The pay finally in on Saturday. Went out early morning to check and pay all my outstandting bills. And also pay both Ana & Mum for the moeny that i owe. Alhamdulilah this year i get extra money. ;) Did some shopping too. Even went to salon to cut and do hair treatment. hehehehehe Pamper a bit for myself. Will do facial treatment too. Maybe next week i guess. :)


Went shopping with him yesterday. It was nice as he give out some ideas on my clothing. Luckily he remind me that it will be no space to put on his bike me i did not stop. With no choice, i tell myself to stop. If tak, Alamatnya aku alik sendiri ah. hehehehehe May be going shopping with him again. Hopefully this weekend while there is promotion....


Today is quite boring as many ppl on leave. Office seems very quiet too. Wish i were at home sleeping.....

Alhamdulilah Bro Zaki & Kak Tini have went to Mekkah on Wednesday noon. The whole family was there except farij as he have class on that day. We woke early morning and went over to his home. Get some of the things there before went to Airport around 10am. Met a few more ppl there at Airport. It was a bit sad to see Kak Tini hug Aeisyah before she left. It was her first time leaving Aeisyah. As usual Aeisyah did not cry or sad as she did not know anything much. Just pray that both of them are well there and get to perform the Haji with peace of mind...InsyALLAH...


After that me, Andini & parents bring Aeisyah to Wild Wild Wet. Only Andini & me bath with Aiesyah. Yes, gals with tudung can play in the watch too. Only certain rides we are not allow to take. But it is ok as we only play at the small pool with Aeisyah. She seems to be scared but after a while she like it. She have so much fun with us. I become her mother for a few hours. Had Dinner at KFC. While eating Aeisyah became tired and fell asleep while sitting on my lap. hehehehe she fell asleep while eating her fries. After finish eating, we all send her home. Kak Tini's parents are taking care of her. We will picked her up during weekends.


Parents will be going holiday on this coming Sunday to Thursday. They will be going to Jakarta. They thought of staying there till early January but we have wedding invitation at the end of this month so they have to come back by then.


After working here for nearly 5 years, this year we recived our pay late for this month. Usually during Christmas all of us get early salary but not this time around. :( I am totally broke. No shopping this weekends...


But i may get additional "bonus" this month. Hope it is true as it mention by end of this month...InsyALLAH

I knew you from Anakmelayu.com and never thought will be very close to you. When i knew you working in 1 of the Keppel's company makes me think twice about it. I have known someone in Keppel before and things doesn't worked out as he tend to focus on his working rather than the relationship. I ended it to avoid feeling more sad. You never lose hope. You keep on trying to get close to me although a few times i ignore your calls. One day you call me up a few times in 1 day just to make me talk to you. I was surprise and i just talk to u as usual. You even talked me out asking my help. Without hesitate i say yes. That's where we began to get close. You will call me every night talking to me. When i went for holiday with family, i began to realise that i miss you. Miss talking to you. And you even have the same feeling. Then we decide to met up. The most funny event. I still remember that the helmet couldn't fit my head. I guess my head is too big. hehehehe We laughed till we cry. We had out first date at the Lagoon having Dinner there. From there, we met up once on weekly basis. Till One fine day, you hold my hand saying that you began to like me. At first i was hesitate as i am not sure of the relationship after what had happen previously. But my heart say, not to worry, you are different.
I agree to it and go ahead with it. I was quite surprise with a lot of things u did to me. I feel so happy most of the time. But i realise that you have a BIG EGO and ANGER. You simply will say lot of nasty things when you are anger. I am scare whenever you are angry. Me try not to make you angry but you are impatient most of the time. Thats why you simply get angry easily. Thats where you will say a lot of nasty things. It hurts me a lot. Most time i ignore it but recently i can't as the words really came through my heart. It hurts so much that i don't know what to do at times. All i do now is cry and cry and cry.
I just need a simply understanding from you on things mention below.
* I dont mind ride on your bike although i still feeling scare. I wouldnt ride on bike whenever i wear skirt or Baju Kurung. I may be old fashion lady but no please unless i have pants underneath it.
*I can't go out late at nite to watch late nite movie show or wat so ever. My parents wouldn't allow to.
*I can't go holiday with friends or even relatives as my parents simply dont like that kind of idea.
*I dont wear make up everyday as my face is sensitive and tend to have pimples or so call acne.
*I tend to get sick easily. If i am too stress, yes i tend to get sick often. Or if the weather seems bad like now, yes i get sick easily.
I am very simple person. I will not angry if you can't met me when i ask you out. I don't need you to bring me exclusive place just to make me happy. All i need is your care and love and of course a bit of attention. If that is too much for you, then i wouldnt want to force you...
I just hope and pray your ego will fade away....

Last week were kind of busy week. It was worst when i am sick. It started with my headache. It was on n off headache. Did not eat any medicine as it was just minor headache. Then came the flu and coughing. I even request to go home an hour early for a few days last week. The cough gets worst on weekends. Even have difficulty in sleeping at night. Even day time, i could not get any rest. Overall my body is very very tired. Without any delay, went to see the doctor today. She gave me 5 different medicine. I was giving 1.5 days of MC. Reached home around 4pm and off to bed immediately after that. I think i need more sleep. Still feeling sleepy now. If my mum did not wake me up earlier, i think i will be sound asleep till tomorrow. Will eat my medicine again later before going to bed again...


He been very sweet with me lately. Been very extra show care too. It was quite warm feeling to have someone really care for you. Well i pray it is not for short term. Hope it is forever...InsyALLAH...

He made a surprise to met up yesterday. With bad headache, i go ahead to met him up. It was a gd thing to met him as he make my day. :) It is seldom for him to be able home early. He usually OT till 7.30pm or later than that. So whenever he saw wanna met up, i will gladly say yes. Met him at the fort rd before went to Lagoon to have our dinner there. What touches me more, he actually message my head before our food came. No one ever done that and kind of making me melts more for him. hehehehehe


He kind of a bit different from the others that i dated before. Well here is example that i can compare. I send my HP for service. Instead of just waiting at the waiting seat there, he accompany me all the way to the counter and help to complain regarding my phone. While other guy will just sit and wait me finish. I try not to compare others but he touches me more as far as i know. I just hope things between us will last...InsyALLAH...

Alhamdulilah the wedding went well. Alhamdulilah the weather also seems good. :) Bro Jaya succeed to do just with 1 time only. It was quite busy days for the 2 days. I meet a lot of people too. People who lost touch and good thing we managed to met up with such nice occasion. Managed to have quick catch up with these ppl. Suprisingly a lot of ppl thought it was my wedding and they excited came too see me as the bride. When i told my brother, Jaya, he was laughing... InsyALLAH it will be mine in future. Just pray for me...:)


Took 1 day leave after the wedding ceremony on Monday. Mum took 1 week leave as she have so many leave to clear. And she went to Batam for holiday with Dad after that.


These few days i was feeling tired and frustrated. Maybe too many things happen at the same times. Alhamdulilah things back to normal back for now. Work quite ok. But...Haiz dont know what to say more...Just do watever i can for now...


Things between me n him seems not good lately. Haiz...A few things happen lately and i can say it was a simple misunderstanding but i began to know more of him since. How he thinks of me and etc...Well all i can say is just things between us is ok all the way. If everything seems ok then i will show more of him. If not let him be a misteri for now. I guess that is me, till i am not sure things between us, till then i will not let anyone see us. Unless happen to saw me outside then it is different issue....For now let "him" be a misteri for everyone... ;)

It been a while since i last wrote here. Been feeling tired and sick lately. Haiz... Even now i am feeling so so tired. For the past few days, i been sleeping while on my way to work which i seldom or rarely do that. My body starts aching back again. Maybe i just too tired. Lack of sleep and too much thinking maybe. haiz....


It will be in a few days that Bro Jaya is getting married. I getting to see him lesser now as he is busy with his new home. Yes, he just received the keys a week before Raya. So he kind of busy with all the preparation of the new home. He will be living there immediately after the wedding on Sunday. That's why he so busy with his new house. Everything went on well except for my parents as usual busy with other stuffs. Certain things don't have to do but they insist of doing. Haiz...


Work as usual been frustrated. Don't know how long i will survive here. Stupid ppl making me angry most of time...I just do watever i can for now. Once i received my bonus, i will start looking for a new one...

A few ppl ask "How's your raya" All i answer is ok not bad. But actually boring. Not much visiting done. But i nearly met them all neither at my house or when i do visiting during the 3 days. Maybe because the mood is not there. Knowing Andini is having her "O" level making me quite concern for her. Usually the parents but being close to her, and can see that she did not really put more effort worries me. If possible, i want her to be the best among the girls. If possible, let her go Polytechnic. Just hope and pray for the best. InsyALLAH...


Work is quite hectic these few days. A lot of changes need to be done and not forgetting a lot of issues...Luckily me, my colleague Boon Tat willing to help out. If not i dont know how to manage by myself. Eric is still around but he doing other stuff involve in some projects. Still the same dept only that his focus is to bring in more customer for our dept. My GM also quite impressed with my work so far and he involving me some new things for me to do. Which i find it good as i learn new things...Hopes things getting better and of course get better pay by then...InsyALLAH


Will be visiting my 2 brothers home this weekend. One house each day. :) So will be spending the whole day playing with my nieces. :) :) :) May drop by to my real father's house too this Sunday. Hope he is at home so that me & Ana can visit me. hmmm Last met was last year raya...

I am still tired although sleep early yesterday. I think i went to bed around 9 plus. Wanted to watch a few show but too tired. In the end, i sleep while watching tv. Went Jalan Raya for the 3rd times yesterday with parents & sis Ana. yeah my 3rd times although i took the whole week off. Meaning i only went on 1st, 2nd & 6th day of raya only. Can't bother to do the visiting as mum busy sending wedding invitations to alot of people. And ppl keep asking when is my turn. Quite piss off and tired to reply them the same old answer again and again.


Back to work today after a week on leave. And all my 3 colleagues of my team on MC today. Yes all 3 of them today. I nearly took an MC today. But after missing work so long, i decided not too. If i really took, mt team will be down the whole day of today. hehehehehe....


