lot of things there. That's i am still there. Just hope it will benefit is good chances come by in future.


Will be going out soon for my Jewellery Making Class. Today it starts a bit later as the Teacher have something on in the morning. The class will starts ony at 3pm. Maybe around 1.30pm, i shall leave the house. Or maybe earlier. Better go out early, as ppl in the house trying to find fault with me. I always been blamed by a lot of things. Haiz....Feeling a bit down now.....Maybe i should get ready now and went out early....

Feeling a bit sleepy today. Did sleep early yesterday but i am still sleepy. Wish i could sleep longer.....


Will be doing training this morning at Tuas. Will make my way there with my Supervisor at 9am soon...Clearing my emails for now and leave some notes for my colleague to follow up while i am away. Then at noon there will be 2 different auctions. The later auction will have guests coming in to view it. So will be very very busy today.

Feeling a bit sleepy today. Was sleeping late yesterday. I think around 12 midnight. Was watching the television. Ever since we have TV at our own room, we been sleeping late watching late night show.


Talked to Nazrul yesterday night. It been a while when we last talked. I always have the good feeling when i talked to him. Haiz... And it been a while when we last met. I think quite a few months back. Maybe the next meet will be during Raya. InsyALLAH if he does not work on the day i came over to his house at JB.


Yesterday YOGA is full of stretching especially at the legs. Some of it i can't manage to do it. It is all because of my fat tummy. Have to do something to flatten my fat tummy. Or soon all my clothes could not fit in anymore...Well, let just hope i will not gain more weight during the fasting month. For a start, I will weight myself every week starting this weekend. Eat more healthy food. Try to eat more vegetables n fruits. Maybe to some simple exercise. InsyALLAH after fasting month, i shall do more exercise. I hope i can do all these. InsyALLAH. I shall start planning the schedule so that i can follow it easily.


I still have not really start revising for my exams. It will be during the Hari Raya time. I shall start them soon or i will fail again. :( :( :( I have 2 more subjects to take next year. So hopefully all the 4 subjects that i took this time will passed and left 2 more to go. InsyALLAH i try my very best to get this certificate. Looking forward to take another course after this. Maybe a Diploma. Still in planning of what i want to do for a better future...


Work has been overwork lately. New companies tapping on into our system. So lately there have a lot of traning has to be done. Uploading new catogaries for them to purchase. Building new relationship with suppliers. Maintain the existing catalogue. Help out the invoices out for the customers. Haiz....Sometimes i like what i do & sometimes i just hate it. Too many to do n so little time....Haiz....

Alhamdulilah i am still fasting although still not feeling quite well. Still having the cough n flu. Have eat the medicini but still looks the same after a few days... Did not go for Terawih at Masjid for the last few days too. InsyALLAH i will go one of these days.....


Starting Friday, I & my colleague, Hafiedzah are allow to go home a bit early. It is either at 5 or 5.30pm earlier. There will be no Lunch time break for us. At least there is some allowance rather than nothing....

Finally i went to see the doctor yesterday night. The doctor gave a few medicines. Still having Flu & Cough. It been nearly a week already. Haiz.... Hopes i will recover soon i eat the medicine....


Miss the Terawih yesterday due to see the doctor. InsyALLAH tonight will be going if my health permits....


At last i finish my pending work but new work comes in....Haiz....Never ending story. Work will never be finish no matter how fast you do it....


My mum is also sick. It been 3 days now...Looks like the virus is moving fast. Before i get the sickness, there were 2 of my colleagues who were already sick. Even now they are still coughing.


I am feeling so sleepy today. Maybe due to first day of Ramadhan. Good thing it is Friday today.....


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I am so busy since yesterday. I think i went home around 8.30pm yesterday. Half of my pending work is done and there is another half which i have not touch it till now. Still got no time to do. So many calls and other operation issues that need to be done ASAP by today. Looks like i have to stay back again for the next few days...


I sign up for Yoga Class under Keppel Group. I only need to pay $26 for 12 lessons. Each lesson last for 1 hour (5.45pm to 6.45pm). Isnt that good price? It started last week. There were only 3 malay people in the class. It is quite effective n relaxeing too. I been looking forward to sign up this class n here i am in the class. :)


So looks like i will not stay late for work today....

My body still feeling tired. I need more sleep. Thought of taking MC today but there's an urgent work which i have not finish yet. Die die must finish today!!!


Looks like a busy day ahead............

Still feeling abit weak. Still did not have a good rest.


My parents reached home yesterday night at nearly 10pm. Bro Jaya & Farij fetch them up from airport. Thought of doing my work from homw but i can't log in to my website. Haiz....


Feelings so lonely for the fast few days....Haiz...

I was so busy yesterday that i did not have time to update. I am so sick too. Having Sore throat now. Feeling sleepy too. Wish that i could sleep longer....


Work is getting more n more. New coming is in tapping into our company. So there will be lots of sourcing, phone calls n etc......

Feeling so tired....Sleep late again....Talking to him again....Haiz...Never ending story....


