Sunday, August 31, 2003

Had a good day today. Went out with Andini & Maimunah to the Bedok Library n window shopping around Bedok Central. I borrowed 2 books today. Did not buy anything as i am on budget now.
Will watch a movie tomorrow with my siblings again. My parents got 4 free movie tickets and we all decided to watch tomorrow. Still have not decided what movie to watch but i am aiming S.W.A.T and hopefully they will picked that too.
2019 people have been visiting my blog so far. That is quite fast. hmmm

Saturday, August 30, 2003

Just finish helping my mum cooking. But Still have not finish yet. Today we all are having "ROJAK". Yes we having it. Miss it. It been ages that she cooked that and today we having it. She is still frying the "Paru" before we can sit and eat it. I starting hungry already can't really wait.
I read Moshee blog after getting the sms Herda this morning. So here i am typing after reading his blog. Yes Moshee i miss u too and the others too. I am looking forward to Sunday, 7 Sept where we all will be enjoying our day together.
ok now got to go. will eating my "ROJAK" nowwwwwwwwwwww

Friday, August 29, 2003

Thought of sleeping early tonight but i can't resist to log in into the internet. To see my blog n of course chat with the 2 girls. (Padahal pagi tadi dah chat eh) hehehehehehe
I also thought of not typing anything in here but i can't resist it. I realise i did not write anything this morning. So here i am typing something up here.
Today is such a long day. Have 2 auctions. All lasted very long. The last auctions end nearly at 7pm which is after office hours. Then sit down at 1 of the shop nearby the office to chat with my ex-colleague for a while. Sitting there with Ct, and another 2 of other colleagues for a small chat before heading home. Nice to met up with him again. He used to help me alot when he still working in the office.
My supervisor is annoucing to us that he will be a father soon. I am happy for him. He get married late u see and now he is really2 excited. He is now 40+ and his wife is 30+. All i can say to him is congrats n hopes his wife is well all the way.
Got this MakanTiga from MakanKakis.......

1. What is your favourite ice cream flavour?
Of course Chocolate

2. What is your favourite brand of ice cream?
Cornetto & Walls

3. What do u like to eat your ice cream with? (e.g. bread, chocolates, syrup, nuts, granola)
I like to eat the ice-cream in a cup and puts a lot of chocolate Hershey Syrup.
Pada hari Jum'at tanggal 29 Agustus 2003 kita memasuki bulan Rajab. Bulan Rajab adalah bulannya Allah. Mari kita simak ada apa di balik bulan Rajab itu. Diriwayatkan bahwa Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda, "Ketahuilah bahwa bulan Rajab itu adalah bulan ALLAH, maka:

* Barang siapa yang berpuasa satu hari dalam bulan ini dengan ikhlas, maka pasti ia mendapat keridhaan yang besar dari ALLAH SWT;

* Dan barang siapa berpuasa pada tgl 27 Rajab 1424/Isra Mi'raj (Rabu, 24 September 2003) akan mendapat pahala seperti 5 tahun berpuasa;

* Barang siapa yang berpuasa dua hari di bulan Rajab akan mendapat kemuliaan di sisi ALLAH SWT;

* Barang siapa yang berpuasa tiga hari yaitu pada tgl 1, 2, dan 3 Rajab, ( 29,30,31 Agustus 2003) maka ALLAH akan memberikan pahala seperti 900 tahun berpuasa dan menyelamatkannya dari bahaya dunia, dan siksa akhirat;

* Barang siapa berpuasa lima hari dalam bulan ini, insyaallah permintaannya akan dikabulkan;

* Barang siapa berpuasa tujuh hari dalam bulan ini, maka ditutupkan tujuh pintu neraka Jahanam dan barang siapa berpuasa delapan hari maka akan dibukakan delapan pintu syurga;

* Barang siapa berpuasa lima belas hari dalam bulan ini, maka ALLAH akan mengampuni dosa-dosanya yang telah lalu dan menggantikan kesemua kejahatannya dengan kebaikan, dan barang siapa yang menambah (hari-hari puasa) maka ALLAH akan menambahkan pahalanya." Sabda Rasulullah SAW lagi : "Pada malam Mi'raj, saya melihat sebuah sungai yang airnya lebih manis dari madu, lebih sejuk dari air batu dan lebih harum dari minyak wangi,lalu saya bertanya pada Jibril a.s.: "Wahai Jibril untuk siapakan sungai ini ?" Maka berkata Jibrilb a.s.: "Ya Muhammad sungai ini adalah untuk orang yang membaca salawat untuk engkau dibulan Rajab ini".

