MC again on Monday & Tuesday.
Here what happens for the last few days.
Sunday, 28 March 2004.
When over to my uncle place around noon. Most of them are there already. Eat, chat n laughed a lot. So many to met all of them. Basically miss them so much......But so sad my favourite cousins were not around.......Well at least i have small children to make me happy that day. :) Did not bring the Digital Camera as i forgets to charge the batteries. Will upload the pictures if my uncle gave some to us. InsyALLAH
Monday, 29 March 2004
My throat is in pain & my cough was still around after so long. So decide to met the doctor again as i need to buy my medicine for my acne. The queue was quite long on that day. A lot of people getting the MC on Monday. Maybe they are lazy or really sick, i am not sure. At last i have to eat a lot of medicine. I guess i received around 5 or 6 different types of medicine on that day. Instead of going back home, i went to my aunt, Mak rah's place to rest. But at the end i have to accompany her to send her "anak angkat" to see doctor. But i have a great day spending the whole day with her beside me.
Tuesday, 30 March 2004
A bit better but tiring. Still went over to my aunt's place. Lazy to stay at home. And again i have to accompany her to hospital to see her friend's baby there. So sad to hear that the baby have to stay over 2 days or maybe more because of "sakit kuning" and he is only one weeks old. His mum were so sad that she cried n blame herself for it. I could not imagine if my baby were like that. Haiz......
Wednesday, 31 March 2004
Came back after 2 days MC. A lot of things need to follow up n luckily my colleagues help me out. My cough still here with me n i am still tired. My body is aching now. Will try to get early sleep tonight. Did not have a good sleep yesterday as i cant sleep. All i need now is my bed to sleep.......
Lately i find myself no mood to work. I need a break. Too stressful......Haiz....I even thought of changing my job. Will see how the situations later on. Its either look new job or take a long break again.....
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Received the following email from my cousin........
FAITH
An Atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new Muslim students to stand and ....
Professor:You are a Muslim, aren't you, son?
Student:Yes,sir
Prof: So you believe in God?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Prof: Is God good?
Student : Sure.
Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student : Yes.
Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't.How is this God good then? Hmm?
(Student is silent.)
Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student :Yes.
Prof: Is Satan good?
Student : No.
Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student : From...God...
Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. correct?
Student : Yes.
Prof: So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)
Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student :Yes, sir.
Prof: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)
Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
Student : No, sir.
Prof:Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student:No,Sir
Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thingas darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light....But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen,much less fully understood either one.. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes,sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class is in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?
(The class breaks out into laughter.)
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it?.....No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir.. The link between man & god is FAITH. That is all that keeps things moving & alive.
Happiness keeps you sweet,
Trials keep you strong,
Sorrows keep you human,
Failures keeps you humble,
Success keeps you glowing,
But only God Keeps you going!
FAITH
An Atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new Muslim students to stand and ....
Professor:You are a Muslim, aren't you, son?
Student:Yes,sir
Prof: So you believe in God?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Prof: Is God good?
Student : Sure.
Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student : Yes.
Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't.How is this God good then? Hmm?
(Student is silent.)
Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student :Yes.
Prof: Is Satan good?
Student : No.
Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student : From...God...
Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. correct?
Student : Yes.
Prof: So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)
Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student :Yes, sir.
Prof: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)
Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
Student : No, sir.
Prof:Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student:No,Sir
Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thingas darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light....But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen,much less fully understood either one.. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes,sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class is in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?
(The class breaks out into laughter.)
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it?.....No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir.. The link between man & god is FAITH. That is all that keeps things moving & alive.
Happiness keeps you sweet,
Trials keep you strong,
Sorrows keep you human,
Failures keeps you humble,
Success keeps you glowing,
But only God Keeps you going!
Friday, March 26, 2004
Did not go to my aunt's place again. Was cancel last minute as she has something to attend outside. :( So i went home straight. Have a small n boring celebration for mum.
There were a few unwelcome ppl came to the house. They were my dad's friends. Kind of interrupted the event. Usually it will be noisy with us all for the celebration but it went quiet after the guests came. Aeisyah did came to the house too. She getting bigger n heavier. hehehehehe Today she is 6 mths already now. How time fly really fast.....
Sleep late yesterday. I think around 12.30am n now i am feeling sleepy n tired.....
Maybe will go home early today n sleep early. Will be quite busy during the weekends. So must have a gd sleep today or i will be feeling tired the next few days...
I am looking forward to this Sunday. Will be meeting my aunts n uncles. Miss them so much already.....
There were a few unwelcome ppl came to the house. They were my dad's friends. Kind of interrupted the event. Usually it will be noisy with us all for the celebration but it went quiet after the guests came. Aeisyah did came to the house too. She getting bigger n heavier. hehehehehe Today she is 6 mths already now. How time fly really fast.....
Sleep late yesterday. I think around 12.30am n now i am feeling sleepy n tired.....
Maybe will go home early today n sleep early. Will be quite busy during the weekends. So must have a gd sleep today or i will be feeling tired the next few days...
I am looking forward to this Sunday. Will be meeting my aunts n uncles. Miss them so much already.....
Thursday, March 25, 2004
Got this through email from a friend.....
Something for you to read...let you have a better prospective of sharing life with someone or if still looking, can learnt from this little story.
