My Grandmother of my real dad passed away yesrterday at 11pm. I just get the news at 6.30am this morning. Will be heading there once my younger sister came back from school. Never get to know her well. But met her once.

Did not go to work the whole day. Had exam in the morning. After that straight went to Geylang with my 2 classmates. Do some shopping there at last. hehehehe I been wanting to but new 'Tudung' and today was my lucky day when my friend suggest Geylang. Bought a few 'Tudung' and some blouse of course. hehehehehe Suppose to met someone at Orchard today but then that person has to cancel the date to go back to work. So sad as i was looking forward to it, as we thought of catching movies after our meal at Far East. In the End, I went to my aunt's place. Spend the half day there. If i know all this will happens, I should have went back to work. Haiz............

Will having my exam tomorrow. I suppose to get back to work after lunch but toooo lazy so i told them that i will take the whole day tomorrow. I will enjoying my day tomorrow i guess. hehehehe will met someone, have lunch or maybe catch movie later. hmmmm wat movie shall i watch..........

Had exam this morning. Thats y i blog in late today. I do badly for my exam and i think i have to retake this subject again at the end of this year. Never study for it. My mind overload with stress and tired with all the work. Never been like this. This is the worst time of my life. Arghhhhhhhhhhh
Had dinner with Herda, Moshee, Thots, MrRobot & Joops at Amiran's Cafe at Bugis. First time going there. I was at lost what to eat. Asking opinion from Herda, Thots and Joops. At last i chose Spagetti Bolognaise. Nice to met everyone again. And nice to met u Joops. First time meeting her yesterday. After the dinner, went window shopping at Bugis with Herda, Moshee & Joops. Thanks for the tag everyone. So sorry for not tagging u guys back.
Tomorrow will be another exam paper. I suppose to come back to work after lunch but after thinking it is better to take the whole day. relax my mind off away from work and away from eveything if possible.
I am feeling so damn low today. So tired, sleepy and of course no mood at all. :( :( :(

hmmmm Will having dinner with Herda, Moshee and Khair, these the only people confirm going for the moment. Hope more will come along. Will also try making myself enjoying the day and forget the whole day happening yesterday.
Sleep late yesterday. My exam is tomorrow and i did not prepare myself or should i say study my subject. Too lazy as my mood for studying is damn low. *haiz* I hate myself to be in this kind of situation. Hope i can do my exam tomorrow.
Went Chatting at IRC yesterday. Met a lot of old chatters and it is really a pleasure to know that some people do still remember u. Thanks for remembering me. Makes me feel great. Trying to cut down on chatting but then i think i cant. I am really addicted to it. Been chatting since i was 15 years old. I was sec 3 then. Since then i was really hooked. Met a lot of great people there. Some still keep in touch once in a while some dont. I remembered how my first meeting with people. When think back it is funny to remember those memories. hehehehehehe But then now, IRC has been flooded by some kids as young as 10 years old. *haiz* I think they are to young to start chatting as most of the people there are not sincere enough. Not all but can say only 30% of them can be trusted. Well, it all up to individual how to rate it. For me, I do chatting all because to get to know more people of different backgound, to become more socialise, to change my character and of course to make tons of friends from it. And alhamdulilah, i manage to get all that. :)

Bad day for me today. In the morning get a scolding vulgarities from someone. Thanks to whoever scold me this morning. I think tat is the good way to greet me in the morning. What a day to start off today.
Then My new supervisor Load me work at one load asking me to finish up today. What a crap that idiot. really hate her so much. Since I came under her supervision, my interest in work has drop down. Hate to have this kind of feelings.
Arghhhhhhhh So stress up. A lot of things happens in one day and...................

