Feeling sleepy today. Went out with Ana & Andini yesterday night. We suppose to had dessert at Swenson only then Ana & Andini had to rush for tuition. In the end we had dinner and dessert there. Ana & Andini had to cancel their tuition as the serving was quite late. We were piss off with the service we get from Tampines Swenson. There were a lot of staff around but the serving was quite late for the dessert. We had to wait more than 15 mins for that. It was so frustrated. When we asked for the 2nd time, then they rushing for us. If not, they just do it slowly...I just hope i will not go there again. Quite bad service....


Went for a short window shopping at the Mall. Took taxi home and by then it is 10pm already. Watched CSI before wash up and sleep. Still feeling sleepy now. I was dragging myself to wake up today. How i wish i could sleep longer......


Will be meeting a new guy friend who wants to promote his e-commerce business. Not really interested but he wants to present to me at least. Well, i am giving him the chance so that he will not keep bugging me again n again. Will just see how it works....

Ever since i had an argument with my parents, i been having less conversation with them. I only talked to them if there is a need. They been saying a lot of nasty things to me that hurts me a lot. They even lied a lot of things that makes me so frustrated. I just wish i do not live in that house again. Haiz....


Feels so lonely n sad lately. A lot of things happen. I feel so stupid too as i feel that someone is using me. Haiz.....Maybe i am too soft and give in easily and thats y all these things are happening...Haiz....


Work as usual busy. A few things happens. At least my manager helps a lot. I am already overloaded so with his help at times do make a difference. At times i just wish i do not have to work but if i don't who going to give me money to spent. Well i just have to be patient as all these are part of daily life. Hope things will be getting better in future...InsyALLAH....

I am so sleepy....But i have a box of Ferrero Rocher with me. Seeing the chocolate making awake. hehehehehehehe Yeah i got it from a new supplier who was so happy that i was giving him a chance to quote. :) :) :) That's a gd thing when you get to know more ppl especially the supplier. You can bargain with them to give good pricing. They even willing to help you if you really needs certain things urgently. ;)


Suppose going to Mak rah's place yesterday night but couldn't make it as i were too busy yesterday and went home quite late. My colleague, Eric were on MC so it was quite busy yesterday. If not he will be helping a few things for me. Alhamdulilah i manage to clear most of them yesterday night. Today will be another busy day as usual.

I am so tired today. Been feeling down lately too. Most time i keep myself packed with work in order to forget a lot of things. I been crying late at night too. Feeling too sad, frustrated, dissapointed n etc....


I have to be strong to forget all my past. Especially my bad past. A few ppl tend to bring back my past. Pointing at my mistakes again n again. Yeah i know i make mistakes and who doesn't right. Blamed me again n again. Makes me no confident to face my reality n life. Yeah it shows that mistakes can never be forget although they claimed that they have forgive me. Haiz...Maybe it is a testing from ALLAH.....Just hope i am strong to face it all my life although i feel so down....InsyALLAH i face it and hopes i dont do or say anything stupid. Sometimes i wish i am somewhere where no one knew me. I wish i could be a place where i can start my life fresh....Haiz.....


Went to JB today for Nazrul's wedding. His brother also getting married today. It was raining all the way. The 1st couple came in time but the 2nd couple were late due to raining. Feels a bit sad seeing Nazrul. Yeah i have feelings towards him before. We did not proceed to continue it due to family problems. Feeling of liking him had been with me since i in primary 4 which is 10 yrs old. From a crush to likes.....Yeah have to forget that. Trying my best now....Just pray that his life is better in future....InsyALLAH....


Just hope things are getting better day by day....InsyALLAH.....

I am very very tired today. Went for class yesterday night for revision. It was located at near the Bugis MRT. The school located near the church. The place is better from the previous school. The teacher even better. I received a lot notes from this teacher. Hopefully i will passed this time around...InsyALLAH....


Will be going to the revision class again tonight. Just hope to get more notes from him.


Work is quite ok lately. Not too busy. I manage to get some free time lately. Better than previously where i was so busy that i have no free time at all. Most time work work n work. There still things need to clear soon. Just hope to clear most of them soon. InsyALLAH.....

Had so much fun yesterday. Finally we had the Anniversary activities which we had yearly.


Went to Bukit Batok for Laser quest. Similiar game like the paintball but this game is just shooting at each other in a team and it is using the laser. I had so much fun that i am the top ladies who score a lot. :) I had 3 games all together while others play only twice. :) :) :) Overall i am the fourth of the top scorer. But my team lose. We were in third place. After that We went over to Furama Riverfront for Dinner at Kintamani Restaurant. The food there is 50 - 50 ok only. Then we had Lucky draw. My collegue is so lucky that her name was called out twice. But she request the 2nd round to re-draw again to give to other ppl. The dinner ends around 8 plus. my collegue send us to nearest MRT station which is the Outram MRT. Took MRT home. By time reached home, i nearly had my asthma due too tired running around. Even now i am still feeling tired. Just finish upload the pictures. Might be resting all the way for today n tomorrow.

Laser Quest Pictures

I been getting lazier n lazier to update. At times i wanna to write all of what happen but it it too personal so i forget about it. At times i do not have any time at all. Me thought of writing yesterday but too busy with work as usual...Haiz...


A lot of important task were given. More customers are with us now. Too many to handle. Most of the time, my phone rings non-stop. If that day a lot of phonecalls, all my pending work can't finish. I must attend to the phonecalls first before anything else. Been telling my Supervisor that i can't cope at times and he been trying to get another person to help but Big Boss dont think that we need help at the moment. Haiz...All i do is just patient. Sesungguhnya ALLAH sedang menguji....Sabar aje ler....InsyALLAH things will get better in future....


Things between him n me not going well. Haiz....I know this things will happens one day and it happens. Maybe it is me. When thinking about it, i become to hate myself more...There still room to amend things out but i dont feel confident at times...Just hope things getting better...InsyALLAH....

Had a good time with my 2 galfriends yesterday night. I treat both of them at Arnold at City Plaza. It been a while since i last when there. After that we walked around the Tanjong Katong Complex for window shopping before going home. Supinah will be due by end of next month. Can't wait for the little gal to be birth...


Work as usual busy. A lot of data have to clear ASAP. InsyALLAH will clear most of them by next week. Suppose to have company Anniversary events on Friday but have to delay it again. We hope to have the event by next week, 12 August 2005.


Been feeling so lonely lately....Haiz....

The whole day of yesterday was doing filling and cleaning my messing table. Yesh my table have been so messy with papers. It means that a lot of things that need to clear. Alhamdulilah it looks better now but still there are a few remaining that need to clear ASAP. Will be busy again this week as a few things need to settle ASAP.


Things have happen as i predicted. Haiz.....All i can do now is just lead live as usual. Anything happens has it own reasons.


I still feeling down lately. Haiz....Good thing there are a lot of work to do n think. All i am thinking for now is my work than other things. Yeah i seem workaholic but it is better than other things for now.