How true in life. Sometimes it is not all the romantic fantasy that counts but the little things that we did for each other, at times, taken for granted that is done out of love that should matter most. In this little story, it tells of realistic expectation of your loved ones and not what you hope he / she will be. No one is the same and those romance and love stories in novels and movies are at best our dream of a better world. Thus, we should treasure what we have especially the one you loved and not live in a dreamy world of expectation. After all, it is the unique character and personality of the one you loved that touches your heart to fall in love with and not the movie stars or characters that you read or seen in novel or movies.
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My husband was an engineer. Since I met him, he was always an unflappable rock in my life. I knew he always had his feet firmly planted on the ground, and it seemed that no matter what else went crazy, he would be the one constant.
Three years of romance, and two years of marriage later, I got tired. He was the most unromantic man I know. He never bought me flowers, he never surprised me, and nothing changed in our marriage.
After some time, I finally found the courage to tell him that I wanted to leave him. He just sat there, speechless. My heart froze... what kind of man was I married to that didn't even know what to say to make me stay?
After a while, he spoke, "What can I do to change your mind?". "I will stay if you can give me a good answer to this question," I replied coldly. "If I asked for a flower that grew on a cliff, and you knew that getting it for me means certain death, would you get it for me?". His face grew troubled.
"Can I give you an answer tomorrow morning?" he asked.
Hearing that kind of answer, my heart died. I knew that I could never be happy with a man who couldn't even give me a answer straight away.
The next morning, when I woke up, he was missing. In the living room, under a warm glass of milk, was a note. My eyes grew misty as I read it...
"Dear, I have my answer. I will never pick the flower for you if it meant certain death. But before you leave, I hope you can give me a chance to give you my reasons....
You will always sit in front of the computer and type about for the whole day, but everytime you will end up in tears cause your formating will always go all over the place... I need my fingers, to do the formating for you, so your tears will become smiles.
You like to travel, but would always get lost... I need my eyes, so that I can bring you to the nicest places on earth.
Everytime you leave the house, you would always forget your keys...I need my legs, so that I can run home to open the door for you.
You never knew how to take care of yourself... I need my hands to help you get rid of the pesky white hair you hate so much when you grow old, to trim your nails, to feed you.
So you see, that's why I can't pick the flower for you. Until I find someone who loves you more than I do, I will need my body to take care of you.
If you accept my reasons, then open the door, where I will be waiting with your favourite muffin."
With tears streaming from my eyes, I opened the door, and there he stood, with a extremely worried look on his face. He still had nothing to say, but just stood there waving the packet he had in his hand in front of me. And then I knew for a fact that I will never find another man who will ever love me as much as he does.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have...
Something for you to read...let you have a better prospective of sharing life with someone or if still looking, can learnt from this little story.
How true in life. Sometimes it is not all the romantic fantasy that counts but the little things that we did for each other, at times, taken for granted that is done out of love that should matter most. In this little story, it tells of realistic expectation of your loved ones and not what you hope he / she will be. No one is the same and those romance and love stories in novels and movies are at best our dream of a better world. Thus, we should treasure what we have especially the one you loved and not live in a dreamy world of expectation. After all, it is the unique character and personality of the one you loved that touches your heart to fall in love with and not the movie stars or characters that you read or seen in novel or movies.
-----------
My husband was an engineer. Since I met him, he was always an unflappable rock in my life. I knew he always had his feet firmly planted on the ground, and it seemed that no matter what else went crazy, he would be the one constant.
Three years of romance, and two years of marriage later, I got tired. He was the most unromantic man I know. He never bought me flowers, he never surprised me, and nothing changed in our marriage.
After some time, I finally found the courage to tell him that I wanted to leave him. He just sat there, speechless. My heart froze... what kind of man was I married to that didn't even know what to say to make me stay?
After a while, he spoke, "What can I do to change your mind?". "I will stay if you can give me a good answer to this question," I replied coldly. "If I asked for a flower that grew on a cliff, and you knew that getting it for me means certain death, would you get it for me?". His face grew troubled.
"Can I give you an answer tomorrow morning?" he asked.
Hearing that kind of answer, my heart died. I knew that I could never be happy with a man who couldn't even give me a answer straight away.
The next morning, when I woke up, he was missing. In the living room, under a warm glass of milk, was a note. My eyes grew misty as I read it...
"Dear, I have my answer. I will never pick the flower for you if it meant certain death. But before you leave, I hope you can give me a chance to give you my reasons....
You will always sit in front of the computer and type about for the whole day, but everytime you will end up in tears cause your formating will always go all over the place... I need my fingers, to do the formating for you, so your tears will become smiles.
You like to travel, but would always get lost... I need my eyes, so that I can bring you to the nicest places on earth.
Everytime you leave the house, you would always forget your keys...I need my legs, so that I can run home to open the door for you.
You never knew how to take care of yourself... I need my hands to help you get rid of the pesky white hair you hate so much when you grow old, to trim your nails, to feed you.
So you see, that's why I can't pick the flower for you. Until I find someone who loves you more than I do, I will need my body to take care of you.
If you accept my reasons, then open the door, where I will be waiting with your favourite muffin."
With tears streaming from my eyes, I opened the door, and there he stood, with a extremely worried look on his face. He still had nothing to say, but just stood there waving the packet he had in his hand in front of me. And then I knew for a fact that I will never find another man who will ever love me as much as he does.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have...
Yesterday was very tiring day for me.....I wish i could sleep longer today....
The whole day was quite busy with paper work. Helping Ct2 clearing all her pending work. We have to rush as the accounts will be close next week. Before the accountants chasing us for the invoices, we have to rush ourself to clear them ASAP.