Dalam sebuah riwayat Tsauban bercerita : "Ketika kami berjalan bersama-sama Rasulullah SAW sebuah kubur, lalu Rasulullah berhenti dan beliau menangis dengan amat sedih,kemudian beliau berdoa kepada ALLAH SWT. Lalu saya bertanya kepada beliau: "Ya Rasulullah mengapakah engkau menangis?" Lalu beliau bersabda : "Wahai Tsauban, mereka itu sedang disiksa dalam kubur nya, dan saya berdoa kepada ALLAH, lalu ALLAH meringankan siksa ke atas mereka".

Sabda beliau lagi: "Wahai Tsauban, kalaulah sekiranya mereka ini mau berpuasa satu hari dan beribadah satu malam saja di bulan Rajab niscaya mereka tidak akan disiksa di dalam kubur." Tsauban bertanya: "Ya Rasulullah,apakah hanya berpuasa satu hari dan beribadah satu malam dalam bulan Rajab sudah dapat mengelakkan dari siksa kubur?" Sabda beliau: "Wahai Tsauban, demi ALLAH Zat yang telah mengutus saya sebagai nabi, tiada seorang muslim lelaki dan perempuan yang berpuasa satu hari dan mengerjakan sholat malam sekali dalam bulan Rajab dengan niat karena ALLAH, kecuali ALLAH mencatatkan baginya seperti berpuasa satu tahun dan mengerjakan sholat malam satu tahun."

Sabda beliau lagi: "Sesungguhnya Rajab adalah bulan ALLAH, Sya'ban adalah bulan aku dan bulan Ramadhan adalah bulan umatku". "Semua manusia akan berada dalam keadaan lapar pada hari kiamat, kecuali para nabi,keluarga nabi dan orang-orang yang berpuasa pada bulan Rajab, Sya'ban dan bulan Ramadhan. Maka sesungguhnya mereka kenyang, serta tidak akan merasa lapar dan haus bagi mereka."

PS: Sorry for those who do not understand malay. Got this Via Email from my Friend and decided to put it up.

Thursday, August 28, 2003

Went to Amoy Street today with Ct for Lunch. She has been craving "Mee Hongkong" for the fast few days. It been a while since i last eat at Amoy Street. And we find out that International Plaza that we eat with the others was nearby. We should have walked back to our office instead wasting our money on the MRT that day. hehehehehehe Well, at least now we know. ;)
Feeling so tired............Thought of sleep early yesterday but i can't. I don't what is really happening to me lately. Now i am feeling tired so tired that i think i need a good rest. Good sleep will be much better.
Will have class tonight. Thought of not going but then i can't as i have skip the class last week. Well as usual will be back early then.

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

Results of Your Jealousy Test

Your score = 43 / 100

What does your score mean?

Most people experience a certain amount of fear that their loved one could leave them for someone else. After all, these things happen, and when they do, it is usually very painful. You fit right into this usual range - certain situations may spark feelings of jealousy, but generally you are not preoccupied with the fear of losing your partner. If you were honest with yourself while taking the test, this means that you are secure, strong, independent and rational enough to recognize the possibility of losing your partner to someone else, but not be consumed by it. That does not mean that you do not care; you would certainly be as sad or crushed as anybody else. However, you know that if it ever happens, you will survive with your self-esteem and dignity intact. You realize that even though you might love your partner very much, s/he is not the only fish in the sea, and that you would eventually find happiness with someone else. Such feelings give you a sense of security and the strength to trust, and allow you to be comfortable in the relationship. That, in turn, boosts the chances of a lasting and fulfilling relationship.

Got this from my friend through email. Maybe you all might want to try it out.

Jealousy Test(for a 100% women)

Jealousy Test(for a 100% men)
Feeling so sleepy again. Still did not get enought sleep. Still thinking a few things in my head now. *haiz*
Yesterday class was gd. My work was marked by my teacher for the first time yesterday. Never hand up my work as usually i will be back early. Luckily no major mistakes just a few careless ones. Went back around 9pm yesterday.
My dad brought a Sharp Video Camera at last. I try them out and it was great. We took around the house to try out. Everyone takes turn to try using it.
Had to do Data-Entry today. The system will be down for at least 2 - 3 hours. Well, i hope i can finish up all this data-entry and filing by today.

