Still having this headache. It been with me on and off. Haiz...Maybe i think too much especially my work. There a few major things that need to be done ASAP. We are having this promotion with selected suppliers. We are starting on the 1st of August. It have to be done monthly with different suppliers. That's why i am always busy nowadays. To get the full data. Make sure things going with the flow...Hope it went well with the plan. InsyALLAH....


Been staying at home for the past 2 days. Yeah i spent my weekends at home. Suppose to go out but last minute my friend have to work OT. Haiz...I was looking forward to watch that movie "Lake House" and die die must watch it soon...Maybe 1 of these days or this coming weekends maybe....


An old friend call up yesterday. Nice to hear from him after so long. :) We might be meeting one of these day too. Actually kind of miss him as he were such a good friend. :) Hope to catch up more with him. hmmm....

I finally got my belated besday gift from my younger siblings. Received Titus watch from them. :) :) :) Nice looking watch and even i am wearing it now. trying to take the picture but my handphone giving this stupid error again and again whenever i try to take picture. Maybe next time i upload the picture up. InsyALLAH...


Having headache since a few days ago. But it was very painful yesterday nite. Thought of taking MC today but realise a few things need to be done. Haiz...I need to rush a few things too. If possible all these have to be done by today. By Monday have to send out to all customers...When i think of it, it make me so stress!!!


For the last few weeks, i am happy that there someone i could talk over the phone everyday. But yesterday the conversation makes me sad and dissapointed. :( Well, he admit that he began to like me and of course me too. But there are a few things make him think twice. About how different his life and family from mine. Couldn't believe that this is the same issue i have last time and it happen again. I couldn't believe it when i hear all this. Yes, i admit my life is a bit better nowadays. My parents manage to buy good things to use at home like Osim chair, flat tv, sound theater and etc but that doesnt mean i have to look for a guy who can provide the same as what i have now. Never dream also. Haiz...I don't know ah...It just make me so sad and maybe i am fated to be alone. Never get married i guess. Haiz... :( :( :(

These days i feels that my time is so short. Maybe due to many work need to be done. This is the time i feel so stress at work. I do feel stress last time but not so much like now. There's good and bad of course. No matter what i always look at the good side.


I received lots of besday wish last week. :) Thanks everyone for remembering. The celebration was simple. Had Dinner with family. Then Ana surprise me late at night with Royal Chocolate Cake. I must say the cake was superb. Very very nice!!! Sure will buy again soon...Sunday i get to chose my own present. Which my parents buy me 2 set of baju kurung for this coming Hari Raya. :) Ana & Andini still have not decided what to buy for me. Well i ask them , to look for me a new watch or beg maybe. :) But i prefer a new watch....

Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to SUHAILI.
Happy Birthday to me.

Getting a year older. Finally i am 24 this year. May ALLAH grant me with good health to become a good muslimah. May ALLAH also grant my wishes to achieve good things in my life... InsyALLAH.

Today will just having simply dinner at home with family. Tomorrow will be watching movie with my guy friend. And of course he pay for it. He say that will be the birthday present for me. ;) Still have not decide what to do on weekends but i know that parents wanna buy some clothing for me and i get to choose it. :)

Feeling so bored. :( Suppose to met my guy friend but seems that he busy. So i spent the whole day at home today. Doing some work and chat of course. But staying at home killing me too. My mum been nagging all the way. Haiz...


I feels that the weekends end so soon...Tomorrow will be very busy. Not as normal busy but extra busy...A lot of things need to be done. And have to report to our GM for that. Haiz...In my 5 years working there, this is my first time feeling so stress up. Maybe i wasn't given so much work or so much reponsiblity back then. Now i feel all the pressure given. Just hope i can face it strongly...InsyALLAH...

This week the work is quite pressure. My GM been asking me do quite a few things to help increase the sales of our dept. Our team is minus 1 ppl already and there are a lot of things to do and he add more to it. Haiz...I was suppose to have dinner with Nelly but have to cancel at the last minute due to work. I have already packed all my things to prepare to go home. Suddenly Eric say that he needs some data and kind of urgent as our dept manager needs urgently. With no choice, i re-start my laptop and do watever i can. In the end, me & Eric are the last ones to go. I have no choice but to cancel the meeting with Nelly. Maybe next week shall met her then.


Went date on Monday n Tuesday with the same guy. Funny guy i shall say. I think he is the 1st guy i knew who can sing a lot of songs in different language especially Hindi songs. And he also manage to sing the whole song. Surprise me a lot as i never heard a malay guy can sing the full version. hehehehe And he began my walking radio all the way for that day. :) Need to met someone new once a while. ;)


On Wednesday, went to Pasir Ris to met my uncle, Cik Aziz. He buy me sweater while he in Australia. :) So went over to visit him and take the sweater too. It was my favourite colour Blue. Advanced birthday present. hehehehe


Another 2 ppl resigned from the company. Haiz...All these ppl were only like 1 year with us. Well ppl do come and go. U will met them some other places in a short while. We dont know about that. Just wish them all the best in their future. :) It is great to know them. Hope we stay as friends. :)

My back still abit pain. Haiz...If by end of the week still in pain, i am going to see my family doctor. Hope it will be ok soon. So irritating as i can't really bend over too much. Just a slight bend only. :(


