Did you experience the blackout yesterday? Well Chai Chee area were effected too. The whole place was so dark...I was talking to dearie using the cordless phone n watching the anugerah when suddenly went out. Was so shock! My 3 siblings all went to the hall n asked what happen. We realise we are in the middle of the blackout. At that time my parents were at my aunt place at Jurong. Quickly called them to inform them the situation. My sis, Maimunah was on her way home when blackout happens. So she had to take the stairs to reach home. Alhamdulilah she reached home safely. Kind of worried as she was all alone...


Good thing that both Andini & Farij had finish their homework. They were chatting inside the room when it happens. Luckily for us that we have 1 box of candles. We also use our hp as a touch lights. We also on the radio to know the latest news n information.


Dont know what to do during the blackout, 5 of us sitting at the dining table hearing the radio. We ate the Mamee & Ice-cream. hehehehe Can still think about food during in the dark. :) That is the only thing we can think of doing.


Lights were resume back after 12am. Cant sleep well because the weather was so hot. Me & Andini sleep outside at the hall. Everyone in the area shout happily when the lights went on back. But my house did not have the lights yet. We have to call the technician from the Power Supply to check on it. But when he came, he inform us that the circuit box was faulty. We have to change the Blue tack. How could so suddenly that the thing is faulty. The technician manage to on the light back. We were advise to change the blue tack ASAP by today.


Now i began to realise more that we need the electricity in our daily life. Just imagine how ppl in the past lives without any power supply. hmmm


Today will be Ct's last day here. Well hope she enjoy herself while working here. Hopefully she will gain more new experience n happy with her new job....InsyALLAH

Yesterday was really really fun. There were 13 of us. We sit down on the very very long table. We had Murtabak then had prata. Some of them had Mee Goreng n etc. We talk, joke n laughed a lot yesterday. Then headed to have durians. By then a lot of us are full already. Although i am not feeling well, i still eat a few of it. The durians are so nice. It been quite sometime i did not have that...


When i reached home, i simply cant sleep. My whole body feels aching all the way....I think i sleep around 2am or 3am. Now i am so tired...Need a good rest. Thought of taking MC today but dont feel like doing that for now. Need to clear a lot of stuff.


Furthermore Ct2 last day will be tomorrow. It is kind of sad to see her leaving. But i realise it is good thing that we are apart again. I realise that when we worked together, it effects our friendship. Haiz...Realise this quite sometime but try not to think about it...All i know now i will be missing her...


Things are still not so good lately...I am still feeling down n horrible. I shouldn't think much of what happen but i cant help it. The feelings makes me realise what type of person am i. Haiz...


Sms to my cousin, Nazrul this morning around 2am. Asking him to met me 1 of the day next week. I miss him so much now. Need to met him. He agree to that n will try to get the leave approved. I am looking forward to that soon....

Last 2 days i was so sick...Been having bad headache for the last 2 days. Watever i eat, i throw out...All i eat is porridge. Even today i bring some of it for Lunch later on. My body is feeling so tired...Thought of taking MC today but dont feel like staying at home...


My aunt is back to Singapore. Will meet her soon. Miss her so much...Will spent most of my weekdays at her home. So bored staying at home lately. All work pushed to me to do. So i guess now my aunt is back, so i will spent my time day...


A group of us will be having dinner later. Then will go for durians. Was looking forward to have durians today but looks like have to skip tat this time around.


My feelings not so good lately. Been feeling fishy n lonely lately. Haiz...Try not to think negative on a few things but cant help it. Just home watever i feels did not happens...InsyALLAH...

I am so sleepy today. Sleep around 10pm n still sleepy. When i woke up i saw that my 2 sistas sleeping outside. I dont know what did they watch yesterday that makes them sleep outside. Should be soccer i guess. My body till aching. It been aching lately. Maybe due too tired. Will try to sleep early today.


Today the whole of us in the office will get to eat Pizza. Farewell Lunch for Ct. Then next week, a group of us will be having dinner n durians...Will be looking forward to that. :)


Today is Zaki's birthday. Have not buy anything for him. Even Ahmad's birthday also i have not buy anything for him. Maybe tomorrow will do some shopping for the gifts for both of my brothers.

Still feeling tired today...Did not have a good sleep.


Went back a bit late yesterday. Went out from office around 7pm. All because auditors need some documents. But still there are some documents that are pending. Hope to give her all that she needs by today.


Heard will be having pizza during Lunch today. :)

Still feeling tired today...Did not have a good sleep.


Went back a bit late yesterday. Went out from office around 7pm. All because auditors need some documents. But still there are some documents that are pending. Hope to give her all that she needs by today.


Heard will be having pizza during Lunch today. :)

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I am so sleepy today. Sleep around 11pm yesterday. Try to sleep early but my body is aching all over. Maybe due too tired lately. Too much work n thinking i guess...


The auditors keep distubing by asking a lot of repeating questions. Haiz... She keep interrupt me while doing my work n a lot is pending on my table now. No wonder ppl always say that auditors are irritating ppl. There been here for the last 3 weeks n might be here another 3 weeks or more. Haiz...