I been feeling down for the past few days. Haiz...Been sensitive lately. Try to control but seems difficult especially if a few things keep happening again and again. haiz...

Selamat Hari Raya semua...Hope it is not too late. Anyway it is the 3rd day of raya and i am enjoying my day at home. No work till friday. Will be back to office only on Monday. How i wish i could be like this always. :) :) :)

I blog during the weekends but seems blogger got problem. So i can't save watever i am writing on that day. After thinking over the weekends, i decided not to take the new job offer. Decided to stay put for a few months maybe before decided to look again.


My general manager seems very happy and so do a few of my colleagues. They nearly got heart attack when i told them what happen. hehehehhehe When they knew my decision, they are happy with it. :) I stay not only because of them. But simply i enjoy some of the work i am doing now. Which i can proudly say, I learnt a lot from there... And part of me still do not wanna leave as i wanna learn more. But i did mention to them that i need help with my work as i seems to overload most of the time. I have 2 projects and seem not finish most of the time. Quite frustrated when you know that you can't finish all these things. Hopefully they are looking into that...


Raya is tomorrow. Alhamdulilah everything well prepared. Done a lot of preparation for the last few days. Then it will be busy for my 3rd brother's wedding. InsyALLAH will be in 3 weeks time. :) :) :)

Had a great day yesterday. Went to met a few old friends whom i know online. Met Hazrin and her tunang (lupa lak nama dia) then Ernie and husband, Hisham. It been a while we all met up. We do a lot of catch with each other. And it is good to met them again. Miss them so much. Still remember our good old days. :) :) :)


Btw i went to interview on Monday. And it was my first time being interviewed by a malay guy. And kind of shock as he knew a few old people at my current company. The people he knew have long left the company when i am still new there. So kind of not knowing them well enough. At least they still say hi whenever saw me outside. And during the interview, he test me out a few mathematical questions which i was not prepared actually. I answered him wrongly for 2 questions but at least he mention that i give a try rather than just give up. He did that as he find from my certificate that my Maths was bad. During the interview, he did say things in jokely mannner which make me comfortable in the conversation and as though i knew him quite well. And never did i thought they call me immediately the next day for 2nd interview. The 2nd interview was with 2 ladies whom i will be working with. Everything went well till they say that they kind of impress with me and would like to hired me. But they do have some concern about a few things. Which i totally agreed with them and they will gladly love to help me out on this. Hopefully they will be doing willingly instead just scold n etc...InsyALLAH...


I will be giving my tender letter today. Kind of nervous actually. Cause i really believe they will pester me to stay which i dont think i will consider that. When i look for new job, i am determine to change as the current work make me frustrated most of the time. Seems no one listening to my problem or difficulties. So best to leave before things out of hand. It will be sad as i simply love some ppl there. It have been 5 yrs actually. And it was my first job eversince i graduate from ITE. Hope the new job gives me better opportunity and of course gain more experience. InsyALLAH...

I am in Hari Raya mood already. We just started to make some kuih. We have made 3 types as at today. Maybe will make at least 1 type each day. Weekends will be busy packing the "Berkat" for Bro Jaya's wedding next month. It will be on 19 November. If we did not do it this weekend, it will be rushing as we will be busy inviting ppl for the wedding.


Went to Geylang on Friday nite with my 2 sistas n Nelly. After that we met my parents who joined us after Solat Terawih. We continue shopping till 12.30am and it kind of shock actually. My sister, Ana have told my mum that it is past 11 and it is best to go home and all she reply us is "Hey the nite is still early u know." We all were so shock to her that. Mum usually the one will make noise asking us to go home but not that day. hehehehehehe But i do enjoy myself that day. Especially with my best friend, nelly. :) :) :) Along the way, we met 4 to 5 old sch friends there. Nice meeting them all....


Will be having a few iftar for these few days. Shall met my few friends tomorrow. Then met Him on Thursday. :) May caught movie together or just jalan2 at Bazaar. Hmmm have not fully decide yet. Just hope i can be back at 5.30 sharp for the next few days. Provided not much work too. InsyALLAH....

I am feeling so down. Feeling so sad. Dissapointed. Anger and lots more i guess. Haiz...I know i am the fattest, ugliest, horrible, blur, stupid, unglamour and etc child you 2 ever have. I also get the blame after certain things happen. And most of the time i don't get any respect from other siblings due to all these. When i fight for my rights, no one come to my rescue. I still get the blame at the end of the day. So most of the time, i just keep to myself which is what i been doing most of the time. Haiz...It hurts a lot when no one is by your side when you need someone. You tend to rely someone outside the family which tend to understand you more than your own.


Sometimes i just hate my life now. It makes me so low. I feel so useless. But knowing that things happen for a reasons...InsyALLAH it will be better in future maybe...


Work as usual been packed with a lot of things. Latest is met Ebay's ppl to learn their process. Yes the Ebay.com that in the website. Interesting actually and motivate me wanna sell online but i need a Credit Card before i can start which i dont have any. :( And i will be going to Women's Changi Prison next week to teach a few ppl about Ebay's process. hmmm It will be my first time there. Shall blog more on this next week after the visiting. InsyALLAH...


Alhamdulilah the busy work make me forget a bit of my personal problems...I still feel sad actually. Haiz...All i have is patience...

Feeling so tired. Went some shopping at Bedok Interchange with Andini. Simply bought 2 pair of shoes. One for work and another for raya. Looking for a bag but couldn't get nicer ones at bedok. Maybe next time at other place then....


Yesterday was so crowded. Everyone sits together at the dining table. Alhamdulilah with the big table we have now, manage to fit in everyone. Of course we have to sit closely. :) :) :) But mum say next week, all of us will be sitting below together. It will be much better. hehehehehe InsyALLAH....

Alhamdulilah I manage to do my fasting up to now. Been break fast at home with family for the whole week. Maybe next week will have iftar outside with friends... InsyALLAH....


Internal Auditors came yesterday. Haiz...When we all in a busy period, they came. And worst my stupid Finance Manager told them that if anything about my dept look for me. That shouldn't be the way. She suppose to say look for my manager. If they need to know the process then I can help. I give up on the finance dept. A lot of things and seems that they are not working closely with my dept. They basisly just do things blindly without checking and say our dept must make sure everything is correct before passing to finance dept. The new finance team is not like the old ones. They help us a lot. From daily work to auditor's issues. My dept are already packed with work and we can't entertain all this. I give up on all of them. Lose hope already.


And that is why i have decide to look for new job with or without getting the bonus. I can't stay on as everyday i feel frustrated with my work. They keep chasing me and etc. And when i have no time to do, they ask someone to do. I feel sorry for my other colleague as they keep pushing him to do. Not that i purposely but i seriously packed with my daily work. And ppl seems dont understand my feedback. So no use staying there rite. Wish myself "Good Luck"


While on the bus yesterday, my normal journey to work, saw 4 malay guys was sitting and eating. Quite shock as all of them eat just beside the road and many ppl looking at them. Why can't they just respect the fasting month? If they really wanna eat, then eat inside the shop ah. No comments on such person ah...


My 2 bros and family will be coming to break fast together. It will be super crowded today but i like. :)


I miss someone so badly now...Last metting him is last Wednesday. And we will only be meeting on this coming Friday. By then it will be more than 2 weeks. Been dating this person a few months and we officially together only last 2 month. Super duper nice guy but i am not really hoping much as i dont want to get hurt again. It is nice to be in relationship especially when tat person call u everyday. :) :) :) Well, just wait and c....InsyALLAH

Finally HADY MIRZA wins!!! Me and my 2 sisters were at home watching from 8pm onwards. And when the results was annouced all 3 of us were shouting excitedly. hahahahhaa I think the whole block can hear us i guess. hehehehehe Yeah we were expecting him to win. I vote 5 times, Andini 6 times while Ana 10 times. hehehehe So kiasu of us. I even get a few reminders from a few gfs of mine. hehehehhee Well actually Jon is quite good too but his voice is too husky actually. He only can sings on certain kind of songs. Not try to be a judge but that what i know when i watch the Singapore Idols. Well once again, Good Luck Hady. Hope to see you more on Suria. :) :) :)


Yesterday also Ana besday. Had simple celebration at home over "Buka" time. I thought i will be late for "buka" but alhamdulilah manage to reach on time. Yeah i out of office only 5.45pm instead 5.30pm due to some work have to rush. Hope i am not too late again today. InsyALLAH.


To everyone surprise, our salary was not in yet yesterday. Usually on Sunday the salary are inside already but not this time around. I was kind of shock when i check my bank yesterday morning. Then after lunch also not in yet. Haiz...Hope it will be in by today as i need the money to pay a lot of things....

Feeling so tired today. Manage to clear my work. Just need to chase a few suppliers tomorrow. Hope i can clear my other things too. Maybe do filing up tomorrow so that when auditors came i dont have to rush looking for my things.


First day of fasting today. So far so good. Wake up a bit late today due to sleep quite late yesterday. Maybe i sleep a bit early today so that tomorrow dont feel tired. Maybe after Sahur, I dont continue my sleep instead. See how it will be...

InsyALLAH we will start fasting tomorrow. Wish i could fast for one whole month which will be impossible as women tend to have menses and you cannot fast due to that. I also request from the company to go home at 5pm but they only agree to let us go home at 5.30pm instead. It will be rushing for us all. No choice new management so have to agree with the new rules and regulation.


Went to Geylang today. Parents buying Ana early besday gift. Her besday will be on Monday. So after buy her 2 baju kurung, we went jalan2 around at the Bazaar. It kind of huge place. We walked from Joo Chiat Complex all the way to the Market area there. Many of the shops were getting ready to set up. But quite a lot of people have starting to shop. As usual Kiasu SIngaporean!!!


