Haiz....Frustrated and kind of broken hurt. Frustrated cause there this stupid guy keep calling disturbing. I wish he go away from my life. He is quite irritating fellow. I can't ignore him yet as he still owe me money and he is paying slowly and i am waiting for the day he finish all that and i will totally ignore him. It was very frustrated and worst he take me as his gf although i told him that i am not interested to be his gf. I can become crazy!!! Been ignore him most of the time but not totally yet. Haiz....Sabar aje aku ni....


Broken hurt cause someone i knew nvr talk to me at msn anymore. Haiz...Dont know if i hurt him or what so ever....Try to talk to him but its either he busy or not there...Haiz...If you happen to read this,
"RIDWAN aka LioncityMan, I AM SO SORRY IF I HURT U. MISS CHATTING WITH U! NOT ONLY THAT I DO MISS U A LOT! HOPE TO CHAT WITH YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY. IF NOT, TAKE CARE N SORRY ONCE AGAIN..."

Alhamdulilah managed to go to Masjid Kassim yesterday despite the dizziness. Mak Rah and family were also there too. Asked Ana & Andini to follow but they dont want too. Went a bit early to Solat Asar there and it finish nearly at 11pm. They also had some food served after the ceremony. Had another round of meal with Mak Rah's family before went home. I think i reached home nearly at 12am. Watched TV caused i can't sleep again till 2am plus. Woke up around 6am to solat Subuh and sleep till 8am. Since then i woke up till now. Still feeling dizzy. Can't to get some sleep earlier but i can't. Maybe later after Lunch will try to get some sleep....Feeling so cold now although the weather looks hot. Haiz...


Will try to finish up my pending work before trying to get some sleep later. If not tomorrow i will be super duper busy...

Still feeling a bit weak today. Been having slight fever and migraine. I can't sleep nearly the whole nite yesterday. My head was too painful even to lay down on the pillow. I even vomitting for a few times. I force myself to eat the medicine and try to sleep after that. I finally get some sleep at around 3am this morning. And i woke up around 8am. Yeah that early although my head still aching. Try to continue to sleep but i couldn't do that. So i woke up to help mum cook Lontong for Lunch.


Instead of eating at home, a guy friend of mine ask me to join him to have late lunch outside. He knew that i been not feeling well lately so he ask me to take fresh air and had lunch with him. It feels a bit relaxing taking fresh air earlier on. Will be going to Masjid Kassim later for MAAL HIJRAH.


It been a few days at home and i have not done any work yet. Yeah been spending my time sleeping due not feeling well. Just hope i get well by Wednesday... InsyALLAH...


"Selamat Tahun Baru islam" pada semua umat islam.

Hisham Aka Moshee dad passed away at 7.56am this morning. Lets doa Al-Fatihah for him.

It is raining heavily now. Was surfing the net all the way from just now. Trying to help sis to put some songs on the blog but i am total forget. Sorry sis as i could not help but i will try to ask around who can help. InsyALLAH i help you k. :)


I will be usper duper busy next month onwards. Taking a few classes. So will fully occupied i guess. hmmm


Mon - Ngaji with Mak Rah

Tues - LCCI in Customer Service at Orchard

Wed - Free for now

Thurs - Retaking Jewellery classes to refresh up

Fri - Free for now

Sat - Sewing Class at CC

Sun - Chinese Class at Cambridge School (Basic)


Maybe the 2 free days will spend time revising or met friends or relaxing at home. Will register the weekends class by this coming weekends. Hopefully things will go smoothly as planned....InsyALLAH...

Did some tryout from PhotoBucket where i can blog from there too. Interesting findings. :) In future if i upload some pictures there, i dont have to go blogger to blog. I can simply blog from PhotoBucket itself....


Having stomachache now. All thanks to the spicy food that mum cook. Yeah in the first place i shouldn't eat it but i simply can't help it. She cook nice food and of course i like it. That is one of the reason why i can't slim down. Super good food on weekends. Try to eat lesser on weekdays but sometimes due to stress i eat more. InsyALLAH if will be fasting tomorrow. First wanna pay back that i must out during the month of Ramadhan. Secondly to save some money to pay a lot of things especially my bills and my class registrations. Thirdly wants to lose some weight. :) :) :) Hope to fast for the next 2 weeks. Then subsequently will fast only on Monday & Thursday.....InsyALLAH....


Bro Zaidi came with little Irfan only. :) He is quite active and Aeisyah acted as a big sister now. She feed Irfan and looks after him too. Talk to him too. hehehehe Cute things happen yesterday. Mum try to take some pictures but all were not capture. By the time she click, both are turning away or start to do other things. :) Will be meeting Adeena next week during the CNY holidays. :) :) :) Wonder how big have she grown ya.....

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Had 2 birthday celebration today. My dept manager, Low Wei Shing, birthday on Sunday, so me, Eric & Jo decide to buy him Lunch instead gift. Hafiedzah & Siow Wee joins in too. So the meal was shared among 5 instead 3 of us. We had Lunch at Chinatown Point Swenson. We even had birthday cake for him. Even sang for him. He quote surprise and did not expect us to know his birthday. :) It was enjoyable and fun to have once a while with a few colleagues cum friends....