I had a good weekend. On Saturday, went out with Mak Rah's family. Had Early dinner at Delifrance Airport. Then walked around there before going home at 9pm. Get to play with Aeisyah a while before she gone home at 11pm. On Sunday, went to Siti's wedding with Lucia, Siang Kiang & Nadiah. Manage to catch up with things with Nadiah. So sad we can't have more talk that day as she needs to rush to met her Bf. I dont know about the others but these are the only ppl who came that day. Manage to met her and take photo with her too. The weather was so cold and raining all the way that day. Did not manage to go to Azli's side. So sorry Azli for that. Hope everything went well that day. Met my uncle, Cik Jamil at tampiness Interchange Bazaar as he is selling Burger Ramli there. He selling at Pasar Mlm now. No more working as driver anymore. I get to eat free burger too. And he himself cook for me! :) :) :) He will be going to Tampiness St 81 for the Bazaar. May be going there next week to buy the burger. Or maybe wait till he came to raffles place nex 2 weeks. Maybe drop by during lunch time to buy something from him. :)


Bro Zaidi & Family came over too yesterday. Get to play with Irfan & Adeena. Adeena getting fatter as Aeisyah last time. Can't wait for her to walk. Will be exciting. ;)


Work quite bored today. A few ppl having meeting since morning in the room. Some is out for meeting. There are few things happen this morning and worst Eric on leave and i dont know who can help. Try to call him but he off his handphone. Maybe wait a while later as he might still sleeping watching soccer this morning. Or maybe i try to solve the things on my own later...

Feeling so tired recently. Been having headache too. My migraine is back and luckily it is not bad. Just feeling dizzy. I simply took the normal panadols and been sleeping a bit early too. Have been pending to see the doctor again and again. Haiz...


I realised that i am quite sensitive these few days. My mood swings quite bad. I dont think due to having menses as it was cleared last week. I am feeling down too. Lonely. Haiz...There been a times i nearly broke down suddenly. Even this morning, i was so sad that i have tears in my eyes...I dont know what is happening to me. I just too sad i guess. A few things making me so sad and dissapointed.


Siti will be getting married tomorrow. Yesh she invite me but i only came for the Sunday's event only. Will be going with a few of my colleagues. Just hope to see her. InsyALLAH...Azli also getting married this coming Sunday. Will be going from Siti's place. Hope to see him too. :) :) :)

After i do my work on Sunday, I strain my back while i sit down on the floor. It was so bad that i hardly could stand up. It was so bad i had difficulty in walking and bedning that day. Good thing my mum help to massage and it feels a bit better. the painful is still with me ever since that day. I have difficulty in bending especially. I been pending to see the doctor. Keep pending it. Haiz...


I did still went for my date yesterday although still a bit pain at my back. I dont have any difficulty in walking so i dont mind meeting anyone. It is only when i sit down, i will have a bit difficulty in standing up. We went to the lagoon to have Dinner there. It was nice to met him in person. :)


My collague, Jo Eng leaves the company. Haiz....People keep leaving. One by one. hmm When shall be my time then..hmm :) For now just do watever i can for now...If fated i leave this company then it will comes. I just dont know when or will. :)

Went to watch Superman Returns yesterday at Great World City with my 3 siblings. Keppel Corporations organise it and we get to be part of it. We just need to pay $12 for a pair of the tickets and free 2 Coke n a bag of Popcorn. It was cheap and thats y i get it for my 3 siblings. The movie was quite ok ah. Not much action. But i still prefer the old Superman. This new guy trying to be like him i think. I dont find the originity in him.


Had a big feast yesterday. Bro Jaya decide to buy Sup Tulang n Satay for Dinner. But was share among me & Ana. Everyone was at home. Enjoy the big company with everyone especially the 3 kids. Can't wait for Adeena to get bigger sure will join the other 2 running around. :) :) :) And today we all had Nasi Berani Dam Amal courteous of Ana. The rice quite nice but the meat a bit salty. Mum buy somemore from Geylang as she not cooking anything today.


Thought of doing some reports but i did not save any template on my desktop and now i can't do anything. I might just do some simple uploading...BTW i also chat with my dear colleague, Eric. Enjoy the conversation with him as we talk about other things rather than same old things of work. This is why i am quite close to him. We can talked a lot of things. We even msn to each other although we sit next to each other. hehehhee Basically gossip in there or simply chat about personally things. Like i have mention previsiously, he have teach a lot about managing suppliers and handle customer's issues. I surely miss him most if he or i leaves the company...


BTW recently i been talking this guy whom i knew from AM. Knew him in Apr but only close to him recently before i was away for holiday. It was like 3 meals that i talked to him. Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner. Sometimes teatime or supper also. hehehehe It seems like a lot we talked. But at times i wonder what did we talk. hehehehe Not only that ok. It is a must to hear his voice everday now. I thought it is only me, he also the same. hehehehehe I hope it is not temporary only...I never saw him in person but his pics only. He saw me before and was walking past me too but nvr approach me tat time scare that it was wrong person. Well we will be meeting each other this coming Wednesday for Dinner. :) I can't wait for that day to come actually!!! hehehehehe