Finally i went to Suntec after work. My aunt call say that she will not be at home. So the only good time to buy the gift was after work. Took bus to Suntec from Harbourfront. Good thing that yesterday the place is not crowded. I quickly buy the things that i want n when home taking teksi. Can't afford to walk back to MRT as i am too tired plus headache. Might not be around for her birthday tonight. I might be going to my aunt's place later to help her to do some stuffs for my cousin's engagement this Sunday. Will be meeting all my aunts n uncle this Sunday. Realise now that i miss them so much.....
I miss my friends........When we are going to met up.............Miss you all so much.....
The whole day was quite busy with paper work. Helping Ct2 clearing all her pending work. We have to rush as the accounts will be close next week. Before the accountants chasing us for the invoices, we have to rush ourself to clear them ASAP.
Finally i went to Suntec after work. My aunt call say that she will not be at home. So the only good time to buy the gift was after work. Took bus to Suntec from Harbourfront. Good thing that yesterday the place is not crowded. I quickly buy the things that i want n when home taking teksi. Can't afford to walk back to MRT as i am too tired plus headache. Might not be around for her birthday tonight. I might be going to my aunt's place later to help her to do some stuffs for my cousin's engagement this Sunday. Will be meeting all my aunts n uncle this Sunday. Realise now that i miss them so much.....
I miss my friends........When we are going to met up.............Miss you all so much.....
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
I am feeling tired now....Did not have a good sleep yesterday......
My sister was having argument with her boyfriend. They kind of settle them at 12am this morning. Was shocked to hear her shouting n crying. Thats make me kind of shock n wake up. Then having hard time sleeping back. Dont know why.... Having kind of bad headache too now.....Haiz.....All i need is a good sleep......
Will be going to Suntec during Lunch later. To buy some thing there for my mum's gift. Thought of going after work today but then i have to go to my aunt's place later. So have to rush to go to Suntec by today Lunch time. It is her Birthday tomorrow and we have not prepare any gift for her till today. Will go hunt for 1 today......
My sister was having argument with her boyfriend. They kind of settle them at 12am this morning. Was shocked to hear her shouting n crying. Thats make me kind of shock n wake up. Then having hard time sleeping back. Dont know why.... Having kind of bad headache too now.....Haiz.....All i need is a good sleep......
Will be going to Suntec during Lunch later. To buy some thing there for my mum's gift. Thought of going after work today but then i have to go to my aunt's place later. So have to rush to go to Suntec by today Lunch time. It is her Birthday tomorrow and we have not prepare any gift for her till today. Will go hunt for 1 today......
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
Still sick.....I nearly having an asthma this morning. I was sweating this morning. Just dont know why. In the air-con bus also i was sweating. I nearly faint in the bus but luckily i have reach the bustop. Take in a fresh air after that a feels a bit better. I forgot to leave some medicine in the office so i just relex myself a bit.....All i need is a gd sleep. I did not sleep late yesterday but still feeling sleepy now.....
Yeah i always sick....Thats me....I am very very very weak gal.....In the family, i always fall sick easily. It can cause a lot of reasons. Maybe due too stress, too tired, weather and etc......Thats y i think my family dont really like me especially my mum n sister.....Maybe i am a burden to them. Once i fall sick, i will be a troublesome for them n can't help much around with the housework. :( I am really sad when tat happpens to me but wat to do. It always happens n they doesn't care much at all......I like to keep it to myself most of the time. Yup i know it is bad for the health but i can't help it. Thats the way i am.....I try to talk out but it always happens again n again. I try to fight back whenever i can but in the end i still lose.....
Sometimes i really hate myself for being so stupid n etc.........But at times i do feel proud of myself.......
Haiz.......
Yeah i always sick....Thats me....I am very very very weak gal.....In the family, i always fall sick easily. It can cause a lot of reasons. Maybe due too stress, too tired, weather and etc......Thats y i think my family dont really like me especially my mum n sister.....Maybe i am a burden to them. Once i fall sick, i will be a troublesome for them n can't help much around with the housework. :( I am really sad when tat happpens to me but wat to do. It always happens n they doesn't care much at all......I like to keep it to myself most of the time. Yup i know it is bad for the health but i can't help it. Thats the way i am.....I try to talk out but it always happens again n again. I try to fight back whenever i can but in the end i still lose.....
Sometimes i really hate myself for being so stupid n etc.........But at times i do feel proud of myself.......
Haiz.......
Monday, March 22, 2004
My Body still feeling weak. Still having cough n of course the sore throat still there a bit. Wish i could sleep longer.....
Did sleep early yesterday but still feeling sleepy now....
Had lots of things need to catch up and of course follow up. Good thing my colleagues are helping around. And good thing that "Sotong" is on leave. For 1 whole week, she is on leave. No disturbing and etc from her. :)
I am still feeling sick n now my mood kind of not good. Piss off with my mum n sister, Maimunah. All make me angry since yesterday. Can't they just leave me alone when i am sick. No matter what i still have to control my temper. I realised my temper came back. I will get angry easily lately. I guess due to stressness and of course ppl annoyed me.....
Did sleep early yesterday but still feeling sleepy now....
