It been a while i have not update my blog. Too many things that need to be done. Too many work too.


Been feeling a bit weak lately too. Been having migraine for the last few days. Maybe i been too stress with work and other things too. Haiz....


Been feeling down, frustrated and dissapointed with a lot of things. I just hate myself more now....Haiz.....Someone says that I making things difficult for him. Do not want to listen to him. Don't want to understand situation and a lots more. Haiz... I think now i better keep my mouth shut...

I had a good birthday yesterday. :) Still smiling when i remember all of them. Thanks to all of my dear dear friends.


Received a few birthday wishes from a few friends in early morning. Then a birthday wishes from my collegues. Had Lunch with 15 ppl at Banquet. We had double celebrate yesterday too. They brough chocolate cake for me n Hafiedzah. The funny part is we had this cutting cake event at the Baquet itself. All of them to sing loudly and they actually kind of whispering. hahahahahaha The cake that they brought were so delicious that i finish the remaining. :) :) :) I left early at 4pm to met my sister, Ana at Bugis. To do shopping for myself. A birthday gift for myself. :) Brought 2 pairs of Jeans from Giorgano.


Then at around 2 plus, my best friend, Siti Halipah make a surprise called to the Radio Ria. It was kind of sabotage. :) The DJ Brother BO called my hp (I was on aired live on the radio) to say that he is my friend Mamat who happens to remember my birthday yesterday. Then he was asking whether i remember him. Of course i told him that i did not. And he also say that he used to play marbles with me. after a while he told me that i was on air after receiving calls from Siti Halipah. It was a surprise from her. :) :) :) Someone did hear that and call me up to laugh n of course wish me. :)


Then at home had small celebration where it was full of laughter. Ana joke about the chilli was too hot due maybe it was Chilli "Jantan" then i was telling her no ah. Chilli "Betina" more hotter than the "Jantan" one. And she kind of surpise and EH Btol eh? All of us were laughing till out stomach pain. Then Andini add more to say that Chilli Padi is the children of this Chilli "Jantan" & "Betina". It was so funny that i laugh till i cry. Andini even roll out on the floor laughed. And Ana add in again to say how about the Chilli "Kering". Andini reply saying that they are the grandparents. hahahahahaha This conversation took place when we have our Dinner. So our dinner was paused with laughter because of this. This time the birthday cake is Strawberry flavour. My parents gave me clothes n brooch. While Andini & Ana gave a handbag. Which i will wear start using it next week. :)


Then day end when he call after 2 days did not sms or call due have to stay in forest. :) The day went so well that i wish it will be like that most time. This is the birthday that i shall remember always. It bring smile to me the whole day. :) :) :)

Tiring week this week. Haiz.....As usual busy with work n work n work no other things. Kind of boring that i am complaining the same thing again n again. A few ppl say i should look for a new one but i dont feel like changing job at the moment. Yeah then i should stop complaining but haiz.....I better stop complaining or i wouldnt be happy....


Well, maybe i been working the whole week and after that go home straight. Usually i met him 2 to 3 times in a week. But this week n next week, i will not able to met him at all as he is still in reservist. He be out today but not sure if we will be meeting up this weekend.


Finally met my 2 gfs, Supinah n Nelly on Wednesday. :) Had a good evening with them. It was plan at the last minute on Wednesday morning. I was a bit late due to a few important work to be finish before going home. Met at Bedok and had Dinner at Long John Silver, our favourite hang out. That is the best place to sit and had a good talk n laugh. Not crowded like in the Tampines. Catch up with things in our currently life. Supinah is now 6 months and will be delivering in end of September, InsyALLAH.....Then went for little round about in Bedok. Saw a few ppl who used to be in the same sch as us.


I am quie piss off for the past 2 days. First it was my brother, Farij who will not listen to me at all. He took M1 Hp line again after what happen previously. He say he will watch his usage this time around. Well i told him bullshit and dont ever talk to me as he never listen. Why cant he just stick to his prepaid card. Why must he take a line. Nowadays children don't listen. Yeah i also don't listen at times but whenever my parents say something, i tell myself to make a point to listen although they hurt me a lot. But my brother will not listen at all. Haiz....Let him be then. All i told him is that, i will not give him any monthly money now as i know he will spent on his mobile. I will only spent on him when he follow me n my other 2 sisters going out. If not forget about it. You may say that i am evil but who cares. If you dont listen to me, i will not care for u at all.


Secondly, my colleague make me piss off too. Yesterday he keep reminding me that we will be shutting down our system. But in the end, he went out without telling me early n left me doing it alone. I am totally mad as he promise to help out and some of it i am not sure. At the end i asked a few ppl to help out as it was urgent. Even my department manager help out. I really like him now. He help a lot after knowing more about how how workload is not. Previously he only knew to talk n talk. Now he more concern about our work. He been helping us a few issues which i like that kind of manager. To be involve and get to know more about our work. Been telling him that we need more ppl but our BIG BIG BOSS wouldnt agree to that yet. He wants to see money come in before he bring in more ppl. Damn him for that as if no manpower no money will be in. Thats y me n my colleague is always busy with work. Even other few ppl saw our workload n seems surprise on how we manage to cope. We have no choice n thats why we still survive. The new lady in our team quite ok so far but still she quite fussy at times. Just hope she will be helpful in near future...InsyALLAH...