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

*Burp* "Alhamdulilah" my stomach really full after eating herda's mama "Nasi Briyani" for Lunch. Had Lunch with Herda, Moshee, Nurynn, Romano, Azalia & Ct. It was so fun having Lunch with them this time around. We were sitting at a small park opposite the International Plaza @ Tanjung Pagar. Moshee even bring a mat or shall i say a single bedsheet. hahahahaha We were imagining that we sit opposite the seaside. hahahahahha i am still laughing while typing this. I have never done that during my Lunch time. hehehehehe All i can say i am enjoying myself for Lunch today. "Lain dari yg lain"
Start to have difficulties in sleeping again. It is happening again. I think i have too much thinking lately. Well, a lot of things need to be done n have to be done asap in order to achieve my aim. Will try not to think much and try to take things slowly at a time.........
Went to "Masjid Kassim" yesterday night. Feels gd after so long never been there. But pity the "ustaz" is not "ustaz Jalaluddin Hasan". He have something on and someone took over him yesterday. Well i feel happy seeing all the familiar faces and of course my dearest Aunty. Feels gd to be back to that "Masjid" after nearly 2 months i absent myself.
Manage myself to pay half of my bills and buy some toiletries this morning before heading to work. It is good to do some shopping early morning here at Raffles place. Not so many people rushing to buy things. :)

Monday, August 25, 2003

Herda help me change the new layout. Nice with the sunflower pics on top. hehehehe Well decided to go for green this time around although quite not like Green but decide to for it for a change of taste for me for now. hmmm
It was raining heavily here. This morning me & Ct thought of going to Amoy Street to try the "Mee Honkong" there but despite the raining we two decide to have our Lunch at China Square. As usual it is crowded and we was walking around and around and up and down till we decided to try the "Mee Soto" at the basement floor. Well, kind of the only malay stall there and the workers there speaks in English all the way. She manage to talk to be as a friendly way. I manage to know that she was around my age. Ct was quite piss off with her she was speaking in English all the way despite i talk to her in Malay.
Hmmm Got a little surprise from my sister, Maimunah. She bought me a pair of sport shoes yesterday. Thats so nice of her despite showing me all the bad side of her, she still cares for me. :) Feels very2 happy as this is the 1st item she buy for me using her salary. I know sometimes i her but that doesn't mean i really hate her. It only hurts me when she do that to me. I will just ignore her totally if her "odd" behaviour comes around.
Yesterday night i list out a few things that i need to achieve. Well kind of shock when i see the list. A lot to do till end of the year. I will start off today onwards. I don't think i will put all the list here. Once i have achieve it i will proudly say it in here.
Could not sleep yesterday night. End up laying down on the bed from 10.30pm till 12am. My mind keep on thinking of my list which i need to achieve it fast. hmmm

Sunday, August 24, 2003

Wake up at 10am today. Sleep late yesterday. Watch Extreme Makeover till 12am. The show was about people who wants to have a plastic surgery on their body.
I have done all my ironing today. At last i finish them up all. It been pending for 2 weeks now. Here we took turns among 5 of us to iron the clothes every week. The clothes include my own, my parents, Andini & Farij School uniforms. Just imagine the pending of uniron clothes of 2 weeks. It took me 3 hrs to finish up all of them.
Now here i am surfing the net to check my emails & Blog. Alos check if there anything to redeem for my singnet. Last month, i redeem $15 to pay off my bills. Now i have to collect more points to get more redeem. I think i will redeem money to pay off my bills. Although it is just a small amount but still it helps to pay a bit of my bills.
After this will, i think i will have a good bath before i sit in front of my laptop again to do my pending work. Try to finish them early so that i can do my homework there and print them up tomorrow at work.
Today i realise i have a lot of things that need to be achieve by the end of the year or before the end of the year. Will list them out later. Will set a target period to achieve them. hmmm

Saturday, August 23, 2003

Feeling so tired today. Just woke up around 9.30am. My dad insist me to open up yahoo messenger to check if his from from phuket reply his message that he send yesterday night. I think i will stay all the way at home resting n maybe do my ironing of my laundry that i do not do last week. I need a good rest in this 2 days.
Now i am chatting at MSN while doing my cooking. hahahahaha luckily my parents not at home or i get a scold for nothing.

Friday, August 22, 2003

Tiring day i must say. We had a lot of activities at the office. Had training followed by staff meeting with a small celebration small celebration of Belated June & July babies. It have been a while we do not celebrate that and it is nice to have it again now. I thought of sleeping early today but my parents insist me to teach them how to use the yahoo messenger. It took me 1 hour to teach them.
Still feeling hungry even after eating the "Karipap" as i did not had any Lunch for today. Now i need is a good sleep but then there is Hindi Movie showing now.
Got this MakanTiga from MakanKakis

1. What is your favourite food on the run?
- Anything simple such as bread, biscuit & etc

2. What would be the next time you wanna try on your list of foods?
- A lot of places that i wanna try out. Too many to mention

3. With whom do you like to eat with? Your family or close friends? State why
- Well, if i eat with my family members i will not be paying for the food that i eat. hahahahaha Of course i like to eat with my family and friends. Always having a great time with them.
My parents reach home nearly at 10pm yesterday. My 3rd brother, Jaya fetch with Andini by my dad's car. Well, there was a lot of food and new clothes of course. I get myself 2 new Blouse, 1 Pant, 1 "Sarong" Skirt & 1 "Tudung". That quite a lot. Everyone of us get a KeyChain too. hehehehehe There is also a lot of food too. Well, after talking all her excitement, we manage to sleep at 11.30pm. hehehehehe
My mum not working today so she have to cook. hahahahha Today she will be cooking all by herself. Wake up at 6.30am today.
Today will be a lot of activity right here in the Office. This is what going to happens. I guess they are targetting to have monthly activities.

