This shall be my last entry for 2005. Goodbye 2005. i shall remember you as the others where a lot of things happen. I shall leave you with a good future ahead. I will not look bad but remember you as part of my memories in live.


Tomorrow will be fresh new year. Hope 2006 will be a better year. All the best in 2006.InsyALLAH...

Went out with my 2 gal colleagues to Arab Street earlier. Had lunch at Banquet at Raffles Hospital. Then off to Arab street to look at the beads. These 2 ladies have the same hobby as me which is making necklace using the beads. I did not buy any as i have lots of them at home. And furthermore, my uncle may want to buy some for me in Indonesia. So i dont buy anything for now. Just wait for my uncle to buy me later. After that we just walked around at Arab Street. The 2 chinese ladies were enjoying themselves when they saw a lot of cloth there. One of them even planned to buy the cloth there with her bf one day. hehehehe Then me n of them went to chinatown to look for more beads. While the other lady when home. Today is beads day. I bought a few accessories there. To try to do rings and brooch soon. Hopefully i can have the time to do it....InsyALLAH....


Andini will be working last day today. Yeah she been working for the past 1 1/2 months at Isetan at Parkway Parade. Good thing she have that thinking of working rather that staying at home doing nothing.


Will plan out all my things after this. Hopefully i get to achieve all these in 2006...InsyALLAH

I was quite frust about yesterday. My workload is getting more and more. Haiz...Looks like i will be damn busy this weekends to do my work. I just hope i can finish all of them. InsyALLAH....


Here are the list for my work that need to be done.

- Monthly Reports
- Stationery Quotations (2 different list)
- Savings Reports (3 different companies)

Here are the list for my own personal things that need to be done.

- Clean the room.
- Change my blog layout
- Plan my study schedule
- Have to start planning to do my hobby which is making necklace with beads

Looks little but it seems a lot of things to be done especially the work that i am going to bring back. Haiz....Just hope things will be going smoothly...InsyALLAH...

Went to school at the last minute yesterday after work to register for the exams. Haiz why every school like to inform the students at the last minute??? Haiz so stress up when they inform us at the last minute....Have to rush there to settle this as the dateline was yesterday itself.


Feeling so sad, dissapointed, lonely and a lots more... All this came so suddenly yesterday when i was on the way home. Haiz... I nearly cry too. Haiz... Doesnt understand why...Maybe too much thinking...


Work so far quite ok. Not so so busy. Manage to do some of my pending work. So kind of a bit of relaxing. :) :) :) Maybe due to holiday mood. hmmm

Parents will be back only tomorrow or maybe the day after. Hmmm looks like my mum took leave again. Will be doing the cooking today n tomorrow till mum back home. It been a while i in charge of the kitchen doing the cooking. Manage to clean the kitchen and fridge especially.


Bro Zaki came over yesterday evening. Get to play with little Aeisyah. :) :) :) She getting talkative nowadays...Yeah she began to talk a few sentences now. Following every word that we teach her.


Hmmm what shall i cook today...Still thinking what is good for today's lunch...

Alhamdulilah Fiza is happily married on Friday Night. Did not attend the ceremony but did attaend with a few colleagues on Saturday at her house at Tampines. :) She look pretty too. :) :) :) "Selamat Pengantin Baru" Have a good holidays before you start work next year ya.




Met someone that i dont look forward to at the wedding. We used to be close friends. I even look her up as my older sister although she younger than me by a month. Till now i dont know what happens to make her change so much towards me. Haiz...Maybe i have make mistakes without my knowledge. Hope you forgive me...


Spent the whole day at home today. Clean the kichen and also do my ironing. Alhamdulilah manage to finish all that earlier. Now left to do my work late. Maybe i take a bath first before sitting in front of the laptop all the way later.


Parents still not home yet. They say that they will be back today but not sure what time. Maybe they are stuck in the jam. Read the papers earlier, it seems that the Singapore side are the ones who having problems with lesson counter opened. haiz... Used to be the Malasia side but now it seems to be on the Singapore ised...

Early morning woke up to do the prayers but can't sleep after that. So here i am surfing the net. Parents have left to JB earlier. There will be a wedding tomorrow. I will be going to Hafiedzah's wedding later. Maybe the whole office staff will be going there. :) :) :)


Alhamdulilah i get a new laptop at work which is far far better from the old ones. :) Both hotmail & yahoo messenger have been install. So i can chat anytime i want. hehehehe Bring back my laptop this week as there are a few tings need to be done. Bro Jaya have to reinstall the starhub internet online. Then i need to install a few things a re-organise my folder back. InsyALLAH will do all this during the weekends...


