He went for holiday today and began to miss him already!!! Well, he will be calling me a few times during the day and today feels so silent. Feels so boring n so quiet without him calling. I used to find it annoying at times but today i feel so lonely without him...Haiz...He will be in Thailand up to Sunday. That will be 5 days!!! Well hope he enjoy himself there.

Work quite busy as i am alone to handle a few issues. Eric went to reservist while Boon Tat on exam leave. But he will be back tomorrow. So it will be quite a relief that someone is back to help out. hehehehehhe Friday will be busy doing the training again. Boon Tat will follow to learn so that in future he will do it. So Atat dun sleep ah. (He reading this) I will test you 1 fine day!!! hehehehehe

My whole body is aching the whole night. Did not get a gd sleep too. And now my head is spinning away.....How i wish i could sleep right now.....

So far work is ok...No major issues yet. Hopefully no major issues to settle. So that i can go home early today. Maybe get some early sleep. Hopefully....Maybe if still not ok later, will take the panadol....

He will be going holiday this coming Wednesday to Sunday. He going there with group of friends but now some of them decided not to go as Thailand seems to have a lot of problem recently. If asked me, yesh i dun feel safe him going there as there been a lot of things happen there recently. Well all i can do is pray for his safety there...InsyALLAH...

Still in holiday mood. Wish it was the whole week of holiday so no need to work. hehehehehe Office also seem very quiet as most ppl on leave. Even most of my suppliers shut down the whole of this week. So no much things to do...

My laptop is down now. For now it is ok to log in, but later will keep restarting again n again. When that happens, i will sit at the receptionist's place to do watever i can from there. Mostly i will just surf net to pass the time. Later maybe will do some filling so that next week will not so busy.

During the CNY, dad came out the idea to go Batam. So all 5 of us went on Saturday night except Farij whose passport have expired. So he have to be left alone at home. Done a lot of shopping and thanks to Om Aris who bring us to almost of the shopping centre there. I spent nearly $150 for my clothings and food there. Manage to get my favourite food at A&W. Breadtalk also halal there. Overall, i enjoy the short trip holiday. Wish it was longer but provided with more money of course. hehehehe

Went out with him on Tuesday to watch Movie "Norbit" at Prince 1. First time went there and the cinema was quite huge. Overall the movie is quite funny. Most shops were closed so we cant go much shopping too.

BTW i been quite bored staying at home doing nothing. I cant wait for the class to start soon in March. Yeah i will be taking LCCI in Accounting. Meanwhile, i also trying to do something during weekends. Maybe will see under the PA website to see any good course offered...

A few ppl in the office asking, "No date today? No flowers? No gifts?" All i answer "Yes no cause i dun celebrate. Dun have to wait for Valentine day to give all the gifts mah." All they do is laugh. :) Suppose to met him today as he on half day today. He went for a few interviews today. Hope he get either 1 of them...InsyALLAH....But not sure if we really will be going out as he doesnt want to think that both of us are celebrating which i am not bother to think about tat at all. Will just see how it goes later...

Recently my sis-in-law, Kak Zana, was asking if i have someone in mind. Dun know if need to tell or not. Well, i just not prepare to tell them yet except my 2 sisters n mak rah's family. She say that she have someone in mind and would like to recommend him to me. All i say, i am not ready yet. Me n him plan to met the parents once he get settle in his new job which may take at least 3 - 6 mths maybe. Haiz....If i do tell her that i have, she may tell her husband n my other sisters-in-law, then everyone will keep bugging to ask a lot of questions and of course when to met him. Haiz...Feel so stress when came to think about this. Have not told him about this yet and i dun know should i tell him or not. He already stress with his own things so dun want to add in more actually...Well just see how things later...If we met up, maybe i will tell him if not let it be then....

Recently a lot of delivery issues. Haiz...Make me piss off a few times. Both supplier and customer seems to be irritating. Luckily i have patient in me if not all of them will get bad words from me.

This CNY will be just relaxing at home i guess. So far no plans yet. So maybe will just sleep at home watching tv eat more food. hehehehehhee

As usual lazy weekends.....Saturday was well spend with all the 3 children. Yes all 3 of them. Get to play with all of them every week. Each week they have different kind of attitude but overall i am happy to spent the day with them all. :) Play with them, feed them, put either one to sleep or even bath them. Sometimes i wonder when will be my time to have my own kids... maybe 1 fine day...InsyALLAH...

Alhamdulilah Andini get her results. She able to go to Polytechnic. Not sure what course she taking but hopefully she gets want she wants...My another sister, Afzan too pass with flying colours. She too manage to get into Polytechnic. Hope both of them chose the right courses for their future...insyALLAH

Went for my facial earlier today. My 2nd time there. Like it so much and i may consider to take the package that she offer next month. I began to pamper myself now. Yeah after realising that i have some extra budget to spend. And of course to look good. hehehehe There are some changes in me nowadays. Yeah try to look more girlish. hehehehe Well i would not say anything in here, you will knew it if you saw me outside. :)

Taking abreak at home today. Yup u heard me. Staying at home relaxing. Usually i will go to my aunt's place but not today. Been having slight migraine again n again. I think it is because of my tooth again. Haiz...Phobia to go to NDC as it cost me a lot of money!!! I heard some of the dental using CPF to pay so i may arrange to met 1 of them soon....InsyALLAH...

Work been quite busy too. Alhamdulilah some of old pending work have been clear. With the help of my collague, Boon Tat of course. Without him, dont think can clear them. But i began to feel bored with my work now. Frustration too. The same old issues and same of complaints. haiz...Dont know how long i can tahan with it...Just hope i do...If not i will start looking for jobs real soon...

Me n him quite ok now. It been 6 mths we been dating. How time flies....He is anxiently looking for new job and i am helping to send the resume for him. Hope he get 1 soon before he go for holiday at the end of the month. Hope the new job is better than we may plan to met the parents of both side.