Went to class alone with Ct1 as she still not feeling well. Hope she getting well soon...Class was quite bored yesterday. Luckily i buy sweets to help me stay awake. 1 more month to go before the class end. Arghh Waiting for that day to come... I am feeling so tired. It feels so stress with nite classes.


I wanna plan to take leave next week on the 5th Dec but I have not enough money to spend if i decide to take the leave. Haiz...Dont know what to do...I need the break but no money...Haiz...Still thinking when is the suitable date to take the leave. Usually for the month of December, we get an early salary due to Christmas but not sure when...Will decide when it shall be later on....Have to apply early so that no one will clash with me later on. If not i will not be able to have that day...


Mum busy helping my aunt to do the "Hantaran" boxes that will be used this Sunday. Another cousin of mine getting married this Sunday at Orchid Country Club. When i first ask her, she mention that everything are ready. But last Saturday, her mum told my mum that she needs a few things. I was so frustrated as she needs all this at the last minute. My mum been sleeping late to do the touch up for the boxes. It was last used last 2 years fro Bro Zaidi's Wedding. I am not trying to be fussy or what but she making things difficult and we have to rush the things just for her. Just hope things will be done in time. InsyALLAH...

Finally went to class again yesterday after 1 week did not went to the class. 1st reasons due to lazy & tired. 2nd due to busy with work. 3rd simply lazy...I nearly fall a sleep when the teacher was teaching. Luckily i have sweets to keep me awake for a while only....


My stomach been not feeling good lately. I feels that i have a lot of wind inside... Haiz...Any idea on what to do on this matter...


Next month will be super duper busy. As usual year end a lot of things especially for invoices that need to be settle soon. I have to be involved as usual...This means more work just hope i have the time to do all the pending work that i have now...InsyALLAH...

I am so sleepy....All cause yesterday watching Hindustan till the end. The story reminds me of someone....Haiz....No use remembering him as he is happily married now...Just pray that everything will be good for him...InsyALLAH...


I realise that i did not go to any of the class last week. Was too lazy as i was busy with work. I feels that the time flew very very fast for me. Haiz... Too many things to do but so little time. I wish i could make the time go slower...Haiz...


A lot of things happen lately too. Hmmm I am so stress up too. There's a few times all i wanna do just give up and run away from all this... Haiz...Even now i am still in a moody mood...Try to talk it out but it seems so difficult...Die die have to take leave next week...If not i will become crazy i think....Haiz...

So many things happen for the last few days. Trying to blog but too busy with work. Haiz...I am really really stress up now....I think i really need the break already.

Weekends was super super busy. Early Saturday morning went to Macpherson to help out to do a few things. I was instructed to do the "Bunga Pahah" while mum & Ana di the "Sirih Dara". We were there till 2pm plus. Then rush to Chai Chee to help out watever we can there. Then after Ashar, we rush to the Macpherson again for the "Nikah" ceremony. By the time we reach there, the groom is already there waiting for the "Tok Kadi". The guy is a chinese muslim so the ceremony were in English instead malay. Alhamdulilah the guy manage to say it only once. After that we help out watever we can there. After Mahgrib, we went back to Chai Chee again. Not much work to do so we just hang around having late Dinner again. I have so much fun with my cousins and uncles. We were having these few jokes on what to wear on the 4th Dec 2005 for the Orchid Country Wedding. Bro Zaidi came over and i get to play with Irfan. He were asleep while in the car but upon reaching the place he woke up. So we get him to play with us. Running all over the place with him. By the time we reach home were like nearly 12am. Quickly had bath and went to sleep.

Early sunday morning went over to both places to send a few things. After that we stay at Chai Chee till noon. After the groom left to the gal's side, we all went over to Macpherson. 5 minutes after reaching there, the groom arrive. So we get to see the whole ceremony where ppl (Including my parents) block the way. Not much work to do so we just play with little kids including Irfan & Aeisyah. We have to left early cause dad was not feeling well suddenly. I think we left at around 6pm plus. Instead of going home straight, me & Ana decide to go over to Chai Chee's place to see if we can help out watever we can. We came just in time as there are about to clear all the buffet set. We clean till 8pm plus. It was raining heavily by then. So Farij have to fetch us. We get so many food from both side on that day. So dead tired that i think i sleep around 10pm plus.