A few ppl are leaving the company. Haiz...It is sad to see them going. I ever thought of leaving but not sure yet....Maybe 1 day if i ever find better jobscope or even pay....InsyALLAH....

Super Duper Busy Week

I was so busy that did not find any time to blog. Been trying to find the time but too busy to do it....


Xmas Lunch is being postpone to today. So today will be going to Hyatt for the Lunch. Manage to buy the gift that my colleague wants last week. :) She share the same hobby as mine which is making necklace from beads. So kind of easy to buy her the things. Will borrow the book from her and make a copy of it.


Alhamdulilah Andini pass her "N" level with 10 points. She thought of not proceeding to "O" level but after getting a few advise from us, she decided to give a try and do her "O" level.


Been busy with closing financial last week. Been helping a few of my colleagues with the invoices. And this week shall busy with Internal Auditors. Haiz....Next week will be the External Auditors. Haiz....So many auditors came. All came at the wrong timing when ppl are busy...At the moment, i am using Desktop in the office. My laptop giving problems and in the end my IT dept decide to let me use the Desktop for the time being. Quite bored as i have no msn or yahoo to chat. Haiz...Just have to wait a bit longer more...


I am looking forward to get a leave this Friday. I need the short break or i will break down again anytime....

It rains when i reach the bustop at Harbourfront. So have to walk a bit far from my usual route. No shelter at the route i been walking and i do not bring my umbrella along...Wish i was in bed in this kind of weather...


Finally i send my HP to nokia centre yesterday nite. InsyALLAH it will be ready by today. Will be going there again to collect it after work. Hate to go Orchard especially now during the school holidays. It was quite crowded yesterday with young ppl. More worst when it is nearly Christmas...Haiz....Hope the phone will be better after this....InsyALLAH...


BTW received an email below from the management. Truthly happy as my wish will be granted. hehehehehe Been aiming to go there...Yahoooo...We all going there for Lunch next week.....Looks like so many things are going to happens.....Hope all are good things....InsyALLAH....


X'mas lunch is here again!

Date: 16th December.
Location: Straits Kitchen at the Hyatt
Time: 12pm.

As you all might have already guessed... Yes, there would be a gift exchange on that day! In the next week, I would be passing a bag around the office...pick a name from the bag and get the person a $20 gift. We would all be exchanging gifts during the luncheon!

Feeling so sleepy. Woke up at 7.10am this morning. Yeah i was a bit late. I woke up a but early which were at 5am then i manage to sleep back again around half an hour later i think. When i woke up again i realise it was after 7am. I knew this will happen when i woke at 5am early. Cause mum not working and will surely wake up late...But watever it is i manage to reach office early than everyone. hehehehehe As usual as i was the earliest person to reach office ever since i start working here....


Parents went to Batam yesterday. Last min both of them plan to go there. I was at work when dad call to inform that he is on the way to Harbourfront. Managed to them for a while. It was nearly Lunch time when they reached here. So after met them a while, went for Lunch straight.


Thought of sending my hp at Tampines Nokia centre but it was closed for renovation. Thought of having quick dinner before going home but the place was super duper crowded. Quickly took MRT home and had dinner at home instead. Will be going to Orchard today to send my HP. Will have to missed the class for today. As this virus keep auto send to all my contacts. Sorry to all who been receving stupid things from me. It was the Virus...

Suddenly having Migraine yesterday afternoon. I thought it was normal headache. But when i started to feel like vomitting, i am confirm that it was my migraine. Cancel to go Class yesterday. I missed the Orchard's class again. Have missed 2 classes already. Upon reaching home, i quickly took my dinner and eat the medicine. The medicine effect was so good that the pain went away quick fast. But of course i started to feel sleepy after that. Quickly do a bit of housework then off to bed. By the time i woke up it was 6.30am and i feels that the time went by so fast. Was quick shock as usually in the middle of the night i will wake up but not yesterday. hmmm must be the medicine that i took i guess....Atill feeling sleepy now. If still not ok later, i think i will c the doctor.


My table is in a mess again. It shows that a lot of pending work need to be done. Haiz...More stress....Still can't decide when to take leave...Maybe i will take at the end of the month or next month....InsyALLAH....

