Can't sleep after Sahur due to stomachache......Maybe due to too much eating last nite. Had Rojak yesterday. Mum made it herself. My 2 bothers came so quite a big feast for everyone. :) It been a while she cook Rojak. Eat a lot especailly the potato my favourite. ;)


Still feeling tired....Were busy helping mum cook yesterday. Ana & Andini went to rebonding yesterday so i was left alone to help her. She went to market in the noon. Help her clear the things and then do the cooking. Manage to get an 1hr nap after that. Although i sleep early yesterday, i still feeling tired still. If not for my stomachache, i will be sleeping now....


Btw thanks R..... for chatting with me at MSN from after Sahur till now. It helps me to stay awake more.....hehehehe It been a while we chat right. I stilll remember when we 1st knew each other at MIRC. That was like 3 yrs ago i think. :) Yeah we been having lesser chat after that, thanks to MSN we still do keep in touch. :) :) :)


Hmmm what shall i do today? Not much cleaning yesterday as we had start doing the cleaning bit by bit so now not much work to do. Left changing new bedsheet & curtains. All that will be done on Tuesday or Wednesday itself. So i might sleep all the way i guess.....hehehehehhee Better get enough sleep or i will be very2 next for the next few days.....

My left eyes keep blinking. It been blinking since yesterday. Well i heard old ppl say that we are bound to me an old frends or whoever that we have not met for long time. hmmm Is it true? hmmm If that true, whom shall i meeting then? hmmm well maybe there are few i really wanna met but siapa eh.....Looks like a lot and it is too many to mention.....Hope they person that i met bring good news :) InsyALLAH...


Work is quite ok yesterday. Lesser phone calls. I think a lot of them are gone for long holidays already. I manage to do a few of my pending work. Just 1/4 of it only. Well at least i began to start doing it. Hopefully next week will be more lesser phonecalls then. InsyALLAH...Then i can start doing all my pending work slowly...


Today might be busy with cleaning the house. All the kuih muih have been done. So now is spring cleaning time. Without realising we are near to Hari Raya....It seems that the time goes really really fast. I dont really feel the fasting month like i used to....Haiz....


Think i better take a nap now or i will be tired to do the work later on....

Been busy this week. Busy with work. A lot of last minute things happens. It is worst when i am officially back at 5pm for the fasting month but have to stay late at times. I feel that the time is so rushing that at times i just leave my unfinish work behind. Can't afford to do with rushing mind.


After Raya next week, i have a lot of dateline to be done. Haiz...Just hope i can finish all of them before year end. InsyALLAH...I think i will plan out with is the important that have to be done 1st. Hope once Eric is back, i can do my pending work smoothly. InsyALLAH....He be back on on the 7 November 2005. Miss him already lor...Although at times we do have misunderstanding but we still do get along very very well. He teach me a lot of things too. Especially when handling customer issues.


Had iftar with my 2 bfs at Jeewa Cafe. Yeah 2 of them. My close guy frends whom i knew from primary school. We even go to same secondary school. We hardly talked during our school days but after left the school we began closer. Kind of funny but that is how we get close. Then jln2 at Bazaar to help 1 of them looking for Baju Kurung. *Macam pompuan cerewet sangat* I just enjoy the 2 guys company as we also update each other's life....InsyALLA it will be a yearly event for 3 of us.


Will be looking forward for another Iftar. :) Miss you guys already. Alhamdulilah we are all busy but no matter what must met up okies. hehehehe *Must lagi tau bukan try* hehehehe Will update more when the day comes....(You knew who you are) hehehehe

Tiring tiring week. How i wish i could sleep longer....


At last, my exams have ended. No more exams unless i failed again... InsyALLAH if i pass all the 3 subjects that i took....


Will start a new class to take over my shorthand. Been taking the exams and failed again n again. So in order to finish this course, i took a new subject. It will be at Jurong East BMC every Mon, Wed & Fri. Yeah 3 days straight for 2 months. Well i have no choice as the module for my batch will be changed and i need to finish all by next year. The class are getting lesser and lesser due to changing of module...Just hope once this is done i will get my long long overdue Higher Nitec soon. I even sign up Customer Service Course which will start on 15 November. Soon i will be super busy with school again....Haiz....Hope i am strong to face this...InsyALLAH...