Work as usual busy. Haiz...Getting bored with my work now. No mood to work too. Haiz...Dont know if i should look for new job or just stay there. My old boss, Low Wei Shing send in tender letter. Yup he resigned. Quite shock and kind of miss him. He help me n eric while we in same team. He spoke up for us. He understand our working process n etc. Haiz...After someone took over now, so many stress came up. He also cannot stand the pressure and thats why he say it is time he leave...Sad but happy for him. As he also tend to feel stress and pressure from higher management. hmmm maybe it is time for me too...


Wanna wish everyone "Selamat Berpuasa" tomorrow...

I couldn't sleep. So i log in to the internet trying to do my work. But then i began tired while half way doing it. Suppose to finish some work by this weekend as i have to submit updates by Monday. Haiz...Dont know if i can make it...


Manage to send my handphone for servicing on Tuesday. It was suppose to collect back on Friday but the next day, nokia ppl call me up to say that my phone is ready for collection. Instead of collecting it on Wednesday, i went to collect on Thursday instead. Now my hp is as good as brand new. But i still want to change it. I think i will wait till April 2007 where i can totally terminate my this line. I have additional 2 lines in hand now. Once i terminate the current line, i will use one of the additional till end of 2007 when both lines expiry. Dont ask why i have this 2 lines. Let just say i am damn stupid....


Both brothers came over today. Get to play with 3 of the kids. Adeena was wearing tudung when she came. She look so cute. :) :) :) I will try to upload some pictures in near future. InsyALLAH....

It been tiring and stressful week. My mood was not good either. A few people make me frustrated all the way. And i am still anger about it. It was quite annoying that people don't understand after so many explaination. Trying to find my fault. Sighz...


Weekends was quite fun. Spent the whole day at my uncle's new place at Punggol. Nice house he have. It was a long distant uncle. I knew him from Mak Rah who happen to look after his kids so kind of close with his family. His 2 kids quite close to me too. :) Spent the whole day with them as they have housewarming party. Reach home around 8pm. All 3 kids were at home, Aeisyah, Irfan & Adeena. Get to play with all of them. Adeena began to learn to clap and soon she can walk. Can't wait for that. :) :) :) Sure the house will be more noisy. hehehehe


Sunday was spent at National Library with a friend of mine who needs help with his new laptop. Manage to help him download his Anti-virus and copy all my music to his laptop. Spent at least 3 hours there. Then had simply Dinner at Bugis Junction before reaching home. Thought of meeting him but it was raining and he don't dare to ride while raining. Furthermore it is not save to ride while raining. Maybe one of these days or next week as he say. Miss him like crazy already. Just hope i get to met him this week...InsyALLAH....


My phone is suck to the max. It spoilt and i have not send to service yet. Meanwhile, i borrow my mum's phone. Will send the phone ASAP by this week. If possible i will like to send it by today. Someone ask me just to sell my hp and get a new one. I think i will wait till the line end early next year. Maybe by then i get a new hp & new number too. Meanwhile i just stick to this hp for now...

I been sick for quite sometime. It seems that the medicine not working. Or maybe my body seems weak. It even effected my left palm. It was so painful that i can't carry things using that hand. Been having cough n flu most time. Luckly not much work for the past few days. So i manage to do things at my own timing. hehehehe


Suppose to go to my friend's house for house warming but my body seems weak. A friend of mine also invite me for his sister's Nikah but i did not go. Maybe just go for the sanding tomorrow. If i am well i hope. InsyALLAH...


I have a new boss as at 1st September 2006. Which is Eric Leong. hehehehe Like he say only title change but not salary. Well hope it will do change in a few mths time. We also get a new colleague. A guy to do the packaging category. He seems quite good. Willing to learn and quite fast too. :) Hope he do stay longs there...

I am feeling so tired and weak. I am having headache since yesterday. The whole of Saturday spent sleeping at home. My body is aching all the way. Maybe i might taking half day today. If not maybe try to go home a bit early...


Then Sunday when out to met him. We went to Marine Parade's Macdonald to surf the net using my laptop. It was quite a dissapointment. The internet connection were so slow. And the socket were not working to charge my laptop. Quite frustrating as I were in midst of sending work resume for him. End up we packed and go other places.


Went home a bit late. But just in time to met my 2 favourite kids. Irfan and Adeena was about to go home. When i step in, Irfan quickly ask me to carry him. Miss him alot. Then Adeena also was quick accept my offer to carry her. Get to kiss her a lot. Miss both of them so much...

I learnt that you can't anyone especially when it comes to money. People will claim that they in need and in the end they will not paid at all. They will tell you a lots of story why they need the money but in the end they are just liars. Maybe i am too trusting. Yeah i tend to trust people easily i guess. People who i call friends. And too bad many of this "Friends" tend to take advantage. Haiz...I shouldn't be complaining cause my intention is to help but if they wants to ignore me without pay then let them be. I believe these type of people will received their retribution later. Furthermore Islam teach us not to "Hutang" and you have to settle all these before you die one day.


So boring at home today. Thought of going out but don't know where to go. Haiz...Been sitting in front of the laptop from just know. All i did was re-do my resume. Apply in the internet job applications. Just hope i get call from all these. I really think that now is the right time. After seeing so much changes which was not to help to ease the job but making it worst. Haiz...Just hope for the best. InsyALLAH...

Went to watch my first movie with him. We watch Lucky Number Slevin yesterday at Cathay Cineplexes but the show will only be open to all on th 24 August 2006. Yeah manage to watch it first as i redeem it using my M1 points. But i dont like the place there. Not very nice place. I think i prefer cinema at Bugis and marina Square. The seats are better.


These few days i am feeling frustrated with work. A lot of delay issues especially the payment. Due to that, one of the supplier is holding all delivery till payment is made. Luckily there are some payment made this week if not i don't know how to inform all the customers...Just hope things are better soon. If not i will have more work to do which is not within my job scope.


I am feeling tired easily these few days. Maybe too many work and pressure. I need a good break. Good sleep maybe. maybe next week, i will come a bit later. Maybe i sleep a bit longer in the morning before going to work...Well see how things are next week as a new guy is coming in. So have to teach him a lot of things. Especially how to use the system, reply to customer's needs and etc...

Feeling so tired. Went out as early as 7am this morning. Met my bro n family & my father's friend at Jurong West before off to JB. Had our breakfast at the Pekan of Gelang Patah before going to Kebun. My dear cousin were not there when we reached. So we roam around the Kebun hoping to get some fruits on our own. We manage to get some Manggis. After 30 mins waiting, my cousin came home and bring us to another Kebun for Durians. I had lots of Durians. Yeah been a while i get them. Parents been bring them home but i dont feel like eating. But today i a lot. And i am the last person to stop eating. hehehehhee then we visit my sick uncle. He was so sick that he were lying down all the way. Hope he get well soon....InsyALLAH


Then had quick n simple Lunch before going home. By then i am too tired and fall asleep while on the way home. No need to queue very long for the cars. Reached home around 3pm. Quickly had my bath and sleep after that. By then it was at 4.30pm and i woke up only at 6.30pm and i am still feeling SLEEPY!!! Maybe too tired caused i sleep late yesterday. Nearly at 1.30am due to finishing my work. Maybe i try to get some early sleep later.


Too much durians cause me having stomachache now...Might be taking MC if still not ok tomorrow. Will see how tomorrow. Hope i am ok...InsyALLAH...

I get to watch the Fireworks on National Day!!! A dear fren of mine accompany me on that day. We went to Marina South. It was quite crowded with so many family. When the Aeroplanes in the sky, all the small kids were shouting excitedly. :) :) :) We manage to get seats on the bench. After that it were major jams due to accident along the bridge.


Manage to cope with the work without Eric. Hope things will be ok next week. InsyALLAH...New guy will be joining our dept on the 21st August 2006. It will be a great help. Hope he will stay longer...InsyALLAH....


Suppose to met my dear fren today. But he have to work overtime. 2 of his colleagues took MC for today and tomorrow. So he have to work to cover for both of them. Thought of meeting up tomorrow but i will be going to JB to visit my uncle who is sick. Sorry dear, we met up on Wednesday as promise. Going to watch our first movie together. Thanks to the redeem tickets i got from M1. :)

Been a week i last wrote in here. Well, too many things happening. Plus with so many work...Starting Thursday i will be alone to handle things here. Eric will be on long leave from Thursday to next Friday...Even today when he is half day gone, i was struggling to cope. Couldn't imagine for the next few days!!! So far he been passing things that need to follow up...Praying hard no major issues will be happening for the next few days without him...InsyALLAH...


Parents and the younger siblings will be going to Batam tomorrow. The whole day of tomorrow. I will not be following them as i have promise someone to see the fireworks tomorrow. :) He finally agree to met up tomorrow. It will be my 1st time spending the National Day's evening with a guy. :) Hope we get a good view and of course enjoy ourself. InsyALLAH...

Still having this headache. It been with me on and off. Haiz...Maybe i think too much especially my work. There a few major things that need to be done ASAP. We are having this promotion with selected suppliers. We are starting on the 1st of August. It have to be done monthly with different suppliers. That's why i am always busy nowadays. To get the full data. Make sure things going with the flow...Hope it went well with the plan. InsyALLAH....


Been staying at home for the past 2 days. Yeah i spent my weekends at home. Suppose to go out but last minute my friend have to work OT. Haiz...I was looking forward to watch that movie "Lake House" and die die must watch it soon...Maybe 1 of these days or this coming weekends maybe....


An old friend call up yesterday. Nice to hear from him after so long. :) We might be meeting one of these day too. Actually kind of miss him as he were such a good friend. :) Hope to catch up more with him. hmmm....

I finally got my belated besday gift from my younger siblings. Received Titus watch from them. :) :) :) Nice looking watch and even i am wearing it now. trying to take the picture but my handphone giving this stupid error again and again whenever i try to take picture. Maybe next time i upload the picture up. InsyALLAH...


Having headache since a few days ago. But it was very painful yesterday nite. Thought of taking MC today but realise a few things need to be done. Haiz...I need to rush a few things too. If possible all these have to be done by today. By Monday have to send out to all customers...When i think of it, it make me so stress!!!