Having stomach cramp since Sunday nite. Still feeling a bit pain now. Feeling too lazy to wake up this morning. Wish i could sleep longer...Thought of taking urgent leave or MC but 2 ppl in my dept are not around so have to come no matter what. Furthermore i have a few things that need to settle ASAP.


Mum will not be working this whole week as she have to clear her leave. So i will be going work alone for a week...Dont have to wake up so early to cook. She will be doing the cooking. :) :) :)


Manage to upload all the pictures for Sunday events. You may click HERE for the pictures.

Everyone keep asking me when will be my turn getting married yesterday. Arghhh why can't they ask other question rather than this??? It was quite annoying when one by one of them asked. Haiz...Well i guess i will still be facing this problem again n again till i get married...Who does not want to get married right? It is just not my time yet...InsyALLAH if ALLAH permits i will get married one day.....


The wedding at the Orchid Country Club were not well organised yesterday. Not much guests came. Like a few of my aunts n uncles were saying, "This is what happens when you ignore all your relatives especially your oldest. When we asked, all you say is done." Haiyah everything was so nice but you waste your money for nothing. There were so much food left. We did bring home back some of the food. The bride n bridegroom do at 2 different place. The gal do at Orchid Country Club while the guy do at Lagun Sari at Bukit Timah Plaza. I managed to get chance to went over to the guy's place too. Nice n simple restaurant. Nice food too. Alhamdulilah the Nikah went well even thought the gal came very very late.


Watch Hindustan yesterday nite. I think 3 of us were crying watching it. When we first watch it on VCD, i did cry. Even now after watching a few times, i still cry. hehehehe Emotional lady i must say. :) Good movie being shown this month. InsyALLAH will not miss any of them especially on 18 December 2005 as it is my favourite although i been watching it so many times. hahahaha I can remember all the movies that will be showing this month. :) :) :) My Sunday nite will never be boring!!! Looks like i will have sleepy sleepy Monday for this month....hahahahha

A few days straight i been sleeping after 12am. Haiz....All due too much eating. If i eat a bit more, i have to sleep late. Too full to sleep. Seems weird but that is me. Haiz....


Mum finally finish all the "Hantaran" boxes that she do. Will have to send all this on Saturday. Looks like will be busy again this Saturday....Thought of bring my laptop home to do my work but dont think that i will be doing any work this weekends again. Haiz so many things to do but so little time...


My uncle came to visit on Wednesday night for Hari Raya. He just came back from overseas so no choice for the late visiting. :) Luckily i reached home in time as no one to help mum around. If not she have difficulty to serve the guests especially the small kids...


I have brought a new Hp 3230 a week ago. And now i am having virus on my hp. Haiz... Have to send to service today or ppl will keep getting the virus from me...I have deleted the virus but i think it is still inside my Hp. InsyALLAH will rush to send for service by today. Hope it can be done in one day....InsyALLAH....

Went to class alone with Ct1 as she still not feeling well. Hope she getting well soon...Class was quite bored yesterday. Luckily i buy sweets to help me stay awake. 1 more month to go before the class end. Arghh Waiting for that day to come... I am feeling so tired. It feels so stress with nite classes.


I wanna plan to take leave next week on the 5th Dec but I have not enough money to spend if i decide to take the leave. Haiz...Dont know what to do...I need the break but no money...Haiz...Still thinking when is the suitable date to take the leave. Usually for the month of December, we get an early salary due to Christmas but not sure when...Will decide when it shall be later on....Have to apply early so that no one will clash with me later on. If not i will not be able to have that day...


Mum busy helping my aunt to do the "Hantaran" boxes that will be used this Sunday. Another cousin of mine getting married this Sunday at Orchid Country Club. When i first ask her, she mention that everything are ready. But last Saturday, her mum told my mum that she needs a few things. I was so frustrated as she needs all this at the last minute. My mum been sleeping late to do the touch up for the boxes. It was last used last 2 years fro Bro Zaidi's Wedding. I am not trying to be fussy or what but she making things difficult and we have to rush the things just for her. Just hope things will be done in time. InsyALLAH...

Finally went to class again yesterday after 1 week did not went to the class. 1st reasons due to lazy & tired. 2nd due to busy with work. 3rd simply lazy...I nearly fall a sleep when the teacher was teaching. Luckily i have sweets to keep me awake for a while only....


My stomach been not feeling good lately. I feels that i have a lot of wind inside... Haiz...Any idea on what to do on this matter...