Nelly will be going to court tomorrow to hear the hearing of accident that she had a few mths back. Sorry gal i can't accompany you as my leave not approved. Someone have apply for it and they can't let go at the same time.....I will pray that things going well for you...InsyALLAH...

Tiring days.....

Been sleeping late lately. Yeah been talking on the phone with new friend...Usually i get some sleep after Sahur but i did not. Been surfing the net after Sahur till the time me goes to work.


Been meeting back my old classmates at Friendster...Kind of happy to saw them there...Although hardly talk during the school days at least we do knew each other. Also met my old old classmates from Primary School. :) :) :)


Been planning to met friends for Iftar next week. :) Hopefully all went well with the planning...InsyALLAH....


Work was quite ok yesterday. Manage to clear a few of them...Hope to clear more today as will be on leave again on Monday...InsyALLAH...


Alhamdulilah mum had finish do all the kuih2.....She will be doing a few cakes next week. Might be helping her for that...InsyALLAH...

Been Away

Been on leave from friday till Wednesday. Yeah long long leave. :) And i still have at least 14 more days....All will be bring forward to next year...InsyALLAH....


Exam is quite good so far....Left last paper on Monday. Will take leave on Monday & Tuesday again as need to do some errands on Tuesday. But i do enjoy my leave so far. :) With minus of office calls of course. :) Been spending the whole day outside....After Exams, i never went home after that but went window shopping...


I went to beach yesterday alone. Yeah alone...Of course doing a lot of thinking with whatever had happened recently and past too...It is quite a good time. Get to know more about myself too...It been a while i went to the beach alone actually. So it was quite fun thing to go there again....


Confirm will be super duper busy today....I check my emails from home and say that i have at least 100 emails...Some of them were follow up by colleagues but some were left out. So might have to follow up on this by today or tomorrow the latest....


My bibik came to Singapore last Saturday. Kind of surprise but she have a few things that need to settle here....With she here, kind of relaxing...She even help my mum do the kuih raya....And it was a break record for me this year as i DID not help them at all. Yeah DID not help at all...What to do been busy with exams....Luckily mum did not nag much....


Will be starting new lesson at the end of the month. It will be at Jurong East and 3 days in a week. Yeah no choice, my shorthand 1 keep failing due to lack of practise. So it is advisable to change to other subjects or i will keep wasting time to finish this course. InsyALLAH will try to finsih this course by June next year....InsyALLAH


Will apply another short course which is Certificate in Customer Service next week. The class will start on 15 November. Hopefully it can still can be registered... InsyALLAH.....

The Veil

(From the Sound Vision documentary Hijab: An Act of Faith)

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know
It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so."
She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,
"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.

This body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.
These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.
Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn’t you agree?"

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don’t you know this is the West and you are free?
You don’t need to be oppressed, ashamed of your femininity."
She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,
"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles,

with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?
Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns they are really not for me.
You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.
Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.

Quiz Time!!!!

Your personalityI'm a O5-C17-E12-A63-N76 Big Five!!


Stress-O-Meter
33-48: Strain:
You're probably feeling overwhelmed or drained, and may be having some difficulties actually doing your work. Many people, once they reach this level of stress, fall into denial, feel helpless and begin to blame themselves. Try to stop believing self-criticisms like, "I'm stuck here and I can't do anything about it" or "If I did a better job, was smarter or more competent, I wouldn't be so stressed." Do small things to take control of your work life. Say "no" to a project you don't have time for, or ask to do something that's more interesting to you. Leave work on time every day for a week, or leave the office for lunch for a whole hour. If you can't do those things, at least take a brisk walk or turn off your phone for a while.