I am still angry. My mood still not so good. Damn it to whoever out there who make me angry. Someone called me eraly morning just to find out whether he is the person that i am angry with. And i hate to have the feelings that he also hiding something from me. When i ask all the answer i get is nothing. Hate it to ask and get unsatisfied answers.

hmmmmm I get to know somthing that really break my heart!!!! Someone lied to me!!! How could that person do that after giving the full trust??? I hate to know it from someone else all about it. Just tell me the truth and i can take it, not other people tell me from A to Z. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*Yawns* So sleepy......... Did not have a good sleep yesterday. The weather was so hot. And the fan did not help much. I woke up a few times and at the end i decided to on the Air-con. It was reveal to get some sleep after that. But then it is too late to have a gd nite sleep. hmmmmm
My stomach still in pain. Been aching since yesterday. I did not eat rice the whole day and my stomach cant take that. I realise that i must eat some rice in one day. Everyday i have to eat rice or i will get stomach pain the next day. So troublesome.
Two weeks no class. Can't really decided what to do. Usually went home late and i was wondering if i go back early then it will be bored for me as my sister will be studying and i will end my watching the T.V alone. I will start planning what to do in the next few days. hehehehe if not, i think i will just go to my aunt's place.

had a good day today. Went to met my classmate early. Eat lunch with her at Far East. Then walking around at Spotlight and bought same samples for sewing. Had the interest to sew few clothes. My mom will shock if she saw this. She been nagging asking me to learn. And now here is my interest to learn. hehehehehe I myself could not believe i will be able to sew soon. So people if u need me to sew tell me okies. hehehehe but not now. Later..............
When to last late but the first one to 'cabut' from the class. hehehehe After that went to JOHN LITTLE. My friend do some shopping while i watch. (DUIT LOM MASUK BANK) hehehehe So jealous of her buying all the things.

I wait and wait but that person never ever call. End up i called and that person will talk like being forced talking to me. I hate being to give it to people all the time. *haiz.....*
There will be class tomorrow in the afternoon. Y must they make the class on Saturday. Thought of going to Orchard with my younger sister tomorrow but have to cancel it. But at least good the next 2 weeks, they will no classes anymore so who wants to have dinner with me, tag me. hehehehehehehe

RUBENNNNNN Wins!!!! Good for him. And he deserve that. His voice is so damn good and he has his own personality. That should be the way for all artist. Just be yourself not trying to follow anyone. hehehehee I did not regret of having to sleep late yesterday as the show was good and fun.
After my exam yesterday, i decided to walk around the esplanade. Sit at the Library there thought of revising some of my subject. Left 3 more paper to go. That will be next week. But then i was too sleepy so i just spend there reading my New Paper and looking around at people. Some of them might think i am crazy sitting there alone doing nothing. Spend the evening alone dont know where to go. Met a few people along the way. And of course quite surprise to saw them. Yesterday i did not go to my class. All my 'kakis' classmate decided to go to the class. So i too decided not to go too. Drop by at Bedok Intercharge to buy something for my siblings.
Met My aunty there where she currently working at BK. Was shock to saw her yesterday but at the same time happy to met her after quite sometimes never saw her.
While i am alone yesterday, i did a few thinking. Not a few but a lot i can say. hmmmm I still could not figure out wat is the answer to it. I thought of ignoring all this but i think i really cant do that. I need to do something about it so that the matters will be rest in peace or in other words, the case is close. I just hope things go slow......................

Today's exam start at 12.30pm. I thought of sleeping back after helping my mom do some cooking early in the morning but i can't sleep back after having an early sleep yesterday. I think i sleep at 9+pm. Today is the second paper for IT. Hopes this time around i will do better. Today's assigment is on Front Page and Access. hmmm I am confident in Front Page but not Access. Just hope that it turns well. Tonight will be having another boring class that is E-commerce.
I was thinking why some people seems don't care about me. All they hope is that i care for them. But when i care for them, they will just ignore me just like that. Then they claim that i dont understand them. I dont mind if u really don't care about me but at least understand me a bit.
I also don't know whether i make the right choice in my life now. hmmmmm
Today's exam end at 3pm. Where shall i be going after that. hmmmmmmmm

Sleepy day for me today. Feeling tired. Exam in the morning then at nite attend the class. And the class was really slack yesterday. Everyone was feeling tired and sleepy. Luckily the teacher understand the situation faced by the students. She was so kind that she let the class dismiss early that is 1 hour early. Instead of finishing at 10pm, she dismissed us at 9pm.
How's my exam yesterday? hmmmm It was not so good but i hope i pass with good marks. A few mistakes i did. Some i could change at last minute but some i could not. So i just hope that it will pass will good marks or i have to retake it again at the end of the year which will be waste of time and money. Tomorrow another day for exam. ARGHHHHHHHH really stress if i think back. But never mind things will go on smoothly InsyALLAH. :)
Now back to work................