Next month will be super duper busy. As usual year end a lot of things especially for invoices that need to be settle soon. I have to be involved as usual...This means more work just hope i have the time to do all the pending work that i have now...InsyALLAH...

I am so sleepy....All cause yesterday watching Hindustan till the end. The story reminds me of someone....Haiz....No use remembering him as he is happily married now...Just pray that everything will be good for him...InsyALLAH...


I realise that i did not go to any of the class last week. Was too lazy as i was busy with work. I feels that the time flew very very fast for me. Haiz... Too many things to do but so little time. I wish i could make the time go slower...Haiz...


A lot of things happen lately too. Hmmm I am so stress up too. There's a few times all i wanna do just give up and run away from all this... Haiz...Even now i am still in a moody mood...Try to talk it out but it seems so difficult...Die die have to take leave next week...If not i will become crazy i think....Haiz...

So many things happen for the last few days. Trying to blog but too busy with work. Haiz...I am really really stress up now....I think i really need the break already.

Weekends was super super busy. Early Saturday morning went to Macpherson to help out to do a few things. I was instructed to do the "Bunga Pahah" while mum & Ana di the "Sirih Dara". We were there till 2pm plus. Then rush to Chai Chee to help out watever we can there. Then after Ashar, we rush to the Macpherson again for the "Nikah" ceremony. By the time we reach there, the groom is already there waiting for the "Tok Kadi". The guy is a chinese muslim so the ceremony were in English instead malay. Alhamdulilah the guy manage to say it only once. After that we help out watever we can there. After Mahgrib, we went back to Chai Chee again. Not much work to do so we just hang around having late Dinner again. I have so much fun with my cousins and uncles. We were having these few jokes on what to wear on the 4th Dec 2005 for the Orchid Country Wedding. Bro Zaidi came over and i get to play with Irfan. He were asleep while in the car but upon reaching the place he woke up. So we get him to play with us. Running all over the place with him. By the time we reach home were like nearly 12am. Quickly had bath and went to sleep.

Early sunday morning went over to both places to send a few things. After that we stay at Chai Chee till noon. After the groom left to the gal's side, we all went over to Macpherson. 5 minutes after reaching there, the groom arrive. So we get to see the whole ceremony where ppl (Including my parents) block the way. Not much work to do so we just play with little kids including Irfan & Aeisyah. We have to left early cause dad was not feeling well suddenly. I think we left at around 6pm plus. Instead of going home straight, me & Ana decide to go over to Chai Chee's place to see if we can help out watever we can. We came just in time as there are about to clear all the buffet set. We clean till 8pm plus. It was raining heavily by then. So Farij have to fetch us. We get so many food from both side on that day. So dead tired that i think i sleep around 10pm plus.

Sorry to Bro Ali for not attending your Open House. Thought of going to your place early morning but did not manage top find the time. InsyALLAH we try to make it this weekend....

Work is so stress up. SO many things were filling up. Arghhh...Yesterday i think i increase my voice to one of the customer and they complain!!! So my manager talked to me and i explain to him wat happen and i BROKE DOWN in front of him. Yeah i cry. I am so stress and tense. I told him watever my workload and problems i am facing. Haiz...I also complain about my colleagues who did not help out. It been a while i last let go my frustration for my work. I used to complain a lot to my other colleagues but nowadays i seldom do that anymore....Haiz....

Went to see my paklong at NUH yesterday. Yeah he was admitted there after small accident on Monday. So the whole family from JB came over. Met them all. After that we went to have Dinner at Simpang Bedok. It was a big feast as we had "Ikan Bakar", Tom Yam, Chap Chai, and even some "Kacang Phool". Reached home at around 11pm plus. By then i am too full to sleep. So i just watched TV till 12am before getting some sleep....

Theres a lot more things that i am facing now. But too long to mention here...Haiz... Maybe next time i will write again....Now back to work!!!

I am still feeling tired...Sleep late again on Wednesday due to old neighbour came at 10pm. By the time they went home it was nearly 12am...She still living around the area so that is why they can stay late...Been having difficulty waking up for the fast few days....Haiz...


Suppose to go Macpherson to do some help out but in the end my aunt say no need. She have nearly finish all the work need that to be done. So i will be going home soon. Hopefully i can get good early rest today. InsyALLAH...