You are sad, sometimes mostley all the time, you
feel you don't belong here and no one cares and
you may not have a boyfriend rigth now either,
alot of bad things could be going wrong in your
life and you just don't know what to do
anymore. but b strong in the end it will all be
worth it. you may not know this but believe me
on this one, i do. This world is not our home
we were born to live in, it's just a temporary
assingment from god deciding wheather or not we
belong in our home, which is heaven. God
doesn't want you to get too attached to this
world because we were born for something better
than that. So look next time something goes
wrong, don't be depressed about it, because the
reason no body is perfect is because we arent
suppose to be! have faith in yourself and
believe you can do anything. you know you can.


what kind of personalty do you have(girls only)
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You're beautiful in so many different ways, but
your problem is that you don't realize it.
You're constantly putting yourself down and
don't really even listen to others when they
insistenly point out your good characteristics
to you. Listen to them next time, learn
something about yourself!


What Makes You Beautiful?
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Girl Name: Mistress Acaia

Guy Name:Sir Sebastain

* I see
sadness in your heart*

You carry too many
secrets in your heart. You should really try
and vent about things more often.


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On Leave!!!

Yesh i will be on leave from today till next Wednesday. Will be workfree from today but i think they will still call me for certain things. A few things not fully cleared so someone have to help out. I still have a lots of leave. I think i have a balance of 16 days. hmmm Maybe i just keep it till next year. Should ask my mum to plan for Holidays next year....InsyALLAH....


Went back late again yesterday. I think i leave office at 8pm. As usual a lot of work lately need to finish. Worst when i am on leave.....Will have a lot of work when i came back next week. Haiz....


Will be going ot later vut not sure where to go. I dont like to stay home when i am on leave or MC. If no choice then yeah i will stay at home. If not i will just going out anywhere such as Library, Mak Rah's place or even just sit at the Beach...And i have not decide where to go later. In my mind now is heading to beach or Library to study. Maybe i should go to New National Library as i have not been there yet. hmmm maybe i should go there....InsyAlLAH....


Alhamdulilah i manage to change my layout. :) :) :) Finally get a simple and nice layout. :)

Super busy week

I been very very busy with a lot of things ever since the MC last week. I guess also because of the fasting month. Muslims ppl here are allowed to go home at 5pm and we stay back to do work during Lunch time. Yeah the management let us do that during fasting month. Ever since i start work here, i been having this priviledge. That is also one of the reasons why i like working here. The benefits and priviledge are good. All i can say Alhamdulilah.....


Good & bad things happened too. Good thing is that my parents are going terawih to Masjid for the 1st time. As long i remembered, they have not been to Masjid to do the Terawih. This year was a big surprised indeed. Alhamdulilah for the big changed. I hope to see more like my mum wearing tudung like me. InsyALLAH....Hopefully my sisters too will follow up......InsyALLAH......All i can do is pray hoping it will open their hearts to do that one day.....InsyALLAH.....I will not force them to do but they themselve have to do it because they are prepare like me....


Bad thing is that i have a fight with Ana. Dont want to talk about it here. Furthermore i am still hurt with watever happens. Yeah she have ask for forgiveness. I dont angry with ppl for long. I can simple forget the fight but the words came out really2 hurt me a lot especially when it came from someone who was my own family members.....Hopefully all this thing will be gone soon....InsyALLAH.....


Break fast in the office yesterday. There are a lot of work need to be finish yesterday. Me just drink plain water with biscuits only. I think i should keep some Kurma here just in case i break fast in office again. It feels quite sad when i break fast alone yesterday. I been breaking fast with family or friends but never alone. So this time is the 1st time. Hope it will not occur again....InsyALLAH...

Tiring Weekends

Weekends is very very tiring. I wish i could have a longer sleep. As predicted, there were a lot of cleaning to do especially in the Kitchen. Alhamdulilah both Andini & Ana are helping out without any complains. On Saturday morning, 3 of us clean the fridge while parents went to market to stock-up all the food. Once she back we quickly help to keep and cook. We had Mee soto on that day.