My parents will be going Jakarta today. They will fly out today evening. They will be there till Saturday. So no parents till Saturday. ENJOY!!! hehehehehe Thought of taking leave on Thursday & Friday but i can't. Will having traning for new customers starting today till Friday. 4 days in a row....Haiz...Started to feel sick. My throat starting to feel pain today. So i am not sure if i can conduct the training today. InsyALLAH i do it....

I am feeling so so sleepy today...


Yesterday event went off quite well. ALthough the guy's side came a bit late, the ceremony went smoothly. They will tied their engagement for a year or a year n half. Congrats again to my Cousin, Yati. InsyALLAH will see you in future for your wedding. Will looking forward to that. ;) Will upload the pictures by tonight.


Visit Irfan at Marsiling after that. He is sleeping while we were there. So did not get to play with him. Furthermore all of us are tired after the day at my aunt's place.


Quickly had a good bath. Then off to bed. But i still can't sleep well as my head was aching all the way. Then msging him all the way to midnight. Keep waking up in between the nights. Now i am having a very very bad headache.....


My parents will be flying off to Jakarta tomorrow evening. My mum start her leave today till Friday. Isn't that a good life to lead. Haiz...Will be a busy week for me this week. A lot of work as usual and some training....

Finally get to take Irfan's picture. Kak Zana is back home at Marsiling.




I finally finish my intermediate class for the Jewellery Making. Will continue to advance class in 2 weeks time. Kak Tini was impressed with the master piece and ask me to do a few models and she will choose one of it. She going to help to promote the items to her friends & colleague. Will try to take the pictures soon...

Alhamdulilah Kak Zana have deliver Baby Boy, Irfan. She deliver normally yesterday at 7.30pm at Raffles Hosipital.

Kak Zana will be admit to Hospital today at Raffles Hospital. She might deliver anytime from today. Just hope things will be ok for her. InsyALLAH....

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I am feeling so so down today. Haiz....


He sms me again yesterday. We even talked after 2 weeks of silence. Half of me was so happy & half of me feeling hurt remembering what had happen between us. Try to forget the past between us but it seems hard. Things have happens no matter what.


Things were completely good in the 1st two months. It went smoothly between us, No major issue at all. We even decide to met each other family by end of this year.


Then came the topic of he wanting to work oversea for at least 2 year or more. I can't accept that. I don't want him to go far from me. The argument went on & on for nearly a month. There were no agreement on both parties. Then he decided that he only go for 2 years. There will be break in between. He would not go 2 years straight but instead at least 6 months each time. Still i can't accept that but after asking for opinions, i open up myself to accept the fact what he wants. This is one of his wishes that he wants to achieve. I told myself at least he did something to settle the problems. So i told him that i agree.


Things were not the same after that. He began to ignore me. He would not do his usual stuffs like sms me or even call me in 1 day. I was really piss off with him. Most of our conversation will end with arguments. He gave reasons that he is busy with work. So i told if he really busy then just sms or call me at the end of the day which is before he went to sleep. He still did not do that. He ignore me most of the time. This again make me really furious. Again most of our conversation ends with argument. Yes most of it i started 1st but i am annoyed that he did not do what i asked for.....Maybe i am too demanding but that is the least things i need him to understand. I did not meet him always, all the time is once in 2 weeks or once in 1 month. So i dont see why he can't do that only for me. I never disturb him during the day as i know he will be very busy. So i wait for him to sms or call me at night. Sometimes i will just call or sms him if i cant wait.


Then came another request. He says that he might need to go to pubs & disko cause he have to bring his clients that. Again i am so shocked that makes me really mad. What is his thinking? Didn't he knows that place is not a good place? I dislike ppl who go there. Yesh if happens my friends go there, i wouldn't say much to that person. I will just say it off straight that i don't like. I asked him which is important me or his clients. If his clients are more important then go ahead do what ever he wants without me in his life. If i am inportant to him, then forget about going such places. I may mean to ask him to do that but i think as a muslim he should know better.


The arguments keep draging n draging for weeks till i can't take it anymore. I told him off that we should spilt as things are not working out between us. And he agreed. So we were spilt right away. But he still sms me after a few days that he is sorry. I told him that no matter what i cant accept his request. If he still think he needs that then dont bother to look for me again. He told me that 40 - 50 % of the reques is just a lie to test me out. What the heck he is trying to do? What is all that for? I just couldn't believe when he says that. I accept him back again hoping things are better now.


Still not ok after that. He did not call or sms me for nearly 2 days. I was really mad at him again. When i call him, all he says that he was waiting for me to call him. I sms him but no reply. I did call him too n he did not answer. So what is he waiting for actually. Haiz...After hearing me really mad, he ask to calm down and says that we are only friends now so it is not a must for him to call or sms. I was totally shocked that i cry all night. I can't accept when he says that. I totally don't understand him at all. Haiz...


I keep myself far from him. I dont sms him or call him after that. Although i am hurt n sad, my feelings towards him still the same. I hate myself to be in this state. Why must i have the same feelings towards him after what had happens. Perhaps love is blind.