Saturday & Sunday might be be very very busy days. Will be going 2 places on the same place but not sure how many times are we going to run over here and there. Both family making their first wedding events. Both are my uncles one from mum side and the other is dad side. So must equally level of staying at both places.


I really really hope i will get a good sleep today. I been having this stupid headache since last week i think. All due to lack of sleep and rest... I think i better go home now before someone ask me to do stupid work....

I am very very very sleepy and tired.....Arghhh my body starting to aching all the way...I been having lesser sleep ever since of last week of Ramadhan till now... Now more tiring due to class 3 days in a week. It will be for 2 months straight...I think i need to get some break ASAP or i will fall sick easily anytime....I thought of taking 2 days leave next week on Thursday & Friday but have to do training on Friday so die die must come....Haiz...Its either early next week or the week after....


Class for the "Customer Service Skill" was quite ok yesterday. Majority was malay students mostly over 30s. Overall the teacher was quite fun n interesting. Instead of ending at 10pm, she let us go home early at 9.30pm which is half an hour early. I sleep for while on my journey back. By the time reach home was nearly 11pm as the class was at Orchard Plaza...


It seems that there are a lot of things to be done this month...I have a few things that need to clear by end of this month. 2 are half way done....If no one interrupt then i shall be able to finish all....InsyALLAH....

Feeling so tired lately. Still having headache till now. I wish i could get some rest today...But thinking there are a lot of work i can't take any leave...I think i should take next week or the week after....InsyALLAH...


Been having Migraine since Saturday night. Maybe due too many eating. I can't sleep well on that night. I been vomit for 2 to 3 times before my body finally surrender to get some sleep. Then Sunday with no choice, follow my family to jalan raya. Cause we have promise Bro Zaidi that we will come to his place. Went to 2 house before going to his place. While visting, all i do was relaxing at the sofar resting. Did not talk or move much...Luckily i bring my medicine all the way. It makes me feel better for a while...But the time i reaching home, the dizzy came back...All i do is eat the medicine and rest....


Sorry Ernie for unable to attend your invitation of open house. Too weak to go by the time reach home...Maybe next time ya....


These few days, i feels that my timing goes by so fast...Maybe i am tight with class and work. No time to even do visitng for raya. Weekends is always packed of visiting whoever we can go...I think i still have not visit a few of my aunts n uncles. One of them have call to check why i still have not visit him. He came while i am not at home. So i might have to met him this wed or Fri if i am not too tired. This weekends will be busy with 2 weddings. Not sure how we will cope to go to both sides. This Sat also have a few open house to go...Arghhh so stress.........

So tired today...We all went to 6 houses today. And all of them, we were served with food!!! I think i ate Mee Soto, Mee Goreng, Nasi Ayam & Spagetti. *Makin Gemuk aku ni* Ppl have served it so it is not good not to eat. Although we all are full, we ate a bit....Upon reaching Bro Zaki's house, everyone was really tired. Me & Andini even get to sleep for a while. Aeisyah was little *Manja* today. She kiss and hug everyone without asking...She also showing off her new toys to us...


Will be going visiting again tomorrow. Will be going around woodlands tomorrow. So we will be going to Bro Zaidi's home too. Will get to see little Irfan. Miss him already... :)


Yesterday visiting to my real dad's home was quite ok. My sister's friend sent us there by car. So it was kind of cut off the journey timing of reaching his place. His 3rd wife was very very nice. :) Get to met my youngest sister, Afzan too. She grew so much... Quite shock to saw her. Last meeting was like 2 or 3 yrs ago.... It is good to met dad again. All this is without my mum's knowledge but i can't help it. She have not talked about it so me n Ana don't dare to ask her. Don't want her to feels hurt or wat so ever...We want her to start off first...We will just wait and see. For now we will just keep in touch with them as normal...InsyALLAH...

Feeling so tired & sleepy....Wish i am not working today so that i can sleep all the way......My body been aching latey. With pain in the shoulder and stomach been not good too...Haiz....Hopefully i can get good rest tomorrow....


Class was quite ok for this week. Been getting good notes from the teacher. Alhamdulilah his teacing is quite ok....Will be starting Customer Service Course next week, on Tuesday. It will be at Orchard Plaza. *Tak suka pi orchard n now class kat sana* Haiz...I seldom go to Orchard area...Will go there if ppl ask me to follow only. I think i only went there like once in 2 months or more...There isnt anything that i can buy there...Well for me, it is a place of easy money out...*Duit lekas abis kalau shopping sana* Yeah i am not particular of brands for my clothes or even any accessories... So Orchard is a never never a place for me to go shopping... If i do shop there due to sale only...