Busy and sleepy day for me today. Tomorrow is my first exam paper. Luckly it is IT paper or i would not be well prepared for tomorrow's exam. Just finished revision some of the chapters that would came out tomorrow. Feels happy as my company take my leave for tomorrow as my exam leave. They find that the course i take related to my work. So that's mean i have a lot of annual leave for later. hehehehe

Went to my friend's engagement today @ Chua Chu Kang. I suppose to go with 3 of my girlfriends but end up only 2 of us. Talk a lot with my friend. Talk a lot of things that we miss out in our lives. :) While on my way home today, I was thinking that most my friends are getting engage and some even getting married. When will i faced all that. hehehehe Funny to have that thinking but i was just wondering when will it be my turn. So happy to see my friend's happy face just now and could not imagining that me in that place.
A old guy friend call me up asking for help. For such long time he never called me and was shock to know that he called me. When i called him back, he was asking favour a of borrowing some of my money. I never thought that people like this still exist in this world. They would called u if only they need help. I hate this kind of people.
My parents ask me whether i am seeing anyone special now. And this time i am shock as they are asking me directly instead of bugging my sisters. I just say of course there is no body and i just ignore them. What is wrong with them??? Dont they know that their daughter not interested in all that now. I feel happy with my lives now. Stay focus on my work and study first. All that will be later in life. hahahahaha )jgn jadi andartu sudah ah) hahahahaha

hmmmmm really bad day today. One after one makes me angry.
Went Out with my younger sister today. Went to Ct Hall. Walk around at Suntec, then Marina then to Esplande. Drop by at the Library there. The place was so nice but there is a small variety choice of books. A lot of people were at the Suntec today. especially Army guys. Feels like walking in the forest where u see all green leaves. hehehehehe No offence to the army guys but i cant help it saying this. Or should i see that i was imagine the guys were a stock of frogs. hehehehehe Better stop now or i will talk nonsence.

Feeling so tired today. Sleep late yesterday. Was waiting a call from someone who promise to call back. In the end i call him, he was busy playing games. Really annoying n makes me angry. Damn it i was waiting as i need to discuss something and there u r playing games. So people please dont make promise to call back if u really cant call back.
Trying to change the tag-board but arghhhhhhhhhhh.

So Sleepy today. How i wish today was another holiday. hehehehehe I should take mc ah like moshee say. y not take another mc for today. hehehehehe think back no i cant. Pending work are waiting on my desk. Have to do it asap or else it will keep filing up. I have copy some of the pictures yesterday, if u wanna see it, go to my homey and click under pictures. :)

For the first time i am late for the meet today. I never late for any occasion but today was 1/2 hour late. So sorry for u guys to have to wait for me. Well, Herda did not inform me the actual timing and i thought it will be later in the noon. Met Herda, RaeLynn, Naqia, Nana(Naqia's Sister) & Moshee. Had a lot of laugh and of course a lot of photo shooting from Herda, Naqia & Moshee. hehehehehe But the main attraction is Naqia sister who is sooooo cute n chubby. And the word of the day today is "Delete, delete, delete". Went to the Airport and eat at the Popeye again. Take the skytrain for a 4 times, walk around at the Terminal 1 & 2 and have a drink at the Coffee Bean. Had chocolate as usual. (macam maner tak naik badan aku ni) hehehehehe Watever it is i still enjoy my day today. Although i am still sick with the bad sore throat (voice like ella) and flu. It went well pretty good today. :)
I always enjoy gathering like this. It become a good thing for me. Hope to have more. So guys when will be our next meet? Looking forward to it. :)

hmmmm Should i write or shouldn't i write? hmmm I thought of writing something but....................