Had lots of things need to catch up and of course follow up. Good thing my colleagues are helping around. And good thing that "Sotong" is on leave. For 1 whole week, she is on leave. No disturbing and etc from her. :)
I am still feeling sick n now my mood kind of not good. Piss off with my mum n sister, Maimunah. All make me angry since yesterday. Can't they just leave me alone when i am sick. No matter what i still have to control my temper. I realised my temper came back. I will get angry easily lately. I guess due to stressness and of course ppl annoyed me.....
Saturday, March 20, 2004
I am still sick....My voice a bit better. Still feel pain in my throat. Plus the cough, a bit of headache and of course a bit of fever. 3 days now n i am still not quite well. Will take MC again on Monday if i am still not well. Just hope i am ok by then.
I manage to hang up all my projects. All done now. No more stress for the projects. Can relex a bit now. :) :) :)
I manage to hang up all my projects. All done now. No more stress for the projects. Can relex a bit now. :) :) :)
Thursday, March 18, 2004
I am on 2 days MC. Yesterday i lost my sweet voice so suddenly. Went to see Doctor this morning n get 2 days MC. I shall take a very good rest while i can.....
Instead of sleeping, i am doing my projects now. Have to rush or i will have no time later. Left today n Friday before submitting them all on Saturday. Haiz...
Instead of sleeping, i am doing my projects now. Have to rush or i will have no time later. Left today n Friday before submitting them all on Saturday. Haiz...
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
My body still aching...Yesterday was worst. Can't have a gd sleep at all. Sleep late again as i can't sleep n luckily there is someone who willing to talk to me till early morning. Now a bit sleeping of course. :)
Ct2 is back to work today. I thought of taking MC but dont feel like it. Will see if tomorrow or the next day.... Depends on my mood then......Haiz....
Ct2 is back to work today. I thought of taking MC but dont feel like it. Will see if tomorrow or the next day.... Depends on my mood then......Haiz....
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
My body is aching.....I don't know why.....Maybe i sit too much the whole day yesterday. Went home straight yesterday n rushed to do my projects......All 3 projects have finish left 1 more.....Will try to do ASAP or i will be rushing the next few days. And the deadline is this Saturday.......Will email the teacher to check all the remaining that i just done.......
Sleep late yesterday. I think nearly at 2am. Talking to a few ppl on the phone....Interesting to know new people. :)
Sleep late yesterday. I think nearly at 2am. Talking to a few ppl on the phone....Interesting to know new people. :)
Monday, March 15, 2004
Ct2 is on MC. Kind of busy as i have to cover up a few of her work. Her work is easy as it is all systematic n i done them before. Find it is easy to do......
Today i have to be back early n concertrade to finish up my projects ASAP. If possible, i have to finish the balance by tonight n email to my teacher for checking. Have emailed her some of it n left a few more that has not done. Will try to finish them all today.....
Chat with a new guy online form MIRC yesterday. After a while talking on the phone, get to know that he is my 1st brother friend. Yesh it is Zaki's friend. Both of us kind of shock. heheheheh Another fellow that i knew is my brother's friends. :) Well at least i dont have to be scared or watever. He been meeting my brother lately but never knew much about his siblings. Now he knew that i am Zaki's sister. :)
Suddenly i began to miss a few ppl around me.......My friends, My aunt n family and of course my cousin, Nazrul. Thought of calling him but something happens that drew us apart lately.....Haiz....
Today i have to be back early n concertrade to finish up my projects ASAP. If possible, i have to finish the balance by tonight n email to my teacher for checking. Have emailed her some of it n left a few more that has not done. Will try to finish them all today.....
Chat with a new guy online form MIRC yesterday. After a while talking on the phone, get to know that he is my 1st brother friend. Yesh it is Zaki's friend. Both of us kind of shock. heheheheh Another fellow that i knew is my brother's friends. :) Well at least i dont have to be scared or watever. He been meeting my brother lately but never knew much about his siblings. Now he knew that i am Zaki's sister. :)
Suddenly i began to miss a few ppl around me.......My friends, My aunt n family and of course my cousin, Nazrul. Thought of calling him but something happens that drew us apart lately.....Haiz....
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Saturday, March 13, 2004
Spent the day at home all day. The weather is good for sleeping. Luckily did not go out today.
2 plans was cancel at the last minute.
Was suppose to met Ct1 to do the project but was cancel as she has something on today.
Then make a plan with a guy friend whom i knew from Anakmelayu.com but then was cancel as the weather did not permit us for the meeting. Might be meeting him one of these days. :)
Aeisyah kind of mooding today. She cry a lot. When for syarahan with Kak Tini N My 1st brother, Zaki. Farij went to Malaysia as part of the school excursion. Isnt that great. Haiz.... Why the school never had that last time? Maimunah N Andini did not go as they are having menses at the same time. So they kind of lazy to go.
My mum is not working today. So she went to Market to but a lot of food to top up. As i was at home, Maimunah really let me do all the housework. She really revenge me i guess as she saw that i can help my mum, she left me alone with my mum in the kitchen. If i know all this happens, i should have went out today. But still there isnt anywhere to go. My aunt and her family went for a short holiday to Istanbul. My parents was suppose to go to Genting but then they cancel as the weather did not permit them to go there. If not i would have enjoy my time during their absent.....
Will be meeting Ct1 tomorrow. Have to finish up all by tomorrow if possible as next week is the date line to hang over the 4 projects. InsyALLAH i will finish them up.....
2 plans was cancel at the last minute.
Was suppose to met Ct1 to do the project but was cancel as she has something on today.
