Feeling so sleepy now....Been busy to update my blog. On leave today as the renovation is starting today. Will be back at work tomorrow. Thought of continue to take additional leave but it seems a lot of things need to settle ASAP soon. especially as Chinese New Year is coming soon.


Finally my hair is been cut a bit shorter. My mum help to cut it up. Thought of going to hairdresser but decide not to... Well actually lazy to go out. hehehehe


On Monday, went Dinner with Makrah's family, my uncle & 2 siblings. 8 of us had dinner at Breeks at Ang Mo Kio. That is my 2nd time there. As for Andini & Makrah's family is their first time. Had great time with all of them. :) Might have dinner often in future with them. InsyALLAH...


Receive a great news on monday that my pay will be increase starting next month. I am so damn happy. It is being increase again!!! I also get performance bonus. Isnt that double happiness. :) :) :) My hard work being paid off. Alhamdulilah my rezeki getting more. :) :) :) Of course will increase my savings more....InsyALLAh...


3 ppl resigned n 3 ppl came into the company. Then there will be a lot of chances happening here n there. I will still do my work n a few ppl will be helping out. It will unload a few work on my side as customer is increasing. They hope to get more customer so have to start training a few to help out. Hope things will be ok with new ppl came in. InsyALLAH...

hmmm tiring weekend. Start to have headache again since yesterday. Hopes get better by tomorrow. InsyALLAH....


On thursday, suppose to be home early at around 5pm but have to stay till 7pm. There were a few meetings and a few work that have to settle ASAP. By then reach home, mum n Andini have prepare all the food. It is Andini's birthday n mum cook Mee siam. Had simple celebration. Maimunah & farij not around as both are working.


On Friday, me did not go for prayers so stay at home helping my mum cook Nasi Briyani. After lunch Bro Zaidi reach our place. Then in the evening, Bro Zaki n Kak Tini's family reach our place. Everyone is around. Quite a big family. Could not imagine if all of us are married and the house are full of small children. :) :) :)


Saturday is doing house cleaning especially the gal's room. We manage to empty the whole cupboard. It took us half the day to clear all the mess. My dad help to look for empty boxes while my brothers help to stack up the boxes. By the time we all finish, all were dead tired. I fall asleep while watching tv. And so do Andini.


The renovation men came in today. They open up all the cupboards inside our room. Left only the bed, tv n fan. The new cupboard will be in only on wednesday. :( :( Have to wait then....Went to Bras Basah with Andini & Maimunah to buy some art things for Andini. Then head to Bedok to buy new specs for myself n Maimunah. Will claim from my company after that. :) Cost me $450 for 2 pairs. I never buy so expensive spec. Well i can claim so that why i buy it. Thought of buying PDA but decide not to. Maybe next time...


Still having headache now. Will eat my dinner now n eat the medicine n try to sleep early later. InsyALLAH...

Started to have flu since yesterday morning. Keep on sneezing the whole day. Thought of taking MC but decide not to. Have a few things to settle ASAP. Furthermore, i might be taking an urgent leave on Monday. Well not sure yet so thats why i am rushing a few things this week. Will bring back my laptop this week to finish up a few pending work again. Hopefully to get it done by this week. InsyALLAH...


Went home late yesterday. Last minute my aunt gave me a call to say Nazrul's parents coming over to visit her for awhile. Quickly rush over to her place. Met my Pak Long first there as he was from his work place her. Soon after that Mak long came with the 2 youngest sons. They were shocked to see me there. It been nearly a year since i last saw them. So many changes in them espcially the youngest boy. Getting more taller n big in size. hehehehehehe Good news that Nazrul's elder brother will be getting engaged this coming Chinese New Year. At last he is going to tie a know soon. He might be getting married by the end of the year. :) :) :) Well if my parents allow, i would love to join them to terranganu to see the engagement process. But to bad my parents would not allow that. :( :( :( Well, just pray that all will be well...InsyALLAH....


Will be busy this weekend with packing up my room. The guys will do the renovation either on Saturday or Sunday or even Monday. So hopefully to get things clear by tomorrow...

Had a great night yesterday. Went to Lau Pa Sat with my colleagues. There were 14 of us. It was wet outside so we all sit in the middle in 1 straight row. We had lots of food. They order some chinese dishes and we order a lot from the indian stalls. There were mee goreng, rojak, roti john, murtabak, wantan soup noodle n satay of course. It been a while i eat a lot. Miss my eating outing with my friends....


Alhamdulilah i manage to finish my pending work which is the report. Submitted to the management for approval. Hopefully no admendment needed. InsyALLAH. Now it is left 1 more report to get it done. Hopefully to get it done by this week.

I am so tired. Sleep late yesterday. Andini, Farij & Mai reach home at midnight yesterday. Manage to finish up my ironing yesterday night. Gd thing i manage to finish them all in less than 2 hours. No more pending job at home.


Will be busy this week as need to clear some stuffs. The girl's room will have a simple renovation of the cupboard. They will be doing it this weekend just after the Hari Raya Haji. Our room will have a brand new look. :) But me & Mai, have to pay for the renovation of course. My parents will be paying them 1st, then both of us will pay later bit by bit.