Gone back to work after 2 days mc. But decided to take half day leave. Still not feel well. Still got the flu and sore throat. And my temperature was 37 degress. Fuhyoooo if more than that i will be chased out from here. And have to take more MC. Home shall i be. Rest shall i be. (yoda) hahahahahaha

Still not feeling good today. i think it is getting worse. I lost my sweet voice. hehehehehe Turns like ella the rockers. hahahhahaha Really2 bad sore throat today. worst than yesterday. No fever but just a flu and cough and of course sore throat. Tonight got class. Thought of not going to it but i cant miss the class as exam will be coming soon. The teacher has started revising the lesson so cant really miss the class.
Oh ya everyone i add new links. It is the tupperware. So if u kinda of interested please do tell me. My mom is the tupperware agent and i am helping her to find customers. If u need a more clear pictures, i will send u the catalogue. Just tag me or email me. :)

Just wake up after a long sleep. But the headache is still there. My throat is in great pain. My voice also turn like an ELLA e mak rockers. hehehehhee Will eat sometime and eat my medicine and sleep again. I am so sleepy again.

Still not feeling well. Decided to see the doctor this morning. And yesh i get 2 days MC. fuhyooooooooo besh besh get some rest at home at last. hehehehehehe
now time to sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I am not feeling well today. Bad headache come again. zzzzzzzzz

hmmmmm went to shopping AGAIN. ISK i really find this as a bad habit. This is no good for me. really no good. But just now i was angry with my younger sister and to cool me off i decided to go for a walk around Bedok Central. In the end me buy a few things. Well, can say all the things that i bought today was really needed so i find it is okies with that. But still overall i am over Budget for this month again. Been trying to throw this bad habit but really hard to do it.

Had really a gd day yesterday. Not much work and so relaxing. Yesterday class was so boring that most of us decided to 'cabut' early. The class end at 10 but during break time at 9pm, we all left. hehehheehe but then me and my 3 classmates decided to sit at the starbucks and have some drinks there. Well, as normal i would order my favourite Hot Cocoa. We all laugh and talk till 10pm when one of them decided to go home. Reached home nearly 11pm as normal. After a quick bath, too full to go to sleep. So watch tv till late nights. Get a nagging from my mum for sleeping late. Today was like so damn sleepy and today also have another class for shorthand. arghhhhhh so tired and today got another class.

Good day today for me. Had a conference chat with Herda, Pinky & Thots at the Hotmail Messenger. Had a lot of funs. Talk about lots of things. hahahahaha Gerls talk and of course full of gossips. With Herda the Oldest and me the youngest of course. hahahahaha Lunch Here i Come.........

hmmmm new layout. All thanks to Herda of course. hehehehe She find my blogs to slow and she wants to change it. So i ask her go ahead with it. She gave me a few samples and i agree with this new layout.

hmmmm feel good today but a bit tired. I feel like something goods going to happens today. Just hope everthing goes well and smoothly today. Bought myself a new blouse yesterday. hehehehehe (if my sister knows she going to nag like my mom) Then buy 2 more for my soon to be sister-in-law. She took 1 of mine when she saw it and she ask me to buy her another piece for herself. One more is for her sister. So total i buy 3 pieces. hehehehe got a good price i can say. They r selling at $18 per piece. After much bargain, they give me $15 per piece.
Then recommend my school mates a bag shop. All this done at Bugis Village. She was quite happy with the bag and thanks me for getting her a cheap and good bag. She never knows that the place there have so many cheap things. All this while she been shopping at shopping mall. Lucky i came in time yesterday. She was window shopping at the Seiyu while waiting for me. Just imagine she nearly buy a bag of $30 while at Bugis Village she got a bigger ones at only $15. (Not the same type of course but she been looking for that type of bag) After done much shopping we ate at BK and head straight to class. Luckly the teacher have not start the class or we will have miss the class of 1/2 hr late. hehehehehe

Like i expected this morning yesh i get a few scoldings from a few people. One is from my customers and one from my suppliers. One is my own mistake and another one is their own mistakes. But what ever it is i get to face it calmly. i guess tats really good for me. I realise that time really pass by really fast.
The work for yesterday was finally finish. This morning that woman was so nice to me. Talking with a smile on her face. i dont know whats happening to her tat time. but good to see her tat way rather than angry face like yesterday. Good thing this new gerl learns really fast or i will have hard time teaching her all this complicated things in a short period.
Will be going to my class today. But before that will heading to Bugis Village to do some shopping. hehehehehe after a few hard day works. hahahahahhaa (tgh budget lagi bole nak shopping eh)

It seems today i will get more scolding. Hmmm Bad week this time around i guess. So stresssssssssss Have to back to work now.

