Been having this blocked ears for so long and till now i have not go to see the doctor yet. Yeah really stubburn of me!!! Have to take MC soon one of these days. Been working late nearly a week. Haiz... Too many work nowadays....Bring back my work home this week. But feeling a bit lazy to do it but i have a lof of things to do....Haiz....Dont know where to start n what to do first.....
My manager told me that someone is happy with my work. :) I feel good to hear that of course. At least they saw that i been working. I do expect to get more pay but if get can't that, i still have to work no matter what happens. Not to show ppl how hardworking i am but to show them that i do really take my work seriously although some of my work is pending....Not that i dont want to finish them up but other things keep appearing and that have to finish 1st. Haiz....Just hope i get an increase again...InsyALLAH
This month i have to settle all my bills or my handphone line will be cut off due to late payment. Then i will be going dentist to check on my teeth. Been having gum pain lately. One of these days have to see the doctor for my ears. Then have to start buying my supplements and medicine for my acne again, Haiz...Too many things to pay and settle....Hope i get my Insurance money by early next month...InsyALLAH...
Thought of taking Mandarin Class in August. Must apply ASAP or i have to take that in November.....A few more classes to take but no money for that. Its either i have to borrow from my mum first then pay her slowly....Will see how things goes...
He finally brought a new bike. Bigger and better of course...Things between us being not so good lately....Haiz....Dont want to elaborate more....Too hurtful....Just hope things will get well....InsyALLAH...
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”
ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20
Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.
TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.
GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29
You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.
CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21
Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.
LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21
If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.
VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21
Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.
LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22
Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.
SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21
Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.
SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20
You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.
CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19
Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.
AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18
You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.
PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20
Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.
TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.
GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29
You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.
CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21
Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.
LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21
If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.
VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21
Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.
LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22
Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.
SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21
Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.
SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20
You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.
CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19
Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.
AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18
You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.
PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
one day a gal asked: why do you like me..? why do you love me..?
HE answered:
i can't tell the reason.. but i really like you..
SHE: you can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? how can you say you love me?
HE: i really don't know the reason, but i can prove that i love you.
SHE: proof? no! i want you to tell me the reason. my friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
HE: ok..ok!! ermmss..
because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.
the gal felt very satisfied with his answer.
unfortunately, a few days later, the gal met with an accident and became comma. HE then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
darling,
because of your sweet voice that I love you...
now can you talk? no! therefore i cannot love you.
because of your care and concern that i like you..
now that you cannot show them, therefore i cannot love you.
because of your smile,
because of your every movements that i love you..
now can you smile? now can you move?
no, therefore i cannot love you...
if love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
do love need a reason? NO!
therefore, i still love you...
and love doesn't need a reason
"sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart"
love doesn't need a reason... its something you can feel burning inside your heart and waiting to be explode of love...
please.. never ever ask someone why do they love u.. love is nature and without love the world is nothing but a piece of crap.. so everyone love the world and also love ur loved ones...
:D pass it on and make sure everybody knows about this great love story!!
HE answered:
i can't tell the reason.. but i really like you..
SHE: you can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? how can you say you love me?
HE: i really don't know the reason, but i can prove that i love you.
SHE: proof? no! i want you to tell me the reason. my friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
HE: ok..ok!! ermmss..
because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.
the gal felt very satisfied with his answer.
unfortunately, a few days later, the gal met with an accident and became comma. HE then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
darling,
because of your sweet voice that I love you...
now can you talk? no! therefore i cannot love you.
because of your care and concern that i like you..
now that you cannot show them, therefore i cannot love you.
because of your smile,
because of your every movements that i love you..
now can you smile? now can you move?
no, therefore i cannot love you...
if love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
do love need a reason? NO!
therefore, i still love you...
and love doesn't need a reason
"sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart"
love doesn't need a reason... its something you can feel burning inside your heart and waiting to be explode of love...
please.. never ever ask someone why do they love u.. love is nature and without love the world is nothing but a piece of crap.. so everyone love the world and also love ur loved ones...
:D pass it on and make sure everybody knows about this great love story!!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Makes you think...you never know what the other person is thinking....speak your mind..KEEP IT REAL....
BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today
BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares
BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him
BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend
BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now
BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me
BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it
BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it
BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend
BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug
BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried
BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him
>>> If you are in love with someone/still are in love with someone, pass this on<<<
at this very minute~~
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you.
BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today
BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares
BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him
BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend
BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now
BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me
BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it
BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it
BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend
BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug
BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried
BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him
>>> If you are in love with someone/still are in love with someone, pass this on<<<
at this very minute~~
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Finally i changed my layout after so long. Been wanting to change it long time ago but too busy to do it at work. So here i am doing the layout from 2pm till now. Alhamdulilah it is ok now....
Busy busy week. Looks like i have been doing a lot of OT (without any extra pay). A lot of things need to be done. Our department are now less 1 people and a lot of new work keep coming in. Arghhhh.....And my colleague, Eric, have to go China to do training. There are a lot of work here and boss keep sending him there. Doesnt he knows that our workload are terrible and he keep sending this Eric there. All we have to do is just do whatever we can and wait patiently for new ppl to come in.
Met him on Wednesday n Thursday. He went for Operation on his left eye on Wednesday. His left eye have been giving him problems. The doctor advise him to do the minor operation or he will keep having the same pain again n again. Fetch him from his work place at Alexandra Hospital and then we had Dinner at BK at Ikea. He have to left his bike at work cause he can't ride it due to the operation earlier. So both of us took MRT home. Our first journey home using public transport. Thought of sending him home but he told me not too as it is already late. Kind of worried as he cant see really well. So we just part our ways at Kallang MRT where he dropped off there. Next day we met up again for Dinner at Suntec. Then we watched 2 live performances at Esplanade. :) :) :) It been a while since i last saw any performances there. Had ice-cream before going home.
Andini got her results last week. She failed the 3 main important subjects. I were not at home when my mum scolded her. By the time i am home, Ana told me that Andini been crying. Well, i did not scold her but simply remind her to start revision as she left only 3 months before N level. Just hope she will do well. InsyALLAH....
My mood is not good lately. Maybe too stress with work and other stuffs. It is worst when my parents say things that hurts me. They simply put the blame on me. Haiz.... :( :( :( All i do is just keep quiet doing nothing. I am so hurt that i just cry...He helps a lot by trying to cheer me up. It helps for a while but whenever i reached home, i have that hatred and anger feeling. Haiz...
Busy busy week. Looks like i have been doing a lot of OT (without any extra pay). A lot of things need to be done. Our department are now less 1 people and a lot of new work keep coming in. Arghhhh.....And my colleague, Eric, have to go China to do training. There are a lot of work here and boss keep sending him there. Doesnt he knows that our workload are terrible and he keep sending this Eric there. All we have to do is just do whatever we can and wait patiently for new ppl to come in.
Met him on Wednesday n Thursday. He went for Operation on his left eye on Wednesday. His left eye have been giving him problems. The doctor advise him to do the minor operation or he will keep having the same pain again n again. Fetch him from his work place at Alexandra Hospital and then we had Dinner at BK at Ikea. He have to left his bike at work cause he can't ride it due to the operation earlier. So both of us took MRT home. Our first journey home using public transport. Thought of sending him home but he told me not too as it is already late. Kind of worried as he cant see really well. So we just part our ways at Kallang MRT where he dropped off there. Next day we met up again for Dinner at Suntec. Then we watched 2 live performances at Esplanade. :) :) :) It been a while since i last saw any performances there. Had ice-cream before going home.
Andini got her results last week. She failed the 3 main important subjects. I were not at home when my mum scolded her. By the time i am home, Ana told me that Andini been crying. Well, i did not scold her but simply remind her to start revision as she left only 3 months before N level. Just hope she will do well. InsyALLAH....
My mood is not good lately. Maybe too stress with work and other stuffs. It is worst when my parents say things that hurts me. They simply put the blame on me. Haiz.... :( :( :( All i do is just keep quiet doing nothing. I am so hurt that i just cry...He helps a lot by trying to cheer me up. It helps for a while but whenever i reached home, i have that hatred and anger feeling. Haiz...
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