Then make a plan with a guy friend whom i knew from Anakmelayu.com but then was cancel as the weather did not permit us for the meeting. Might be meeting him one of these days. :)
Aeisyah kind of mooding today. She cry a lot. When for syarahan with Kak Tini N My 1st brother, Zaki. Farij went to Malaysia as part of the school excursion. Isnt that great. Haiz.... Why the school never had that last time? Maimunah N Andini did not go as they are having menses at the same time. So they kind of lazy to go.
My mum is not working today. So she went to Market to but a lot of food to top up. As i was at home, Maimunah really let me do all the housework. She really revenge me i guess as she saw that i can help my mum, she left me alone with my mum in the kitchen. If i know all this happens, i should have went out today. But still there isnt anywhere to go. My aunt and her family went for a short holiday to Istanbul. My parents was suppose to go to Genting but then they cancel as the weather did not permit them to go there. If not i would have enjoy my time during their absent.....
Will be meeting Ct1 tomorrow. Have to finish up all by tomorrow if possible as next week is the date line to hang over the 4 projects. InsyALLAH i will finish them up.....
Friday, March 12, 2004
Got this from Ct1 through email
Aku Melayu
Aku Melayu?
Mak aku kasi nama Ayu
Aku rasa malu
Aku tukar jadi Jen
Sebab, lebih glamour
Tak macam Ayu
nama Melayu, aku tak sebulu
Aku Melayu?
Cakap aku pakai; I-you, I-you
Saya-Awak, macam kampung gitu
Sori, not for me, I tak mahu
Kalau you hendak, up to you
Aku Melayu?
Makan dengan tangan gelilah...
I suka pakai sudu garpu
Dekat rumah bolehlah
Tapi kalau kat restoran, malu
Nanti semua orang tengok aku
Silap-silap diaorang kata,
I ni, gelojoh you...
Aku Melayu?
Orang Melayu, mata cokelat gelap...
I suka mata biru
I pakai kontak lens
Sekarang mata I dah jadi biru
Otak I pun terikut, ada sikit blue
Kalau ada orang ajak,
Anytime I mau
Aku Melayu?
Of course!, I'm a Melayu.
I masih makan belacan
Walaupun I prefer keju
I masih pakai kain sarong
Walaupun I prefer tak pakai baju
I masih sambut Hari Raya
(But that's because I don't know what else to do!)
Sekali lagi, I nak kasi you all tahu
I ni masih Melayu
Tapi bukan sebarang Melayu - MELAYU BARU!
Aku Melayu
Aku Melayu?
Mak aku kasi nama Ayu
Aku rasa malu
Aku tukar jadi Jen
Sebab, lebih glamour
Tak macam Ayu
nama Melayu, aku tak sebulu
Aku Melayu?
Cakap aku pakai; I-you, I-you
Saya-Awak, macam kampung gitu
Sori, not for me, I tak mahu
Kalau you hendak, up to you
Aku Melayu?
Makan dengan tangan gelilah...
I suka pakai sudu garpu
Dekat rumah bolehlah
Tapi kalau kat restoran, malu
Nanti semua orang tengok aku
Silap-silap diaorang kata,
I ni, gelojoh you...
Aku Melayu?
Orang Melayu, mata cokelat gelap...
I suka mata biru
I pakai kontak lens
Sekarang mata I dah jadi biru
Otak I pun terikut, ada sikit blue
Kalau ada orang ajak,
Anytime I mau
Aku Melayu?
Of course!, I'm a Melayu.
I masih makan belacan
Walaupun I prefer keju
I masih pakai kain sarong
Walaupun I prefer tak pakai baju
I masih sambut Hari Raya
(But that's because I don't know what else to do!)
Sekali lagi, I nak kasi you all tahu
I ni masih Melayu
Tapi bukan sebarang Melayu - MELAYU BARU!
I received this from my sister, Maimunah through email....
An 'UN-FORGETTABLE' Love...
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman, in his 80s, showed up to have sutures (stitches)removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry, as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.
On examination, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors,and got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.
I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while, and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease.
As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.
I was surprised, and asked him. "And you are still going every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and said, "She doesn't know me,but I still know who she is."
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm and thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life." ........She was one fortunate lady.
True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be and will not be.
An 'UN-FORGETTABLE' Love...
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman, in his 80s, showed up to have sutures (stitches)removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry, as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.
On examination, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors,and got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.
I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while, and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease.
As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.
I was surprised, and asked him. "And you are still going every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and said, "She doesn't know me,but I still know who she is."
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm and thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life." ........She was one fortunate lady.
True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be and will not be.
I dont know what is happening to me lately. Began so quite lonely again. Not my usual self i find. Haiz....
For 2 days straight i did not update my blog. I will usually update it ASAP but lately dont find that feelings anymore. A few ppl find me weird these few days. I think i need a few days of myself. Let me get my own self back.
Work also not so gd these days. A lot of things have to be done ASAP. In order to let me have all th concertration on work, i have to offline my MSN. Miss a few friends there but can't help it. Half has been clear yesterday. Hopefully another half will be finish by today.....InsyALLAH
For 2 days straight i did not update my blog. I will usually update it ASAP but lately dont find that feelings anymore. A few ppl find me weird these few days. I think i need a few days of myself. Let me get my own self back.