After the cleaning, we went a short visiting. First went to Kak Nurul's (Bro Jaya fiancee) sister home at Tampines. She just give birth to a baby gal a week ago. The baby is sleeping. We all took turns to carry her. :) Then went to Kak Tini's mum home to visit her older sister who just discharged from Hospital dut to mild Dengue. Then head to Kak Tini home to met Aeisyah and see her new sofa. :) :) :)


Saturday iftar was great as all came to eat at our house together. All sit together at the dinner table. It was a big spread. I was only eat the kuih muih that were brought by Kak Tini & Kak Zana. After that play with Aeisyah & Ifran. Although i am tired but i am happy to see the little 2 kids. :) :) :)


Sunday is a bit realxing but i did not sleep after Sahur. Too full i think. So all i do is surfing the net. Trying to get new layout for my blog but did not find any interesting one. While surfing, i also listen to Syarahan from 106.00 Batam channel. It was 24hrs reading Al-quran and Syarahan non-stop. No music at all. My dad kind of like it and been listening to it all the way.....Had a short sleep before going to Harbourfront Centre in the noon with parents to collect our curtains. Mum made them at Batam last month. It cost her less than $1K for the whole house....


Will be on leave this Friday till next Wednesday for Exams but i am not readily prepare. :( :( :( Hope to strat soon....InsyALLAH....

Still feling a bit weak. Was on MC on Tuesday & Wednesday. I could not stand anymore on Monday evening. After work i went straight to Doctor near my home. Luckily it is not so crowded. Had a good sleep after taking the medicine. I am having sore throat and flu. Even now i still having flu and cough. Alhamdulilah i manage to do my fasting these few days....


A lot of work after 2 days of MC. Alhamdulilah half of them are done. Alhamdulilah a few my colleagues are helping out. Will be going out today to met customer to settle a few pending things. Hope to finish all by today. InsyALLAH....


Weekends will be busy cleaning the house. Have promise mum last week that this week i will help her to clean up the house especially the kitchen. She needs to buy all the groceries and i will be in charge of taking the stock. Hope to get a good rest too...InsyALLAH.....So hopefully no work to bring home this week....

I am feeling tired and week. Having sore throat and flu since Friday. Thought of taking MC today but decide not to as i have a lot of things to follow up after on leave on Friday. Maybe tomorrow or the the next day if still feeling sick...


Went jalan2 with Ana on Friday. We went to Geylang to look for her gift which is Baju Kebaya for Hari Raya. I manage to get a few items there too. Then went to Bugis at Arab Street to look for my Tudung. Get a few from there. Had Lunch at Secret Recipe at Suntec. It was quite nice especially the cheese cake. Like it so much...Rush to Bedok Interchange to make new specs for myself. It cost me $280. Well i can claim so i dont have to worry about the cost. :) Will be getting it this Wednesday but will start using it during Hari Raya only. :) :) :)


On Sturday went to Batam with my parents & Ana only. Andini could not go last minute after she fell in front of the toilet. She could not hardly walk so my dad decided she no need to follow. Had so much fun there. Went shopping. BTW there is First Lady at one of the shopping mall but of course not much choice to chose. And it is a bit cheaper. I get a nice Baju Kurung there and a few other misc items. Get to eat nice food there. Had a good companion there too. The guy who drives us around was funny too. I had so much laughter till i cry....And i get to eat my favourite fast food, A&W.....Took the ferry at 8.15pm and the weather was quote cooling. Thought of sleeping but the moving of the ferry makes me feeling dizzy. So me and Ana went to take fresh Air and it was quite a nice experience....


On Sunday morning, went to dentist to do my check up. It been a while i went to dentist. And it was not quite good. There are 2 holes and need to fill with fillings. The doctor only close one of it. The other one needs extra special threatment and it might cost me more. So he just do one and do a minor for the other one. I also need to take out one of my wisdom tooth. Well that have to wait after Raya as now all my budget is out of control already. Hopefully i can get all the money that i claim by end of the month....InsyALLAH.....


On the evening, met a new guy friend that i knew from chat room. Quite a nice guy but he too rushing to ask me to jump into relationship. Told him to take things really slow as i just get to know him about 2 weeks....After that met Nelly at Tampines for some window shopping. She brought a few items there. Had dinner at Long John Silver before going home.