For the last few weeks, i am happy that there someone i could talk over the phone everyday. But yesterday the conversation makes me sad and dissapointed. :( Well, he admit that he began to like me and of course me too. But there are a few things make him think twice. About how different his life and family from mine. Couldn't believe that this is the same issue i have last time and it happen again. I couldn't believe it when i hear all this. Yes, i admit my life is a bit better nowadays. My parents manage to buy good things to use at home like Osim chair, flat tv, sound theater and etc but that doesnt mean i have to look for a guy who can provide the same as what i have now. Never dream also. Haiz...I don't know ah...It just make me so sad and maybe i am fated to be alone. Never get married i guess. Haiz... :( :( :(

These days i feels that my time is so short. Maybe due to many work need to be done. This is the time i feel so stress at work. I do feel stress last time but not so much like now. There's good and bad of course. No matter what i always look at the good side.


I received lots of besday wish last week. :) Thanks everyone for remembering. The celebration was simple. Had Dinner with family. Then Ana surprise me late at night with Royal Chocolate Cake. I must say the cake was superb. Very very nice!!! Sure will buy again soon...Sunday i get to chose my own present. Which my parents buy me 2 set of baju kurung for this coming Hari Raya. :) Ana & Andini still have not decided what to buy for me. Well i ask them , to look for me a new watch or beg maybe. :) But i prefer a new watch....

Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to SUHAILI.
Happy Birthday to me.

Getting a year older. Finally i am 24 this year. May ALLAH grant me with good health to become a good muslimah. May ALLAH also grant my wishes to achieve good things in my life... InsyALLAH.

Today will just having simply dinner at home with family. Tomorrow will be watching movie with my guy friend. And of course he pay for it. He say that will be the birthday present for me. ;) Still have not decide what to do on weekends but i know that parents wanna buy some clothing for me and i get to choose it. :)

Feeling so bored. :( Suppose to met my guy friend but seems that he busy. So i spent the whole day at home today. Doing some work and chat of course. But staying at home killing me too. My mum been nagging all the way. Haiz...


I feels that the weekends end so soon...Tomorrow will be very busy. Not as normal busy but extra busy...A lot of things need to be done. And have to report to our GM for that. Haiz...In my 5 years working there, this is my first time feeling so stress up. Maybe i wasn't given so much work or so much reponsiblity back then. Now i feel all the pressure given. Just hope i can face it strongly...InsyALLAH...

This week the work is quite pressure. My GM been asking me do quite a few things to help increase the sales of our dept. Our team is minus 1 ppl already and there are a lot of things to do and he add more to it. Haiz...I was suppose to have dinner with Nelly but have to cancel at the last minute due to work. I have already packed all my things to prepare to go home. Suddenly Eric say that he needs some data and kind of urgent as our dept manager needs urgently. With no choice, i re-start my laptop and do watever i can. In the end, me & Eric are the last ones to go. I have no choice but to cancel the meeting with Nelly. Maybe next week shall met her then.


Went date on Monday n Tuesday with the same guy. Funny guy i shall say. I think he is the 1st guy i knew who can sing a lot of songs in different language especially Hindi songs. And he also manage to sing the whole song. Surprise me a lot as i never heard a malay guy can sing the full version. hehehehe And he began my walking radio all the way for that day. :) Need to met someone new once a while. ;)


On Wednesday, went to Pasir Ris to met my uncle, Cik Aziz. He buy me sweater while he in Australia. :) So went over to visit him and take the sweater too. It was my favourite colour Blue. Advanced birthday present. hehehehe


Another 2 ppl resigned from the company. Haiz...All these ppl were only like 1 year with us. Well ppl do come and go. U will met them some other places in a short while. We dont know about that. Just wish them all the best in their future. :) It is great to know them. Hope we stay as friends. :)

My back still abit pain. Haiz...If by end of the week still in pain, i am going to see my family doctor. Hope it will be ok soon. So irritating as i can't really bend over too much. Just a slight bend only. :(


I had a good weekend. On Saturday, went out with Mak Rah's family. Had Early dinner at Delifrance Airport. Then walked around there before going home at 9pm. Get to play with Aeisyah a while before she gone home at 11pm. On Sunday, went to Siti's wedding with Lucia, Siang Kiang & Nadiah. Manage to catch up with things with Nadiah. So sad we can't have more talk that day as she needs to rush to met her Bf. I dont know about the others but these are the only ppl who came that day. Manage to met her and take photo with her too. The weather was so cold and raining all the way that day. Did not manage to go to Azli's side. So sorry Azli for that. Hope everything went well that day. Met my uncle, Cik Jamil at tampiness Interchange Bazaar as he is selling Burger Ramli there. He selling at Pasar Mlm now. No more working as driver anymore. I get to eat free burger too. And he himself cook for me! :) :) :) He will be going to Tampiness St 81 for the Bazaar. May be going there next week to buy the burger. Or maybe wait till he came to raffles place nex 2 weeks. Maybe drop by during lunch time to buy something from him. :)


Bro Zaidi & Family came over too yesterday. Get to play with Irfan & Adeena. Adeena getting fatter as Aeisyah last time. Can't wait for her to walk. Will be exciting. ;)


Work quite bored today. A few ppl having meeting since morning in the room. Some is out for meeting. There are few things happen this morning and worst Eric on leave and i dont know who can help. Try to call him but he off his handphone. Maybe wait a while later as he might still sleeping watching soccer this morning. Or maybe i try to solve the things on my own later...

Feeling so tired recently. Been having headache too. My migraine is back and luckily it is not bad. Just feeling dizzy. I simply took the normal panadols and been sleeping a bit early too. Have been pending to see the doctor again and again. Haiz...


I realised that i am quite sensitive these few days. My mood swings quite bad. I dont think due to having menses as it was cleared last week. I am feeling down too. Lonely. Haiz...There been a times i nearly broke down suddenly. Even this morning, i was so sad that i have tears in my eyes...I dont know what is happening to me. I just too sad i guess. A few things making me so sad and dissapointed.


Siti will be getting married tomorrow. Yesh she invite me but i only came for the Sunday's event only. Will be going with a few of my colleagues. Just hope to see her. InsyALLAH...Azli also getting married this coming Sunday. Will be going from Siti's place. Hope to see him too. :) :) :)

After i do my work on Sunday, I strain my back while i sit down on the floor. It was so bad that i hardly could stand up. It was so bad i had difficulty in walking and bedning that day. Good thing my mum help to massage and it feels a bit better. the painful is still with me ever since that day. I have difficulty in bending especially. I been pending to see the doctor. Keep pending it. Haiz...


I did still went for my date yesterday although still a bit pain at my back. I dont have any difficulty in walking so i dont mind meeting anyone. It is only when i sit down, i will have a bit difficulty in standing up. We went to the lagoon to have Dinner there. It was nice to met him in person. :)


My collague, Jo Eng leaves the company. Haiz....People keep leaving. One by one. hmm When shall be my time then..hmm :) For now just do watever i can for now...If fated i leave this company then it will comes. I just dont know when or will. :)

Went to watch Superman Returns yesterday at Great World City with my 3 siblings. Keppel Corporations organise it and we get to be part of it. We just need to pay $12 for a pair of the tickets and free 2 Coke n a bag of Popcorn. It was cheap and thats y i get it for my 3 siblings. The movie was quite ok ah. Not much action. But i still prefer the old Superman. This new guy trying to be like him i think. I dont find the originity in him.


Had a big feast yesterday. Bro Jaya decide to buy Sup Tulang n Satay for Dinner. But was share among me & Ana. Everyone was at home. Enjoy the big company with everyone especially the 3 kids. Can't wait for Adeena to get bigger sure will join the other 2 running around. :) :) :) And today we all had Nasi Berani Dam Amal courteous of Ana. The rice quite nice but the meat a bit salty. Mum buy somemore from Geylang as she not cooking anything today.


Thought of doing some reports but i did not save any template on my desktop and now i can't do anything. I might just do some simple uploading...BTW i also chat with my dear colleague, Eric. Enjoy the conversation with him as we talk about other things rather than same old things of work. This is why i am quite close to him. We can talked a lot of things. We even msn to each other although we sit next to each other. hehehhee Basically gossip in there or simply chat about personally things. Like i have mention previsiously, he have teach a lot about managing suppliers and handle customer's issues. I surely miss him most if he or i leaves the company...


BTW recently i been talking this guy whom i knew from AM. Knew him in Apr but only close to him recently before i was away for holiday. It was like 3 meals that i talked to him. Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner. Sometimes teatime or supper also. hehehehe It seems like a lot we talked. But at times i wonder what did we talk. hehehehe Not only that ok. It is a must to hear his voice everday now. I thought it is only me, he also the same. hehehehehe I hope it is not temporary only...I never saw him in person but his pics only. He saw me before and was walking past me too but nvr approach me tat time scare that it was wrong person. Well we will be meeting each other this coming Wednesday for Dinner. :) I can't wait for that day to come actually!!! hehehehehe

The holiday is quite ok. Had a good rest too. Free from work from Thursday to Friday. Good thing no one call to disturb. hahahahaha after i told them that i will be oversea and don't want anyone to call be unless SUPER URGENT. Good thing that understood that. :) :) :)


As i expected, did not take much pitures till the last day before going home. We took some pictures at the hotel lobby. But too lazy to upload now. Maybe when i am free. Manage to visit a few of the relatives there. It been a while since last saw them. :) I did spend on clothes and few other things. Total spent is $150 which is around 300 ringgit i think. A good buy ah especially a few blouse that i bought. Here can get ah but too expensive. And i am happy with my spend although i been having financial problems lately. InsyALLAH by end of the year everything will be back to normal provided i did not overspent. :) :) :)


Work quite busy for the last 2 days. A few things were not done while i am gone. Now i have to follow up ASAP for all. A few of them have complain for the lateness but you can't blame me as the other did not try to settle them. Luckily some of the customers are quite understanding. If not for sure i get all the blame. Another happy note, my table is not so messy like last time. hehehhehe It shows that i managed to clear a lot of things. Especially the pending things. :) :) :)

First time i am really looking forward to my holiday...heheheheh maybe due to stress with a lot of things lately. So it shall a good break from singapore for a few days. InsyALLAH...


