Saturday, January 31, 2004

Feeling so tired.......My Arm still in pain....Had a early sleep yesterday but still feeling sleepy. Thought of waking late but my aunt calls me on the phone around 8am this morning. With no choice, i drag myself out of bed.
Will spent the whole day at home today. My is cooking "Mee Rebus" Today. :) Dah lama tak makan......
Might spent the evening watching Hindustan. hmmm Or sleeping.......
Haiz.......
Tomorrow is Hari Raya Aidil Adha. Will just spent the day at home. Watching TV again i guess.
Was reading the paper today. Saw some interesting Plans for HP. Will get a new hp soon with new line......It is about time i change new number and cancel off the people that i don't want to keep in touch. hmmm


Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Friday, January 30, 2004

Got this...

I was once told - no matter how much you love a man, no matter how muchhe may love you, but if ever he lifts a hand and hits you... he's not worth it. I do not think this is easy...
but I guess it is true...

I got flowers today.
It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, and he said alot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today,
and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral. Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only I had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him, I would not have gotten flowers today.

Ct2 is on MC today. Luckily i too did not take MC....Nearly told myself that i need to see the doc n take MC. But feels like not going as i plan to take next mth. So this month, No MC & Leave for myself.....Will wait next mth then... :)
Yesterday both of us got stuck in the MRT between Outram Park & Tanjong Pagar. Everyone kind of Panic even the driver but both of us was making jokes n laughing all the way. The train keep going backwards too. I think it took 20mins before reaching Tanjong Pqgar where all of us were told to go out of the train. Not knowing how long the delay, we decided to take bus but dont know where n which one. Asked my mum n she told me to take bus no 10 nearby International Plaza. Long queue for taxi. Not knowing where to go, we decided to walked to raffles place. Then get a information from Ct2's Friend saying that the MRT is ok. We walked quickly to Raffles Place MRT.....As we walked around there, we saw a few changes there. Miss Raffles Place so much....From there we could go a lot of places but here is kind of boring.....
Reached home around 8 plus. Thought that i could get a good n quite peaceful environment but i get a noisy & irritating environment. Sometimes that makes me feels boring to be home early. Everyone seems to ignore or even show no respect to me. I am an emotional person at times but i control myself not too. But the situation make me worst. Haiz....

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Feeling a bit better but still feeling a bit tired. Wish could sleep longer. The weather still cold & raining too. Haiz...
Accompany Ct2 to Chinatown for a while. Then rush home as both of us too Hungry to go elsewhere. Thought of eating out but it was raining n we have to take MRT to eat. So we decide to just go home...Reach home around 8 plus. HAd Dinner then spent the time watching TV. I did eat my medicine before sleeping. Maybe that makes me had a good sleep. No more waking up in between the sleep. Due to medicine i think. :)
My heart & left hand still in pain....Too cold...I forgets to bring my medicine. Have to depend on me medicated oil then.
Haiz...

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Arghhhhhh My left hand in pain now.....Maybe because the air-con here is so cold. Plus with my stomachache. Early i having hard time breathing in. Luckily i have my medicated oil here in the office or i will start having asthma. Even now i can sense that my breathing souns different. Not like normal breathing. All i need now is a good sleep and everything will be fine then.
Today is chocolate's day for me i think. Had Prata for breakfast this morning. So decide take light Lunch. Buy Chocolate Loaf and eat 4 slices today. Will continue to eat them tomorrow. Furthermore i dont feel like eating. Then someone buy chocolate from Perth. Isnt that good. Chocolates for today. (Macam maner tak naik badan aku ni)
Luckily i am not well. If not i might finish up the chocolate by now. hehehehehehe
Might be going to Chinatown with Ct2 today. She needs to but some stuffs there. Just hope the weather are good as both of us did not bring any umbrella along today.

Still feeling so sleepy.....Arghhh this is going to be bad. My body is aching already. So tired.....I am having stomachache now. It hurts since yesterday. Maybe too much eating and too much laughing yesterday.
Did not go to class yesterday. Met up Herda, Moshee & Ernie. We had Dinner at Sakura. Then had our side food at BK & play 2 sets of Scrabbles. We had a great time playing the game. I having a good time as we laughed a lot till my stomach in pain.
Talked to someone yesterday. Never believe that someone will talk ill about me. Haiz..... Wat is that person trying to do.....Let past be past n not talk about it with someone else. Everyone makes a mistake but doesn't mean the mistake will be repeating back as We learn from our mistakes. Just hope things are getting better soon.... Haiz...
Arghhhh my Stomach still in pain.......Will take half day if the pain still occurs worst later.....
Haiz...