He did sms me after that. Even yesterday. We talked and i told him again what i dont like n what is required for him to do. If he still i am too demanding then go away from him. He admit that he miss me so much n still loves me. I told him that no matter how much he miz or luv me, he have to change his lifestyle. He have to accept that he now have a gf who needs attention not just have a gf n not ignore her just like that.


He just sms me to wish me good morning. I dont know how things now. Just see what is his next move. I just lead my usual life as normal without him. Not hoping much from me anymore......

Feeling a bit sleepy today. Wish i could sleep longer...


He sms me back again after nearly 2 weeks of silence. Never expect to see his sms yesterday night. Well he only ask how am i and things. After that he just keep quiet again. Let it be then. This is what he wants....


Have to make time for my aunt n uncle soon. They be calling for the past 2 days to check how am i. I been planning to go over to visit them but always stay up till 7pm at work. No matter what have to find time one of these days....

Alhamdulilah the event was successful. Went over to Hisham's place with Andini. We arrived nearly 1pm. There were Nasi Beryani Dam, Sugi, Cream Puff and a few more... I did not took any pictures of the food. Too shy to take. hehehehehe Everyone was so friendly at Hisham's place. Meet them once before but feels really knew them long. Thanks for the friendly warm welcome for us. :)


Went over to Ernie's place around 2pm by bus. I was in-charge of hodling the big Cake below. hehehehehe Too bad did not get to taste it. hehehehe Went straight home from Ernie's place.




Once again, Congrats to both of you!!! Will look forward to the wedding event in 1 or 1 1/2 years to come. ;)

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Sleep late again. Talk to my cousin, Nazrul yesterday night. We talked for an hour. Catch up with whatever things that we been missing out. We did talked the past of what happens between us. Haiz....Still remember those days. It is still fresh. Now i know why most of our childhood pictures were always together. Almost all the pictures taken last time show me n him together. We are always beside each other when taking photos.


I guess our family used to be very close when our grandparents still around. All of us will spent time together. There was a point we were far apart of each other. I never get to met Nazrul when his family shifted to Malaysia. We met up again when our grandfather passed away. Thats where we began to get close again. But then i had a crush on him. That happens when i was 10 years old. Even our parents were quite close. Maybe due to seeing the closeness between us, parents began to get apart. Even us getting apart. We only met once a year after that. The crush was still on going though...


Then happens our aunty, MakRah began closer to his family and we finally get to keep in touch by emails. We will send emails every week and sometimes every 3 - 4 days. There were a lot of discussion, talking about family members, and also getting to know each other in the emails. Without realising anything, i began to like him n even fall in love with him. I will look forward to all his emails. Still remember that time i was in ITE. Will try my best to log in just to check his emails....


My brother, Zaki gets married and this is the time where we get really really close. Everywhere i go, he is there beside me & everywhere he go, i am there beside him. He accompany me all the whole 2 days. I did not sleep on Saturday's night as was helping my aunt with the cooking and he also help out. When he knew i did not eat the whole day on Sunday, he also did not eat. He was waiting for me so that we can have out meals together. Some of our relatives realise our closeness n some even thought we were couple. Could see that my parents dont really like it.


After the wedding, he stay at MakRah's place for a week. During that week, we talked to each other every day n even met up every day. I can still remember our 1st date. It was our 1st outing together. Only 2 of us. We used to go out in a group never in a couple. That's where we get to know that both of us have feelings towards each other. He also had a crush on me on the day we met up again which was during my grandfather passed away. By then both of us were 20 years old. It took us 10 years to know all about this. Haiz...He met me up for Lunch at my work place n even took me home....My aunty began to sense something by then. He broke the news and she was so surprise with it....


At 1st she was so encouraging n even told both of us to continue the relationship but realising what will be our family's reaction, she discourage us. Futhermore, both of us have someone at that time. He has gf n i have bf. We were told not to met up or even talked to each other. But we can't. No matter how we try, we still calling each other or even met up. Till now even my aunt do not know that we been talking to each other. We even have been meeting without anyone knows except our siblings. Although he have a gf, even i have bf along the way, our feelings towards each other is still there even till now...


Haiz...I dont know how we will end up. But both of us trying to let the feelings go away. We try to be only cousins not more than that. Just hope that we manage to do that...Like MakRah told us, Dont make things worst between our family or even hurt other ppl feelings....

I am feeling so so low today....I cry again before i went to sleep. Haiz...Too sad n depressing......:( :( :(

My colleague had been deployed for up to 3 months to help other Keppel company in Belgium. She will helping out the finance department there. Isnt that good? I wish i could do that too. Well hope it happens to me....I think i need that....


Looks like the next few days will be packed with some activities. I am doing some jewellery for a few ppl. Need to rush them out as i need to give them by this weekends. Haiz....Last minute request so have to catch with it soon.


Still have not buy Maimunah any gift yet. Looks like it will be a belated gift for her then. I think i shall buy her the Baju Kurung only instead of other stuffs. Hers is this Saturday while Aeisyah's is on Sunday. Still have not buy her anything yet too. Looks like saturday morning have to rush out to buy the gifts for both of them...