Work also not so gd these days. A lot of things have to be done ASAP. In order to let me have all th concertration on work, i have to offline my MSN. Miss a few friends there but can't help it. Half has been clear yesterday. Hopefully another half will be finish by today.....InsyALLAH
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Sorry gals for not turning up today. Thought of joining but i am dead tired by then. There's a lot of work and have to work late :(
Feeling so lonely. Listening to my favourite music which i like so much till now. Never bored listen to it over n over again. Haiz....This song reminds me of my old memory n of course remind of myself. My old self. Haiz... (Slam - Mentari Muncul Lagi)
When i think back about my life, about myself, i keep thinking what have i done to myself that i am like this now. Have i change or not? What i can do to make it better? Why people still do the same thing although i have follow what ever they wants me to be? A lot of why, when n what but don't know what are the answers to all the questions.
I realise that things that you like are not meant to be yours. You can feel that it might be yours but it never will be at last. :( So sad when you put all your life to achieve that but in the end dissapointment is all you gets....It hurts but no matter what life still have to go on....Its like you went for shopping, you like this item but then you can't buy it because it is too expensive or you have no money to buy it. Or should i say that you began to like a toy which was your sister's and you cant have it because it is not yours. You sister would not give it to you because that is hers and she like so much....
I been crying at nights for the last few days. Something have happens that make me so sad so suddenly. I began to think about the past n of course about someone. Or maybe i can't accept the fact that i was left alone. Someone hurts me without realising it. I never realise it till lately the change in that person n of course in myself. With the feeling of no one cares hurts me more........Could not help thinking about this lately but ..... :( :( :(
Feeling so lonely. Listening to my favourite music which i like so much till now. Never bored listen to it over n over again. Haiz....This song reminds me of my old memory n of course remind of myself. My old self. Haiz... (Slam - Mentari Muncul Lagi)
When i think back about my life, about myself, i keep thinking what have i done to myself that i am like this now. Have i change or not? What i can do to make it better? Why people still do the same thing although i have follow what ever they wants me to be? A lot of why, when n what but don't know what are the answers to all the questions.
I realise that things that you like are not meant to be yours. You can feel that it might be yours but it never will be at last. :( So sad when you put all your life to achieve that but in the end dissapointment is all you gets....It hurts but no matter what life still have to go on....Its like you went for shopping, you like this item but then you can't buy it because it is too expensive or you have no money to buy it. Or should i say that you began to like a toy which was your sister's and you cant have it because it is not yours. You sister would not give it to you because that is hers and she like so much....
I been crying at nights for the last few days. Something have happens that make me so sad so suddenly. I began to think about the past n of course about someone. Or maybe i can't accept the fact that i was left alone. Someone hurts me without realising it. I never realise it till lately the change in that person n of course in myself. With the feeling of no one cares hurts me more........Could not help thinking about this lately but ..... :( :( :(
Monday, March 08, 2004
So tired but i enjoy my day today.
Spent the whole day with my 3 gfs. Met them for breakfast at Macdonald. Then head to Ubi to book Basic theory n Final theory for myself. From there we head to Suntec. We watch movie, Honey. It was really good movie. *Thumbs Up* Then we had late Lunch & Early Dinner at Soeul Garden. Yesh we went there. At last i went there to eat. It was so marvellous. We were all so hungry that we eat a lot. Quite a lot n a big mess too. hehehehehehee It was really really fun. Will put up the pictures soon. Once Ct2 send us the pictures.
Never knew that all four of us will be quite close. I am only close with Ct2 since secondary 4. The other 2 was just a normal gfs that i rarely hang around. But now it seems that we are really close to each other. :) Things were quite back for last few days. Today i really let myself enjoys. Feels good. :) Maybe should do this often. :) :) :)
Will be back to work tomorrow. Surely there's a lot of things that need to be done. Haiz....Never mind...At least i have enjoy my day today....Although it is raining but we do have fun together.
Hope you all do have a good Monday.... :)
Spent the whole day with my 3 gfs. Met them for breakfast at Macdonald. Then head to Ubi to book Basic theory n Final theory for myself. From there we head to Suntec. We watch movie, Honey. It was really good movie. *Thumbs Up* Then we had late Lunch & Early Dinner at Soeul Garden. Yesh we went there. At last i went there to eat. It was so marvellous. We were all so hungry that we eat a lot. Quite a lot n a big mess too. hehehehehehee It was really really fun. Will put up the pictures soon. Once Ct2 send us the pictures.
Never knew that all four of us will be quite close. I am only close with Ct2 since secondary 4. The other 2 was just a normal gfs that i rarely hang around. But now it seems that we are really close to each other. :) Things were quite back for last few days. Today i really let myself enjoys. Feels good. :) Maybe should do this often. :) :) :)
Will be back to work tomorrow. Surely there's a lot of things that need to be done. Haiz....Never mind...At least i have enjoy my day today....Although it is raining but we do have fun together.
Hope you all do have a good Monday.... :)
Sunday, March 07, 2004
My Head start to aching again.... Arghhh this is not a good thing to happens. Sleep quite early yesterday. Had Dinner then eat my medicine that i still have last week. Then off to bed to have early nite yesterday. Did not had a good sleep still as my head in great pain....There is a few wake up in between my sleep. Haiz even now i can still feels the pain... Haiz....
Was shock to see my 2nd brother, Zaidi n his wife, kak Zana sleeping over here. They sleep at my brother's room as i was a sleep when they all come back from nite class from Muhammadiyah.