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Feeling so sleepy...I need a good sleep. Couldn't sleep for the past few days. Haiz.....
There is something in my mind but .......
Hope today there isn't any much work. Yesterday was quite relaxing as not much things do to. Hopefully today will be that way too.
Will be having class today. I think i will not be lazy today. Hope my mood will be good by late evening. hmmm
I listen to this song yesterday. I like it so much since the 1st time i listen to it........The lyrics are so meaningful....

Ferhad

Pernah

Pengalaman mengajarku
Jangan mudah meluahkan isi hatiku
Tapi bila ia melamarku
Senyuman ayumu hatiku luas terbuka
Yang kuidamkan musnah
Yang kugenggam terpisah

( korus )
Aku pernah, jatuh cinta
Kerana cinta diriku merana
Aku pernah bahagia
Kata manisnya buat ku terpedaya

Biarkan aku temankan pilu
Haruskah cinta oh kejam padaku
Uhh yeahh

Kini mula ku terasakan
Degupan hatiku mula rasa oh gelisah
Kehadiranmu ku mengharapkan
Akan menghilangkan kegelapan di hidupku
Kau yang seharus yang pertama
Agar terakhir selamanya

( ulang korus )

Yang ku lupa, kisah yang lalu
Akan ku gubah oh hidup yang baru... uh yeah...
Kerana aku pernah... pernah yeah...

( ulang korus )

Kisah yang lama mengajar aku
Agar bahagia hidup bersamamu

Hey hey... Yang ku cinta...

Monday, January 26, 2004

Check this out guys........ Hehehehehehehehee

Thong Song


Assalamualaikum ...

Hanya Ingin Mengingatkan …

Kubur Setiap Hari Menyeru Manusia Sebanyak Lima (5) Kali ...

1. Aku rumah yang terpencil,maka kamu akan senang dengan selalu membaca Al-Quran.
2. Aku rumah yang gelap,maka terangilah aku dengan selalu solat malam.
3. Aku rumah penuh dengan tanah dan debu,bawalah amal soleh yang menjadi hamparan.
4. Aku rumah ular berbisa,maka bawalah amalan Bismillah sebagai penawar.
5. Aku rumah pertanyaan Munkar dan Nakir,maka banyaklah bacaan
"Laa ilahaillallah, Muhammadar Rasulullah", supaya kamu dapat jawapan kepadanya.


Lima Jenis Racun dan Lima Penawarnya ...

1. Dunia itu racun,zuhud itu ubatnya.
2. Harta itu racun,zakat itu ubatnya.
3. Perkataan yang sia-sia itu racun,zikir itu ubatnya.
4. Seluruh umur itu racun,taat itu ubatnya.
5. Seluruh tahun itu racun,Ramadhan itu ubatnya.


Nabi Muhammad S.A.W bersabda:

" Ada 4 di pandang sebagai ibu ", iaitu :

1. Ibu dari segala UBAT adalah SEDIKIT MAKAN.
2. Ibu dari segala ADAB adalah SEDIKIT BERBICARA.
3. Ibu dari segala IBADAT adalah TAKUT BUAT DOSA.
4. Ibu dari segala CITA CITA adalah SABAR.


Berpesan-pesanlah kepada kebenaran dan kesabaran. Beberapa kata renungan dari Qur'an :

Orang Yang Tidak Melakukan Solat:

Subuh : Dijauhkan cahaya muka yang bersinar
Zuhor : Tidak diberikan berkah dalam rezekinya
Asar : Dijauhkan dari kesehatan/kekuatan
Maghrib : Tidak diberi santunan oleh anak-anaknya.
Isyak : Dijauhkan kedamaian dalam tidurnya

Wassalam.