I managed to clear a few things of my side. Hope nothing major and they dont have to call me when i am there. InsyALLAH...So excited!!!...hahahahaha *mcm lah tak pernah pi sana eh* Everything have been packed. So tonight have not much things to do. Just relax only.


Will try to get more pictures while day provided i am not too lazy ah. Cause i don't think we will go any special place. Mostly just when to shopping. Well i hope to shop as it been a while i do my shopping...If no shopping done, then i will do it while i am in singapore. :) :) :)

I like my weekends. :) And I am looking forward to this weekend too. Cause I am going Malacca from Thursday till Saturday or Sunday maybe. It will be 5 of us. Parents, my 2 sisters & me. It been a while all of us went holiday. It shall a good break. InsyALLAH...


I been having difficulty in sleeping for the past few days. Maybe i am busy thinking a few things. Haiz...I try not to think about it but couldn't help it at times. Just hope things will be better soon. InsyALLAH...


It have been confirmed that Bro Jaya will be getting married this coming November. It shall be only a small n simple wedding where close relatives & friends invited. We all be busy soon to prepare all the things. I have yet to know my third sister-in-law yet. Hope to know her soon...

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Love Monitor

Are you Giving or Taking?
You are Giving. You are a generous, unselfish person. This does not refer specifically to money, but also to less tangible things like your time, your help and your emotional support. You'll be best-matched with someone who's opposite to you in this respect, so look for someone who's a Taker if you want to make your life complete. You're best matched with a Taker.
Are you Committed or Free?
You are Committed. You have a tendency to seek a relationship that is close, intimate and exclusive. This can be a beautiful thing, but you should avoid making it too clinging or possessive. Committed people like yourself are likely to be happiest with a partner who is also Committed. You're best matched with another Committed person.

Are you a Boss or a Slave?
You are Boss. Your result indicates that you prefer to be the dominant partner in your relationship. The boss role in sex is often a reflection of this position in general life, but there are always exceptions. Some people who are tyrants in the office come home and submit totally to their partners. As a boss, you'll be happiest in a relationship with someone who is your opposite. Every boss needs a slave. You're best matched with a Slave.

Are you Quiet or Exciting?
You are Quiet. In general you tend to be a quieter, retiring, introvert personality and you'll do best with someone else who is similarly inclined. You could therefore share subdued interests such as reading or golf. You're best matched with another Quiet person.

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love... But mostly you're looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Feeling so fresh after 3 days on leave plus the weekends.... :) :) :) spent the 3 days at mak rah's house mostly sleep and eat. hehehehehe had my exams on Thursday night and alhamdulilah i manage to answer almost all of them. InsyALLAH i hope to passed.... :)


I am also been feeling down. The dinner went well that day. But i couldn't bring myself to ask him when face to face but i did ask through sms. I get a negative answer which make me so hurts. Haiz...Maybe i expect too much from him. I think i should just go with the flow i guess. If fated to be with him again, it will be if not just let it be. I told myself not to put much hopes.


BTW the sense course is out again. Mak rah ask me to apply for the Hairstyling. hmmm Still thinking and considering but the amount is quite interesting. I need to pay only 20% of the course which was around $4K. But then i remember that i still have some financial problems...Haiz...I still have till end of june to decide...


Will be meeting my chat pal later. Finally will watch X-men with him. hahahhaa Long overdue. Suppose to watch last week but last minute he have to stay in camp for the reservist. So today he is free from reservist and insist watching it today. hehehehe Furthermore he need to look for a gift so i have to help him to chose.

I am happy today although i am still feeling tired n sleepy...Last few days i did have a dream that an old friend sms me asking how am I. And yesterday nite, he did sms me. I was kind of shock at first as i thought my eyes is playing on me. I even ask Andini to verify it. :) When hope he did not stop sms me again. I like him to be around as he is a gd friend. He always remind me things especially about Islam. Just hope he will be around like last time. InsyALLAH...


As usual work has been busy lately...Alhamdulilah i manage to clear most of it. Left a few pending issues i hope to clear soon...There will be a new GM coming in the 3rd week of June. Don't know whether it will be he or she yet. All i know that person will be coming soon...Hope the new GM is better from the old one. Hope things will get better too. InsyALLAH...


Went over to Mak Rah's home yesterday. The 2 siblings are back for the sch holidays for 2 weeks. Will be going there again next week. Maybe will go out with them. :) :) :) I realise i eat a lot yesterday at Mak Rah's place. She cooked "Mee Kuah" and it is nice. Maybe the accompany is fun and eating seems to be good too.


Will be having dinner with my ex tonight. The one who came back recently. I admit i still like him but as i say previously i don't feel secure as i am not sure if he meeting me up for making things out or nothing. Will try to get the answer tonight so that i did not put too much hope on him again. or i will get hurt again... Haiz...


Mum say that bro Jaya decide to get married this coming November to someone he just knew 2 months ago. I was quite shock as it was so soon for him as he just break off from the engagement. Well maybe that is his "jodoh" so just pray that things will be ok for him. InsyALLAH...So the next few months will be busy with preperation. It going to be a simply wedding with no "sanding" as he doesn't like it. It may only for family members and close friends only. Date have not set yet as parents will be meeting the girl's side next week only.

Very very tired today. And it was raining heavily today. Wish i was at home sleeping. Had to go Bukit Batok for the wedding. It was quite a grand wedding where her theme was Batik. Too bad it was raining heavily all the way to evening. The place was a bit crowded too. Maybe due to heavy rains...As usual a few "makcik makcik were asking when will be me n my sister's turn. All we can say is wait long long k ;) The same question whenever there is a wedding or during Hari Raya or anything....


So soon the weekends have ended...It seems so fast. I think i will try to get some early sleep today.

Tiring day today. But spent lesser time at work as i was out nearly half the day at customer's place to do simple training and short meeting too. Alhamdulilah it went well. But at the same time, i feel a bit frustrated that my colleague, Eric keep interrupting me along the way. I nearly lose my temper to him in front of the customer but i manage to controk it. I think i will need to talk to him face to face that he been irritating for the past few weeks. When he talk, he tend to shout although u are near him. He been quite different these few weeks. I thought he only did that to me, but it seems my other collague also face the same problem...


There will a big change in the company. It will be slowing change but not sure if things will work out or not....Haiz....I am getting worries actually as i dont know if the company will survive...Part of me wanna stay and part of me wanna leave. Haiz...

I think i will start looking for new job. I am getting frustrated with my work more and more. Simply they understand when i say urgent or complaints about some issues. Arghhhh....


Couldnt sleep well again yesterday. Something bothering me and it is still inside my head now...I dont know how to write it down here even. Haiz....So stressful!!! I guess i am already pissed off with a lot of things with work and now with my personal things. Haiz...I feel like crying now.....

Feeling so tired today. Couldn't sleep well. I keep turning right n left till 1 or 2 am before i fall asleep. I keep waking up in between. Haiz...I guess something bothering me and that makes me can't sleep at all...


By the way, he came back into my life. He been sms me for the past few weeks. Last Friday nite, he call me up to talk to catch up with lots of things. In the end, we plan to met up on Saturday. We did met up and had late Lunch together. It was nice meeting up and he did say that we may met up again. He say the next time might for movies or just hang our together like last time. Part of me feels happy but part of me feeling so insecure. I dont know if he wants to came back to be together or just as normal friends where he only needs me cause he feels lonely. I did ask but all he say that he miss me to be around him. Yeah i miss him too but i just feel dissapointed of what he did last time. He ends the relationship just because he not really sure of the relationship. Haiz...Maybe i will need to talk to him again about this if we met up again...For now, i just go with the flow...


Went to my ex-collague's home as his son is 1 month old. A lot of ex-collagues came over. Happy to saw everyone there. :) :) :) I realise how i miss the old times when we were all at old office, Far East Square. So many good things happen there. Of course nice food too. I came as early as 4pm till 6pm. Thought of staying till 5pm but waiting for my dear ex-colleague who were so late. Luckily he did not send me or i will be very very early too.


Bro Zaidi and family stay over. It was nice to have small kids at home. :) Get to play more with the 2 kids. :) Both of them were sick with flu.

I still feeling sleepy. Thought of coming late to work today but they have arrange meeting at 9.30am later and it will be involve by our dept...If not i would have more sleep. And i have nite class tonight so confirmed i will be very tired later. And worst today will have another round of test paper. Been doing it 2 times. We need to answer at least 4 questions. Trust me all of them are very difficult. The most difficult paper i ever sit for. No MCQ (Multiple Choice Questions) at all. Just hope i will do better this time around. InsyALLAH...


Someone been asking about my future. hmmm I dont know how to answer that at times. Cause i dont really plan most of the things. Sometimes i just have a thinking about something but i dont really make it happens most of the times. I just go with the flow. Yeah it is good if you can plan things but i find that planning doesn't happen accurately as what we want. So i dont put really bother at times....

I am feeling so sleepyyyyyzzzzzz.....It been 3 days straight that i am feeling so sleepy n weak. To keep myself awake, i been drinking thick tea tarik. Yeah i dont take coffee cause i dont like it. Tea can makes me awake. Especially thick ones.


Went to class and good thing the teacher end it earlier. By right the class end yesterday but she is having 2 additional class. It will be this Friday and next Tuesday. Then next month will be the exam. I will be taking 3 days for it. The paper will be on Thursday. So i took leave on Wednesday and additional day on Friday for enjoying. :) :) :)

I am so sleepy today...Watch the drama "DIA" till 12.30am and as i predicted, both of Ivan & Dia finally get married at the end. But happen to Susi & Andi??? Not really good ending cause we do not know what happen to both of them. And Fifi too. What punishment she received??? Boring ending....