This year there will be no open house for me. This weekends might busy with visting again. And next week will be having 2 weddings. My 2 cousins are doing the wedding on the same day. Haiz....Have to go to both places and it may be rushing for our family. So whoever wanna come, just give me a call and i will arrange to be at home anytime. InsyALLAH....Even my colleagus were asking if i will do open house again.


I will changing to new phone by end of the month. Haiz...Don't know which model to take...This stupid phone keep giving problem again. Meanwhile i am using nokia 3120 and it does not have any radio...I am so bored without my radio nowadays...Just have to bear with it meanwhile...Thought of getting a new phone with MP3 but still undeciding....


Will go jln raya today after work. So i am wearing my nice Baju Kurung to work. hehehe Will be visiting my real dad at Jurong West later in the evening with sis Ana. Andini might follow us too but not too sure yet....

Feeling so tired today. So i decided to take Urgent leave. Will be going out later to send my Hp to service as it started to give problems. I been getting late sms that day. Then my phone auto off while i am talking on the phone. It happens for a few times. So have to send to service already before the warranty ends soon. Then might go window shopping on my own. Will be having class tonight. Haiz... No choice but have to attend it.


Raya was quite ok. This year raya seems so slow. For the first 3 days, we manage to go only at least 3 house per day. We went out late so we manage only a few houses. First day of Raya, both bros family, Zaki & Zaidi went out with us. So we get to play with little Aiesyah & Irfan. Too busy with them that we did not take many pictures this year too. I think we just snap a few only on the first day. Even our family photo we did not take. Haiz...Maybe will take when we visit to Bro Zaki or Zaidi's house next week maybe...InsyALLAH....


Might be doing open house again this year. InsyALLAH it will be this Saturday. Not sure yet as mum have not give the final answer. She might want to go to JB but not sure yet...Will see how things go later. Will confirm with her again by today so that by tomorrow can send out the invitations to colleagues and friends too... InsyALLAH...

Esok dah RAYA!!! :) :) :) Maklum ah dah mood raya..Tapi thn ni rasa lain sikit ah... Bulan puasa rasa mcm cepat gitu.....Tau2 dah raya...Macam sedih gitu kan bulan ramadhan dah abis.....Haiz....InsyALLAH panjang umur akan puasa lagi thn depan...


Semalam busy berkemas - pasang cadar baru, alas meja yg baru, curtain baru and apa2 lagi lah....Semalam pun sibuk tolong mak masak lontong, potong ayam dan banyak lagi ah...InsyALLAH narie baru masak lauk pauk untuk raya esok. Kalau sempat insyALLAH nak buat kek. Nak buat dari kelmarin tak buat buat. Tgh mood malas katakan now baru ada semangat nak buat. hehehehe Kes last minute.


Haiz bila lalu Geylang tadi, baru teringat belum makan Dendeng lagi. Isk selalu pi geylang tak pernah miss, thn ni break record lak. Padahal dah 2 ke 3 kali pi Geylang tapi tak beli2 jugak Haiz...InsyALLAH kalau narie tak malas nak ajak ah adik aku pi Geylang beli Dendeng. Hahahahaa Sanggup kan aku ni... Alah itu pun belum tau lagi...


Macam malas gitukan nak keje walaupun setengah hari aje...Jealous tadi tgk Andini tido balik lagi2 hujan...Haiz...Takpe lah nanti ptg kalau habis keje rumah boleh tido sekejap...hehehehe

Feeling so tired but i can't sleep again after sahur...Maybe later i take a nap for a while...Reached home around 10 plus yesterday nite. Did not sleep till midnight i guess....


Went to the class yesterday. The teacher quite funny as he tends to say almost of his sentences twice or trice. Like understand understand or ok ok ok. hahahahahahaha The best part when he ask we all to log in to the internet for notes. One of the student mention, "Sorry Alfred but my PC is down". *With muka sardine*, he say, "Go buy a new one, nowadays gd pentium 3 can be buy at $130 only" hahahhahaa That student of course so shock with his answer. As i think she was asking him to help her to print out. He also request us to print the notes on our own. A new gf of mine mention that her printer is spoilt. So i tell her dont worry as nowadays printer are so cheap and you can buy anywhere. She laughed when i mention that as i was following the teacher answers. hehehehehhee Overall he is quite ok as he gave us a lot of information. I have yet to see his notes online as i can't access it. Just email him to give me the link again just incase i copy it wrongly. This time, i will be learning more on Law especially Singapore law. So by the end of December, i will be more "Laywer Buruk" hahahahahhaa Quite interesting topic. I just went to a few websites on the related subjects. Seems a lot of things i just knew... InsyALLAH it will be benefit and new learning experience for me....


