I am feeling so tired and weak. I am having headache since yesterday. The whole of Saturday spent sleeping at home. My body is aching all the way. Maybe i might taking half day today. If not maybe try to go home a bit early...


Then Sunday when out to met him. We went to Marine Parade's Macdonald to surf the net using my laptop. It was quite a dissapointment. The internet connection were so slow. And the socket were not working to charge my laptop. Quite frustrating as I were in midst of sending work resume for him. End up we packed and go other places.


Went home a bit late. But just in time to met my 2 favourite kids. Irfan and Adeena was about to go home. When i step in, Irfan quickly ask me to carry him. Miss him alot. Then Adeena also was quick accept my offer to carry her. Get to kiss her a lot. Miss both of them so much...

I learnt that you can't anyone especially when it comes to money. People will claim that they in need and in the end they will not paid at all. They will tell you a lots of story why they need the money but in the end they are just liars. Maybe i am too trusting. Yeah i tend to trust people easily i guess. People who i call friends. And too bad many of this "Friends" tend to take advantage. Haiz...I shouldn't be complaining cause my intention is to help but if they wants to ignore me without pay then let them be. I believe these type of people will received their retribution later. Furthermore Islam teach us not to "Hutang" and you have to settle all these before you die one day.


So boring at home today. Thought of going out but don't know where to go. Haiz...Been sitting in front of the laptop from just know. All i did was re-do my resume. Apply in the internet job applications. Just hope i get call from all these. I really think that now is the right time. After seeing so much changes which was not to help to ease the job but making it worst. Haiz...Just hope for the best. InsyALLAH...

Went to watch my first movie with him. We watch Lucky Number Slevin yesterday at Cathay Cineplexes but the show will only be open to all on th 24 August 2006. Yeah manage to watch it first as i redeem it using my M1 points. But i dont like the place there. Not very nice place. I think i prefer cinema at Bugis and marina Square. The seats are better.


These few days i am feeling frustrated with work. A lot of delay issues especially the payment. Due to that, one of the supplier is holding all delivery till payment is made. Luckily there are some payment made this week if not i don't know how to inform all the customers...Just hope things are better soon. If not i will have more work to do which is not within my job scope.


I am feeling tired easily these few days. Maybe too many work and pressure. I need a good break. Good sleep maybe. maybe next week, i will come a bit later. Maybe i sleep a bit longer in the morning before going to work...Well see how things are next week as a new guy is coming in. So have to teach him a lot of things. Especially how to use the system, reply to customer's needs and etc...

Feeling so tired. Went out as early as 7am this morning. Met my bro n family & my father's friend at Jurong West before off to JB. Had our breakfast at the Pekan of Gelang Patah before going to Kebun. My dear cousin were not there when we reached. So we roam around the Kebun hoping to get some fruits on our own. We manage to get some Manggis. After 30 mins waiting, my cousin came home and bring us to another Kebun for Durians. I had lots of Durians. Yeah been a while i get them. Parents been bring them home but i dont feel like eating. But today i a lot. And i am the last person to stop eating. hehehehhee then we visit my sick uncle. He was so sick that he were lying down all the way. Hope he get well soon....InsyALLAH


Then had quick n simple Lunch before going home. By then i am too tired and fall asleep while on the way home. No need to queue very long for the cars. Reached home around 3pm. Quickly had my bath and sleep after that. By then it was at 4.30pm and i woke up only at 6.30pm and i am still feeling SLEEPY!!! Maybe too tired caused i sleep late yesterday. Nearly at 1.30am due to finishing my work. Maybe i try to get some early sleep later.


Too much durians cause me having stomachache now...Might be taking MC if still not ok tomorrow. Will see how tomorrow. Hope i am ok...InsyALLAH...

I get to watch the Fireworks on National Day!!! A dear fren of mine accompany me on that day. We went to Marina South. It was quite crowded with so many family. When the Aeroplanes in the sky, all the small kids were shouting excitedly. :) :) :) We manage to get seats on the bench. After that it were major jams due to accident along the bridge.


Manage to cope with the work without Eric. Hope things will be ok next week. InsyALLAH...New guy will be joining our dept on the 21st August 2006. It will be a great help. Hope he will stay longer...InsyALLAH....


Suppose to met my dear fren today. But he have to work overtime. 2 of his colleagues took MC for today and tomorrow. So he have to work to cover for both of them. Thought of meeting up tomorrow but i will be going to JB to visit my uncle who is sick. Sorry dear, we met up on Wednesday as promise. Going to watch our first movie together. Thanks to the redeem tickets i got from M1. :)

Been a week i last wrote in here. Well, too many things happening. Plus with so many work...Starting Thursday i will be alone to handle things here. Eric will be on long leave from Thursday to next Friday...Even today when he is half day gone, i was struggling to cope. Couldn't imagine for the next few days!!! So far he been passing things that need to follow up...Praying hard no major issues will be happening for the next few days without him...InsyALLAH...


Parents and the younger siblings will be going to Batam tomorrow. The whole day of tomorrow. I will not be following them as i have promise someone to see the fireworks tomorrow. :) He finally agree to met up tomorrow. It will be my 1st time spending the National Day's evening with a guy. :) Hope we get a good view and of course enjoy ourself. InsyALLAH...