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Dearie make a last min plan yesterday of meeting me. :) He suppose to go home straight as his 2 favourite nieces came over to sleep over at his house. Instead doing that he met me up first. It been 1 month he have not met me & his nieces. So yesterday he mets both me n his nieces. :) Thought of just having dinner but he decide to watch movie, "Around the World in 80 days" It is a good laughter movie.


Siti recommend her friend to work her n the new gal got her job. They interview her yesterday evening n they asked her to start working today. Isn't that fast? :) Well at least she will have some time to learn about the job. Her besday is just after mine. :)


Saying about besday, i am counting down the days to my besday next month. Will be another 28 days. :) Looking forward to it as it will be my 1st time celebrating with my bf.

My body has been aching since Friday nite. Although i have sit on the OSIM chair, it still aching.Haiz....Plus with lack of sleep makes it worst. My sister has been fight over the phone with her bf and yesterday she disturb me & Andini when she keep shouting over the phone. Piss me off. When i shout at her to keep quiet, she quickily lower her voice n end her conversation. It is irritating as it been happens again n again lately. Just hope she settle her problems ASAP.


It's been 1 mth now that i have not met dearie. Haiz...A lot of things have happen between us too. Just simply miss him n i hope things will get better soon....Haiz....


Send my brother, Zaki & Kak tini to the airport yesterday. They were going Langkawi with Aeisyah. Her 1st airplane trip. :) Both families send them off at the airport.


My mood has not been very good lately. Too much anger in me. Ppl around me makes me angry most of the time. Hate to be in this situation. I try to ignore watever happens but it hurts a lot. When i fight back, ppl say that i show no respect n complain a lot. Haiz... The bad thing is i end up losing my temper to the wrong person. Haiz... This is really getting out of hand. So far i always been able to control my temper n feelings accordinngly but lately i can't. I guess i been patient so many times n this time around i can't but still it is getting out of hand...I need help soon or it will get worst...

I am listening to Jai's song which is so sad...I am holding my tears from flowing...Manage to get the lyrics online....


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Life been so down lately...I am smiling but my heart is crying... Hopes the decision made is for the best for all...

I am still feeling so sleepy although i sleep early yesterday. I think i sleep around 8.30pm but was disturb by my sis, Ana who was fighting over the phone with her bf. There were a few shouting and this make me shock n woke up. I think it happens around 10pm and i cant sleep back till 12am. Now i am still sleepy thanks to her....


A lot of things in the office now. Too many things have to settle ASAP. Haiz...So stress up. With ct2 going off soon n new gal still have not came in till now. By then it will be more rushing as the new gal will have a lot of things that she will be unfamiliar n i will have to teach her...More companies will be signing contract with the company now. It is good as it bring more money n of course more work. Hope by end of the end there is something good. If not by the time i get my cert at the end of the end, will have to say good bye to them...ALl i have to do now is stay put for a while n learn up new things so that it can help me to get new job in future...


Looks like things are in a mess now. Still dont know what to do... Haiz...Thought of taking a few days leave but it seems that now is not the best time to do that. Too many things in the office that i cant do that now....Haiz.....

Everyone wake up late today. Which is nearly at 7am instead 6am. So kind of rushing especially mum. With feeling so tired, i wake up lazily...I need more sleep i guess...


I am still feeling down. Dont know what to do. I dont know whether my decision is fair. Haiz...

I am so tired...Still very very tired...I try to sleep early yesterday but my left arm in pain that makes me having difficulty to sleep. All i need now is a good sleep...

I am too tired. My left arm still in pain. The pain is there since Saturday. Even now in pain. I told my mum about it yesterday n instead of asking to eat my medicine she nagged at me. :( Even this morning i get the nagging from her just because i wake up late to help her. I am so tired n sick and she did not see all that...:( :( :(


When we are are with something, we end up losing it...I am going to lose something that is precious in my life...:( :( :(


Too sad to type something good in her... I need my aunt now. Need her to hug me...

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I am eating my favourite chocolate bread from Bonjour. It is so nice that i make sure i buy it every month. First time eating it, i was so in love with it that i buy it every week. But now have to cut down...


I am trying to cut down my expenses now. I try not to buy things that not needed. I even start to save some of my money. I try to bring breakfast from home. If not i will wait till Lunch then have my meal. I make sure that i did not spend much on my Lunch too. I make sure that now i eat Dinner at home. Well, kind of train myself to cut down on eating too much n unnecessary food. :) I hope it also helps to reduce my weight...


Will be going to my aunt place tonight. Have to met her tonight as she will be going back to Malaysia soon. If i did not met her tonight, i will have to wait another more few weeks before meeting her again. So have to met her today.


Lately, my body is aching. I am so tired. I think i will spend the weekends at home sleeping the whole day. I am looking forward to that.....

Internet was down the whole morning. It has just resume back. A lot of things need to be follow up.