11am to 1pm Effective Sales Communication & presentation skills. All Staff
Probing skills and objection handling

4pm to 4.30pm Staff meeting All Staff

5pm to 6pm MTV Dance(Planet Fitness) All Staff

Will have great today. :)

Thursday, August 21, 2003

I am totally frustated with my sister, Maimunah. I called up home around 5 checking on my siblings who happens to be at home. Not knowing that she will be taking half day today for graduation. I was talking to Andini as Andini was the one who pick up the phone. Knowing her at home, i asked Andini to pass the phone to her. She was shouting to Andini saying that she do not want to speak to me. I was shock as i wants her to help me out. When i reach home, she did not even talk to me and i also try not to talk to her. Feeling frustrated i quickly do my cooking n clean the kitchen all by myself. I am not complaining if they do not help me but it just that they are not showing any respect to me. *Haiz*
Now no mood to eat. I was actually looking forward to eat the food that i cooked now but then no mood. :(
My Parents will be back tonight. Yes tonight. I will not be attending my class tonight. Will have to rush back home to do any last minute housework. Andini wants to prepare some nice dinner for them later on. So i will be cooking Fried Mee & Grill Chicken. Talked about food now makes me hungry already. Can't wait to go home n hurry to do my cooking so that i can eat later on. hehehehehhe
Internet here at the work place has been unstable for the past hours. It is only for the Ariba system that we are using in here. Damn all my work is pending all because of this. All i can do now is Data Entry only.
Herda came out with the idea of making a food blog. We will write all about food in there. So anyone have a gd place to eat for us, please do tag us there. MAKANKAKIS
Thanks GaGakz for the icons. It was nice. Really really nice.
Got this from Herda and decide to try out and here is the result........

Suhaili Sulaiman is a tough cookie. You can't pull the wool over Suhaili's eyes and you had better not try! Suhaili was born under the sign of the crab and she can deliver a very nasty nip! Cancerians may not be the fiercest creatures in the zodiac but they are blessed with a brilliant set of self-defence mechanisms. They have impenetrable armour and sharp, scary claws. Suhaili's shell is especially strong. She won't let anyone come anywhere near to her heart unless she knows for sure that they mean no harm. Her impeccable instincts inform her of this and alert her to act accordingly. This is why the world around Suhaili is divided into two sorts of people - those who don't know quite what to make of her and those who have been fortunate enough to meet the real Suhaili Sulaiman.

The real Suhaili Sulaiman is soft, kind, caring, loving and giving. So soft, so kind, so special as to deserve a sainthood. All praise to 'Saint Suhaili the Caring.' 'Saint Suhaili the Caring.' It has a ring to it does it not? It is fair comment, is it not? Indeed it is, as all who know the true nature of Suhaili will willingly and eagerly confirm. There's only one problem with being a saint. It is what it does to your ego. Suhaili Sulaiman is a true saint and true saints are not just naturally loving and compassionate, they are also naturally humble. But true saints have a tendency to turn into martyrs. Sometimes, just sometimes, Suhaili can be a little too good for her own good.

hmmm can't comment on this about me. hehehehehe Wanna try??? Click HERE

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

Thought of sleeping early but then decided not to. I just couldn't stop the temptation to be online. But most of them are not online..... :(
But I am happy that there is at least 1 people chatting with me. Saleem, my ex-bf, sounds so nice & extra cheerful today. Thanks for accompany me here at MSN Chatting. Appreciate it. :)
*Yawns* Feeling so sleepyyyyyy again. Helps my brother scan the PC again as he find out that the virus is in our PC. I was watching the news yesterday night when he decide to scan the PC using anti-virus. Thats is where we found out that the virus is in there. Quickly i offer to help him to scan so that at the same time i can chat with a few peoples online. hehehehehe It was fun to chat with them yesterday as there were 7 people in the conference chat.
I am feeling so hungry now. Did not eat any dinner yesterday night as i am feeling so tired and no mood to eat any.
Yesterday class was so boring that i went out of the class at 8.30pm as usual.

