Alhamdulilah i have settle all my bills yeaterday right after getting my paid. Don't have to worry about paying bills anymore. Left my insurance which will only be cut by giro on the 5th. Will make sure that i dont spent much till that day. Well, i also make sure that all the relevant things are settle before i really spent on something else. Cause you might be spending more without realising it. Alhamdulilah, i also manage to start savings. :) Feels goof about that. Will need to save up more especailly for my schools later in future.


Will be taking 2 exam this May for my retake papers. Another 2 will be at the end of the year. Mak rah is helping me on this. Hope i make it this time around. InsyALLAH. I will still go ahead taking course this year which is Diploma. Still can't decide which one yet.

Alhamdulilah my M1 bill is within my budget now. No more over budget. :) :) :) Kind of dropping in my bills. Thats what i love to get at the end of the month. If i can reduce more, it will be better. InsyALLAH....


This week is really busy week. A lot of dates were set and were given only little time to finish them up. Alhamdulilah a few pending work on my table have been clear. :) Try to aim a few of them ASAP by next week the latest. As more new projects will be taking place. So need to rush up a few things ASAP.


Went to Mak Rah's home on Tuesday. Talked to her regarding a lot of things. Especially my course n work wise. Get a good advise from her. Well, i do still discuss with my mum about all these things but in patience in understanding my needs is of course my aunt. My mum is un-patient person who seldom hear your reasons. Thats basically why i seldom seek her opinions. No matter what, i still needs her approval. There are a few things that i have listed down that i am going to do starting next month. InsyALLAH i will achieve them all by end of the year 2005...

Feeling so sleepy today....My body is feeling tired...Wish i could sleep a bit longer....


Mum is back to work since last Friday. Since then my dad been sending her to work. Well i also get a free ride only to my mum's work place. From her place i took a bus to harbourfront. It is just 6 bustops away. It save a few cents. :) Kind of good timing as my budget is quite low for now. Another few more days to salary days. I get a confirmation letter that my performance bonus will be given by July. Till then i simply have to wait. Another 4 more months to go!!!


Ex-collegue of mine called me to offer a job somewhere at Tuas area. A good offer of course especially the salary part but the job is far at Tuas and it is 5 1/2 days per week. I am pampered with 5 days week already but actually i thought of taking weekend classes on both Saturday & Sunday. Well, he claim that the office will went to 5 days work but not so soon. It it just a matter of time. But till then i can't decide yet as the main concern is the journey. Althought they provide transportation but i need to re-think again. He will send me the job scope. I will decide only then...

Feeling so sleepy today. Did try to sleep early but my head too painful to sleep. I was tossing around till 12am. Then around 4am i woke up to get some drinks and could not sleep till nearly 5am. Always having this difficulty in sleeping once i woke up. Haiz....


Went to Chinatown n tampiness yesterday. A good time to go Tampiness as there were "Pasar Malam" so we went around and basically buy food there. Andini buy present for her friend while i just brought beads from Chinatown. As usual Tampiness were crowded and thats why i dont like to go there. Go there only when there is a need. A lot of changes have been made there. Quite interesting n nice too. :)


Yesterday is a hot topic conversation between my mum n Bro Jaya. Well, my mum was asking him when will he setting down as we all know his gf now. He simply say that he wants to wait for her to get a job and maybe wait for me to get married first. I was so shock that i tell him off, "THEN WAIT FOR ANOTHER 10 YEARS". Why must he make a point that i married first before him. Yeah i know that he wants to see me setting down first before him but if he can setting down first why not. Haiz...It seeems pressure for me. A lot of ppl wants me to get married ASAP but not so soon. For now, I wanna focus on my studies first n upgrading myself. Cause once i married, i dont want to work 9 to 5 anymore. If possible i want to do things that i like. I thought of doing some business. Have that in mind quite sometime but for now trying to get myself more knowledge as possible.


For now, i am not looking for a new guy in life. Just get to know guys but no relationship for now. Well, if along the way, i found someone let it be...Yeah do feels lonely at times but i just ignore that n make full use of my time by studying or do some stuffs to make me occupied...


InsyALLAH will be going to Mak Rah's house later. Suppose to met her last week but both always have something on at last minute. So hopefully get to met her today. :)

I am fasting today and stay at home cleaning up especially at the kitchen. And mum cook "Sup Tulang" for dinner. Alhamdulilah feels full now. :) Aeisyah also get to get a bit and she loves it! :)


Will go window shopping with Andini & Maimunah tomorrow. hmmm where shall we go???

Had a great Lunch. My boss is damn good. He brought 6 of us to Sabar Menanti near Masjid Sultan for Nasi Padang. Had a big feast today till my stomach nearly bust. There were a lot of dishes such as Sambal sotong, sambal ayam, 2 types of vegetables, rendang, Ikan Bakar n a few more i can't remember. :) Well, he likes malay food so much that he prefer eat malay food than other kinds.


Work quite ok lately. After a new colleague, Kim Leong join us, he been quite helpful. He help ease some of my work. :) But i have a few projects to be done with Eric. Our departments were given some targets to achieve my end of the year. So our team are fully motivated to achieve that. A lot of new things happening. Some of them are good while some are not. But i take them as challenge to achieve. :) InsyALLAh things wukk ve go as plan.....