Feeling sleepy today.......Just wish i could sleep longer with this weather..........Nearly tell myself to take MC or Urgent Leave so that i can continue with my sleep. But decided not to as i believe today a lot of people will be on leave. So hope not much work today. ;)
Did not have a good sleep on Saturday. The weather was so cold that my hand hurts. Thought could sleep longer on Sunday or later in the evening but did not get that.
Went out with Maimunah, Farij & Andini. We went to Suntec to catch a movie, Last Samurai. It was a great movie. I will recommend you all to see it. Really really good storyline. Andini even cry at the end of the story. hehehehehhee Shock to saw her in that situation. But i myself nearly cry too but i still can hold on back the tears. :) The movie is fantastic. It really captured the people's heart. :) :) :)
After the movie, we went to have Dinner at Bedok. Then went some shopping at Bedok Interchange. Buy some VCDs. Finally get to watch "Finding Nemo" on VCD. Did not get to watch it while showing in the Cinema. Can watch it a few time later. hehehehehe
I realised that i have been ignoring the movies that are been played in the Cinema. Unless someone recommend or keep talking about it then i urge myself to watch it. :)

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Raining non stop. So good to have this kind of weather. Hope it stay till night so that we all can have a good sleep today in this cold weather. :)
Feeling a bit happy today n don't know why.....Maybe the weather is so good that can make feels relax.... :)
Okies tomorrow will catch movie with my other siblings. It will be fun. (Ticket free katakan....)

Just came back from Parkway Parade......Today most of the shops are open rather than yesterday only tge Giant Superstore opened. Finally get to but Andini the bag that she wants. I even brought a blouse & sandal for myself. :) (Kakak tak nak kalah dgn adik. Dia pun ikut shopping) hehehehehe
Even buy Aeisyah a toy from Isetan. We were just browsing at first when we saw this cute little toy. :)

Friday, January 23, 2004

Feeling Down Now.....

Haiz....

Wake up a bit early today......Thought of continue my sleep but people been sms me as though telling me to wake up. I drag myself out of bed and help my mum cooks Prata. Had my breakfast then had a long bath. hehehehehe Now it is raining heavily. Looks like will be spending all the whole day at home.....
Haiz.....

Thursday, January 22, 2004

Had a good time yesterday with 3 good friends. Simply enjoy myself. Nearly forgets to go home. hehehehehe I really really enjoy myself. :) :) :) Thanks guys.......
We met up n had Lunch at LPS. Then went to find a spot to play the 2 sets of Scrabble. After that we played UNO.
Today will be at home the whole day. Feeling so lazy when i woke up this morning. Had plan to go out tomorrow with Andini. Have to buy her a gift by tomorrow. Hadn't give her any birthday present yet. Don't know what to buy for me. So tomorrow, i will drag her along to let her choose.
Spent the whole day watching tv today. Luckily there are shows on tv if not i will be bored to death.....

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Feeling so tired......I wish i could sleep longer....
Today will be working till 11am. Not sure whether that is correct timing given to us yesterday or not. Just hope it is till 11am then. hehehehhee Will bring home some work home. Furthermore i have no or make any plans yet during the Holidays. So might just lepak at home n will do my work which is still pending till now.
Did not go to class yesterday as i am feeling so tired. But manage to met Ct1. We went a bit of shopping at Metro at Marina. Manage to get a pair of shoe for myself that i been looking for. And i buy myself a hangbag. :) A gd buy i must say. Told myself try not to spent so much although now they are having sale. I need to learn to control my budget. Buy only when i need them.
Then had Dinner at Magic Wok. The place was crowded with Chinese ppl having Reunion Dinner there. Luckily we found a place to sit.
Feeling not quite happy with my sis, Maimunah. She really piss me off lately. Sometimes i just piss her off back or just total ignore her. Sometimes i feels that i wish i doesn't have a sister....... Haiz...

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Nice songs are playing on the 89.7 Ria FM. I listen to this station every morning without failed. The DJs are really awesome. They even play good music which i really like. Now they playing my all time favourite Hindustan movie song from "Kuch Kuch Hota Hai" :) :) :)



Happy 15th Birthday ANDINI


Monday, January 19, 2004

Got this through email from a friend.....

If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is equal to # 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 then

What make your life 100% perfect ? What give you 100% results / returns ??

