The pay finally in on Saturday. Went out early morning to check and pay all my outstandting bills. And also pay both Ana & Mum for the moeny that i owe. Alhamdulilah this year i get extra money. ;) Did some shopping too. Even went to salon to cut and do hair treatment. hehehehehe Pamper a bit for myself. Will do facial treatment too. Maybe next week i guess. :)


Went shopping with him yesterday. It was nice as he give out some ideas on my clothing. Luckily he remind me that it will be no space to put on his bike me i did not stop. With no choice, i tell myself to stop. If tak, Alamatnya aku alik sendiri ah. hehehehehe May be going shopping with him again. Hopefully this weekend while there is promotion....


Today is quite boring as many ppl on leave. Office seems very quiet too. Wish i were at home sleeping.....

Alhamdulilah Bro Zaki & Kak Tini have went to Mekkah on Wednesday noon. The whole family was there except farij as he have class on that day. We woke early morning and went over to his home. Get some of the things there before went to Airport around 10am. Met a few more ppl there at Airport. It was a bit sad to see Kak Tini hug Aeisyah before she left. It was her first time leaving Aeisyah. As usual Aeisyah did not cry or sad as she did not know anything much. Just pray that both of them are well there and get to perform the Haji with peace of mind...InsyALLAH...


After that me, Andini & parents bring Aeisyah to Wild Wild Wet. Only Andini & me bath with Aiesyah. Yes, gals with tudung can play in the watch too. Only certain rides we are not allow to take. But it is ok as we only play at the small pool with Aeisyah. She seems to be scared but after a while she like it. She have so much fun with us. I become her mother for a few hours. Had Dinner at KFC. While eating Aeisyah became tired and fell asleep while sitting on my lap. hehehehe she fell asleep while eating her fries. After finish eating, we all send her home. Kak Tini's parents are taking care of her. We will picked her up during weekends.


Parents will be going holiday on this coming Sunday to Thursday. They will be going to Jakarta. They thought of staying there till early January but we have wedding invitation at the end of this month so they have to come back by then.


After working here for nearly 5 years, this year we recived our pay late for this month. Usually during Christmas all of us get early salary but not this time around. :( I am totally broke. No shopping this weekends...


But i may get additional "bonus" this month. Hope it is true as it mention by end of this month...InsyALLAH

I knew you from Anakmelayu.com and never thought will be very close to you. When i knew you working in 1 of the Keppel's company makes me think twice about it. I have known someone in Keppel before and things doesn't worked out as he tend to focus on his working rather than the relationship. I ended it to avoid feeling more sad. You never lose hope. You keep on trying to get close to me although a few times i ignore your calls. One day you call me up a few times in 1 day just to make me talk to you. I was surprise and i just talk to u as usual. You even talked me out asking my help. Without hesitate i say yes. That's where we began to get close. You will call me every night talking to me. When i went for holiday with family, i began to realise that i miss you. Miss talking to you. And you even have the same feeling. Then we decide to met up. The most funny event. I still remember that the helmet couldn't fit my head. I guess my head is too big. hehehehe We laughed till we cry. We had out first date at the Lagoon having Dinner there. From there, we met up once on weekly basis. Till One fine day, you hold my hand saying that you began to like me. At first i was hesitate as i am not sure of the relationship after what had happen previously. But my heart say, not to worry, you are different.
I agree to it and go ahead with it. I was quite surprise with a lot of things u did to me. I feel so happy most of the time. But i realise that you have a BIG EGO and ANGER. You simply will say lot of nasty things when you are anger. I am scare whenever you are angry. Me try not to make you angry but you are impatient most of the time. Thats why you simply get angry easily. Thats where you will say a lot of nasty things. It hurts me a lot. Most time i ignore it but recently i can't as the words really came through my heart. It hurts so much that i don't know what to do at times. All i do now is cry and cry and cry.
I just need a simply understanding from you on things mention below.
* I dont mind ride on your bike although i still feeling scare. I wouldnt ride on bike whenever i wear skirt or Baju Kurung. I may be old fashion lady but no please unless i have pants underneath it.
*I can't go out late at nite to watch late nite movie show or wat so ever. My parents wouldn't allow to.
*I can't go holiday with friends or even relatives as my parents simply dont like that kind of idea.
*I dont wear make up everyday as my face is sensitive and tend to have pimples or so call acne.
*I tend to get sick easily. If i am too stress, yes i tend to get sick often. Or if the weather seems bad like now, yes i get sick easily.
I am very simple person. I will not angry if you can't met me when i ask you out. I don't need you to bring me exclusive place just to make me happy. All i need is your care and love and of course a bit of attention. If that is too much for you, then i wouldnt want to force you...
I just hope and pray your ego will fade away....

Last week were kind of busy week. It was worst when i am sick. It started with my headache. It was on n off headache. Did not eat any medicine as it was just minor headache. Then came the flu and coughing. I even request to go home an hour early for a few days last week. The cough gets worst on weekends. Even have difficulty in sleeping at night. Even day time, i could not get any rest. Overall my body is very very tired. Without any delay, went to see the doctor today. She gave me 5 different medicine. I was giving 1.5 days of MC. Reached home around 4pm and off to bed immediately after that. I think i need more sleep. Still feeling sleepy now. If my mum did not wake me up earlier, i think i will be sound asleep till tomorrow. Will eat my medicine again later before going to bed again...


He been very sweet with me lately. Been very extra show care too. It was quite warm feeling to have someone really care for you. Well i pray it is not for short term. Hope it is forever...InsyALLAH...