Didn't join the last nite dinner. It was my dad's birthday. Since i started my class, i always miss family functions. Especially birthdays event. Well, by the time i went home, most of them had gone to sleep. Didn't wish him but i hope he like the gifts that me and my brother got for him. And to my surprise, my 1st brother n my sister in-law, also buy him a wallet. hehehehee so now he have 2 wallets. That can last him quite long. So no wallet in future. hehehhehehehe
Well, soon i will be an aunt. Thats a good news i get yesterday nite from my sister. But the news was quite late for me. Everyone knows it since last week and i just get to know it yesterday. :( Feels a bit hurt. I find that my family members forgetting me. But when they need something, i will be 1st to be inform before the others. *haiz*

Time goes by really fast. And it is very fast, u never realise it . But once u realise it, It has already happens and u cant turn back the time. As time past by, we are getting older each day, each hrs, mins and even sec. *haiz* Just hope as that happens, we all become more mature in facing our lifes ahead.
Well, i never realise it that i will leaves my childhood and teenagers life so soon. i will become a fully adult soon. Girls in my age are getting married. Having families. hmmmmmmmm I receive a phonecall from my childhood friend yesterday. She infrom me that she is getting married this coming June. I couldn't believe it. Another 1 of my ITE friends will be getting engaged. I think my parents getting stress right now. hahahahaha Who wouldn't be right? I did inform them that i will be having functions like attending weddings and engaged ceremony. And their impression was like what? Your friends are going to be engaged and married. then how about you??? hahahahhaa Just imagine if your parents shows that kind of face to you. hehehehehe
I guess they have to wait quite long for that to happens. Right now all i am thinking is my school, work, my life and etc. :) So all i can say to them is Wait long long ah. hahahahahha

Lazy day for me today. Sleep late again. Was on the irc yesterday till 11pm. Luckily my mum did not nagged at me for staying up late. hehehehehe Miss chatting in irc as been not there quite sometimes already. Miss my net friends of course. Thats where i met a lot of people.
But one thing i am curious that people who are attached tend to chat and flirt at the same times. It really piss me off man. Yesh it is not an offence to have friends while u are attached but by flirting with other people makes me feel that u are not sincere with your partner. I been in that situation where my bf do makes new friends while attached with me. I dont really mind that but lie to me a lot of things n flirt with other girls makes me piss off. Why cant u tell me the truth? Why must u keep quite? That's why now i am not quite really happy and dont really like people (especially guys) who are attached. No offence to people who read this. It just makes me feel uneasy. I faced a situation where i did not know that this guy had a gf. He did not tell me anything. We be friends, just ordinary friends. Till one day, His gf call and scold me for nothing. Saying that i am flirting with her guy. I was totally damned shock. i did not do anything wrong n no nothing wrong and i get a scolding from a stranger!!!!

I realise i did not blog yesterday. Well, did not have any time. Yesterday, for the first time, I went out with my 3rd brother. Yesh with my third brother. And of course my younger sister do tag along. Never did i go out with him. Usually it is only me and my younger sister. Well, We went to ct hall then to bugis junction looking for my dad's besday that is on tuesday. At last we buy him A wallet with a belt. We share the money of course. Had a great time that day. of course he "belanja" for the whole day. hehehehe quite happy with it as usually i have to "belanja" my younger sister. And this time around someone is doing that for me. and that is my brother!!!!

Today i went for a date. 2nd date with an irc guy who i consider my good friend. Well, i have a very good day today. hehehehehe really fun. I really enjoy myself when i am with him. There's always a lot of things to talk about with him. We went for lunch. Then went for our walk around esplande and to one fullerton and back to esplande where we sit and talk. But one thing i never forgets today is that he buli me by taking away my specs. Giving reason to try it on to see how high my degrees are. But actually he was taking it for fun. He is doing that so that he can see my hazel eyes more clearly. It took me 1/2hr to get back my specs. He was quite "jakun" i can say. hahahahaha He really envy that i have hazel eyes. But who cares that. All this while i never feel anything about my hazel eyes. As nobody also really take note of it so was quite shock to find him really "jakun" about it. hehehehehe i am sorry if u are reading this Kit. But i am just feeling like writing it. Anyway, hope u have to great day today same as i am here. Thanks for making me blushing and laugh really hard. I think i really need that after one week of stress at work, school and of course at home. :)

I need a breakkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!! Cant really tahan the work pressure. To stressful. So this morning decided to take MC. And went straight my aunt place and rest there. If i am at home, A lot of housework to do and no rest. So better go there and have a good rest.

Yahoooooooooo
At last hav my own tagboard with the help of Herda of course. hehehehehehe Thanks so much sister!!!! U been a great help. I think i will need another help soon but not now. hehehhhee now really the busy with work. So the next time around will ask u to help me again. hehehehehe THANKS!!!!