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

Got wake up at 6pm sharp today. Feels better and relieve that i have achieve my goal for today. hehehehehe There will be class tonight and i am relieved that i have cook Lunch Cum Dinner for my siblings. At least i know there will be food for them later on. I will have no worries. I think i will go back during the class break today. Maiminah is going to be late again tonight as she will have to attend the soccer match. (She works as Accounts Asst @ FAS) My brothers will be late as usual. Nothing new. Left Andini & Farij will be at home.

Monday, August 18, 2003

I am feeling sleepy actually but decde to wait for a while for somone to come online. He needs to talk to me urgently. I hope nothing important or wat so ever. At the same time waiting for my ex to be online. Need to tell him something too. Hope he will be online later on. hhehehehehe 2 in 1 waits.
Everyone is a sleep now except my sis Maimunah is having fight with her bf over the phone. Irritating to hear that at the middle of the night. My 2 brothers still not back yet. That is normal for them not to be back early. *haiz*
Andini is marvelous today. She did nearly all the housework. The house so clean when i came back. She even help me do some cooking. I asked her to cook the rice, "Sambal Udang" & Vegetables. Luckily she manage to do all that. I was quite late today. I thought i will go out at 6pm sharp but due to auction i have to stay in till 7pm. I rushed myself back home as Adini is home alone earlier. I reach home near;y 8pm. I cooked "Lauk Kicap masak Daging" and had my bath before had Dinner with her. THANKS Andini for your help!!! And now here i am in front of the PC chatting and hop blogging. :)
*Yawns* Still feeling sleepy. Sleep around 12am i guess. And because of that i woke up at 6.40am and everyone in the house too. We were rushing to have our turns to bath. And i did not have the time to cook for Lunch later. Andini & Farij will have to cook Maggie Mee or buy some food outside for their Lunch. I will have to be back early today to rush home to cook for Dinner later on. I can't stay in later on. Usually i will go out of the office at 6.30 or 6.45 the latest as i need to finish up last minute work.
Yesterday my second brother, Zaidi, "belanja" all of us except Farij. Farij has soccer before we went out and he did not want to met us there as he had test today. Luckliy he had a van to bring us all. If not i dont think so i will be coming along. We went to see his new house at Jurong West. It was so small and i think i prefer my house better. Well, it is enough for him n his future wife then. We head to Jurong Point to have our Dinner there at Banquet. Most of us ordered Hotplate Hor Fun. Later on we watch a movie of DADDY DAYCARE. It was hilarious movie i must say. And it is good be out with your siblings once in a while.
Now i am feeling so hungry as i did not eat any rice yesterday the whole day.

Sunday, August 17, 2003

Sleep at 3am this morning. No choice as i am doing some scanning online on my PC. Someone willing to help me out about the MIRC issue with me too. Glad it is okies now. (Tak sia-sia tido late)
Really really tired. But manage to wake up at 9am. Due to still sleepy i continue my sleep to 10.30am. Andini still sleeping untill i wake her up at 11am. (Tak bagus anak dara bangun lambat-lambat) hehehehehe She claim that she still tired. So today i cant bring her out, let her stay at home and rest as she will be schooling tomorrow. I am still feeling tired today. Thought of continu my sleepy earlier but i need to do something first.

!) have to cook Lunch & do the housework
2)have to do my work that need to submit tomorrow. (I bring back my laptop and need to do it later)
3)maybe later or at night will be doing my ironing of the Laundry. (this week is my turn to do it

Decide to cook western style today. Fry fish fillet, Fries, Hotdog & Chicken Drumlets. Will having all this for Lunch. hmmm

Saturday, August 16, 2003

Still smiling while i am typing this. hehehehehehe I am having fun while my parents is not at home.
Went out with Herda, Andini, Moshee, Hazel, Nurynn & Azalia today.
Sleep at 2am this morning. I was chatting with Nurynn and my Ex at MSN. I was also doing some scanning on my PC.
Wake up at 7pm for a while to wake Andini for her 2.4km Physical Fitness at Bedok Reservoir. Continue my sleep till 9.30am before i am fully awake to do my daily routine. Quickly wake up do my housework n cooks Lunch Cum Dinner for the others. Luckily Maimunah is in a good mood to help around. I cook Black Pepper Meat & some Vegetable. I make some "Kuih Bakar" and decide to bring some for herda's mama but then the "Kuih" have not cooked. So i lleave it behind for my other sbilings to eat.
Met the others at Ct Hall MRT at 12pm. (Suppose to met up at Yishun MRT at 12pm. But someone late again. hehehehe) Sorry Herda for being late and u should know who is late today. hahahahahaha Went to buy some food at the Northpoint and then straight to Herda's Mama house. Nice to met herda's parents & Elny. Well, the Briyani is soooooooooo delicious that i have a 2 rounds. I guess nearly everyone haves 2 round. Watch Anger Management after the lunch. Sitting around lazily till we all decide to go to CWP to go for window shopping.
Reach the CWP around 4 plus. Walked around till they decide to catch a movie. And we watch League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. It was a great movie. REALLY GOOD!!! Make a surprise visit to Afyzah who was working at CWP Delifrance. Nice to met her again after so long. Then we had a simple dinner at Long John Silver before headed home. Take bus 168 from Woodlands to bedok. Andini was so tired that she sleep for a while in the bus. She is happy today. She claims to have fun today. :) Good to hear that she is enjoying herself. Thats the best i can make her happy. Furthermore she can mix around with ppl easily and i don't have to worry if i have to bring her wherever i go.
Will continue chatting with Nurynn tonight. hehehehe Lets see till what time today i will "tahan" my eyes.