Sleep quite early yesterday. I think around 9.30pm i fall asleep after reading the CLEO magazine that my sista brought. Kak Tini was asking what to buy for my sista, Maimunah. I do not know yet. Aeisyah birthday is coming too. Have not decide what to buy too. Haiz....Both birthday are this weekends. And till now i have not decided what to buy....

I am fasting again today with Andini. Both of us did not wake up for "Sahur". So i told Andini if she can't hold on till evening just break the fast. For myself too i am not sure if i can hold on to evening. Just hope that i can then. InsyALLAH....


Spent the day at home the whole day yesterday. Upload the pictures n do some clearing on the folders at the PC at home. Thought of jogging yesterday evening but it rain heavily. So i just stick at home sitting in front of the PC doing my stuffs. I shall start my revision soon. My exams are coming in 2 months time.


My mum just remind me about Mainmunah, Aeisyah & Bro Zaidi's bithrdays. This weekends will be the 2 girls while my brother will be next Thursday. Have not decide what to buy for them. hmmm Shall start thinking about it soon....

I manage to upload all the pictures that i took for a few activities. Below are the links....


Snow City


Aeisyah


Tanjung Pinang

I realise i am feeling so lonely lately. Haiz...


Dad call me up yesterday noon just to talk whether i have someone in my life. Looks like both my parents earger to know who. I told him i have no one and don't want to think all this yet. He seems a bit surprise but he say that as my aga is getting older, he knows that surely i have one. He ask me to introduce him to the family if i really have someone. Whats with him anyway asking all this? I think they are really eager to know because my gal cousin is getting engaged next week. So does that mean i also have to be engaged like her? Haiz....Just hope my parents will not ask anything about this anymore. I am tired to have any relationship for now... Too much painful n hurts...........

I have to take leave soon or i will break down anytime. Haiz...But dont know when is the best time. Work is always packed. A lot of things needs to be done. Dont feel like leaving my colleague Eric to do all the job. He himself is pack with other stuff. Well i think i should think more about myself than others. The earliest is end of the month and the latest is early of next month then. Haiz....


It seems that time flies too fast for me. Next thing i knew is brand new day. Even at night i feels that time flies really really fast. I realise i sleep only for a few hours. I dont know when i will have a good sleep. Haiz....


Weekends is here. So soon. I am looking forward especially for my Jewellery Making class tomorrow. I have sold 2 bracelets to my colleague. Blue & Pink in colour. I try to took the pictures but it seems i can't took it. The picture seems a bit blur. Well will try harder to make it look nicer.

Could not sleep again yesterday...Haiz...I realise i did not been having a good sleep lately. My body is feeling tired n aching too. Usually i will spent half the day sleeping during the weekends. But now it seems that every weekends is busy. Saturday is busy with class then Sunday is full of invitations of weddings, engagement n etc. So no time to follow up with my sleep. I try to get a good sleep but seems failed each time i do that. To much thinking i guess. Next few weekends is pack with the same activity again. Haiz....Looks like it will be like this all the way to "Puasa" month.

Half the day was spent on shopping. hehehehhee Went to Chinatown to search for the beads. We brought a lot of stuffs. Spent nearly $120 for the beads n some other stuffs. Really really shock. Luckily for me i have an order from my colleague for 2 bracelets. :) :) :) Will take the pictures once it is done. I have to finish up the order by Friday the latest. I have today n tomorrow to finish up. Luckily it is quite simple job. :)


Had Lunch at KFC at Chinatown. Then we head to Plaza Singapura to go window shopping there. We even went to Carrefour. Ct1 brought some baby stuffs. After that we stop at OG at Orchard. :) We do window shopping and had a break after that at Macdonald to have Milo n Tea. A great day to relax. Window shopping n thinking nothing about work. :)


Luckily not much issue yesterday. But i did check with Hafiedzah when it was nearly 6pm yesterday. She claim no issue. Luckily for her that not much thing yesterday.

Will be taking half day today. Will met Ct1 today. We will be going to Chinatown. She wanna shop for her beads. :) So by noon i will be gone from here. I need a slight break futhermore.


Yesterday was quite busy as my colleague eric on urgent leave. So a lot of his stuff i am doing a following up. Good thing most of them are half wat done. Next week, there will be some training again. I will be doing it again. Haiz...Still having the probia of standing n talking in front of a few ppl.

For the 1st time i sleep while on the way to work this morning. Usually i will just play games from my hp or just look outside the windows. But today i am totally sleepy that i sleep. Nearly miss my bustop.


Yesterday was spend at the wedding at Simei. After half the day, Farij & Ana went home early. Left me, Andini & my parents of course. In the end, both me & Andini play with the small kids. It is a good to spend time with the kids rather than the adults....


Bro Zaidi & Kak Zana came over to the house after the wedding. They stay till 10.30pm n thats when i decide to go to sleep straight. But still feeling so sleepy...


My colleague is on Urgent leave today. Looks like a lot of work today. Hmmm It will be good as this will make me less sleepy....