Quite piss off with the BMC school. They have done the changes with the teacher but did not informed the whole class about it. When we first register the course, they say that the class will be on every Mon, Wed & Fri. But yesterday the teacher confirm with us that the class will be Mon, Tues & Thurs instead. It make me mad as i have sign on for my Customer Service Skill course which will start on 15 November 2005 which will be on every Tuesday. The admin lady mention that the person in charge will call us on Wednesday to explain. Why they did not called earlier in hand instead. Why must after it happens that they called??? If they did not called on Wednesday, i will called and demand for a good reasons!!! Well with no choice, i will have to miss the Tuesday Class and attend the new course. Ct will help to get the notes for me...InsyALLAH


A few my my chinese colleagues thought today is Hari Raya. Even my teacher. hehehehehe They thought Raya comes first before the Deevapali....Even my boss nearly chase us out as he say that we suppose to have half day yesterday. hehehehehehe *kalau aku layankan confirm dapat half day kan semlm* hehehehehe


Today will be doing simple housework. Will change the bedsheet. Maybe put up the curtains. hmmm wat else ya.....Not sure yet on what other things to do...If not will spent the remaining hours with sleeping...*mcm maner badan aku tak naik kan. asik tido aje!!!* hahahahaha

Can't sleep after Sahur due to stomachache......Maybe due to too much eating last nite. Had Rojak yesterday. Mum made it herself. My 2 bothers came so quite a big feast for everyone. :) It been a while she cook Rojak. Eat a lot especailly the potato my favourite. ;)


Still feeling tired....Were busy helping mum cook yesterday. Ana & Andini went to rebonding yesterday so i was left alone to help her. She went to market in the noon. Help her clear the things and then do the cooking. Manage to get an 1hr nap after that. Although i sleep early yesterday, i still feeling tired still. If not for my stomachache, i will be sleeping now....


Btw thanks R..... for chatting with me at MSN from after Sahur till now. It helps me to stay awake more.....hehehehe It been a while we chat right. I stilll remember when we 1st knew each other at MIRC. That was like 3 yrs ago i think. :) Yeah we been having lesser chat after that, thanks to MSN we still do keep in touch. :) :) :)


Hmmm what shall i do today? Not much cleaning yesterday as we had start doing the cleaning bit by bit so now not much work to do. Left changing new bedsheet & curtains. All that will be done on Tuesday or Wednesday itself. So i might sleep all the way i guess.....hehehehehhee Better get enough sleep or i will be very2 next for the next few days.....

My left eyes keep blinking. It been blinking since yesterday. Well i heard old ppl say that we are bound to me an old frends or whoever that we have not met for long time. hmmm Is it true? hmmm If that true, whom shall i meeting then? hmmm well maybe there are few i really wanna met but siapa eh.....Looks like a lot and it is too many to mention.....Hope they person that i met bring good news :) InsyALLAH...


Work is quite ok yesterday. Lesser phone calls. I think a lot of them are gone for long holidays already. I manage to do a few of my pending work. Just 1/4 of it only. Well at least i began to start doing it. Hopefully next week will be more lesser phonecalls then. InsyALLAH...Then i can start doing all my pending work slowly...


Today might be busy with cleaning the house. All the kuih muih have been done. So now is spring cleaning time. Without realising we are near to Hari Raya....It seems that the time goes really really fast. I dont really feel the fasting month like i used to....Haiz....


Think i better take a nap now or i will be tired to do the work later on....

Been busy this week. Busy with work. A lot of last minute things happens. It is worst when i am officially back at 5pm for the fasting month but have to stay late at times. I feel that the time is so rushing that at times i just leave my unfinish work behind. Can't afford to do with rushing mind.


After Raya next week, i have a lot of dateline to be done. Haiz...Just hope i can finish all of them before year end. InsyALLAH...I think i will plan out with is the important that have to be done 1st. Hope once Eric is back, i can do my pending work smoothly. InsyALLAH....He be back on on the 7 November 2005. Miss him already lor...Although at times we do have misunderstanding but we still do get along very very well. He teach me a lot of things too. Especially when handling customer issues.