Hardwork = H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only (not 100% ??)

Knowledge = K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% only (not 100% ??)

Love = L+O+V+E = 12+15+22+5 = 54% (wake up, don't dream)

Luck = L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47% (that's why you got to work hard !!)

Then wha telse makes your life 100% ?

Is it Money $$ ? ... No !!!!!

Leadership ? .... NO !!!!

Every problem has a solution, Nothing is impossible. Perhaps we should change our attitude. You might read "impossible" as "i-m-possible" !! What we truly need to go further..... a bit more.......to the top, to that 100%. All of us need a positive and proactive ATTITUDE. Why ??

Attitude = A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work that makes OUR Life 100%.

Manage to upload all the pictures yesterday. Yeah someone chat with me on MSN so i decided to upload them all although feeling tired. :) Here are the Pictures at East Coast

Feels lazy to wake up this morning. Wish i could sleep longer. Still feeling tired. Hope work is ok today.......My colleague will be back today. Good for me as he will be around to help around.

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Feeling so tired......Will sleep soon. Thought of loading up the pictures for today but too lazy to do that now. :) Hopefully i am not too lazy to go to work tomorrow. hehehehehe
The meal at Gurame was good. We buy a cake for Andini n ask her to cut the cake then. Luckily the place is not too crowded. I had fun today. Enjoy myself with the others. Had Canadian Pizza for Dinner. I think i have to start to eat less or maybe start fasting back to lose all unnecessary fats. hehehehehehe
Haiz.....I started to miss someone so much now.....Why can't i try to forget him? hmmmm

Saturday, January 17, 2004

I need a gd sleep soon. Just came back from Masjid. Been absent myself lately. Decided to go tonight.
I realise i eat a lot for the past 2 days. Had Dinner at Banquet. Then today went to had Breakfast Cum Lunch at Hajah Maimunah. Had a lots of fun with Herda, Moshee & Ernie. Thanks Guys need that. :) :) :) At home, my mum cook western food then my 2nd brother, Zaidi buy some Karipap home. Tomorrow the whole family will be going to Gurame to celebrate early celebration for Andini. :) Haiz makin naik badan aku ni.....dah ah kene tegur time abg aku kahwin......Everyone say that i am getting FATTER. All ask me to slim down a bit. How to slim myself when i been eating alot all the time......
Tomorrow we all might spend time at the Beach. Will be cycling at there. :) I realised that it been quite sometime i went to the Beach. Miss that place so place as it has so much memories. Haiz......
Never mind about that. I will try to enjoy myself there before Monday comes. :) :) :)

Friday, January 16, 2004

Arghhhhhhh Feeling so angry. I am really piss off. Really not so gd. I went home at nearly 7pm. This whole thing is really make me piss. I got a few scolding yesterday from different customers. Then i was being blamed for being careless. Haiz.......Too much things happens yesterday. I nearly cry out. Even 1 of the suppliers realised the different in my voice. He really thought i wanna cry. To avoid that he make jokes. Really feels gd to find him really understanding. I been contacting him lately many times as i have to work closely with him.
Went to met a friend after that at Raffles Place. Had simple dinner at BK then spent time talking there all the way till 9.30pm. Feels a bit gd after that but still not satisfy. I nearly thought of taking MC today but i cant as Ct is on leave. And my colleague is on reservist. There is a lot of things that i need to rush today. Hopefully things will be better today....... HAIZ.....

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Went home late again......Went out with my 3 gfs. Nice to met them again....Miss them so much........As usual had lots of laugh n catch up a few things with them. Had Dinner at Long John Silver at Bugis then went for window shopping. I been going home late since Monday. Too many things plan at the last minute. It is the best timing to met my close friends. :)

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Hmmm Kind of true to the things indicate below.......

CANCER WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like her you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up.
She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K.
This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love".
She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

I receive this from Pinky......


Girl Poem
A poem for us....

I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.

Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on.

I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass.

My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit,
to others when I'm wrong.

I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.

I never forget,
an important date.
You just gotta deal with it,
I'm usually late.

I don't watch movi! es,
with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay,
to remember the score.

I won't lose my hair,
I don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive,
Don't call me a bitch.

Don't say to your friends,
Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear,
I can do better!

Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest????

I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.

DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .

I am a WOMAN.

Get it?, you DICK!?!
Went to class yesterday night. My 2 gal pals did not come again. As usual i went home after break. :)
Feeling so tired now.......Just wish to be able to sleep a bit longer.........
I realise i am still not in a gd mood. Haiz.....

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Yesterday was fun to met them again.... :) We went to Body Worlds. Kind of good thing to see a lot of things inside your body. Kind of boring too. See all the things but still it is good learning experience to know. :)





Sleep quite late yesterday as i talk to a friend of mine who been having problems lately. Kind of good to hear other ppl's problems as it makes it forgets all my own problems...... :)

Monday, January 12, 2004

Got this from one of my guy friend through email.....Kind of good story....Enoy reading everyone :)

Suatu hari, seorang Professor yang sedang membuat kajian tentang lautan menumpang sebuah sampan. Pendayung sampan itu seorang tua yang begitu pendiam. Professor memang mencari pendayung sampan yang pendiam agar tidak banyak bertanya ketika dia sedang membuat kajian.

Dengan begitu tekun Professor itu membuat kajian. Diambilnya sedikit air laut dengan tabung uji kemudian digoyang-goyang; selepas itu dia menulis sesuatu di dalam buku. Berjam-jam lamanya Professor itu membuat kajian dengan tekun sekali. Pendayung sampan itu mendongak ke langit.Berdasarkan pengalamannya dia berkata di dalam hati, "Hmm. Hari nak hujan."

"OK, semua sudah siap, mari kita balik ke darat" kata Professor itu. Pendayung sampan itu akur dan mula memusingkan sampannya ke arah pantai. Hanya dalam perjalanan pulang itu barulah Professor itu menegur pendayung sampan.

"Kamu dah lama kerja mendayung sampan?" Tanya Professor itu. "Hampir seumur hidup saya." Jawab pendayung sampan itu dgn ringkas. "Seumur hidup kamu?"
Tanya Professor itu lagi. "Ya". "Jadi kamu tak tahu perkara-perkara lain selain dari mendayung sampan?" Tanya Professor itu. Pendayung sampan itu hanya menggelengkan kepalanya. Masih tidak berpuas hati, Professor itu bertanya lagi, "Kamu tahu geografi?"
Pendayung sampan itu
menggelengkan kepala. "Kalau macam ni, kamu dah kehilangan 25 peratus dari usia kamu."
Kata Professor itu lagi, "Kamu tahu biologi?"
Pendayung sampan itu menggelengkan kepala. "Kasihan. Kamu dah kehilangan 50 peratus usia kamu.
Kamu tahu fizik?" Professor itu masih lagi bertanya.
Seperti tadi, pendayung sampan itu hanya menggelengkan kepala. "Kalau begini, kasihan, kamu sudah kehilangan 75 peratus dari usia kamu.Malang sungguh nasib kamu, semuanya tak tahu.Seluruh usia kamu dihabiskan dengan mendayung sampan."
Kata Professor itu dengan nada mengejek dan angkuh. Pendayung sampan itu hanya berdiam diri.

Selang beberapa minit kemudian, tiba-tiba hujan turun. Tiba-tiba saja datang ombak besar. Sampan itu dilambung ombak besar dan terbalik.Professor dan pendayung sampan terpelanting.
Sempat pula pendayung sampan itu bertanya, "Kamu tahu berenang?"
Professor itu menggelengkan kepala. "Kalau macam ini, kamu dah kehilangan 100 peratus nyawa kamu." Kata pendayung sampan itu sambil berenang menuju ke pantai.

Morale of the Story:
Dalam hidup ini IQ yang tinggi belum tentu boleh menjamin kehidupan. Tak guna kita pandai dan tahu banyak
perkara jika tak tahu perkara-perkara penting dalam hidup.
Adakalanya orang yang kita sangka bodoh itu rupanya lebih berjaya dari kita. Dia mungkin bodoh dalam bidang yang tidak ada kena mengena dengan kerjayanya, tetapi "MASTER" dalam bidang yang diceburi.

Hidup ini singkat. Jadi, tanyalah pada diri sendiri,untuk apakah ilmu yang dikumpulkan jika bukan utk digunakan dan boleh digunakan?