BTW parents finally decide to buy a new dining table after nearly 20 yrs using the old one. The table n chair began to drop off lately. That is why my parents decide to buy new one. So today we shall have new dinning table. :) :) :)


I received good news from my acting GM. I shall be getting performance bonus. I only will received it at the end of the year. Haiz...Looks like i shall be staying here longer then. hehehehehe I guess thats one of the reasons why they gave the money later. So make sure ppl stay longer. Will see how things goes as there will be a lot changes in coming weeks. Hope the changes is good for everyone. InsyALLAH...


Finally the results are out. Haiz I failed them again. I dont know whether i should gave up totally or try again. If try again means more money needed to pay for the class and of course the exams fee. I am still thinking but at the same time i am thinking of taking the LCCI in Call Centre course. Not sure yet as i am still trying to find out the details of the course first...

I nearly forget to bring my laptop to work today. I was walking half way to the lift when i suddenly remember that i did bring my laptop home and by right i should bring it back to office today. Quickly went back home to take it. This is the 1st time i am so forgetful...Cannot imagine i really forgets it. No laptop to work on.


My back start to feel pain again. Haiz...Don't know why it keep feels pain lately. At first the pain came when i was having my menses last month but the pain is back when i just finish it. The doctor also can't figure out why. Haiz...


Will having a long meeting with my dept manager later. Basically to update individual of us on the work lately. A lot of things been happening too. Haiz...Just hope things will get better soon...InsyALLAH

Very very tired today....Helping mum cleans the fridge earlier. It is now full of her tupperware's container inside. hehehehe yeah she puts everything in them. Before she used a few only but now everything is in the container. It looks neater of course. BTW she also label all of them. hehehehe I told her ppl who is first time seeing our things inside will get the things easily as all are being label. :)


No celebration for mother's day today. As usual we all did not really celebrate it. Don't know why but we have not celebrate it since young. Furthermore she been having fever for the last few days. She been sleeping most of the time but yesterday & today, she manage to have some strength to do the cooking. I told her to let me do it but she still insist of doing them. So as usual, she do the cooking while we all help out.


BTW received sms from an old old gf. I think i did mention this old gf before. She getting married in July and now then she looked me up for help. I used to very closed to her. So closed that we are like sister. I dont know what i have done that she just getting further from me. Haiz...She ask my help for all the friends number which i don't have all.Most of them i contact through friendster only. So i simply told her their nicks and let her contact them directly. That's the best i can do for her cause i dont want to help more than that. Cause i am still hurt by what she did. She did not bother to explain or even say sorry at all. Another gf of mine say to ignore but i dont think i will ever do that to anyone. No matter how hurt i am, i still talk to you but not as close as last time i guess...

Finally i manage to change my layout. I took out a few things from the blog. Decide not to used it for now...Feels happy with it. :) :) :)


Spent the day today at home. Chat and surf net most of the time. I manage to finish some of my work too :) Chat at MIRC too. Get to chat with some old chatters here. Still remember how addicted i am to MIRC last time...Now only once a while when i bring back my laptop then i chat.


Will be going out with my 2 sisters tomorrow. To send our cloth to tailor. hehehehe yeah a bit early but she will take at least 2 mths to finish them up. We all dont mind that so let it be then. At least we have send it to her...

I am so tired....The last few days were madness. A lot of things needs to be done ASAP. Alhamdulilah almost all of them i manage to clear especially the urgent ones. With the help of the 2 temp gals of course. I get more things today. Hope u do it tomorrow or during the weekends...


Received a shocking ners on Monday. T1A GM is resigning. Yes he is leaving the company and his last day is today. I was quite shock when i heard it. Too speechless to say anything to him. I did not work closely with him but i still feel sad about it. Even though i don't like him most of the time, i still feel sad about it. I feel so loss suddendly. Maybe i scared that the company will close and i lost my job. Haiz i really don't know...I am a bit happy he is gone but at the same time i am feeling scared too. For the time being, a colleague of mine will be in-charge for now. Our parent company will be looking for a new GM. How soon it will be is still not known. Haiz...I just hope things will be ok...InsyALLAH...


On Tuesday, my parents say that they will be going to Malaysia till Sunday maybe. A few of our long distant relatives are sick. So they are rushing to there on Tuesday night itself. The past few days are parents free. :) :) :)


I think i will change my layout soon...Hopefully i get it done during the weekends...

Dont's have to vote yesterday as Chai Chee is under Marine Parade. So just spent the day at home doing my work. I bring back my laptop home. Manage to clear half of my pending work. Hope to finish another half today so that i can do other things tomorrow...InsyALLAH....


Congrats to my "Anak Sedara", Nor who "Nikah" on Friday. :) So happy for you although i only get to know it on the day itself. Manage to sms her early morning while on the way to work. She will be doing the "persandingan" this coming August. That one for sure will attend. :)


I sense that for the last few weeks, i been having a bad temper. My mood seems to be not good. I simply get angry easily. I admit that i am hot-tempered person but i seldom let ppl see that bad side of me. Most of the time, i control it but once i explore, it is very very bad...Maybe too many things happen at the same time. Haiz...Even now i am facing some financial problems again...Haiz...

Marriage topic being brought up again...I am quite pissed off. My parents keep bugging me again n again with the same topis. Haiz...They just ask a few weeks ago and now they asked again. I haven't find anyone yet so let it be ah...Like i say previously, who doesn't want to get married. They even mention that they want to try to match make me up. All i say to them is that, i dont mind getting to know their recommendations but do not put high hope on it. Doesn't mean u recommend someone, i have to get married to him. just let it to ALLAH to decide when n whom i shall married....

Things dont look good lately. A few things happen. It make me so stress that i am feeling weak. Been having flu plus on n off headache...Thought of going doctor but too busy with a lot of things here...Furthermore i prefer to be busy rather than doing nothing. Cause i tend to think about the sad things that had happen recently. It will hurts me more. Just hope things will be better soon...InsyALLAH...


Work quite stress lately. A few things need to be done ASAP. 1 of my colleague is on leave and i have to follow up for her. And it is worst when customer chase for it ASAP. Then on my side there is a few urgent issues also. So stress up. Luckily Eric help to solve the issue although he have to do other things now...A few ppl will be leaving...And all these ppl came after i am working here...Some did ask when going to be mine turn? hmmm i dont know if i should start looking now. I thought of getting a few certificate first before looking for a new one. For the time being, i will just stick here although the work is suck at times.


Will be having another exam next month for my LCCI in Customer Service course that i took. It will be just 1 day exam but it will be conducted at night. The teacher did gave us some practice for the exams. She even let us do open book test. The questions are quite difficult and i even failed it. I started reading the notes and try to understand it more. Maybe i will try out the questions again and marked it as the teacher did gave us the full answer for it. Once i have the cert for this, i will start looking for new job maybe...

Today's will be last day for DJ Shah Ibrahim in Radio Ria morning show...It is still not known whether he will be back or not...Haiz....Hope he will be back as i began to listen radio Ria again when he is doing the morning show. And i like it so much. It was full of laughter. This week was kind of sad as most listener saying goodbye to him. Even when listening to his tone, it is kind of sad too. I admire him too. As he knows a lot of things and he share a lot of things with the listeners. I will definitely miss him too. He was there accompany me when i was on my way to work. He also accompany me till up to 10am...To tell the truth, i also nearly cry too. Haiz...Take care my dear DJ Shah (Although you did not read this) I believe all listeners will pray for you to come back. That will be definitely...The ending song is very very sad. :( :( :(

Haiz....I am still feeling quite down now...Even lost some sleep for the last few nights. Just couldn't sleep well. Sighz...People will not known if i am not ok as i doesn't shown or even tell anyone yet. Cause i believe that i make it to happen so why must i trouble other ppl for it. All i can do is just pray that i will be able to face it with patiently..InsyALLAH....


Will having a training sessions with new customer. It will be conducted 2 sessions. So i will be out of office the whole day. If the training finish quite late, might be going home straight after that. Hope things will be ok today as i am feeling a bit of nervous now. I been doing this but i still have this nervous feeling... InsyALLAH it will be ok. :)

I am feeling down lately....Haiz....A lot of things running wild in my mind...I dont know how to explain or describe it...

Good long weekend. :) Friday was just lazily at home. The heavy rain makes it feels good to be in bed. :)


Went over to Hisham & Ernie's wedding on both Sat & Sun. They were so cute on the pelamin. :) And Ernie's birthday on Saturday too. She get hisham as her husband for her birthday. :) Hope you too will have a good honeymoon ahead ya. :) BTW we all miss out going to Ernie's place. Sob Sob Sob :( :( :( Whatever it is, we still get to met the couples at Hisham's place. Click on the photo to see more of their wedding pictures.

It is raining really heavily now. Thought of going out but looks like the weather like this is better to stay at home. Maybe i can get some sleep later with this kind of weather. :) :) :)


Dad brought a new LCD TV and new cinema speakers. Good for watching movie. Just like at the cinema where the sound is damn good. But no matter what i still went to cinema to watch any latest and good movie. If not have to wait for the selling of the VCD then you can buy them.


This week, i am being test by ALLAH. I nearly gave up on a few things that happens. Alhamdulilah things getting in hand now. With a help of patient and of course asking help from ALLAH makes things back in track again. There's still a few things and InsyALLAH i will face them with patient....

I been having back pain for the last few days. It got worst yesterday when my menses came for the 1st day. I never have this problem before. Usually if there is pain, it will be only for a while. But this time around seems to be a few days. I even came late to work. Nearly 10am. Went to see the company's doctor nearby. She gave me some pain killer. In order to see what went wrong, she advise me to have a ultrasound pelvis. Anxious to know too so i will be going soon once getting approval from my HR Manager. Been sleeping late too lately. The pain makes me difficulty to have some gd sleep.

One week never update my blog and kind of miss writing something in here. :) Super busy this week. Been staying late at work to finish up a lot of things. Even this week will be super busy too. Maybe will staying late again. Haiz...