Met Supinah yesterday night at Long john Bedok. Had dinner n "lepak" till 9.30pm to have a chat. Neely suppose to join us but she have something on at last minute. It been a while i met her n talk things out.


Had class as usual. Ct1 did not come again. She is sick. Hope she getting better soon.


Suppose to met Nelly n Supinah again. In the end Nelly cant make it again. As plan earlier, we went to Ct Hall. Window Shopping for a while. Then we head to Esplande and sat there all the way to night where there are performance by primary school band. It been a while i went there to see the performances. Had BK for dinner then had ice-cream too. Overall i am feeling good today.


I am alone at home for now.....Listening to music. My parents went to help at Rewang. Other siblings went to Masjid. I was home late so i did not go. :)

End of night with crying again. Haiz....I think i cry for nearly 2 hrs....In the end i am tired n sleep....Luckily no one at the room. Maimunah & Andini went for their tuition.


Feels a bit better after crying out yesterday night. But i am still feeling down n dissapointed with everything. Haiz....I learn that sometimes chances were not given a few times. You only have 1 chance n you have to make full use of it. If not you will lose everything that you want or like. Try hard not to think all about this things. My left hand start to aching from my shoulder. My heart has a bit of feeling painful. Maybe too much stress n thinking. Haiz...


I have check the work vacancy in certain countries. Well, it look attempting to go but i am not sure if i can make it through. hmmm Still deciding if i should go or not... I am planning too when is the best time to go if i decided to go....

Can't sleep again. At last i cry myself out n soon after that i was sound asleep. But i am still feeling sleepy....


What was i crying for? Crying simply because ppl hurt, dissapoint , etc me again n again, Haiz....Too many chances given and still the same. It is time to get away from all this now. I am thinking that i should look for work oversea. It is better to get away from all the ppl i know for now....I cant stand on my own now as i keep being hurt n dissapointed again n again. hmmm I think i should do that. For a start maybe look where is the best country to work. hmmm I heard Dubai is a gd place.... hmmm

Got the following from someone that i do not know.....But it is worth it to read n share....



One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.


He invited all his neighbours to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.


A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.


As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!


Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.


Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less

NOW --------

Enough of that . . .


The donkey later came back, and bit the farmer who had tried to bury him.
The gash from the bite got infected, and the farmer eventually died in agony from septic shock.


MORAL FROM TODAY'S LESSON:


When you do something wrong, and try to cover your ass, it always comes back to bite you.

Something for sharing.....


Pernah satu ketika seorang sahabat Rasulullah saw, Ibnu Mas'ud didatangi oleh seorang lelaki yang raut wajahnya murung (berduka).


Lalu lelaki itu berkata: "Wahai Ibnu Mas'ud, berikanlah kepadaku satu nasihat yang dapatku jadikan sebagai penawar untuk hatiku yang gelisah ini. Sejak akhir-akhir ini, perasaanku tidak begitu tenteram, jiwaku sentiasa gelisah, fikiranku juga selalu kusut, aku tidak selera hendak makan, tidurku pun tidak lena."


Mendengar itu Ibnu Mas'ud terus berkata: "Sekiranya itulah penyakit yang menimpa jiwamu, maka hendaklah kamu bawa hatimu mengunjungi tiga tempat iaitu , tempat orang membaca al Quran sama ada kamu membacanya atau kamu mendengarnya. Kedua, majlis pengajian yang mengingatkan hatimu kepada Allah dan ketiga, carilah tempat dan waktu yang sesuai supaya kamu dapat beribadat kepada Allah SWT dengan khusyuk dan tulus ikhlas."


Sebenarnya segala-galanya berbalik pada hati kita ini .... sebab itu kita perlu banyak berdoa agar hati kita sentiasa dekat dengan Allah SWT.


Hanya dengan doa barulah kita boleh khusyuk dan cubalah amalkan doa ini yang mafhumnya: "Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku , sesungguhnya aku berlindung dengan-Mu daripada hati yang tidak khusyuk, dan doa yang tidak didengari, dan daripada nafsu yang tidak puas serta ilmu yang tidak bermanfaat. Aku berlindung dengan-Mu daripada empat perkara itu."

I am feeling so so tired n sleepy. Yeah my body feelings tired easily. Due to less sleep n rest. Due to stressness also. Haiz....


Class was as usual on Saturday. Ct1 could not make up for it. So i went there alone. Learn to make a necklace. Will took pitures of all my masterpiece of these days n posted up in here. Maybe anyone of you wants to order. :) hehehehe Then continue the class of intermediate which start next week for another 4 weeks. Will keep continuing the class now. I like it n it makes me have a new hobby now. :)


Little Aeishah is a bit grumpy on Saturday. She still having her flu. She do play around with us for a while before her grumpiness came. :) She will be 1 year old on 26 September and we all still have not decided what to give her as we keep buying her new clothes n toys. :) She get full attention from all of us....