Sorry to Bro Ali for not attending your Open House. Thought of going to your place early morning but did not manage top find the time. InsyALLAH we try to make it this weekend....

Work is so stress up. SO many things were filling up. Arghhh...Yesterday i think i increase my voice to one of the customer and they complain!!! So my manager talked to me and i explain to him wat happen and i BROKE DOWN in front of him. Yeah i cry. I am so stress and tense. I told him watever my workload and problems i am facing. Haiz...I also complain about my colleagues who did not help out. It been a while i last let go my frustration for my work. I used to complain a lot to my other colleagues but nowadays i seldom do that anymore....Haiz....

Went to see my paklong at NUH yesterday. Yeah he was admitted there after small accident on Monday. So the whole family from JB came over. Met them all. After that we went to have Dinner at Simpang Bedok. It was a big feast as we had "Ikan Bakar", Tom Yam, Chap Chai, and even some "Kacang Phool". Reached home at around 11pm plus. By then i am too full to sleep. So i just watched TV till 12am before getting some sleep....

Theres a lot more things that i am facing now. But too long to mention here...Haiz... Maybe next time i will write again....Now back to work!!!

I am still feeling tired...Sleep late again on Wednesday due to old neighbour came at 10pm. By the time they went home it was nearly 12am...She still living around the area so that is why they can stay late...Been having difficulty waking up for the fast few days....Haiz...


Suppose to go Macpherson to do some help out but in the end my aunt say no need. She have nearly finish all the work need that to be done. So i will be going home soon. Hopefully i can get good early rest today. InsyALLAH...


Saturday & Sunday might be be very very busy days. Will be going 2 places on the same place but not sure how many times are we going to run over here and there. Both family making their first wedding events. Both are my uncles one from mum side and the other is dad side. So must equally level of staying at both places.


I really really hope i will get a good sleep today. I been having this stupid headache since last week i think. All due to lack of sleep and rest... I think i better go home now before someone ask me to do stupid work....

I am very very very sleepy and tired.....Arghhh my body starting to aching all the way...I been having lesser sleep ever since of last week of Ramadhan till now... Now more tiring due to class 3 days in a week. It will be for 2 months straight...I think i need to get some break ASAP or i will fall sick easily anytime....I thought of taking 2 days leave next week on Thursday & Friday but have to do training on Friday so die die must come....Haiz...Its either early next week or the week after....


Class for the "Customer Service Skill" was quite ok yesterday. Majority was malay students mostly over 30s. Overall the teacher was quite fun n interesting. Instead of ending at 10pm, she let us go home early at 9.30pm which is half an hour early. I sleep for while on my journey back. By the time reach home was nearly 11pm as the class was at Orchard Plaza...


It seems that there are a lot of things to be done this month...I have a few things that need to clear by end of this month. 2 are half way done....If no one interrupt then i shall be able to finish all....InsyALLAH....

Feeling so tired lately. Still having headache till now. I wish i could get some rest today...But thinking there are a lot of work i can't take any leave...I think i should take next week or the week after....InsyALLAH...


Been having Migraine since Saturday night. Maybe due too many eating. I can't sleep well on that night. I been vomit for 2 to 3 times before my body finally surrender to get some sleep. Then Sunday with no choice, follow my family to jalan raya. Cause we have promise Bro Zaidi that we will come to his place. Went to 2 house before going to his place. While visting, all i do was relaxing at the sofar resting. Did not talk or move much...Luckily i bring my medicine all the way. It makes me feel better for a while...But the time i reaching home, the dizzy came back...All i do is eat the medicine and rest....


Sorry Ernie for unable to attend your invitation of open house. Too weak to go by the time reach home...Maybe next time ya....


These few days, i feels that my timing goes by so fast...Maybe i am tight with class and work. No time to even do visitng for raya. Weekends is always packed of visiting whoever we can go...I think i still have not visit a few of my aunts n uncles. One of them have call to check why i still have not visit him. He came while i am not at home. So i might have to met him this wed or Fri if i am not too tired. This weekends will be busy with 2 weddings. Not sure how we will cope to go to both sides. This Sat also have a few open house to go...Arghhh so stress.........