Having stomach cramp again...Can't move much. Been busy for the past few days and did not get to update.


Thursday & Friday busy with lots of work. Customers asking quotation n etc. Manage to settle a lot of them. Left a few still pending. Hope to settle them by next week. Reports are still half way through. I bring them my laptop n finish them a lot.


Went to a few places yesterday to buy things for the kitchen. Now i am dead tired. A few of my siblings will be going to Kallang tonight to watch the football. I will be at home with my parents n Bro Jaya. Got to do ironing n finish up my work.

Feeling so weak n tired since yesterday. Thought of taking MC but a lot of issues happens yesterday evening. Haiz.....Hope after the team meets with the customer, things will be ok back.....InsyALLAH.....

Weekend is spent at home. Bro Zaidi's family stay over on Saturday. Get to play with Irfan all night. :) Aeisyah just recover from fever. So she kind of active back now. :)


Andini went to see the doctor again this morning n she get another 3 days of MC. Yes, she still having fever n sore throat. Just hope she have enough rest for these 3 days and get well soon.


Feels good after complaining to my 2nd big boss about what's been happening. I am kind of frustration with 2 colleagues of mine. They will reminding me & Eric to highlight to them if any issues happens. But when we bring up, they always shoot back a few emails back without any solutions. Email will be send back n fro then it will hang up there with no solution or follow up. Its either me or Eric have to remind them again n again. Isnt that too much. We have other things to do and there they are doing nothing at times. They will just hang around talking unrelevant things n waste so many times. They can just use up that time helping me or Eric doing reports or other things. After i told her, she call him up n have a long talk. I think they spent nearly 1 hour inside talking. He deserve it. I am waiting for the other lady to get from her also. Hopes after this there will be changes.......InsyALLAH...


I have $500 from the company. But don't know what to buy. I have to use up all the money soon or it will be gone soon. Thought of buying PDA but not sure which one is better. There is a few models with the price of $500 n below but dont know which is good. Bro Jaya have one and the price is quite reasonable. Thought of buying the same but decides not to. hmmm Well hopes to go some window shopping this weekend...

Andini is sick. She is having fever so she will not be going to School today. Mum get an extend of 3 weeks. Her leg still not well yet. My body been aching for the last few days. Maybe too tired....


Hope this weekends i can have a good sleep n rest. That is what i need now. Hafiedzah on leave since yesterday. Eric been MC since Tuesday. As usual a lot of work for me especially Data Entry to do the reports. Alhamdulilah i manage to finish the data entry yesterday. Now will put them now in one n do the charts. Target to finish all this by next week. InsyALLAH....


Mak Rah's family will be going for holiday tonight. They will be back only next week. Haiz.....How i wish i could follow them.....

Rainy Day

It been raining for the past few days. And how i wish i do not have to wake up early and go to work. Well, i can do that but have to stay in late to cover the time that i have lost. I think that is more worst.


Went home late yesterday as too many work have to finish up. A lot of phone calls asking for quotations n etc. Good thing i manage to finish a lot of them. Alhamdulilah....


I am feeling a bit confused lately. Keep thinking my past n what will happen to me in the future. I feels that my future is blank. Haiz....Why all this came to me? Try not to think about it but it keep bugging me....Haiz....

What's wrong with me???

I am so tired...So stressful...So confused...What is happening to me!!!


I think too much of unnecessary things. Unimportant things. Haiz...

So Tired..................

On Friday, met Ana at Bedok MRT before went to EXPO. Had a good time as i spent quite a lot. Brought 2 pairs of shoes & a few blouses. Brought a few things for the home n also for parents & Farij. Andini even buy a few things. I spent $50 just for her alone. Told her that this is her gift for her coming birthday later this month on the 20th. After this no more shopping as i spent too much already. After shopping went to Pasir Ris to had early Dinner at Swenson. Too full to eat the ice-creams. Just had meals there before going home.


The whole of saturday spent outside. Early noon went to my uncle's place at Serangoon. My aunt will be going to HAJI on the 14th January 2005. My uncle could not apply any leave. So my aunt have to go alone with her siblings first. InsyALLAH if "ada rezeki" my uncle will be going there with her....InsyALLAH....


Then went to Bro Zaidi's house. Spent the whole day there. Aeisyah came a bit later as she been sick since Thursday nite. She been having Fever on n off. She is quite quiet yesterday but after a while she began to active. :) I had a great day with the 3 kids around. Makes me wonder when will i have my own kids....


Last minute cancel the plan to go wedding dinner as i did not feel quite well. My head start aching back. Sorry galfriend, for the last minute i cancel out the meeting.


Then get a scolding from my cousin, Nazrul. He been calling me from his aunt's place n i did not answer any of the calls. Haiz...I am too busy n sick when he calls me. I did not check my hp when he try to call me. So sorry dear....Maybe we are not fated to met up yet....InsyALLAH will met one day...