Sunday was spend with my 3 siblings at Snow City. We have so much fun playing the slides n throwing snow at each other. The event was organised by RC in Jurong. We get to know about this after my mum's colleague inform this to his department. We went out of the house at 9.30am n head straight to Jurong East. We reached a bit early n had breakfast at Macdonald. Then walked a few minutes to the centre where we met the other participants. Four of us were put in the red group. At the end of the day our group won a few races n we win some souvenir. Farij n me win some lucky draw. I get a bowl of claypot while Farij get a bottle of Potpourri. We end at about 2.30pm which after that we went window shopping at Jurong before having Lunch at Delifrance. After Lunch, we head straight to home. All of us sleep in the train because too tired. Reached home nearly at 4.30pm. After 5.30pm, 4 of us fall asleep again. I continue to do my bracelet at night. Then had a conversation with my gf before went to sleep at 12.00am.

My body is aching lately. Too stressful n tired i guess... Haiz....Hope to catch up with my sleep soon or have a good resting somewhere or at home. Been having difficulties in sleeping lately. I think it been 2 weeks now. Haiz.....


My parents will be going to Malaysia during the weekends. They will be going today's evening. My long-distance cousin is getting engaged tomorrow. I have class tomorrow and thats why did not go. Furthermore, me n my 3 siblings will be going to Snow City this Sunday. :) I hope to get a good relaxing on that day....


Will go to my school today to take my result. I think i only pass 2 subjects among 6 of them. Haiz....Will retake some of them by end of the year again.....

Still felling so sleepy. Can't sleep well again yesterday. Haiz...


Went out of the office at nearly 7pm yesterday. Had Mee goreng for Dinner. Then read magazines that my sista have buy. Watch TV till 11.00pm.

Will be going to ChinaTown with my colleague today to buy the beads for my bracelet, necklace n etc. hmmm Must start thinking of the colours to buy....

I am feeling so so tired n sleepy.....


Went home about 8pm from office. A last minute work has to finish up. In the end my Laptop hang half way n i give up. Luckily most of them have finish. Just need a few check up. Will ask Mr Loh to do the checking before sending to the customer...Theres more to be done.... Have to do them all today. Haiz....


Had a simple farewell for one of the colleague here. Darren Tay or known as Dtay. We had finger food that is from Macdonald. And that is my dinner too. By the time i went home, i was too tired to eat. Thought of sleeping a bit early but have to do some house work that is folding the clothes. Then He wants to talk to me. Had a simple conversation although the same topic still came out again n again. Haiz...


School call at last yesterday to inform that the result for the projects is out. Have to wait so long for the results. Will be going there on Friday with Ct1.

Feeling so sleepy today....Thought of continue fasting today but my stomach was so much in pain this morning. InsyALLAH will continue tomorrow. Andini also did not fasting today as she have some performance n claims that she will be very tired later. Maybe tomorrow she will continue to fast with me.


Had simple dinner yesterday. Just a piece of Karipap n a cup of Tea.


My body is aching. Haiz....I think lack of rest & sleep. Been talking to him for the past 2 days. Well we still have not come to any conclusions yet. But at least i find that i can manage to have gd sleep back lately. Haiz....

I am fasting today. Andini & Maimunah also are fasting too. Woke up around 5am today. Fry some Eggs & Chicken.


Did some shopping on Friday after work. Buy some clothings for myself. Feels great after doing some shopping. Shopping always make me feels great. Especially after the stressness. I even brought myself a new Headset for my hp. The old ones spoil so now can listen to music back. :) :) :)


Went for my Saturday class as normal. Making jewellery. Learn to do the bracelet. Then head to East Coast to met the other 4 colleagues of mine. There were suppose 12 of us. But last minute the others did not come due to few reasons. 2 of them played the roller blade while the other 3 of us just sit down n have a simple chats. Then we have Dinner at the East Coast Village. The food there are not good. I had Mee HongKong. We all also order some Satay. It is also not nice. Reached home around 9.30pm


On Sundays, accompany my parents to 2 different weddings. Both are at the community Centre around Bedok. First time i went to wedding that held at Community Centre. Can say the place there is stuffy for wedding occasions. The 1st one is my uncle from my mum's side. There were a few actors & actresses. Suhaimi, Lukman & Haney were there. Haney Hadad look more prettier than she is on the TV. She came with her mum & sista. Then the 2nd wedding is my dad's friend. So most of the guests there are teachers. Met 1 of the Ping Yi teachers. He never teach me n my sis but because he knew my dad thats how he knew us. We have a quick talk. Nice to met an old teacher who still remember students.


1st September will be Teacher's day. I forgot all about it till Andini told me that on Wednesday, they on holiday. Suddenly it reminds my form teacher of Sec 1 & 2. He can still remember me n my name too. :) N because of that he is still my favourite teacher too. hehehehehe


My body feeling aching today. I think i need a good massage. I saw some good spa treatments at the Magazine. hmmm Maybe can ask Maimunah or my mum to go along with me...hmmm


Talked to him again yesterday. He really trying hard to save the relationship between us. Haiz... I am still not sure whether to continue or not. I just told him that i need more alone. I am still confused....Haiz.....