This weekend will be busy with work n some shopping to do. Hope i can get all done before Monday. InsyALLAH.....

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On MC since yesterday. My migraine came again on Sunday night. It hurts a lot that i barely sleep. Was up nearly the whole night. Today feels a bit better after spending the whole day of sleeping yesterday.

Not much work yesterday. I helps Hafiedzah with her invoices and she manage to finish all the pending work. :) Monday will be another batch of invoices to clear for her. I only can help her if i having no work on my side. No calls as most ppl are still on leave. Even our company only around 10 ppl came.


Having stomach cramp today. Thought of going out with Andini but too painful to go out. Spent half the day lying down on bed n sleep. Mum n my 2 sistas do the cooking for today. Still feeling a bit weak now but i try to make myself a bit stronger or i will lying on bed the whole day doing nothing.


Hopes by tomorrow i am better so that i can bring Andini out somewhere. She complaining that she starting to feel bored at home.

Wake up quite early today. A gf of mine sms me early morning to tell me that she gave my number to someone. Quite piss off with her for disturbing me. Cause once i wake up, i can't sleep back unless i am really really tired. I tried to sleep back but could not. Now i am feeling a bit dizzy due to lack of sleeping. Will try to get some sleep later. InsyALLAH.


Help mum cook "Lontong" then eat breakfast n here i am surfing the net. I print out a lot of brochure about a few courses that i have in mind to take. Will apply diploma after my exam in May. For now i plan to take weekend short courses. Interested to learn more about IT. Well still planning which one to take. All these planning have to fit in my budget. Will be paying them with my own money. :(


Looks like will be at home again today. No plan as usual. Boring holidays for me...

At last i bring back my laptop. Well, i just read my email especially from my brother, Zaidi about Islam. Clear some unwanted things. No work will be done this 2 days. So far no plan yet for today n tomorrow. Might be just at home. Will be doing my shorthand as practice n continue doing my beads. Hope to finish up a few so that Andini cam sell to her friends. :)


Had a great night yesterday. Went out with my uncle, Cik Jamil, Mak Rah's family & Cik Aziz's family. Last minute cik Jamil gave me a call at home to say he wants to bring us all out. Usually my parents don't quite agree but yesterday they let us go. After Maghrib, cik jamil fetch us and head to Pasir Ris to fetch Cik Aziz's family. Then we straight went to Changi to eat dinner. Had mee goreng n some chicken with the rest. They thought of having "Kerang" but too bad the stall close. Then off to seaside to play with the small kids. Had fun with my nephews n nieces. They are quite entertaining as always. hehehehehehe


Congrats to Nazrul's brother, Nasir who is getting engaged at Terangganu today. He will be settle down soon by end of the year. InsyALLAh things will go as plan. :)

My body is achig lately. Been lacking of sleep as usual. And stress too. Alhamdulilah this week kind of a bit of relaxing. Not much things to do but at least most of the pending work is cleared. :)


My colleague, Eric, make all of us surprise yesterday when he 2 earings. He got it pierce during the weekends. Well, kind of never believe that he will do such things. And more shock when he say this is his 3rd time doing it. hmmm He looks kind of decent but as ppl always say "Don't judge book by it's cover"


Thought of bringing back my laptop home but decided not to do any work during the holidays. Will plan something during the holidays or i will spent most of my time watching tv n sleeping.

Been staying late at work lately. The latest were at 9pm. Luckily i can claim the taxi fare. There were a lot of orders n quotations needed ASAP lately. As usual next week CNY, and most Chinese companies are shutting down for a week. So most users tend to stock up their order so that by the time after CNY, no urgent orders to be made or any last minute order. So stressful. It challange me to do work faster.


Weekends will be busy doing some work. Minor work. Feel great as i able to finish up my monthly reports. I manage to do it all in 1 day. :) :) :) Well, i can do a lot of things faster if no disturbance of course. At least, the job is done only left sending out a few emails to a few users. Will get that done by Monday.


Well, hope during weekends, i manage to finish up my work so that on Monday i will be relaxing myself from work. hehehehehe Might be helping Hafiedzah with her invoices.

Busy busy week.....Too much work. I am tired too....Wish could have a good break...


My mum went for he check up on Thursday last week. She get another 3 weeks of MC. She is getting better now. She can walk a bit better than previously. Renovation for my room are done. It looks perfectly great. Very satisfied with all of it. It is worth of the money spent by me n Mai. :) Now our radio are spoilt. Looks like will get a new one soon. More money to spend. :(


Brought a new specs with Maimunah. Looks better n nice of course. :) The specs frame are blue now. 2 specs cost at $450. And i can claim for that. :) :) :)


A lot of work lately. A lot of things need to be improved. The managemenet wants to see new things working out soon. Some of the things happening are good while some are not. Whatever it is, i hope things will get better for myself. Learn more things of course.

Congrats to my colleague, Hafiedzah for getting engaged on Saturday, 29 Jan 2005. InsyALLAH she will be getting married by end of the year. :) Happy for her. Too bad i did not go for the event as busy cleaning the house. Brought her a present and she likes it. :)


This week will be super busy as Chinese New Year is coming. So most of the customers are making last minute order to avoid any sortage of items in the next 2 weeks. Received a lot of oranges from the suppliers. Will follow a few of my colleagues to give out oranges to my customer. Looks like will be meeting a lot of ppl this week.