It been sometime i blog in here.....Been super busy with exams this week. Alhamdulilah manage to take all of them. But i am only confident for 2 of them only. As the other 2, i did not study well for it. Haiz.....Just hope something miracle happens....InsyALLAH....


This week is fun week. No work to think about. Dont have to rush for work. Got the remaining of the days free with eating and shopping. hehehehehe After exams, me n CT went for meals then shopping at a few different places. Of course, my colleagues been calling me after 2nd day without me. They start to ask and good thing the calls are not a lot....At times i just ignore the calls as i am busy with my free time...But too bad, will start work back next week. Sure many things to follow up.


Alhamdulilah i get $600 from the progress package. :) :) :) InsyALLAH shall save all them... :) Or maybe used it for any new course that i am interested...

Been feeling sleepy lately. I dont feel tired or restless but just sleepy. Been trying to get some early good sleep but i simply can't have that!!! By the time i reached home, feeling fresh. Furthermore been revising for my exams next week. Yeah next week and i am still not 100% prepared. Haiz...I will be away from work for the next whole week. Kind off looking forward for that. Dont have to think about work. After exams will be free to do anything i want!!!


Work is quite ok but still a bit rushing these few days. Haiz...Hope the long break next week will be a good one for me...InsyALLAH....


I missed my weekends class last week. Suddenly feeling not well and having headache. So i missed both classed. may missed the class for Saturday again this week. It is mum's birthday and there will be a small celebration for her during lunch time. All was planned by my sister, Ana. Even present is brought by her. Been busy with my things and have no time to help out to plan.

Been feeling tired and sleepy lately. Nearly everyday, i will get some sleep while my journey to work and back home. It shows that i am really tired. It is worst as i can't sleep yesterday. Keep waking up a few times and difficult to get sleep after that. Suddenly i know it is time to wake up. Haiz...


Work is quite ok these few days. But still there are a few things need to be done. Like calling customer to ask why there is a delay in payment. Then have to check and make sure that my colleague pays on time and etc. Haiz....All these are not my jobscope but no choice have to do it. But of course i have to make sure that i do my main job first before all the other things.

So tired today...Luckily not much work today. Manage to clear a few pending work on my side. :)


Bro Jaya is officially no longer engaged. She officially break the engagement on Saturday. She came over with her family and break the engagement herself. We all like her and looking forward for her to be part of the family. Well too bad things not working out well. Just hope she will have better future ahead of her. So now he is single again.


Went to my best guy friend engagement on Sunday. :) ALhamdulilah he is is engaged to her after 3 years of dating. InsyALLAH they will get married in 1 1/2 or 2 years time. Feel happy for him. :) We have know each other since Primary School even went to the same secondary school. We were only get close after we finish our school. Maybe another guy (Whom we close to) will get engaged soon too. InsyALLAH :) Did not take any pictures as i am too lazy to bring the camera. Maybe when he is married, i will take lots of his pictures. hehehehe InsyALLAH

Arghhh been very frustrated lately. Anger with parents lately but i am more angry with someone whom i trust as a friend. Stupid me for believing that stupid friend. This is what i get after trusting so much on someone. Haiz...


Don't know what more shall i do as i have done watever i can. Never been in these situation before. Haiz...Feels so tense!!! So pressure!!! All i can do is just do whatever i can for now.........

Haiz feel so hurt. Couldn't believe that my parents are treating me & my sister Ana unfairly. They been nagging that we been coming home late due to work which is 80% correct that we stay back to do work. They should be understand that. But our younger brother been out most of the time and they dont simply care at times. Today i get to know that he been playing soccer at night!!! And it is worst that he mention that he been doing that weekly. What??? Not even my brother Jaya knew about it. My parents did not scold or say no at all. What the heck is this? My parents been very strict with us for so long. Even last time all my 3 brothers are not allow to play soccer at night and this boy are allow to now? Isn't it unfair??? My parents also been comparing me & Ana with other ppl. And what is this??? We have not given them problems in school last time. From Kindergarten to ITE. And this stupid boy been giving problem like, missing from class, come late to class and etc. Haiz...

I cant sleep as i was thinking about a few things. Haiz....


Took half day today after a few months without any mc or leave. hehehehe Feels so excited this morning as i was looking forward to the half day leave. Managed to get Ct1 to accompany me today. Thanks gal :) It was fun today. Girls outing. Went to Lucky Plaza for Lunch. Then went to Masjid Alfalah to do our prayers before went to Plaza Singapura. Went to Spotlight to buy a few metres of the cloth for my sewing class tomorrow. InsyALLAH will be learning to cut and sew soon. Went to Clake Quay to buy beads. Then head to BMC Jurong East to take our entry proof for the exams. Had early dinner at Long John Silver before going home.


InsyALLAH the exams will be from 27 to 31 March 2006. And it means i will take straight 5 days leave. This is what i am looking forward to....hehehehehe No work for 5 full days. It been a while i take long leave. :) :) :) If u ask me about how my study is, i have not really 100% prepare. Haiz...Will try to discipline myself as i feels tired easily lately. Maybe too many work to do. Maybe i should start revising during my lunch time as i will be fasting again next week... InsyALLAH will keep reminding myself to focus...


I was gone for only half a day and a lot of things happen today. Poor eric as he was so tight up with his own work and he have to cover me. Haiz...This is one of the reasons why me or eric difficult to take leave at times. We are tight with work and no one can help to cover us when we are away. Another member of the dept, Jo, is not helping much. All i knew that she complains a lot. Really a lot. Haiz... been teaching her a few things but she still not sure at times. Haiz... So it is not my fault if no one dont know to do my work. I have teach them but they dont take the learning as serious matter. All i can say, let it be then. If any problme, dont blame me later on...We will see when i take 5 full days leave at the end of the month. ;) Sorry Eric, dont mean to sabotage you or what but i need to take the leave for my exams and furthermore i do need a break too. You will have your turn soon in June right? When the soccer seasons starts hehehehe Hope it will be approved by ahem...hahahaha only ppl working with me knows who is tat person.... ;)


Ok2 i better get some rest now or i will not be able to wake up early tomorrow. Need to do housecleaning before i leave home for my class. Better do things early and can get some rest before class at 2.30pm tomorrow. If not i will be too tired and lazy to go again....