Did not sleep the whole nite yesterday. Well, talk over the phone with a friend, A good guy friend of mine. :) Once in a while, it is good to have someone where u can talk about everything and anything. Actually I just know him within 2 months and it seems that i have known him more than that. I end my enyoying myself after talking to him. And i always ending up talking to him till early mornings. Can say we talk only over the phone once a week during weekends. I guess thats why both of us have a lot to talk about after 1 week. But honestly among many people, i find it is much easier to talk to him.
Well know him from the IRC #melayu. He's kind of new to chatting and never believe his luck when he was chatting with me. He did says that people who was chatting with him earlier was ignoring him after a few minutes just because he ask a lot of questions. That always happens when u are new to chat line. U eager to know a lot of things. Actually i was quite frustrated when i saw him to be asking a lot of things but i find it is interesting as tat day was quite a boring day while in the chat rooms. As usual we exchange numbers and till now we do talk over the phone. I met him once and will be meeting him again this Sunday to have an early celebration birthday of his.

Alhamdulilah me get a free breakfast today. hehehehehehe this Cleaner day at my office buy some "Lontong" which she find it too much for her. So she decided to share half of it with me. Well, at first me was kind of feel bad to share her meal. But she insist me take it half. So no choice i took it. Futhermore i have not eaten anything this morning so kind of good. (Syukur rezeki datang)
I realise i have not having a good sleep lately. I think i sleep nearly at 12 midnight. I was not doing anything except lying there at the bed staring at the ceiling. *haiz*
My feelings also not in a good mood. I am feeling something fishy but what it is i could not tell. Maybe i am stress or something but still i dont think thats the reason.

Well, today i feel a bit fresh. So good if u are feeling this way. Everything u do will be going smoothly. InsyALLAH.
Well, can say i had a relaxing day yesterday evening. Went to 'masjid Kassim' to listen my weekly Monday syarahan. Learn quite a lot of things there. Never did i realise that there are so many things that we have to know especially our religion, ISLAM. Can say right now, i am trying hard to learn more things about ISLAM. I also learn to 'ngaji' again. This time around with the right and clear pronoucation. Never realise that there are many different tune that have to take note. I target myself to be able to read Al-Quran smoothly by this year in the month of Ramadhan.
I think there is a few factors or things that i really want to achieve by the end of this year. Hopes everything went smoothly and turns up well so that all the things can be achievable. Just need a little of hard work. I wouldn't want to type now what the things that i want to achieve. Lets go slowly and soon u will know what are they. I guess the first one will be able to read the Al-Quran smoothly. Second one will be..........................

It is Monday Today. Not been feeling well for the past few days. I having bad headache for the last few days. And today my head feels worst. Been eating panadols but it seems the panadol did not works well. My left hand also been in great pain these days. Maybe i lack of resting and sleep. I thought of seeing the doctor today but after thinking a lot of work to do so i decided not to. I think i will go in one or two days later if i am still not feeling okies. haiz......
I guess i am tired for the last few days. Been busy with myself with studying. I will sit for my examination next month. And i can only really focus on my study when i am studying in the weekends. I cant really study during weekdays. By the time i reach home, i will be tired and will be sleeping early. It is really tough when u have to work and study at the same time. I think i prefer to study full time and focus on it rather than doing it now while working. Really2 tired and stress.

In life we bound to met all kinds of people. Get different kind of things in life. Some people will be a good people and become a good assets to our life. Some will be bad people and become bad assets to us. But sometimes i just dont understand why we have to keep hurting each other? Why cant we just be helping each other? Why must there be violence, racist and etc in this kind of time??? We are facing bad condition and all people around us are not doing much to amend it. Whats wrong with all of us?

I did some thinking yesterday. Well, do tell me your opinion or your say people. just need some new answers to them. I always ask people the same kind of questions when i am not in so good mood.
Why people tend to take someone for granted?
Why people always have to hurt other people feelings?
Why do they never try to understand what that person is going through?
Why must they look u up only when they have problems?
Why must u people abuse or bully the weak ones?
Why people tend to misuse the trust that they have been given to them once?
I just dont understand all this keep having in our lifes. Yesh it is true that this is part of our journey in lives but..................

another sleepy day for me. two days straight i sleep late. Yesterday because of my class as usual. Monday went to masjid had a weekly syarahan which ends after isyak. Had to sleep late all because talking to my favourite cousin from malaysia. today i have to continue my work and finish them up asap if not more work will come again. Yesterday was my really lazy day for me. I suppose to do my work. I think i should have finish up my work if i do all of them yesterday but everything was in a mess. and i was quite piss off with it that makes me delaying them. The work became more & more complicated and more messy. Hope my other colleagues helping me to resolve them or not these things will be happening again and i cant really take it!!!!
okies now back to my workkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Morning everyone!!!! so much work and so sleepy today. *haiz* will do them after i wrote something here.
Now i know why i did not feel good on Sunday. Someone that i know who is quite close to me was sick. He was having a high fever. just imagine the fever was 39 degrees. (Luckily it is not SARS) I was so damned shocked to hear this. He got 3 days MC. Glad he is doing fine now. after tell him wat to do. give him some tips like have to take a bath at least every 4 hrs, to drink glucose if he doesnt have any appetite and of course ask him to rest. well, he was shock to hear all this. He never knows that glucose water will help him a lot. hmmmmmmmmm sounds to me i am getting to be a good nurse. hehehehehe (perasan)
okies okies now back to work!!!! Work here i come..............................................