Still feeling so damn sleepy. I realised that it been nearly a week i did not sleep well. Kind of can't have a gd sleep for the past few days.Haiz..... I am looking like a zombie now. With dark black under my eyes. Try to sleep but i cant. Cant stop thinking. Haiz....I think i need a break. Will try to take a leave next week or the week after. Make sure all my stuffs are done if i am taking 1 or 2 days leave. Or they keep calling me. hmmm


Talked to dearie yesterday. After nearly 4 days not talking to each other. We realise that we miss each other so much...But things are still not so good now. We discuss for 2 hrs but we still have not come to conclusion. Well i let him to decide now. I cant force or beg him to accept things. Just wait n see......

Feeling a bit sleepy today. I feels like the night is really short. I sleep around 11.30pm n next i know is already 6am. Usually i will wake up a few times in the middle of the early mornings but not yesterday. Maybe due too tired...


Talk to Azry aka SPOON. Good to talk to old friend. Well know him form MIRC chat. It been a while that we chat n talk over the phone. hehehehehe Still remember the old times when i am addicted to MIRC last time. :) We catch up with a few things n it is great to talk to someone that you have not talked for a long time....


Dearie SMS me to see if we can try work things out. Haiz....It is good that he still have the thinking of sloving the problems. Well i am still not sure yet whether it works this time. I just told him that i need time to think all over again before making any decisions. Haiz....


As you grow older, you have to make a lot of choices. Thats why ppl always say enjoy your youth life before you grow older where you have to hold a lot of responsibility n makes choices.....

Feeling great after meeting my aunt's family. All four of them are at home. So a lot of sharing & debating with them. hehehehehe Like i say i love being around them as i feel more loved around me. Had dinner together. Then catch up things with one another. Then had girls talk among 3 gals. Sharing our a bit of personal lifes. :) They make me feels great n less pressure of course. :)


Well my relationship with dearie finally ended. Realise now that they have been so many disagree among us. All this while we manage to clear it or so call settle the issue. But something happens and we cant come to agreement. I simply cant agree cause the thing is not allow in ISLAM. He insist say that it is matter of work. Well if that the way he is thinking than it is not worth it for us to stick together i guess. No point we keep pointing at each other to look for whose mistake it is. Haiz...


Well i have plan a few things that need to be achieve by end of this year. InsyALLAH i will the target that i set up. Some of them are 1/3 done. Needs more affort n determination to reach all my goals...

Life is really unpredictable. Full of surprises. A lot of Ups & Downs. I look back on what ever happens to me. Can say full of downs. There are ups but mostly are downs.....Haiz.....


I realise ALLAH is testing my patience in my life. Maybe to make myself better person in life or to get myself tougher i dont know. Sometimes also we tend to forgets HIM. We tend to look for HIM when are down. I admit i do that at times. I tend to forget about HIM when my "life" is up. Whenever i am down, i will quickly look for HIM. I guess most ppl do that. Always realise when it is too late...Haiz...


At times i am greatful that all this happens as it makes me realise what mistakes i have done. Whatever happens has its own reasons. Due to maybe i choose the wrong path. Due not to think what the consequences will be when i choose my own way. You tend to make mistakes in life. But ppl cant accept the mistakes that has been done by ourself. Sometimes we were not given another chance for this. It is difficult to please ppl but when you manage to please them all you get is negatives points.


My colleague, Eric, has been realising that my eyes are swollen lately. Due to lack of sleep. Yeah i realise that too. Having dark circles below my eyes. I cant sleep n it been nearly 2 weeks now. Haiz...Too much thinking i guess. Will try to get a good sleep one of these few days.....InsyALLAH.......


Will visit my aunt n my 2 nieces today. They are here in Singapore for a week. So better visit them early or they will be back soon.

My headache keep coming back once a while....Could not sleep yesterday. I realised this morning my eyes quite swollen. Thought of taking Urgent Leave but decided not too.....Haiz.....


My weekends is very bad. It is worst yesterday...I am so dissapointed with whatever happens. So sad, anger & etc.........Now i know how ppl treat me all this while.... How ppl never hear my voice, my thinking, my mindset, my idea & etc... All they can say is that i dont understand them. Dont want to understand the situation. Dont want to accept changes. All i can do is cry. Thats is what i can only do. Ppl hurts me n when i voiced back, they keep saying negatively towards me. And when i keep my mouth shut, they keep hurting me........From now onwards, i will shut keep quiet. Be my oldself where i will not say much. I will just be quiet whenever ppl scolds me, hurts me, say negatively about me or whatever. It is better that way i think. It will still hurts me but at least it will not hurts more of me...............


Will try to do stuffs to make myself busy rather than thinking all about this. Maybe do my old stuffs back where i spent the day myself or even do things on my own with quiet surroundings....hmmm

Still having headache since yesterday. Too many work n etc..........Haiz........Manage to finish some of them.........

Did my 1st training today. I was so nervous. Luckily Mr Loh is helping me out. His feedback is that i talk too fast n did not give them some time to absorb.......Well there is always other times....Just hope i will do more of this in future.....