So tired today...We all went to 6 houses today. And all of them, we were served with food!!! I think i ate Mee Soto, Mee Goreng, Nasi Ayam & Spagetti. *Makin Gemuk aku ni* Ppl have served it so it is not good not to eat. Although we all are full, we ate a bit....Upon reaching Bro Zaki's house, everyone was really tired. Me & Andini even get to sleep for a while. Aeisyah was little *Manja* today. She kiss and hug everyone without asking...She also showing off her new toys to us...


Will be going visiting again tomorrow. Will be going around woodlands tomorrow. So we will be going to Bro Zaidi's home too. Will get to see little Irfan. Miss him already... :)


Yesterday visiting to my real dad's home was quite ok. My sister's friend sent us there by car. So it was kind of cut off the journey timing of reaching his place. His 3rd wife was very very nice. :) Get to met my youngest sister, Afzan too. She grew so much... Quite shock to saw her. Last meeting was like 2 or 3 yrs ago.... It is good to met dad again. All this is without my mum's knowledge but i can't help it. She have not talked about it so me n Ana don't dare to ask her. Don't want her to feels hurt or wat so ever...We want her to start off first...We will just wait and see. For now we will just keep in touch with them as normal...InsyALLAH...

Feeling so tired & sleepy....Wish i am not working today so that i can sleep all the way......My body been aching latey. With pain in the shoulder and stomach been not good too...Haiz....Hopefully i can get good rest tomorrow....


Class was quite ok for this week. Been getting good notes from the teacher. Alhamdulilah his teacing is quite ok....Will be starting Customer Service Course next week, on Tuesday. It will be at Orchard Plaza. *Tak suka pi orchard n now class kat sana* Haiz...I seldom go to Orchard area...Will go there if ppl ask me to follow only. I think i only went there like once in 2 months or more...There isnt anything that i can buy there...Well for me, it is a place of easy money out...*Duit lekas abis kalau shopping sana* Yeah i am not particular of brands for my clothes or even any accessories... So Orchard is a never never a place for me to go shopping... If i do shop there due to sale only...


This year there will be no open house for me. This weekends might busy with visting again. And next week will be having 2 weddings. My 2 cousins are doing the wedding on the same day. Haiz....Have to go to both places and it may be rushing for our family. So whoever wanna come, just give me a call and i will arrange to be at home anytime. InsyALLAH....Even my colleagus were asking if i will do open house again.


I will changing to new phone by end of the month. Haiz...Don't know which model to take...This stupid phone keep giving problem again. Meanwhile i am using nokia 3120 and it does not have any radio...I am so bored without my radio nowadays...Just have to bear with it meanwhile...Thought of getting a new phone with MP3 but still undeciding....


Will go jln raya today after work. So i am wearing my nice Baju Kurung to work. hehehe Will be visiting my real dad at Jurong West later in the evening with sis Ana. Andini might follow us too but not too sure yet....

Feeling so tired today. So i decided to take Urgent leave. Will be going out later to send my Hp to service as it started to give problems. I been getting late sms that day. Then my phone auto off while i am talking on the phone. It happens for a few times. So have to send to service already before the warranty ends soon. Then might go window shopping on my own. Will be having class tonight. Haiz... No choice but have to attend it.


Raya was quite ok. This year raya seems so slow. For the first 3 days, we manage to go only at least 3 house per day. We went out late so we manage only a few houses. First day of Raya, both bros family, Zaki & Zaidi went out with us. So we get to play with little Aiesyah & Irfan. Too busy with them that we did not take many pictures this year too. I think we just snap a few only on the first day. Even our family photo we did not take. Haiz...Maybe will take when we visit to Bro Zaki or Zaidi's house next week maybe...InsyALLAH....


Might be doing open house again this year. InsyALLAH it will be this Saturday. Not sure yet as mum have not give the final answer. She might want to go to JB but not sure yet...Will see how things go later. Will confirm with her again by today so that by tomorrow can send out the invitations to colleagues and friends too... InsyALLAH...