Friday, August 15, 2003

Half an hour more to go. Feeling restless now. Can't wait for the clock to strike at 6pm soon. Some of the work has been half done. Will follow up on Monday. But need to do some pending work at home as the work has to be submit on Monday.
Yesterday was great!!!! There were 16 of us. Never expect there will be a lot of people comes yesterday. It was great to met everyone. Sorry if i did not talk to any of u guys but it was a pleasure to met new people. :)
We had our dinner at Pizza Hut instead at Magic Wok. Due to many people we have to change our venue at last minute. I hope everyone had fun yesterday. We ate, laughed and smile a lot. I had a great day yesterday n hope u all also did. Hope to met u guys often!!!
My parents went Phuket today. They will be there for 1 week. Will enjoying the days without them at home. hahahahaha Have make a few plans for the weekends. :)

Thursday, August 14, 2003

Happy Birthday to you
happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Ct
Happy Birthday To you

Went out a bit early today. Met Ct at MRT Bedok and heads to Outram Park to have our "prata". Ct was looking forward to have "Prata Cheese" but she was dissapointed to know it was no more. Today the cheese was finished and they don't serve the "Prata Cheese". She ate 1 "Prata Kosong" & "Prata Telor". While for me i have only 1 "Prata Telor". Kind of shock for myself to have only 1. Usually i will have 2 or 3 pieces. I don't feel like eating much this morning as my stomach feeling not so good today. Have a lot of work to be done now.
Will met a few Bloggers tonight. Can't really wait till 6pm. :)

Wednesday, August 13, 2003

Feeling so fresh now after having a gd long bath earlier. hehehehehe Checking on something on the net now before cracking my head for tomorrow. Have to ready my clothes by tonight as i will be rushing tomorrow morning. Will met Ct at Bedok MRT at 7.30am. Yes early morning as we are heading to Outram Park to have our Breakfast there. :) She likes the "Prata" there and as a small celebration on her Birthday tomorrow, i decided to bring her day for early celebration with me. :)
Will be meeting a few bloggers tomorrow for dinner. There will be quite a number of ppl coming tomorrow. hmmm
Feeling tired today. Stay till 10pm yesterday at class. Luckily it was an IT lesson if not i will be sleeping in there.
Ct is back to work today. Brief her what is happening during her MC. Update her up coming event. Showed her what has been done while she on MC.
My mum cook Nasi Ayam. Packed some for Lunch today. Will be eating with Ct later on.

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

A long long day today. hmmm Few things happens lately and today. I guess all i can do now is accept all these calmly.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Damn it. I hate it really hate this to happens.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Monday, August 11, 2003

Waking up feeling tired today. Realised that my face now full of pimples. Due to my stress i am facing now, all this pimples came out. Now more stress after seeing all this pimples popping up. *Haiz*
Someone asked me AGAIN, why am i still single. Why AGAIN this questions? Can't they just ignore it? Why must they bother all about this? It is quite annoying questions i tell you. I am getting boring n frustrated hearing this over and over again. It is no harm of me being single now. I like to be single at the moment now. I get all the freedom i want & go wherever i want now. Yeah i do feel lonely at times but still i really don't care all about it. I am used to be lonely all this while so what's the big deal that i am still single now. I am happy for what i am now. I think i am better when i am being single now. It makes me becoming a better person now (I guess). So people just face the fact that i am still single and i am happy with it. Please no more asking thos type of questions i hope..............,

Sunday, August 10, 2003

I realised that the NDP parade every year is the same. Couldn't they do something different. hmmmm
Follow my mum to the market at Geylang today. I get myself a "Baju Kurung" for the Hari Raya. Then accompany her to buy some stuff at the market itself. Buy a lot for the next 1 week. My parents will be going to Phuket this coming Friday. So i will be in-charge of the housework as usual.