Will have another class tomorrow. Looking forward to it. Will be learning to do the necklace. Will buy more beads n do a few more bracelet for my sistas............

Btw, met Moshee for Lunch on Wednesday with Hafiedzah. We was at the ChinaTown to look for my beads. Thats where we decide to eat at Banquet. I called Moshee up for a quick Lunch together. It been a while that met him for Lunch. Miss Banquet too. I have Chicken Chop with Black Pepper, Hafiedzah have her Fish Soup while Moshee have his Nasi Padang.

Been so busy lately. So many things need to be done ASAP..........Now i am having Headache.... :-(

Went to ALPS Avenue this morning with 3 of my colleagues to do some training. I might be doing it tomorrow morning. But i dont have the confidence on that. Talking in front of a few people makes me phobia. Haiz......It is either i try my best or i skip tomorrow training....

Had a great day yesterday especially with little Aeishah around. She is very active nowadays after she began to walk. Soon she will be able to run......The only word she can say at the moment is "MAMAM". When she hungry she will say "MAMAM". hehehehehe

My parents buy a lot of things n most of them are food. hehehehehe They can't a lot of clothes mainly because most of the sizes there are small.

My cousin, Nazrul, is chatting with me at Yahoo messenger now. Began to realise that i been missing him so much now.....Dont know when we will be meeting. Might be during the Hari Raya then.....

The class yesterday was good. I finally can do my own Bracelet with my own choice of colour & pattern. :) Will learn more like rings & necklace next 2 weeks. Will try to do more patterns and give a few of them 1st to my sisters.....From there then will decide how much shall i sell my masterpiece......After this course, i will learn how to sew......Then i can sew my own clothes with my own design maybe..... :) InsyALLAH....

Visit Mak Rah yesterday with my 3 siblings. She was alone at home. Her husband is working n her 2 daughters did not come home this week. We went there to send the Wedding Cards for our relatives who is having the wedding ceremony next month. Chat with her for a while before going home.

Thought of going jogging with Andini this morning but could not wake up. Simply could not hear the alarm. Maybe next week then. Will start jogging with Andini. At least i have someone to join me n who knows my mum will join us too. hehehehe

Talk to dearie yesterday till nearly 1.30am. For nearly 2 hrs i think. Well, we seldom had the chance to talk very long. Usually our conversation over the phone is like 10 to 15 mins. Most time only smsing each other whenever he is free from work. And we only met like 2 weeks once or later than that. It all depends if he is free from work or whenever he feels like taking an off day for that day. If he does that, he will spent the entire whole day with me. :)

Will fetch my parents today around 4pm with Brother Jaya at Airport. The other will have to stay at home. The car cant fit them all. All of us are very big in sizes so we cant fit in anymore like we used to do last time. All of us will try to fit into the car if possible. hehehehehe Those was the days when we all were younger n very small in size........... :)

There is wedding at my blk. There are 2 "Pengantin" the twins. Both were girls. Their wedding is so grand. The decorations are very nice n grand. There were Djs, Cameramen, some dancers performing some dancing shows n etc. I guess this is their 1st wedding occasions for them n furthermore they are 2 of them "bersanding" so thats why they do grandly......

Today is Ct2 besday. Wish her early morning by SMS. Hopes she have a great day today. May all her wishes came true....InsyALLAH

Still feeling sleepy. Thought of continuing my sleep but decided not to....I woke up around 8am and went straight to the Kitchen to do the cooking for today. Cook Chicken Curry, Sambal Prawns & Vegetables. Fry a few pieces of Prata for breakfast. All this for Lunch later n Dinner.

Will be going to Tanjung Pagar CC later for the jewellery making. Hopes the class starts today...

Might be meeting dearie later on. He have not confirm if he can later. Will just wait n see later. Hopes he can met up with me later..... :)

Was surfing the net n came over a few good sites. Never knew that some of them exist in the internet. Information from the sites below was quite good.... :)

Nutrition.com.sg
Health Promotion Board
Healthy Lifestyle Committee
Asian Food Information Centre (AFIC)

Singapore Sports Council

Diets.com.sg

Reach office at 9am today. Everyone thought i did not come to work today. Some thought i was on MC. hehehehehe I was late till i forgot to bring my own transit link card. Luckily there is someone who can give me some coins. And luckily i have small change in my purse.

Sleep quite late yesterday. I think around 12am. Was talking to Azli about his work n other stuffs. Dearie talk to me quite early n he went off to sleep first as he is so tired.

A lot of invoices problem for the last few days this week. All these have to be settle at least by this month. For this whole week, i did not stay up late as i decided to go home on time. Brother Jaya is working on night shift so i have to be home early to look after Andini & Farij at home.

My parents will be going to "Padang" today till Sunday. So it is free few days without them. ;-) They thought of going to Malaysia only but then they plan out last minute & when to Indonesia instead.

They shall took this morning flight. I think only Bro Jaya is sending them to the airport. Hope they have a nice holiday there.......