Haiz.... Feels so stressful lately. Thought of taking a 1 day leave next week to met dearie but decided not to as a lot of things need to be done in the office. Furthermore, Ct2 is leaving soon at the end of the mth, so need to help her with a lot of things. I have to take note of her work again so that later i will not be in a lost...

My body is aching today. I was wishing that today is holiday or weekends already. I need a good sleep. I am so sleepyyyyy. I wish i could sleep longer....


Yesterday was super busy. Had meeting at 10.30am n we end it at 1.30pm. That was super long one. I nearly fall asleep. Had Lunch at 3pm. After the meeting there was a lot of things need to catch up. So instead of eating my Lunch 1st, the customer rush me to solve the issue. Hope today it will not happen again...


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I am still so tired. Yesterday thought of sleep early. Aeisyah came over to our house. She kind of active now. Likes to walk around with the help of us of course. Soon she will walk on her own. :) Waiting that to happens soon. :)


Lately every morning, there will be 1 bangla man great me n my mum with salam. So good of him to do that. :) First greeting in the morning. He will great us with Assalamualaikum when he is nearby the area.


Miss dearie a lot now....Last met him is on the 20th May. He is kind of busy lately with his work. Well, he is working at Keppel Singmarine taking care of the ships that came to singapore. Kind of complicated work for me. I do the invoices for his company before and kind to know the background a bit. Well hope that he is free next week or the following week to met up. If not i have to wait a few more days...At long as he did not cut off his sms n phone calls to me is ok already...


Will have a major meeting today. I have a feeling that me n my colleague, Eric will be question a lot by a few ppl. There are doing some changes and need to know what happens on our side. Hopes today will be a good one for me. This new department have a lot of people i hate n have a bad feeling that they will be very fussy in a lot of things. Haiz.....

I am so sleepy. Sleep late...I think i sleep around 1am. Fetch my parents yesterday. They reach Singapore around 11pm. By the time we reached home is between 12am to 12.30am. My flu is here again. I am going to sick again.


A lot of things need to catch up today. When i reach office, a lot of paper on my table. Looks like a lot of things need to settle.

Had so much fun yesterday night. Had dinner at Pizza Hut at Bedok. My brother, Jaya, treat the 3 of us, Me, Ana & Andini. We jokes while eating. Kind of bully Andini as she eat there for the 1st time. hehehehehe She was so funny...


My flu is getting better today. Just feels tired n sleepy. Did sleep early yesterday but kind of not enough i guess. Maybe the medicine makes me sleepy. At least i have a gd sleep these few days. :)


Thought of going to EXPO later for the PC Show but feels lazy as my body is tired... Have to skip that or will see the next 2 days.

Here is the pictures of Siti Halipah's (Ct1) Son, Mohamad Nuriman.








Btw today is my best friend Birthday.


HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY AZLI. MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. INSYALLAH...

On MC for today n tomorrow. Been having flu since last week. And have been pending seeing the doctor. Since my parents not at home, i decided to see the doctor today n rest at home. Usually i will went to my aunt's place n rest there.


Just finish taking my breakfast. Will eat my medicine n rest later on. Doing some work for a while so that my colleagues can follow up with it.


By the way, i am still in shock n sad. My best friend Ct2 will resign soon. She will be working with the company till end of month. She find a better job else where which is kind of nearer to her home. It is in the east. If they look for a new staff n that new stff is chinese, looks like i will be the only malay there again. :(

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Manage to send my parents off yesterday evening. A few of us were there. Me, Sista Ana, Sista Andini, Bro Zaki, Little Aeisyah n My uncle Om Mukti.


My last distant cousin, Ari been sms me since yesterday night. He is looking after my parents there. Looks like my bill will increase a bit more this month because of the overseas sms. hehehehe :)


Thought of going out with my 2 sistas but it seems that all of us are tired n lazy. we sleep at 1am yesterday i think. Were watching the TV, The Wedding Planner. Now i am still tired n sleepy but i wake up early as i am used to waking up early. Will catch up with my sleep later on after doing some housework n cooking. hmmm I think i will cook Nasi Ayam today. My favourite food to cook. :)


Surfing the net now to look out for a few language courses. Thought of taking a few language courses like Chinese, Arabic n Hindi maybe. hehehehehe But 1st i need to brush up my english before i take other languages. :) Doing the planning now... Hopes everything went well as i plan...InsyALLAH...

So tired lately. Did not have a good sleep lately. Wish i could sleep longer.....


My parents will be going Jakarta today. Will ask permission to go home early today. Maybe early by 2 hours. Their flight is at 6pm. So i need to be there around 5pm. So might leave from here at 4pm. Hopes they let me off. Get to know yesterday that CT2 is on MC. I was on exam leave yesterday. My last paper for this term. Hopes i pass them all and will not retake them again at the end of the year.


Then met Andini at Bedok yesterday after exam to do some shopping. She starts to care more of the facial now. She keeps her money to buy all the facial wash n etc. :) I accompany her n do advise her what she needs most n not. Or she will waste all her money for nothing.


CT send her son's pictures through email. Will upload them ASAP for you to see. :)