Shocking news that 4 ppl are leaving. 2 of them are my good old colleagues and friends whom been with me since i start working here. Lucia Lu & Chow Kar Tzen are leaving. Both of them teach me a lot of things. I learnt a lot from both of them. Lucia whom i called Kakak teaches me more in accounting. Although i did not do accounts but at least i know how things work in accounting. While Kar Tzen whom i called "Datuk" as he tends to forget where he left his cup. hahahahhaa He teaches me how to operate the Ariba system. He also experts in Exel. As my old supervisor say, he is the hero and handsome guy who customer may fall in love with. hehehehehehee These 2 ppls bring changes in my life for nearly 4 - 5 years working here. I will miss them a lot especially you Lucia. No one to nag and scold. hehehehe All these to make me realise the mistakes that i done. To teach me. Take care you too. Keep in touch ya. :)


Another shocking thing is when my dad called while i am at work just to ask if i am attached. He did not call once or twice but thrice. Haiz...I mean you can wait till i am back home rite rather than keep calling me while i am busy at work. In the end, he just say that he have ask my Brother, Zaki to help to recommend someone to me. And last Saturday when he came with his family, his wife, Kak Tini asked me about this. It seems that this whole week is about marriage issue. So i told her what happen and she kind of shocked on why my dad sounds so desperate. But she did ask if i want to get to know anyone that they recommend. Not to hurt anyone. I just say i dont mind knowing someone that you recommend but do not expect anything to happen like marriage or wat so ever. She agree with me on that as she knows all these take times. No use rushing things.


I dont mind getting to know more ppl. And that is what i am doing now. Yeah i feel lonely at times. Need someone to spend time with. Talked to someone of my feelings and etc. But to find someone is quite tough these days. Yeah i am fussy and who doesnt right? In order to find a lifetime partner, you have to be fussy of whom you will choose. I dont look for how rich that someone is but just need someone who cares, loving, beragama and etc. If that person have a bike or car or any transportation is just a bonus. Some ppl thought i look for a guy who have transportation and thats y i am still single. Haiz if you dont know me well, dont bother to say all these. I believe ALLAH have made someone for me. It is just a matter of time i met that person.


On Sunday went to see movie ICE AGE 2 with a guy friend at Cathay Cineleisure Orchard. It was hilarious movie. Luckily not too many kids. :) :) :) It been a while since i watch movie at cinema. Will watch again this coming Friday but not sure what movie to watch. hmm will have to ask around.


Okies okies now back to work..........

Today was the super lazy day to go work. Maklum ah lepas seminggu cuti. There were a lot emails to be cleared. More than 150 emails. Managed to read all earlier. Even stay a bit longer to finish up a few things. Have a training session tomorrow with new customer. Luckily it is only 1 person. Phew....


I also managed to change my layout. hehehehe Force myself to stay till 9pm so that i get take taxi home and can claim the company for transportation. hehehehhee Alhamdulilah managed to clear my bad logs. There are still a few more. Just hope to clear ASAP by this week. Arghhhh suddenly remember that i have to do my monthlu reports by this week......

It been sometime i blog in here.....Been super busy with exams this week. Alhamdulilah manage to take all of them. But i am only confident for 2 of them only. As the other 2, i did not study well for it. Haiz.....Just hope something miracle happens....InsyALLAH....


This week is fun week. No work to think about. Dont have to rush for work. Got the remaining of the days free with eating and shopping. hehehehehe After exams, me n CT went for meals then shopping at a few different places. Of course, my colleagues been calling me after 2nd day without me. They start to ask and good thing the calls are not a lot....At times i just ignore the calls as i am busy with my free time...But too bad, will start work back next week. Sure many things to follow up.


Alhamdulilah i get $600 from the progress package. :) :) :) InsyALLAH shall save all them... :) Or maybe used it for any new course that i am interested...

Been feeling sleepy lately. I dont feel tired or restless but just sleepy. Been trying to get some early good sleep but i simply can't have that!!! By the time i reached home, feeling fresh. Furthermore been revising for my exams next week. Yeah next week and i am still not 100% prepared. Haiz...I will be away from work for the next whole week. Kind off looking forward for that. Dont have to think about work. After exams will be free to do anything i want!!!


Work is quite ok but still a bit rushing these few days. Haiz...Hope the long break next week will be a good one for me...InsyALLAH....


I missed my weekends class last week. Suddenly feeling not well and having headache. So i missed both classed. may missed the class for Saturday again this week. It is mum's birthday and there will be a small celebration for her during lunch time. All was planned by my sister, Ana. Even present is brought by her. Been busy with my things and have no time to help out to plan.

Been feeling tired and sleepy lately. Nearly everyday, i will get some sleep while my journey to work and back home. It shows that i am really tired. It is worst as i can't sleep yesterday. Keep waking up a few times and difficult to get sleep after that. Suddenly i know it is time to wake up. Haiz...


Work is quite ok these few days. But still there are a few things need to be done. Like calling customer to ask why there is a delay in payment. Then have to check and make sure that my colleague pays on time and etc. Haiz....All these are not my jobscope but no choice have to do it. But of course i have to make sure that i do my main job first before all the other things.

So tired today...Luckily not much work today. Manage to clear a few pending work on my side. :)


Bro Jaya is officially no longer engaged. She officially break the engagement on Saturday. She came over with her family and break the engagement herself. We all like her and looking forward for her to be part of the family. Well too bad things not working out well. Just hope she will have better future ahead of her. So now he is single again.


Went to my best guy friend engagement on Sunday. :) ALhamdulilah he is is engaged to her after 3 years of dating. InsyALLAH they will get married in 1 1/2 or 2 years time. Feel happy for him. :) We have know each other since Primary School even went to the same secondary school. We were only get close after we finish our school. Maybe another guy (Whom we close to) will get engaged soon too. InsyALLAH :) Did not take any pictures as i am too lazy to bring the camera. Maybe when he is married, i will take lots of his pictures. hehehehe InsyALLAH

Arghhh been very frustrated lately. Anger with parents lately but i am more angry with someone whom i trust as a friend. Stupid me for believing that stupid friend. This is what i get after trusting so much on someone. Haiz...


Don't know what more shall i do as i have done watever i can. Never been in these situation before. Haiz...Feels so tense!!! So pressure!!! All i can do is just do whatever i can for now.........

Haiz feel so hurt. Couldn't believe that my parents are treating me & my sister Ana unfairly. They been nagging that we been coming home late due to work which is 80% correct that we stay back to do work. They should be understand that. But our younger brother been out most of the time and they dont simply care at times. Today i get to know that he been playing soccer at night!!! And it is worst that he mention that he been doing that weekly. What??? Not even my brother Jaya knew about it. My parents did not scold or say no at all. What the heck is this? My parents been very strict with us for so long. Even last time all my 3 brothers are not allow to play soccer at night and this boy are allow to now? Isn't it unfair??? My parents also been comparing me & Ana with other ppl. And what is this??? We have not given them problems in school last time. From Kindergarten to ITE. And this stupid boy been giving problem like, missing from class, come late to class and etc. Haiz...

I cant sleep as i was thinking about a few things. Haiz....


Took half day today after a few months without any mc or leave. hehehehe Feels so excited this morning as i was looking forward to the half day leave. Managed to get Ct1 to accompany me today. Thanks gal :) It was fun today. Girls outing. Went to Lucky Plaza for Lunch. Then went to Masjid Alfalah to do our prayers before went to Plaza Singapura. Went to Spotlight to buy a few metres of the cloth for my sewing class tomorrow. InsyALLAH will be learning to cut and sew soon. Went to Clake Quay to buy beads. Then head to BMC Jurong East to take our entry proof for the exams. Had early dinner at Long John Silver before going home.


InsyALLAH the exams will be from 27 to 31 March 2006. And it means i will take straight 5 days leave. This is what i am looking forward to....hehehehehe No work for 5 full days. It been a while i take long leave. :) :) :) If u ask me about how my study is, i have not really 100% prepare. Haiz...Will try to discipline myself as i feels tired easily lately. Maybe too many work to do. Maybe i should start revising during my lunch time as i will be fasting again next week... InsyALLAH will keep reminding myself to focus...


I was gone for only half a day and a lot of things happen today. Poor eric as he was so tight up with his own work and he have to cover me. Haiz...This is one of the reasons why me or eric difficult to take leave at times. We are tight with work and no one can help to cover us when we are away. Another member of the dept, Jo, is not helping much. All i knew that she complains a lot. Really a lot. Haiz... been teaching her a few things but she still not sure at times. Haiz... So it is not my fault if no one dont know to do my work. I have teach them but they dont take the learning as serious matter. All i can say, let it be then. If any problme, dont blame me later on...We will see when i take 5 full days leave at the end of the month. ;) Sorry Eric, dont mean to sabotage you or what but i need to take the leave for my exams and furthermore i do need a break too. You will have your turn soon in June right? When the soccer seasons starts hehehehe Hope it will be approved by ahem...hahahaha only ppl working with me knows who is tat person.... ;)


Ok2 i better get some rest now or i will not be able to wake up early tomorrow. Need to do housecleaning before i leave home for my class. Better do things early and can get some rest before class at 2.30pm tomorrow. If not i will be too tired and lazy to go again....

I realise that i only blog once a week now. Been busy to write down. Try to write yesterday but were too busy that decided to postpone to today. Can say nowadays i am very busy with a lot of things. haiz....Sabar aje....


I missed the class on Saturday. Too tired to go but at the end me plan up meeting my gfs, Supinah & Nelly at Simei. We sat at CoffeeBean. It been a while we all met up. So last Saturday was quite fun for us. :) :) :) InsyALLAH will met them up again soon provided everyone is free...


Having migraine again on Sunday. So i spent nearly half the day sleeping. Went home immediately after my Mandarin class on sunday. Eat my Lunch then off to bed.


InsyALLAH i will be fasting this whole week or maybe the next 2 weeks. Have not decided yet but InsyALLAH i will try to finish up all my "hutang puasa" by this week. But right now i am so sleepy....Wish i could sleep longer.....

Tiring week. Alhamdulilah i am better now. :) But still a bit tired as there were quite a few things that i have to do.


Start my Ngaji with Mak Rah again. InsyALLAH she will teach me to write and speak in Arabic...I have also stared my Mandarin class. Quite interesting class....Now my Sunday morning is never boring again....InsyALLAH in 2 months time, i may speak a bit of Mandarin and Arabic....