Might spent the day sleeping again later....I am still feeling so sleepy now.....
Was shock to see my 2nd brother, Zaidi n his wife, kak Zana sleeping over here. They sleep at my brother's room as i was a sleep when they all come back from nite class from Muhammadiyah.
Might spent the day sleeping again later....I am still feeling so sleepy now.....
Friday, March 05, 2004
These days been so stressful...Not myself i feels i am lately.....I need a good break from all this. Feels like crying today. I hold on my crying now...
Work has been so miserable n fully of shit. Really sucks man. I don't know for how long i could stand all this. Overworked n pressure. Today get another blamed form this "Sotong". Really pissed me off. I nearly cry today. This new customer, BaxGlobal, been given problems. All in a mess. And too bad this "Sotong" is the person in charge of this company. Have to liase with her most time. Same as yesterday i cursing all the way. When i start cursing means that i can't stand all these anymore.
Today receive a shocking news from my classmate, Ct1, that all project have to submit tomorrow for checking and she need all project to hand over to be by next week instead on the 20 March. What the bloody hell is this teacher doing??? First she starts the class 2 weeks late, then she change the day from Thursday to Saturday, then she is doing this. SUCKS!!! My project is all half way done. I have not finish them all n she wants all to be ready by tomorrow. Where can i finish up as lately too busy with work that i have no time to go through most of them. Don't she knows that majority of the students are working adults. Most of them have family somemore and they are rushing us to do. Partly her mistakes and now she is rushing us too. I decide just to hang all projects next week without her to check first. There is 1 more project that needs to act out which i told my group members to count me out. Let her put a zero on my name. I am totally pissed off with everything. I feels like giving out everything.
When i reached home, left Andini & Farij. My parents go for rewang nearby our flat. I am dead straving. No Food left. Haiz really pissed off. Should have join Moshee & Ernie earlier. But i choose not to after what happens today furthermore I & Ct2 went home late. I think we left the office around 7pm today. Too many things have to clear. Ct2 will be on leave on Monday. Arghhhhhhhhhh
Will be going to my aunt's place tomorrow. Been quite sometimes since i last visit her. Misssss her so much.....Now the time to met her already. She my everythings when i am down. She helps a lot. Haiz....... :( :( :(
Work has been so miserable n fully of shit. Really sucks man. I don't know for how long i could stand all this. Overworked n pressure. Today get another blamed form this "Sotong". Really pissed me off. I nearly cry today. This new customer, BaxGlobal, been given problems. All in a mess. And too bad this "Sotong" is the person in charge of this company. Have to liase with her most time. Same as yesterday i cursing all the way. When i start cursing means that i can't stand all these anymore.
Today receive a shocking news from my classmate, Ct1, that all project have to submit tomorrow for checking and she need all project to hand over to be by next week instead on the 20 March. What the bloody hell is this teacher doing??? First she starts the class 2 weeks late, then she change the day from Thursday to Saturday, then she is doing this. SUCKS!!! My project is all half way done. I have not finish them all n she wants all to be ready by tomorrow. Where can i finish up as lately too busy with work that i have no time to go through most of them. Don't she knows that majority of the students are working adults. Most of them have family somemore and they are rushing us to do. Partly her mistakes and now she is rushing us too. I decide just to hang all projects next week without her to check first. There is 1 more project that needs to act out which i told my group members to count me out. Let her put a zero on my name. I am totally pissed off with everything. I feels like giving out everything.
When i reached home, left Andini & Farij. My parents go for rewang nearby our flat. I am dead straving. No Food left. Haiz really pissed off. Should have join Moshee & Ernie earlier. But i choose not to after what happens today furthermore I & Ct2 went home late. I think we left the office around 7pm today. Too many things have to clear. Ct2 will be on leave on Monday. Arghhhhhhhhhh
Will be going to my aunt's place tomorrow. Been quite sometimes since i last visit her. Misssss her so much.....Now the time to met her already. She my everythings when i am down. She helps a lot. Haiz....... :( :( :(
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Really piss off with "Sotong" (This is the name that most of us in the office called one of our colleague.) She make me piss off this whole day. Idiot. I was cursing all the way...Damn her to make me piss off. Luckily not many ppl in the office. She was increasing her voice towards me. I follow her ways but now she trying to teach me other ways. Arghhhhhhhhh She will get from me if she ever do that. Luckily for her that i am patient earlier. I have packed my things n waiting for Ct2 from Toilet. Thats when it happens. She have this attitude of pointing finger before finding the real reasons. And she good at blaming ppl. I get a lot of complains from her. She keep telling that i make a mistakes. Let her complains wat she wants. I don't care. I do whatever i can. I do follow watever i can.
My mood damn so low now. But after hearing Hindi songs makes me forgets a while. hehehehehee :)
My mood damn so low now. But after hearing Hindi songs makes me forgets a while. hehehehehee :)
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Did not manage to write something early morning. Too busy with work of course....Getting more n more work. Less pay of course. Haiz..... At least i have my work now....
Thought of continue doing my project but then i left my diskette at work. So foolish of me to leave it there. Now i cant do anything till tomorrow. Haiz.....
Luckily i went home early today, my parents were not at home. Left Andini & Farij. Farij make me piss off early. Instead of doing his homework or study, he talk on the phone with his friend. If i were to do that, my parents nag a lot. I scold him n he kind of angry.