Second celebration is ANDINI. Today she turns sweet 17 years old. It was just a small celebration among 4 of us. We had simple meal with Andini cut the Cheese Cake. She have received an advanced gift last month from mum but not me or Ana yet. InsyALLAH will ask her what she needs next week once the salary is in. hehehehe


A lot of things happen at work lately. Haiz getting stress more and more. I have to cope with my current work of customer service and some admin & accounts work too. Ever since Kak Lin left the company, we are back to the old routine where we have to share our work. Haiz....A few dateline is delay due of this. Not only that, a few unwanted things happen. There is a issue that customer not happy that we or should I say me, have process an urgent orders without any approval from the customer's big boss. I simply process the order due to the verbal urgency needed by customer. After delivery were done, they were saying that the amount were too big that were nearly 15K. Beacuse of these, they cat accept the orders and requested to reject which is impossible. Haiz...If i did not help they will say that we are unhelpful but after so much trouble, i get this kind of reply. It hurts so much...Haiz just see how or what shall the management will say about this as they will have a major meeting with the clients soon...


This weekend will be busy with my work especially my spend analysis project. Hope to get it done ASAP before Monday. Cause i will be busy with some certain issues related to invoices that need to be settle ASAP.


Went to Mak Rah's home yesterday. It was nice to met her again. Feels a bit better meeting her up. Feels more relaxed. As usual she always buy me things whenever she went aboard. I get Jubah and some cloth to make baju Kurung. Haiz sometimes i feels that i dont know how to repay her. Just pray that she is healthy always... InsyALLAH...


Okies better i off to bed now. Been sleeping late lately and my body is aching already. Hope to get a good rest today so that i can spent time the whole day doing my work...

Feeling so tired today. Went to class yesterday. Alhamdulilah the class finish a bit early. :) But it were super crowded when i went home yesterday. The MRT were quite packed. Not really sure where all these people have gone to. But Alhamdulilah i manage to get seat while my journey back to Bedok. :)


My colleague inform me that looks like i am one of the pioneer ppl that still working in this company. hmmm Left 3 piooner ppl only. hahahaha Without realising i have been working here for 4 yrs already. I think it should be more as i work as a part-timer here when i first started. I admit i learnt a lot of things here. From tele-marketing to admin then to customer service till now. Sometimes i enjoy my work sometimes i do. Simply i still stay because of certain ppl that i like here. They teached me a lot of things that i really appreciate. Now a lot of these ppl have left. It sadden me a lot of life still goes on with or without them. I still do keep in touch with a few of them. Sometimes i miss those old days when they are still around.


Someone msn me instead sms. She used to be very very close to me. Even works together with me here before. After she left, she changed. Never bother to reply my sms if reply it takes her ages. I began to hate her since. I dont know what have i done till she treat me like that. I dont bother to ask as she dissapointed me a lot of times. I look her up as a sister at times. Now she came back asking for help when she wants to get married. Now you know how important friends are rite. I dont ask you to keep calling me everyday but at least keep in touch once a while in our busy busy live. Haiz....What makes me piss off is you can keep in touch with other colleagues here but not me or even Hafiedzah. Although i hate you, i just pray that you are doing well n happy always....InsyALLAH...


Parents are back today. When they reach Singapore, my Aunty passed away at KL. She passed away due to Breast Cancer. Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat...

My parents decide to go KL this morning with my uncle by bus. Yeah by BUS. It is quite shock but i feel safer for them as Dad tend to feel sleepy when driving nowadays. Maybe to age factor. Even when driving in Singapore itself, he tend to feel sleepy at times. What else if you drive to msia. They are visiting my aunty who is in KL who is sick. Hopefully she is gets well soon...InsyALLAH


I will be quite busy for the next few days or maybe weeks or months till they find someone new to take over my colleague. Will be helping Hafiedzah to do the invoices and filing. Especially for the December 2005 invoices. Haiz...Looks like will have to do more OT. Even yesterday i stay till 8pm to clear some of the pending work. This is also part of the reason why i want to look for new job now. They dont really understand how things work and simply say it is all easy to do. Haiz just pray hard that the new person is fast learner and stay long here....


Will be having class today. It been a while i went to the class. Hope to start my other class soon...

I am so tired today. Been sleeping late for the past few days. Can't really sleep so me wasting time watching VCD and chat and surf the net.


Hopefully not much work today. But for sure the work will be a lot for the next few days till they find someone new to the invoices. Just hope i able to cope. InsyALLAH...


Might be going to Mak Rah's home today. She is back on Saturday morning. If i am not too tired, i will be going there after work. If not have to wait on Wed or Thurs only.


Someone makes me angry yesterday. Haiz I dont know why must you make me angry. You know that i dont like and i do mind certain things but you still dont bother to listen. Haiz...Once this issue settle, i hope you will be gone by the wind. I dont want to know or bother about you anymore...