Esok dah RAYA!!! :) :) :) Maklum ah dah mood raya..Tapi thn ni rasa lain sikit ah... Bulan puasa rasa mcm cepat gitu.....Tau2 dah raya...Macam sedih gitu kan bulan ramadhan dah abis.....Haiz....InsyALLAH panjang umur akan puasa lagi thn depan...


Semalam busy berkemas - pasang cadar baru, alas meja yg baru, curtain baru and apa2 lagi lah....Semalam pun sibuk tolong mak masak lontong, potong ayam dan banyak lagi ah...InsyALLAH narie baru masak lauk pauk untuk raya esok. Kalau sempat insyALLAH nak buat kek. Nak buat dari kelmarin tak buat buat. Tgh mood malas katakan now baru ada semangat nak buat. hehehehe Kes last minute.


Haiz bila lalu Geylang tadi, baru teringat belum makan Dendeng lagi. Isk selalu pi geylang tak pernah miss, thn ni break record lak. Padahal dah 2 ke 3 kali pi Geylang tapi tak beli2 jugak Haiz...InsyALLAH kalau narie tak malas nak ajak ah adik aku pi Geylang beli Dendeng. Hahahahaa Sanggup kan aku ni... Alah itu pun belum tau lagi...


Macam malas gitukan nak keje walaupun setengah hari aje...Jealous tadi tgk Andini tido balik lagi2 hujan...Haiz...Takpe lah nanti ptg kalau habis keje rumah boleh tido sekejap...hehehehe

Feeling so tired but i can't sleep again after sahur...Maybe later i take a nap for a while...Reached home around 10 plus yesterday nite. Did not sleep till midnight i guess....


Went to the class yesterday. The teacher quite funny as he tends to say almost of his sentences twice or trice. Like understand understand or ok ok ok. hahahahahahaha The best part when he ask we all to log in to the internet for notes. One of the student mention, "Sorry Alfred but my PC is down". *With muka sardine*, he say, "Go buy a new one, nowadays gd pentium 3 can be buy at $130 only" hahahhahaa That student of course so shock with his answer. As i think she was asking him to help her to print out. He also request us to print the notes on our own. A new gf of mine mention that her printer is spoilt. So i tell her dont worry as nowadays printer are so cheap and you can buy anywhere. She laughed when i mention that as i was following the teacher answers. hehehehehhee Overall he is quite ok as he gave us a lot of information. I have yet to see his notes online as i can't access it. Just email him to give me the link again just incase i copy it wrongly. This time, i will be learning more on Law especially Singapore law. So by the end of December, i will be more "Laywer Buruk" hahahahahhaa Quite interesting topic. I just went to a few websites on the related subjects. Seems a lot of things i just knew... InsyALLAH it will be benefit and new learning experience for me....


Quite piss off with the BMC school. They have done the changes with the teacher but did not informed the whole class about it. When we first register the course, they say that the class will be on every Mon, Wed & Fri. But yesterday the teacher confirm with us that the class will be Mon, Tues & Thurs instead. It make me mad as i have sign on for my Customer Service Skill course which will start on 15 November 2005 which will be on every Tuesday. The admin lady mention that the person in charge will call us on Wednesday to explain. Why they did not called earlier in hand instead. Why must after it happens that they called??? If they did not called on Wednesday, i will called and demand for a good reasons!!! Well with no choice, i will have to miss the Tuesday Class and attend the new course. Ct will help to get the notes for me...InsyALLAH


A few my my chinese colleagues thought today is Hari Raya. Even my teacher. hehehehehe They thought Raya comes first before the Deevapali....Even my boss nearly chase us out as he say that we suppose to have half day yesterday. hehehehehehe *kalau aku layankan confirm dapat half day kan semlm* hehehehehe


Today will be doing simple housework. Will change the bedsheet. Maybe put up the curtains. hmmm wat else ya.....Not sure yet on what other things to do...If not will spent the remaining hours with sleeping...*mcm maner badan aku tak naik kan. asik tido aje!!!* hahahahaha