Saturday, August 09, 2003

Met herda & Moshee again at Dinner. Accompany with Herda's Hubby, Kamal & Moshee's Fiancee, Hazel, we all for Dinner at ZamZam. Had our usual "Murtabak Daging" there. After the dinner, we all went for window shopping at Bugis. Had a great day with you guys. :)
Today i thought of going out with my friend Ct but she have to cancel at the last minute. Thought of going out with my sister but find it too lazy to do that. So just stay at home watching TV.

Friday, August 08, 2003

Met Herda, Moshee & Hazel for Lunch at Raffles Banquet. It was planned yesterday but only got all confirmation today. Azalia pop up to take some pictures. Nice seeing u again there gal. :)
Will be meeting them again later after work for Dinner. (MAKAN LAGI) hahahahaha Will be going to ZamZam again i think.
Feeling so sleepy today. I did sleep early yesterday but still not enough. I want more sleep. *Yawn*
Today will be another busy day. Will have to do more things today. Will have to print invoices, photocopy and re-arranged them back if possible. By the time CT comes back next Tuesday, She will have to do a lot of data entry and balance work that i could not finished.
It has been 2 years i been working here at TradeOneAsia. I still remember my first day working here as Telemarketing. I was quite annoyed at first. It was eve of National Day and I have to work full day. I was hoping it was half day that time but turn out not. I enjoyed working here although the pay is not good. It is the people and the environment that makes me stay. Will see how long more i will be working here. hmmmmm

Thursday, August 07, 2003

I get this email from my cousin, Atie. I am really really touched by the story. Read it out

That night, Sue had a quarrel with her mum and without bring anything with her, she ran out of the house.

While she's walking on the street, she discovered that she doesn't have any money on her, not even a cent to make a phone call. As she was walking along the street, she spot a noodle stall, it smell so nice, how she long for a bowl. But, she has no money.

After awhile, the boss seeing Sue standing in front of his stall for quite a long time, asked: 'Hey Miss, do you want a bowl of noodle?'
'But...but...I didn't bring any money with me...' she answered shyly. 'It's alright, I'll give you a treat.' The boss said, 'Come have eat, I'll cook you a bowl of noodle.'

Not long after, the owner served Sue with a bowl of noodle and a plate of vegetables.Sue ate a few mouthfuls and she starts to tear.

'What happen, Miss?'the owner asked. 'Nothing, I'm just touched!' Sue said while drying her tears. 'Even a stranger I met on the street would offer to cook a bowl of noodle and treat! But...my own mother, after a quarrel chase me out of the house and asking me not to go back again. You as a complete stranger could show me care and concern while my own mother...she's so cruel.'She said to the owner.

The boss after hearing what Sue had said, replied with a sigh: " Miss, how can you think that way? Ponder over this, I just cook a bowl of noodle for you and you are so touch. Your mother had been cooking noodles and rice for you since you are young till now, why aren't you grateful to her? And you even quarrel with her?'

Sue was stunned upon hearing that. 'Why didn't I think of that? A bowl of noodle from a stranger and I'm so grateful but yet my own mother had been cooking for me for so many years and I'm not even show the least concern about her.'..... And because of a trivial matter, I quarreled with her.

She finishes her noodle swiftly and braces herself up and march towards the direction of home. As she's walking home, she thought to herself how she wants to tell her mum right now...'Mum, I'm sorry, I know I'm at fault, please forgive me.'

Once she reach the doorstep, she saw her tired and anxious mother, searching everywhere for...her; when she spot Sue, the first sentence which came out of her mouth is: 'Sue, come into the house quickly, I've the dinner ready and it'll be cold if you are not eating it now.'

Right at that moment, Sue was unable to hold her tears anymore and she started weeping in front of her mum.

At times, we may be very grateful to others people around us for little gesture they showed us, but to our close ones, especially our parents, it's a lifetime of gratefulness we have to remember.

Absolutely Right.We should never forget what our parent had done for us but often we treat that as a natural process for them to sacrifice for us.

However, parent's love and care are the most valuable gift given to us since we were born. They don't expect any repayment from us for raising us but think about it...

