Today's will be last day for DJ Shah Ibrahim in Radio Ria morning show...It is still not known whether he will be back or not...Haiz....Hope he will be back as i began to listen radio Ria again when he is doing the morning show. And i like it so much. It was full of laughter. This week was kind of sad as most listener saying goodbye to him. Even when listening to his tone, it is kind of sad too. I admire him too. As he knows a lot of things and he share a lot of things with the listeners. I will definitely miss him too. He was there accompany me when i was on my way to work. He also accompany me till up to 10am...To tell the truth, i also nearly cry too. Haiz...Take care my dear DJ Shah (Although you did not read this) I believe all listeners will pray for you to come back. That will be definitely...The ending song is very very sad. :( :( :(

Haiz....I am still feeling quite down now...Even lost some sleep for the last few nights. Just couldn't sleep well. Sighz...People will not known if i am not ok as i doesn't shown or even tell anyone yet. Cause i believe that i make it to happen so why must i trouble other ppl for it. All i can do is just pray that i will be able to face it with patiently..InsyALLAH....


Will having a training sessions with new customer. It will be conducted 2 sessions. So i will be out of office the whole day. If the training finish quite late, might be going home straight after that. Hope things will be ok today as i am feeling a bit of nervous now. I been doing this but i still have this nervous feeling... InsyALLAH it will be ok. :)

I am feeling down lately....Haiz....A lot of things running wild in my mind...I dont know how to explain or describe it...

Good long weekend. :) Friday was just lazily at home. The heavy rain makes it feels good to be in bed. :)


Went over to Hisham & Ernie's wedding on both Sat & Sun. They were so cute on the pelamin. :) And Ernie's birthday on Saturday too. She get hisham as her husband for her birthday. :) Hope you too will have a good honeymoon ahead ya. :) BTW we all miss out going to Ernie's place. Sob Sob Sob :( :( :( Whatever it is, we still get to met the couples at Hisham's place. Click on the photo to see more of their wedding pictures.

It is raining really heavily now. Thought of going out but looks like the weather like this is better to stay at home. Maybe i can get some sleep later with this kind of weather. :) :) :)


Dad brought a new LCD TV and new cinema speakers. Good for watching movie. Just like at the cinema where the sound is damn good. But no matter what i still went to cinema to watch any latest and good movie. If not have to wait for the selling of the VCD then you can buy them.


This week, i am being test by ALLAH. I nearly gave up on a few things that happens. Alhamdulilah things getting in hand now. With a help of patient and of course asking help from ALLAH makes things back in track again. There's still a few things and InsyALLAH i will face them with patient....

I been having back pain for the last few days. It got worst yesterday when my menses came for the 1st day. I never have this problem before. Usually if there is pain, it will be only for a while. But this time around seems to be a few days. I even came late to work. Nearly 10am. Went to see the company's doctor nearby. She gave me some pain killer. In order to see what went wrong, she advise me to have a ultrasound pelvis. Anxious to know too so i will be going soon once getting approval from my HR Manager. Been sleeping late too lately. The pain makes me difficulty to have some gd sleep.

One week never update my blog and kind of miss writing something in here. :) Super busy this week. Been staying late at work to finish up a lot of things. Even this week will be super busy too. Maybe will staying late again. Haiz...


Shocking news that 4 ppl are leaving. 2 of them are my good old colleagues and friends whom been with me since i start working here. Lucia Lu & Chow Kar Tzen are leaving. Both of them teach me a lot of things. I learnt a lot from both of them. Lucia whom i called Kakak teaches me more in accounting. Although i did not do accounts but at least i know how things work in accounting. While Kar Tzen whom i called "Datuk" as he tends to forget where he left his cup. hahahahhaa He teaches me how to operate the Ariba system. He also experts in Exel. As my old supervisor say, he is the hero and handsome guy who customer may fall in love with. hehehehehehee These 2 ppls bring changes in my life for nearly 4 - 5 years working here. I will miss them a lot especially you Lucia. No one to nag and scold. hehehehe All these to make me realise the mistakes that i done. To teach me. Take care you too. Keep in touch ya. :)


Another shocking thing is when my dad called while i am at work just to ask if i am attached. He did not call once or twice but thrice. Haiz...I mean you can wait till i am back home rite rather than keep calling me while i am busy at work. In the end, he just say that he have ask my Brother, Zaki to help to recommend someone to me. And last Saturday when he came with his family, his wife, Kak Tini asked me about this. It seems that this whole week is about marriage issue. So i told her what happen and she kind of shocked on why my dad sounds so desperate. But she did ask if i want to get to know anyone that they recommend. Not to hurt anyone. I just say i dont mind knowing someone that you recommend but do not expect anything to happen like marriage or wat so ever. She agree with me on that as she knows all these take times. No use rushing things.


I dont mind getting to know more ppl. And that is what i am doing now. Yeah i feel lonely at times. Need someone to spend time with. Talked to someone of my feelings and etc. But to find someone is quite tough these days. Yeah i am fussy and who doesnt right? In order to find a lifetime partner, you have to be fussy of whom you will choose. I dont look for how rich that someone is but just need someone who cares, loving, beragama and etc. If that person have a bike or car or any transportation is just a bonus. Some ppl thought i look for a guy who have transportation and thats y i am still single. Haiz if you dont know me well, dont bother to say all these. I believe ALLAH have made someone for me. It is just a matter of time i met that person.


On Sunday went to see movie ICE AGE 2 with a guy friend at Cathay Cineleisure Orchard. It was hilarious movie. Luckily not too many kids. :) :) :) It been a while since i watch movie at cinema. Will watch again this coming Friday but not sure what movie to watch. hmm will have to ask around.


Okies okies now back to work..........

Today was the super lazy day to go work. Maklum ah lepas seminggu cuti. There were a lot emails to be cleared. More than 150 emails. Managed to read all earlier. Even stay a bit longer to finish up a few things. Have a training session tomorrow with new customer. Luckily it is only 1 person. Phew....


I also managed to change my layout. hehehehe Force myself to stay till 9pm so that i get take taxi home and can claim the company for transportation. hehehehhee Alhamdulilah managed to clear my bad logs. There are still a few more. Just hope to clear ASAP by this week. Arghhhh suddenly remember that i have to do my monthlu reports by this week......