Hikmat Inspirasi:
Kepuasan itu terletak pada usaha bukannya pada pencapaian. Usaha sempurna adalah kemenangan sempurna...

Got this from my cousin, Yati...

Terdapat beberapa ketegori bantal dan perwatakan:-

Memeluk Bantal

Mereka yang suka memeluk bantal biasanya berjiwa seni. Mereka mempunyai penghargaan yang tinggi terhadap
lukisan, muzik dan sastera. Perasaan mereka halus dan jiwa mereka romantik. Kadangkala ada yang boleh membaca peristiwa yang akan berlaku melalui mimpi. Mereka juga sangat prihatin terhadap kesusilaan.

Menggunakan Banyak Bantal

Mereka biasanya kurang kenyakinan. Dalam kehidupan seharian mereka memerlukan banyak pendamping. Mereka
jarang membuat keputusan sendiri, sebaliknya mendapatkan pandangan orang lain.

Tidur Dengan Satu Bantal

Mereka bukan jenis mengada-ngada dan boleh menerima keadaan seadanya. Mereka juga membuat keputusan berdasarkan fikiran dan bukan nafsu semata-mata.

Meletakkan Bantal Di Bawah Kaki

Mereka mempunyai sifat kurang baik. Mereka jarang bergaul dgn org ramai, malah kaku dalam pergaulan. Ini
menyebabkan mereka cenderung bersifat egois. Mereka juga gemar menempuh jalan pintas untuk mencapai cita2. Mereka tdk suka berusaha.

Tidur tanpa Bantal

Mereka memiliki sifat percaya diri yang sangat tinggi. Kadangkala sifat percaya diri ini akhirnya akan membawa kepada sifat ego.

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Sunday, January 11, 2004

Just finish irioning the clothes.....Left a few more that will be done later at night maybe.
Spent the day yesterday at home. Get to sleep a while in the late evening. Feels good get to catch with my sleep. My stomach still in pain once in a while....Haiz...
Will spent the day at home again today.....Will watch Hindustan later. Hope this week is a good movie.... :)

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Sleep late yesterday and Just wake up around 10am. hehehehehehe Itu pun mak kejut suruh bangun kalau tak, tak bangun ah aku ni. hehehehe Feeling better to have a gd sleep. Wish could sleep longer. Maybe later after doing the housework n cooking. Kalau tak lapar ah semua later tak makan lunch. hehehehehehe

Will spent the day at home today. Might doing my pending ironing from last week. Dah bertimbul kain2 tu. Isk......

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Friday, January 09, 2004

Feeling gd today although feeling a bit sleepy. No class yesterday so i went to my aunt's place. My 2 cousin were there. Great to met them again. They suppose to be at Malaysia but because 1 of them is sick, both of them were given permission to go home. :) I think she missed her mum so badly that she sick.....
Now i am having stomachache due to eat a lot of spicy food yesterday night. Actually i can't eat spicy food or i will having problems like stomachache or going to toilet a few times. But too bad i like spicy food and i can't simply resist that...Have to avoid spicy food today or i will bad stomachache later n tomorrow.
A lot of things need to follow up today......Hope things getting better.....

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Finally get to see my own Blog again....Others too!!! Sorry for not tagging back.....I simple having problem viewing my own blog. Simply dont know why.....Feels happy to be able to see it again. :) :) :)
The headache is still here.....Too much work lately. One of my colleague is on MC and i have to follow up. Haiz.....

Kawan Sejati



Maha suci Allah yang menciptakan berpasang-pasangan semuanya, diantara apa-apa yang tumbuhkan bumi dan dari diri mereka sendiri dan dari apa-apa yang tidak mereka ketahui.” (Ya Sin : 36)


KAWAN sejati ialah orang yang mencintaimu meskipun telah mengenalmu dengan sebenar-benarnya iaitu baik atau burukmu.


HATI yang terluka umpama besi bengkok walau diketuk sukar kembali kepada bentuk asalnya.


ORANG-ORANG yang paling berbahagia tidak selalu memiliki hal-hal terbaik, mereka hanya berusaha menjadikan yang terbaik dari setiap hal yang hadir dalam hidupnya.