Did we treasure this unconditional sacrifice from our parents?
had a great great time with the makan kakis yesterday. It was FUN. It was nice to meet Azalia for the first time yesterday. Cheerful girl i must say. You remind me of my old classmate from Primary School. :) Hope u "tak serik" joining us for the eating session again in future. hehehehehehee
Azalia asked how we all get to know each other. Old memories came back to me. I will smile when ever i think back on how i met Herda, Moshee & Nurynn. Well, I know herda in the MIRC. It was quite a few years back. Met her only once during The Canggih Gathering at LPS. Then met Moshee on the May Day with a few more bloggers. Then met Nurynn when Herda & Moshee plan to have another bloggers gathering. I am happy whenever met u guys. Laughed a lot, talked a lot and of course eat a lot. hehehehehehehee It makes my day good.
Someone asked me whether i read all my links that i put above, well i use to that early morning but now i only read them at the end of the day or after 2 days. But it is a MUST for me to read Herda, Moshee & Nurynn blog. hehehehehee Daily routine everyday. Sometimes i will read theirs blog before i update my blog or update mine before read theirs. So to people who i link above, i will always read yours up only sometimes i did not tag or leave any comments. :)
Someone say to me that i will stop blogging by the end of the year this year. Well, i dont think so that will happens, InsyALLAH. I really like this whole thing so much. I can write watever i want and i like in here. It is fun too meeting new blogger everytime going out with the "makan kakis".

Wednesday, August 06, 2003

Feeling Good today. I guess it all because i will be meeting my "makan kakis" today. hehehehehe Missed them all already. I think nearly 2 weeks i did not met them up. Can't wait till evening time today. Will be having durians at Chinatown.
The whole of yesterday was happening to me. Let's summerise what happens -
*My Friend, Siti who was working here was on 1 week MC as she has a fractured toe. And her work has been hand over to me to do. And there is 1 stack of invoices that need to be clear off asap.
*My handphone can't called out or sms out now. Due to me of not paying the bills. It will be that way till i get my August's salary which is later at the end of the month
*The same old guy who been hurting me all this while called me up again. Hurt me more, saying all the things that makes me more angry with him.
Can't imagine all this is happening to me yesterday and i am fasting. I believe HIM is testing me now. I am not complaining but i think all these happens have a reason behind it.

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

First time in my life this is happening to me now. ISK!!!! My Handphone has been terminate to call out & sms out. I cant sms or called anyone now. Can only received calls or sms. Serve me right for pending the bills. But still now i am short of money as the money is being use for the examination fees. The money that i use for my exam fees was suppose to pay my handphone bills n now all this things happens. *haiz*
So right now i can't make any phone calls or sms any message. Have to pay up at leat $200 by end of this month or the line will be terminated.
I realise that i did not blog yesterday. Totally forgot all about it. I think i remember saying to myself that i will blog during lunch time and i am totally forgotten all about it. Busy with my work clearing all pending things on my table. Furthermore istarted fasting yesterday. So kind of doing my work all the way to avoid me being sleepy the whole day.
At last my cousin, Nazrul from JB called last night. After such long time he did not call, (Even during my birthday)It makes me so happy. Well, kind of angry with him at first but then it makes me forgets all about it after talking to him. Actually he been sms me all this while and i did not get any of his sms. Due to his mistake of not adding any (+65) in front of the number. He called me from his home at my handphone. His bill this month will surely increase. hehehehehehhe Once in a while it happens to him. Feels great n happy after talking to him. Feeling much better. I was already sleeping when he calls but then it makes me wake up the moment i talked to him.

Sunday, August 03, 2003

Spent the day today at home doing my work.
Went out with my sisters and my third brother yesterday. Went to Geylang to buy some "Jubahs" for my sis-in law whose birthday was today. Then 3 of us, the girls only, headed to Bugis to buy some big n cheap "Tudungs" while my brother headed to his class. We girls walked around waiting till 4pm before my brother finished his class. We had Lunch Cum tea at DeliFrance. He asked we all to accompany him for some PC roadshow at Funan. He was browsing around to look for the latest models. Then went to Suntec to but some nice raisin bread for my dad before heading back home. Had a great day yesterday. :)

Friday, August 01, 2003

At last i get to tidy up my tables which were full of pending things and of course invoices. Some of them still pending and got to bring them home to finish up. Most of them are data entry so it would not be so difficult. Will be busy and and least i got something to do rather than watching television.
I am really really piss now. My mum nag at me last night. Give me a long nagging. I simply can't understand her. She told me what to do & most of the time i follow them and now she keep complaining, nagged and even scold me for nothing. All i do is wrong to her. When i talked back to her or answer her back, she will say that i am "kurang ajar" and would not talk to me for nearly a week. If she do talk is all because i am helping her with the house work. I keep quiet and ignore all this as part of my daily life but it hurts but she keep finding my fault over and over again. When anyone makes her angry, she will just nagged all the way and the person will be me that she aims.
I am piss off also because she would not pay my examinations fee which she told me before that she will pay all my school n examinations fees. But now she would not it anymore. I really cant take that as i am not prepare to do all this and i am sort of money now. All my budget for my monthly will be out of order. It will be different. She did not tell me in advance and so suddenly she told me all this yesterday. She is really treating me unfairly. Really really unfair.