Now i am downloading music from MIRC. Listening to Hindi song now. Me & Andini Kind of dancing away with the music. heheheheheh Latest songs from Movie Kal Ho Naa Ho.
Thought of continue doing my project but then i left my diskette at work. So foolish of me to leave it there. Now i cant do anything till tomorrow. Haiz.....
Luckily i went home early today, my parents were not at home. Left Andini & Farij. Farij make me piss off early. Instead of doing his homework or study, he talk on the phone with his friend. If i were to do that, my parents nag a lot. I scold him n he kind of angry.
Now i am downloading music from MIRC. Listening to Hindi song now. Me & Andini Kind of dancing away with the music. heheheheheh Latest songs from Movie Kal Ho Naa Ho.
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Got this from Moshee...
Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...
When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty...
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..
Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..
Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of Separation from her man...
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are Interested in her..
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget About the girl by going out with another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from another guy...
Guys wish to be her first love...
Girls wish to be his last love...
Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...
When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty...
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..
Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..
Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of Separation from her man...
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are Interested in her..
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget About the girl by going out with another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from another guy...
Guys wish to be her first love...
Girls wish to be his last love...
Feeling so sleepy n tired.
Met my 2 gfs yesterday at Pasir Ris. Break my fast by eating Nuggets from MacDonald. We hang out at Coffee Bean. 1 of them having problems tats why we all met up. Ct2 could not make it as she has other plans. So only 3 of us met up. Feels good to met them again. Get to release some tension & stress with them. :) We might plan to have some fun next monday. Yesh 4 of us will be taking leave. We will be enjoying ourself on that day. :) Looking forward for that day. :)
Fasting again today. Again i did not wake up for Sahur. Could not get up. Try to but i can't. InsyALLAH i will fast till at the end of the day. :)
Met my 2 gfs yesterday at Pasir Ris. Break my fast by eating Nuggets from MacDonald. We hang out at Coffee Bean. 1 of them having problems tats why we all met up. Ct2 could not make it as she has other plans. So only 3 of us met up. Feels good to met them again. Get to release some tension & stress with them. :) We might plan to have some fun next monday. Yesh 4 of us will be taking leave. We will be enjoying ourself on that day. :) Looking forward for that day. :)
Fasting again today. Again i did not wake up for Sahur. Could not get up. Try to but i can't. InsyALLAH i will fast till at the end of the day. :)
Monday, March 01, 2004
Feeling so tired....Wish i could sleep a bit longer.....
Yesterday was not quite good. Piss off with my sister Maimunah. And my parents too. Haiz...Everyone seems to be unfair...Thought of bringing Andini to accompany me to Bedok yesterday but Maimunah persist to bring her out to met her friends. She trying to take my parent's heart as she went out on Saturday already. So to make them say yes, she bring Andini along. Piss me off as my parents say yes to her. Haiz....
I manage to get out too with last minute plan with Azli. Accompany him to Suntec for the Adidas sale there. There is a few items left. Not much things on the last day. Thought of getting a shoe there but nothing capture my attention. Everything went down to 1/2 half of the original price. A good buy for Adidas lovers. :)
Then went to Masjid Moulana at Raffles Place for Solat Mahgrib. After that we decided to just went home as both of us are tired. Forced myself to go to Bedok Central to buy the shoes that i saw on Saturday. Manage to buy 2 pairs of shoes & a pair of jeans at reasonable prices. Thought of buying mee goreng during my way home, but after asking my sister whether there is food at home, she say yes. But when i reached home, there isn't any. :( Makes me piss off more. I should have buy it yesterday. Haiz....Without no choice, just eat bread with Kaya on it. Luckily there is bread at home or i will be starving the whole night.
My mum still nagging this morning. I am not sure why she is like that. I believe there must be something happens. She is like that at times. When something happens, she tend to let if off by nagging. Haiz.....
I am fasting today. Decided to start the new month today fasting. A good way to train myself to cut down on my eating of course. hehehehehehe
Yesterday was not quite good. Piss off with my sister Maimunah. And my parents too. Haiz...Everyone seems to be unfair...Thought of bringing Andini to accompany me to Bedok yesterday but Maimunah persist to bring her out to met her friends. She trying to take my parent's heart as she went out on Saturday already. So to make them say yes, she bring Andini along. Piss me off as my parents say yes to her. Haiz....
I manage to get out too with last minute plan with Azli. Accompany him to Suntec for the Adidas sale there. There is a few items left. Not much things on the last day. Thought of getting a shoe there but nothing capture my attention. Everything went down to 1/2 half of the original price. A good buy for Adidas lovers. :)
Then went to Masjid Moulana at Raffles Place for Solat Mahgrib. After that we decided to just went home as both of us are tired. Forced myself to go to Bedok Central to buy the shoes that i saw on Saturday. Manage to buy 2 pairs of shoes & a pair of jeans at reasonable prices. Thought of buying mee goreng during my way home, but after asking my sister whether there is food at home, she say yes. But when i reached home, there isn't any. :( Makes me piss off more. I should have buy it yesterday. Haiz....Without no choice, just eat bread with Kaya on it. Luckily there is bread at home or i will be starving the whole night.
My mum still nagging this morning. I am not sure why she is like that. I believe there must be something happens. She is like that at times. When something happens, she tend to let if off by nagging. Haiz.....
I am fasting today. Decided to start the new month today fasting. A good way to train myself to cut down on my eating of course. hehehehehehe
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