Bad day today i must say.
Early morning heard my mom nagging and get a scolding from her for thing. All thanks to my sister after me.
Then today a new gerl start working at my office taking over some of my work. I also started to do new things. Just imagine, today i have do to new things and teach the new things. A lot of things have to do today. Then gat another scolding from 2 of my customers. Well, can say it is my mistake but i am totally busy and forget to do what am i supoose to do. Then at the end of the day, i get a scolding from my colleagues. Really piss off with her. She never says that she need all the work by today. When i off my laptop, she approach me and ask me to email her the spreadsheet. And my reaction was like WHAT U NEED IT NOW? I told her that i have not finish them and will try to finish them by tomorrow and she was not happy with it. And she scold me for being late to finish up the work. And i told her off saying that today i have to teach the new gerl, then some of the customer ask me to do a few things, and for her work was like i been calling and faxing them so i cant really got the time to compile them. When she heard this her face was showing so what if u do all that thing. Then she insist i send her the file. Without delay, i on my laptop, send her the unfinished file and then go home. Without any delaying. Thanks to her i am late going to the masjid today. Reach there nearly mahgrib.
Time really fast today. A lot of things need to be done. When i reach the office, the next thing i know it is noon already. Then after sometime, the next thing i know is evening already.
but the best thing i heard from herda today is my blogs can be seen already. alhamdulilah it has gone to normal. I hope it will not happens again. I think i really get myself addicted to this. hehehehehe

Enjoy myself at home yesterday. At last really got to watch the Hindustan movie on tv although i watch it before. Been missing Hindustan movie on tv for the last few weeks. Yesh i am really freak with Hindustan movies. Says what you wanna says but i really enjoy watching them. At least my 3 hrs is not kinda of wasted.
Will heading to Pasir Ris Park later to attend my classmate's son besday bash. At first i thought of not going but then She kind of insist me and other few classmates to attend. To have a break before the exams came. So i think i will enjoy myself today. hope it does not rain so that the event went smoothly.

Raining day today. Thought of going out today but seems lazy. So do my sister. It is all because it is raining quite heavily. I think it is good to stay in at home once a while. Well, can say every weekend i will be going out. Saturday will be with my yonger sister. We will be going to the library then go to any shopping mall for window shopping. Sunday will be with my friends. But usually Sunday is for me to study. But i think i prefer going out and enjoying myself. Maybe will get myself to sleep later.

I wish today was holiday. Was feeling lazy today to go to work. And of course feeling tired. Damn too tired. Just wish could sleep more...........zzzzzzzzzzzz

Had an early nite yesterday. I think i sleep at around 8pm. Then wake up this morning around 8am. Then gets ready to go to Pasir Ris Themepark again. With my parents n younger siblings. Today is MAY Day and the entry to the themepark is free for NTUC union members only. Well, to pass time by, i just follow my family and have a great time. But the weather was really really hot.
Then at noon met the bloggers. The plan was to met at 3pm at Paya Lebar MRT. As usual the girls came early then the guys. I was wondering why guys always late when meeting yup. They dont need to make-up or wat so ever but still late. It was raining for a while but thanks to Khair who brings 2 umbrella. Yesh 2!!!! 1 is a big one and another one was a smaller one which he keep in his pouch. When Khair inform me it was roughly about 6 people going n can say most of them i know from the blogs. But when reaching there, it was a shock for me as many of them i did not know. In the end, we change venue to Changi Airport and eat at Popeye. I guess there is around 12 people who attends the gathering. So sorry to the people i meet today. I roughly knew u guys. Can say i never knew u guys never even been to your blogs. If u happens to be in here, Please do tag me and tell me your webby so that i can link u guys and visit u guys too. :) But i have a great day today. Meeting new people n going to new place (Popeye). Usually i never met people if i did not know their background or never talk to them. So today was like, a new thing for me. I envy u guys that u all so friendly. So easy to get along with. I really never thought that people who u going to met for 1st will be like that. I thought of describing the people i met today. But some of them i dont really know and can say dont quite remember so i think i keep my comments to myself. ;)