Sewing class also going quite well so far. The teacher quite helpful although i am the only malay in the class. The class is small so she able to teach us clearly and more. InsyALLAH after a few more lessons i will be able to sew...For now it all about learning more about measurements only....Have been thinking of a few clothes to be sew.... Soon i be able to wear my own made clothes....InsyALLAH...


BTW both my Sister-In-Laws ask me to start doing my jewllery accessories. InsyALLAH i will start doing once my exams ended next month. For now, i am really really packed with a lot of things. They want it to be part of their business. I may join them one day if everything permits...InsyALLAH...


Someone ask me if i dont feel tired attending all these classes. Yesh i do but i am interested to learn all this now. Furthermore i find that it is a good experience to leran new things every now and then. InsyALLAH all this will be benefit for you in future...While i am still strong with no illness, now is the best time to do it. Furthermore i have a lot of free timing after work. I dont usually hang out with friends or "lepak" outside. So it is better to do something useful rather than u waste a lot of your precious time doing nothing....

Still feeling a bit weak and tired...Thought of taking MC today but just remembered that i have nite class today. If i stay the whole day at home today, surely i dont go for my nite class later. Been having this flu and it block my breathing. I think yesterday, my chest was quite in pain. I forget to bring back my migraine pills. So i just eat panadol to relieve the pain. To avoid forgetting my medicine again, i have kept it inside the bag when i reach the office this morning. InsyALLAH will eat it later at nite. If i eat it now, confirm i will be very very sleepy.


Work is quite ok this few days. There are 2 part-timers who help to do the invoices and some other misc items. So i am a bit free to do other things. Managed to finish up a few of the importance pending things. Hope to get the others done ASAP so that i have less worries by then. InsyALLAH....

Alhamdulilah manage to go to the Dressmaking class today. Although feels a bit weak but i still manage to go. It was quite an interesting class as it was my first time learning about Dressmaking. The class was quite small group so it was quite good as the teacher is going around to help out and explain more things. :) :) :) InsyALLAH i will get to sew my own clothes in future.....


Hope to get some early sleep later....

Feeling so tired and week. Having flu again. Even now my eyes are watering. Feeling a slight giddy. Will have fever anytime or should i say i am having it now...


Went to Bedok Library to do my own revision. Manage to stay there from 7pm to 9pm. At least the place there are better than at home where i can't focus. I think i have to do that often in order to have a good study. InsyALLAH. The only free nites i have is on Wednesday, Thursday & Friday. InsyALLAH i wil try to go there for these 3 days to do my revision....


Thought of going to Library today but Mak Rah asking me to go to her house. So have to go there later....

I am feeling so tired today. My left chest feels a bit pain. My breathing quite fast for the last few days...The office is quite cold too. Been wearing jacket the whole day.


Early morning, someone make me really furious. Really mad with this bloody guy. Keep irritating me so much. Whenever talked to him, i will be like cursing and scolding him. It makes me really angry. Becuase of this stupid person, my chest hurts more!!! Thanks to this bloody guy. I feels like crying now...


Work quite relaxing yesterday. Hope it will be the same for today n tomorrow too. InsyALLAH....Manage to do a few things peacefully without much disturbence... InsyALLAh will finish more things for the next few days.....

Haiz....Frustrated and kind of broken hurt. Frustrated cause there this stupid guy keep calling disturbing. I wish he go away from my life. He is quite irritating fellow. I can't ignore him yet as he still owe me money and he is paying slowly and i am waiting for the day he finish all that and i will totally ignore him. It was very frustrated and worst he take me as his gf although i told him that i am not interested to be his gf. I can become crazy!!! Been ignore him most of the time but not totally yet. Haiz....Sabar aje aku ni....


Broken hurt cause someone i knew nvr talk to me at msn anymore. Haiz...Dont know if i hurt him or what so ever....Try to talk to him but its either he busy or not there...Haiz...If you happen to read this,
"RIDWAN aka LioncityMan, I AM SO SORRY IF I HURT U. MISS CHATTING WITH U! NOT ONLY THAT I DO MISS U A LOT! HOPE TO CHAT WITH YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY. IF NOT, TAKE CARE N SORRY ONCE AGAIN..."

Alhamdulilah managed to go to Masjid Kassim yesterday despite the dizziness. Mak Rah and family were also there too. Asked Ana & Andini to follow but they dont want too. Went a bit early to Solat Asar there and it finish nearly at 11pm. They also had some food served after the ceremony. Had another round of meal with Mak Rah's family before went home. I think i reached home nearly at 12am. Watched TV caused i can't sleep again till 2am plus. Woke up around 6am to solat Subuh and sleep till 8am. Since then i woke up till now. Still feeling dizzy. Can't to get some sleep earlier but i can't. Maybe later after Lunch will try to get some sleep....Feeling so cold now although the weather looks hot. Haiz...


Will try to finish up my pending work before trying to get some sleep later. If not tomorrow i will be super duper busy...

Still feeling a bit weak today. Been having slight fever and migraine. I can't sleep nearly the whole nite yesterday. My head was too painful even to lay down on the pillow. I even vomitting for a few times. I force myself to eat the medicine and try to sleep after that. I finally get some sleep at around 3am this morning. And i woke up around 8am. Yeah that early although my head still aching. Try to continue to sleep but i couldn't do that. So i woke up to help mum cook Lontong for Lunch.


Instead of eating at home, a guy friend of mine ask me to join him to have late lunch outside. He knew that i been not feeling well lately so he ask me to take fresh air and had lunch with him. It feels a bit relaxing taking fresh air earlier on. Will be going to Masjid Kassim later for MAAL HIJRAH.


It been a few days at home and i have not done any work yet. Yeah been spending my time sleeping due not feeling well. Just hope i get well by Wednesday... InsyALLAH...


"Selamat Tahun Baru islam" pada semua umat islam.

Hisham Aka Moshee dad passed away at 7.56am this morning. Lets doa Al-Fatihah for him.

It is raining heavily now. Was surfing the net all the way from just now. Trying to help sis to put some songs on the blog but i am total forget. Sorry sis as i could not help but i will try to ask around who can help. InsyALLAH i help you k. :)


I will be usper duper busy next month onwards. Taking a few classes. So will fully occupied i guess. hmmm


Mon - Ngaji with Mak Rah

Tues - LCCI in Customer Service at Orchard

Wed - Free for now

Thurs - Retaking Jewellery classes to refresh up

Fri - Free for now

Sat - Sewing Class at CC

Sun - Chinese Class at Cambridge School (Basic)


Maybe the 2 free days will spend time revising or met friends or relaxing at home. Will register the weekends class by this coming weekends. Hopefully things will go smoothly as planned....InsyALLAH...

Did some tryout from PhotoBucket where i can blog from there too. Interesting findings. :) In future if i upload some pictures there, i dont have to go blogger to blog. I can simply blog from PhotoBucket itself....


Having stomachache now. All thanks to the spicy food that mum cook. Yeah in the first place i shouldn't eat it but i simply can't help it. She cook nice food and of course i like it. That is one of the reason why i can't slim down. Super good food on weekends. Try to eat lesser on weekdays but sometimes due to stress i eat more. InsyALLAH if will be fasting tomorrow. First wanna pay back that i must out during the month of Ramadhan. Secondly to save some money to pay a lot of things especially my bills and my class registrations. Thirdly wants to lose some weight. :) :) :) Hope to fast for the next 2 weeks. Then subsequently will fast only on Monday & Thursday.....InsyALLAH....


Bro Zaidi came with little Irfan only. :) He is quite active and Aeisyah acted as a big sister now. She feed Irfan and looks after him too. Talk to him too. hehehehe Cute things happen yesterday. Mum try to take some pictures but all were not capture. By the time she click, both are turning away or start to do other things. :) Will be meeting Adeena next week during the CNY holidays. :) :) :) Wonder how big have she grown ya.....

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Had 2 birthday celebration today. My dept manager, Low Wei Shing, birthday on Sunday, so me, Eric & Jo decide to buy him Lunch instead gift. Hafiedzah & Siow Wee joins in too. So the meal was shared among 5 instead 3 of us. We had Lunch at Chinatown Point Swenson. We even had birthday cake for him. Even sang for him. He quote surprise and did not expect us to know his birthday. :) It was enjoyable and fun to have once a while with a few colleagues cum friends....


Second celebration is ANDINI. Today she turns sweet 17 years old. It was just a small celebration among 4 of us. We had simple meal with Andini cut the Cheese Cake. She have received an advanced gift last month from mum but not me or Ana yet. InsyALLAH will ask her what she needs next week once the salary is in. hehehehe


A lot of things happen at work lately. Haiz getting stress more and more. I have to cope with my current work of customer service and some admin & accounts work too. Ever since Kak Lin left the company, we are back to the old routine where we have to share our work. Haiz....A few dateline is delay due of this. Not only that, a few unwanted things happen. There is a issue that customer not happy that we or should I say me, have process an urgent orders without any approval from the customer's big boss. I simply process the order due to the verbal urgency needed by customer. After delivery were done, they were saying that the amount were too big that were nearly 15K. Beacuse of these, they cat accept the orders and requested to reject which is impossible. Haiz...If i did not help they will say that we are unhelpful but after so much trouble, i get this kind of reply. It hurts so much...Haiz just see how or what shall the management will say about this as they will have a major meeting with the clients soon...


This weekend will be busy with my work especially my spend analysis project. Hope to get it done ASAP before Monday. Cause i will be busy with some certain issues related to invoices that need to be settle ASAP.


Went to Mak Rah's home yesterday. It was nice to met her again. Feels a bit better meeting her up. Feels more relaxed. As usual she always buy me things whenever she went aboard. I get Jubah and some cloth to make baju Kurung. Haiz sometimes i feels that i dont know how to repay her. Just pray that she is healthy always... InsyALLAH...


Okies better i off to bed now. Been sleeping late lately and my body is aching already. Hope to get a good rest today so that i can spent time the whole day doing my work...