Sorry if i expect too much from everyone. Maybe i too demanding and full of ego. Sorry if i did hurt anyone in any ways. Don't mean to do that. I am so sorry once again...

Alhamdulilah i finally manage to change my blog layout. Took nearly 2 hrs. Including to select the layuot not to change only ok. hehehehehe *berlagak pulak* Will do for Andini later as she requested me to help her but now she is out. So can only do later maybe at nite if i am not too lazy. If not next time okies sista

Alhamdulilah the sun have finally out yesterday. Alhamdulilah all the clothes are finally dry. It was quite a lot and it took 4 of us to fold all the clothes. It seems sunny too today. Freshing day...Plan to go beach tomorrow but still have not decided yet as little Aeisyah is sick. Having fever.


This month total of 3 ppl are resigning. Haiz....My colleague is going to tender for 24hrs on Monday. Haiz...All this is the stupid GM fault. He postpone the contracts of 3 months for 2 times. And it was worst as he did not re-sign the contract with her. In MOM law, it is totally wrong of him to do that. Now he have to accept that she going off by Monday and no one to do the work. Looks like me & Hafiedzah will be super busy till he get a new person...One of them is marketing gal. When she only start like one month ago and now she is resigning. Maybe cannot tolerate with the GM itself. And the other one is my good colleague and friend too. She been helping and teaching me a lot especially in Accounting. She will be going back to Sabah before going to Korea to continue her studies. Will definitely miss her. She been protecting me too. Sometimes i feel that she is a sister to me. Hope to keep in touch with her always...InsyALLAH....


Sleep late again yesterday. I think around 2am. Too full to sleep early. So in the end watch VCD with Andini and Ana. We all watch VCD Eiffel...I'm in love and it is an Indonesia movie. It is a romantik, funny and teenager movie. :) :) :) How i wish it happens to me....


Thought of doing my work but seems lazy. So i just update a few of the sites that i register like Friendster, MySpace, Hi-5, AnakMelayu and a few more. Yeah i register all this just for fun to surf and of course get to know friends all over the world. Maybe tomorrow then i will do my work...InsyALLAH...

The weather been so cold lately. It was nice when you sleep at nite with this kind of weather. :-) :-) :-)


Sleep at 2am this morning. Helping my mum cook Lontong & the dishes. She also to Muruku. All done till 2am. I was the only one helping her. My other sisters all have gone to sleep. If i follow my laziness, i will simply left her and sleep. But furthermore since young, i can't sleep or rest if i saw mum or other older person in the kitchen doing work. Unless i am really sick then i will ignore whatever happen in the kitchen. Really tired that i can't wake up this morning to go for the Solat.


Irfan is here!!! Aeisyah will came later...

Alhmdulilah My Sister-In-Law, Kak Zana have given birth to baby gal, ADEENA at SGH at 4.30pm on Wednesday. She is as chubby as little Aeisyah. Shw weight 4.27Kg a slight bigger than Aeisyah. The delivery was done by normal delivery. :) :) :) Another chubby niece.


InsyALLAH Ahmad will get married this year. :) :) :) Another wedding event. The day have not be finalise yet but maybe will be in december or maybe earlier.


I am thinking of looking for a new job. Not that i dont like this job but i want a less stressful job. Yeah every job is stressful but i want a bit lesser stressful so that i can have more time for myself. Haiz...been looking around it seems a lot in the west but seriously i have not fully decide if i should or shouldn't look for new job. A few people are thinking of leaving the company as things are getting worst especially with the stupid boss attitude. Maybe a wait till i finish up my "LCCI in Customer Service" then i start look for a job....hmmm...


Will be home this weekend to do my work. Hopefully i can finish up all my pending work. I managed to clear some of the pending reports yesterday. Now have to concentrade on spend Analysis which is doing a matching list.

Couldn't sleep well yesterday. Not sure why but i know i am thinking a lot of things too yesterday nite. A lot of things that i think i need to do. But i am not sure how and when should i start with. Haiz....


My cousin came yesterday nite. Returning all the items that she borrow during her wedding last month. She even gave us the VCD of the wedding. Nothing much to talk to her as i am not close to her although we are at the same age. Maybe due to different personality and view.


Will miss the class today as i am going to Mak Rah's home later. She will be going on holiday tomorrow to Dubai. I am helping her to print out a few information that she needs about Dubai. So may going there to pass her all the details.

Tiring day yesterday. Accompany Andini to do her last minute shopping for school things. Yeah last minute and i hate that. We went 3 places altogether. She get a lot of scolding from me. First she did not plan properly for the things that needed to buy. Secondly she simply waste time looking at other things rather than her school things. It was quite busy and packed with a lot of people yesterday till i get my migraine when i reached home. Took my pain killer and off to bed early. Couldn't sleep really well as it was quite painful at my left head.


Been trying to do my work but i can't concentrate on it. I manage to upload nearly all my music to my MP3. I am thinking of buying a laptop on my own so that i can easily transfer all my personal things there. Can keep all my songs there too. But no budget for now. I thought of buying it and pay it in installments but find it not a good idea. Or i simply borrow my mum's money and pay her slowly...Will c how things later...