SAHABAT yang setia bagai pewangi yang mengharumkan.

SAHABAT sejati menjadi pendorong impian.

SAHABAT berhati mulia membawa kita ke jalan Allah.


KASIHKAN manusia lepaskan dia kepada pilihan dan keputusannya kerana disitu tanda kita gembira melihat insan yang kita sayangi beroleh kebahagiaan


"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
(Al Baqarah:216)


KEMAAFAN mungkin amat berat untuk diberikan kepada orang yang pernah melukai hati kita. Jangan sekali Kemaafan yang diminta hanya sekadar melepaskan batuk ditangga.


Tetapi hanya dengan memberi kemaafan sahajalah kita akan dapat mengubati hati yang telah terluka. Kemaafan yang di beri secara ikhlas umpama pisau bedah yang boleh membuang segala parut luka emosi.


“Jika kamu melahirkan sesuatu kebaikan atau menyembunyikan atau memaafkan sesuatu kesalahan (orang lain), maka sesungguhnya Allah lagi Maha Pema’af lagi Maha Kuasa”. (An Nisaa’ : 149)


Kita hanya boleh membentuk diri kita sebagai insan yang berfungsi sepenuhnya, Ini tidak bermakna kita tidak mengalami cacat cela.


Kerana manusia itu dibekalkan dengan naluri dan sifat ghaflah serta nasigan iaitu lupa dan lalai"


“Dan barang siapa mengerjakan kejahatan dan menganiaya dirinya, kemudian dia mohon ampun kepada Allah, nescaya ia mendapati Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang”. (An Nisaa’ : 110)


“Barang siapa diberi petunjuk Oleh Allah, dialah yang mendapat petunjuk; dan barang siapa yang disesatkan Allah , maka merekalah orang-orang yang merugi” (Al-A’Raaf : 178)

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

The headache is still here. Too much thinking again. Haiz.....Too much things happens lately. I still in a sad n "Bingit" mood. But i still can control it but...... Just hope things are getting better soon.....
Clas started back yesterday. Good to met the others. Ct1 did not come as she have her medical check-up. The teacher also good. I think i will not miss any of the class for this term. hehehehee Hope soon.
I have planned a few things that need to be done. I hope i can achieve them.... InsyALLAH :)

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Arghhhh having Headache again......Nearly couldn't wake up.....Thought of taking MC but decided not to...Too much thiniking i guess.......Haiz...

Monday, January 05, 2004

Feels so tired today....All i need is a gd sleep now........
Too much work to do now.....will have to finish them asap or............

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Just came back from JB. Have to rush back as my sis, Maimunah have to go wedding invitation. Went to Pak Long house at Gelang Patah. Nice to met him family again. Manage to him Nazrul too although i though i will not met him as he went out to fetch my aunt when we came. Didn't manage to takj to each other but just a smile..... Realise later that i miss him so badly....
Been feeling down since yesterday...How should i say i simply dont know. Just hope things getting better by tomorrow....

Saturday, January 03, 2004

Great to met my friends yesterday. Last minute plan n get to met them back. Miss them all. :) Had great time eating n playing scrabble too. Had some bad experience too yesterday. It makes me really scare n shiver seh. Haiz..... Just hope nothing of that happens again.......
Will spent the day at home today. Lazy to go out. Feels like just sleeping the whole day. Might do some ironing later or do them tomorrow. Will decide that later.

Haiz......Feels so bored n Lonely suddenly........

Friday, January 02, 2004

Back in the office now. Miss the place here. A lot of ppl are on leave today. Glad to met Ct2 back. Miss her too. :)

A lot of things need to follow up. Just ran through my email. More than 200 email i read today. Isk so many n dont know where to start them.....I think i will just see which is important 1st n will ask the others later.....

Thursday, January 01, 2004

Went to my aunt's place today. Good to met her after nearly 2 weeks. Miss her so much n of course her 2 daughters. Her 2 daughters will be going to JB to study there. Will miss them......Used to call them n now there are getting a bit further away.

Will start work tomorrow after a long leave. Bet you will have a lot of things to do. Will just see that tomorrow.......

Will have an early sleep today i think. Watch television till nearly 2am. Wake up early and did not get additional sleep after tat. Will try to sleep early soon...