Back from lunch. hehehehehehe still have the time to blog. I suppose to do my work now. but i decided to blog first before continue my hard work. :)
Had lunch with Herda, RaeLynn and MrRobot. After a long time did not get to met Herda & RaeLynn, and today i was meeting them for lunch. hey it is great to met u again gerls. Miss u gerls so much. hehehehhee Hey Herda, i think u grew fatter. hahahahahhaa dont worry as long as u are happy with your life then it is okies already gerl. Dont presure so much. U look just nice. :)
Whereas RaeLynn, hmmmmmmm wats should i say since the last met n today. U still the childish gerl i met for the first time. hahahahahhaaha (jgn marah ah) Seriously u still the cheerful gerl i met on the 1st time for gathering. Thats good n keep it up girl. Well for MrRobot, I dont know what to write. But all i can say is that u really focus on your nasi ayam. hahahahahaha Okies okies now back to work. Before that a birthday song from me to Suhaila Aka RaeLynn.
Happy Birthday to u
Happy Birthday to u
Happy Birthday to Suhaila
Happy Birthday to u!!!!!
(a plause of claps for her)

I feel really2 fresh today. hehehehehehe It is a good monday morning!!! Hope it will be till end of the day today. I always came to the office first. Today was quite early for me. Usually i reach my office at 8.30am but today i reach at 8.15am. I will check my mails first and do a bit of surfing. I think i will start my work later. Today's is Suhaila besday. Isk never prepare to met her today so never buy her any present. Hope u don't mind eh suhaila. Will be having lunch with Herda, Suhaila and Khair. hehehehehhe Khair the only guy there. Gerls........Let's make him pay for the lunch. hahahahahahaha will be meeting them at banquet at bugis at 1pm. I will say to my supervisor that i will be going for a late lunch and will be back late. Dont worry guys, i seldom went out for lunch. Usually i buy back and sit in the office to eat it. I will eat it in front of my pc while surfing the net or do my work at the same time. So if once in a while i went out for late lunch, they will not say anything. To them if i finish my work then it is ok already then.
I think i am really getting addicted to this things. I really cant wait to blog since this morning before reaching the office.

hmmmmmmm i think i am really going to get addicted to this already. I really can't wait to log in here to write something. hehehehehe Still it is a good influence.
Something happens to me today. On my way home today, suddenly i feel so sad that makes me wants to cry. I dont know what actually happens to me. But i could sense that something bad going to happens that will make me feel so sad. I try not to belief my instinct but still everytime i sense something, it will happens. watever it is i hope nothing bad will ever happens.

But i have a great day today. get to watch movie with my friend. Watch The Recruit. The movie is good guys. Go and watch it while still in cinema. The cinema was not packed with people. The shopping mall too. everyone still scared of SARS i guess.

Here i am again in front of the pc.
lets see hows my day today. well, today went to sentosa. the weather was good in the morning but it started to rain after 2pm. anyway we all had a enjoyable day but everyone of us have a shocking event happen today. My dad nearly drown himself while swimming. Luckly my younger brother was there with him and a stranger too came by and help. Luck he is ok now. IWe all could not imagine if something bad happens that time. *relief*
took a lot of pictures today (except for the incident of course - too shock to take any). my mum was really temper with me. she scold me for taking all the pictures. I was only enjoying the scenario with my new camera that i brought last year. i should have bought the digital camera but then i never thought it will be benefit for me so i just buy the ordinary one. well, i think i will buy digital camera in future.
All this thanks to herda ah. heheheheheh she makes me wants all the things that she have. hehehehehehe now she teach me how to use this. i think i will be addicted to it really fast man. but it is good. at least there is something for me to do when i am boring or free. thanks herda i really2 owe u a lot.

MORNING SUNSHINE

Hi Lili.. a sample of the html for putting pictures in your blog... just go to bloggers as per normal and upload the url from which u downloaded it from. U may go pictureisland to download some and try.

Further instructions are on NaQia's blog.

hmmmmm at last i get to know how it works here. With the help of Herda of course. Thanks so much sis. I owe you a lot. hehehehe Well, i think i will blog more after this or at least 2 days once. I can't figure out how or when but i will try my every best to do it. It all depends on my workload.

Let's see how should i start here and try to get use with my blogs to you people who are reading there.

Let's start with my day today. Well, i guess today i have a gd day. even at work. everything when smoothly but very2 little work that needs to be done. just a clearing up a few things.

Had Lunch with my school mate, Siti, at Komola's today. hehehehehe from raffles place go to ct hall whereas my friend from buona vista to ct hall just to eat at komalas.
Now sitting in front of this pc trying to get use to this blogspot teach by herda before going home earlier at chat room irc.

My parents make a surprise plan of going to SENTOSA tomorrow. Well, i suppose to have a group study but then my friend having 'Kenduri" so i told my parents yes i would like to join them tomorrow. It has been long time since i when there. So hope weather is good and new things there. :)