Accompany him to his colleague's wedding at Sengkang. Quite surprise when he asked me to go with him. Well, i did not expect that as i knew he do not want to me to met any of this friends yet. If we happens to saw any while we are together, we can't say anything as it bound to happen. Saw a lot of his colleagues. He tell me alot obout them. He opening up himself to me now. Telling me more. I feel good as he seems to keep something from me which i think yes he is doing that. All i can do is just keep quiet and let him do the talking or he will find me irritating which he already did once. Haiz...


He will be going to reservist tomorrow till next week. He insist of meeting me later again. I just hope my parents will not nag as i have to give a good excuse later. Haiz...no choice or i can't go out later. Well both of us still working things out and just hope it works...InsyALLAH...We gave each other a couple of months to make sure that both of us are really sure. Then we will met each other family.


BTW nose is feeling better. Today then i began to feel the flu from my nose. If not i dont feel anything inside. It means a good sign as the nose have been blocked quite a few weeks. I been having good nite sleep too. The medicine that the doctor gave on Friday is quite good. Just hope it gets much much better soon.

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Feeling so weak. Went to see the doctor again. It been weeks that i been having this nose and worst it is being blocked. This make me having difficulties in breathing too. Well, i do have Asthma. If i start to have running nose, I will be having Asthma. I suppose to rest now but there were last minute thing to do for my colleague. Have no choice to help out as he helping me to do the training for 1 of the customer that i suppose to conduct. Now i am on standby incase something happens. Will sleep later after Lunch. Hope by then no major issues need to be done.....InsyALLAH....


Doctor say that i have sensitive nose. She checked to find that my tissues inside my nose is redish n swollen. Maybe i do not realise that i am having sensitive nose. I always have running or blocked nose. Once i have that, i can get very sick easily. Well maybe also because i stay in the office room for long hours everyday. Yeah, i am very very gal.....


Congrats to my best friend, Azli is who officially married yesterday. Now your responsibilty are getting more and more. Hope your married last forever...InsyALLAH...

Been feeling tired, weak n sick. Yeah still a bit pain in my ears. Thought of going doctor on Tuesday but there were a lot of things that need to follow up that i decide on to hold on my sickness. Have not been sleeping well too. Now my whole body is so tired. Tomorrow i shall see the doctor no matter what. I have training in the afternoon. Hope i am better by than and can be able to do the training....InsyALLAH...


He been so kind and nice lately. He been fetching me home since on Monday to Wednesday. Thanks so much for the care...Appreciate that a lot. He will be going reservist next week onwards. Will miss him a lot. Yesh a lot. Although we do have a lot of differences at times but we grew closer n closer. I just hope things worked out well this time around...InsyALLAH....

It been a while since i update my life in my blog here. As usual been very very busy with a lot of things. Alhamdulilah a few ppl help out with my work. At last i get some space left for me to breathe....


Pampered myself today. First time wearing a Green Tea Ginvera mask. hehehehe I want to try out and to see what difference does it make. My face do feel difference. It feels like so fluffy. My face feels so cooling too. Nice feeling. Should to that every week. Hopefully my face will get better. InsyALLAH...


Finally met the doctor on Tuesday. Had only half day MC. Everyone are shocked to see me coming back to office. Even my parents. Well i did not have any fever so i decided to go back to work and finish them up. My ear blocked due to cough n block flu. Before i had this ear blocked, yesh i been coughing a lot but not flu. The doctor thought it is ear infection or due to my blood circulation but after checking on my left ear, there were nothing. She checked thorugh my nose and mouth, and she saw that it were very redish. So she confirmed that it due to that. She gave me cough medicine n flu tablets and Antibotic too. She told me to come back next Tuesday if the pain still there. Well, my ear is a bit better than before. But i still cant hear quite well on my left side. Hopes get better soon as i have a lot of things to do next week for my work. Been eating my medicine promptly lately. Usually i just eat them once and leave it inside the fridge but not this time around. The medicine were so good that it makes me sleep well after eating it. I been having a good sleep latelt. :) :) :)


Someone from my past came back suddenly. He called up to make things worked out between me n him again this time around. After 6 mths of dissappeared, he came back so suddenly. And he even thought that we should get married. What the heck is he thinking??? We did not work well in our relationship last time and now you thought that if we get married things will worked out well!!! Stupid person i must say. You left without a word and now came back so suddenly. Luckily i did not gave him my hp number or he will keep calling me i guess. Haiz...


Bring back my laptop this week. Had done a few of them last night. I think i stay up till 12 midnight to finish up a few of them. Will continue doing it later or tomorrow i guess. Suppose to met Nelly & Supinah tonight for Dinner but Supinah had to cancel due to not feeling well. Hope she n the baby are fine. InsyALLAH will be meeting them next Friday or Saturday.


He will be going to Reservist on 11 July till 21 July. So he let me plan something for the birthday. Our birthday is just 1 day after another. His is on the 19 while mine is on 20 July. Thanks to M1, I received a voucher from Swenson for 2 Sundaes ice-cream. :) :) :) Have not told him anything about that yet and it will be a surprise for him. Now the other problem is birthday's gift. He been hinting a few things but i can't decide what to buy for him. Haiz...With not enough budget in hand, i feel so lost....hmmm any ideas???