Had iftar with my 2 bfs at Jeewa Cafe. Yeah 2 of them. My close guy frends whom i knew from primary school. We even go to same secondary school. We hardly talked during our school days but after left the school we began closer. Kind of funny but that is how we get close. Then jln2 at Bazaar to help 1 of them looking for Baju Kurung. *Macam pompuan cerewet sangat* I just enjoy the 2 guys company as we also update each other's life....InsyALLA it will be a yearly event for 3 of us.


Will be looking forward for another Iftar. :) Miss you guys already. Alhamdulilah we are all busy but no matter what must met up okies. hehehehe *Must lagi tau bukan try* hehehehe Will update more when the day comes....(You knew who you are) hehehehe

Tiring tiring week. How i wish i could sleep longer....


At last, my exams have ended. No more exams unless i failed again... InsyALLAH if i pass all the 3 subjects that i took....


Will start a new class to take over my shorthand. Been taking the exams and failed again n again. So in order to finish this course, i took a new subject. It will be at Jurong East BMC every Mon, Wed & Fri. Yeah 3 days straight for 2 months. Well i have no choice as the module for my batch will be changed and i need to finish all by next year. The class are getting lesser and lesser due to changing of module...Just hope once this is done i will get my long long overdue Higher Nitec soon. I even sign up Customer Service Course which will start on 15 November. Soon i will be super busy with school again....Haiz....Hope i am strong to face this...InsyALLAH...


Nelly will be going to court tomorrow to hear the hearing of accident that she had a few mths back. Sorry gal i can't accompany you as my leave not approved. Someone have apply for it and they can't let go at the same time.....I will pray that things going well for you...InsyALLAH...

Tiring days.....

Been sleeping late lately. Yeah been talking on the phone with new friend...Usually i get some sleep after Sahur but i did not. Been surfing the net after Sahur till the time me goes to work.


Been meeting back my old classmates at Friendster...Kind of happy to saw them there...Although hardly talk during the school days at least we do knew each other. Also met my old old classmates from Primary School. :) :) :)


Been planning to met friends for Iftar next week. :) Hopefully all went well with the planning...InsyALLAH....


Work was quite ok yesterday. Manage to clear a few of them...Hope to clear more today as will be on leave again on Monday...InsyALLAH...


Alhamdulilah mum had finish do all the kuih2.....She will be doing a few cakes next week. Might be helping her for that...InsyALLAH...

Been Away

Been on leave from friday till Wednesday. Yeah long long leave. :) And i still have at least 14 more days....All will be bring forward to next year...InsyALLAH....


Exam is quite good so far....Left last paper on Monday. Will take leave on Monday & Tuesday again as need to do some errands on Tuesday. But i do enjoy my leave so far. :) With minus of office calls of course. :) Been spending the whole day outside....After Exams, i never went home after that but went window shopping...


I went to beach yesterday alone. Yeah alone...Of course doing a lot of thinking with whatever had happened recently and past too...It is quite a good time. Get to know more about myself too...It been a while i went to the beach alone actually. So it was quite fun thing to go there again....


Confirm will be super duper busy today....I check my emails from home and say that i have at least 100 emails...Some of them were follow up by colleagues but some were left out. So might have to follow up on this by today or tomorrow the latest....


My bibik came to Singapore last Saturday. Kind of surprise but she have a few things that need to settle here....With she here, kind of relaxing...She even help my mum do the kuih raya....And it was a break record for me this year as i DID not help them at all. Yeah DID not help at all...What to do been busy with exams....Luckily mum did not nag much....


Will be starting new lesson at the end of the month. It will be at Jurong East and 3 days in a week. Yeah no choice, my shorthand 1 keep failing due to lack of practise. So it is advisable to change to other subjects or i will keep wasting time to finish this course. InsyALLAH will try to finsih this course by June next year....InsyALLAH


Will apply another short course which is Certificate in Customer Service next week. The class will start on 15 November. Hopefully it can still can be registered... InsyALLAH.....

The Veil

(From the Sound Vision documentary Hijab: An Act of Faith)

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know
It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so."
She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,
"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.

This body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.
These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.
Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn’t you agree?"

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don’t you know this is the West and you are free?
You don’t need to be oppressed, ashamed of your femininity."
She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,
"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles,

with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?
Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns they are really not for me.
You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.
Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.

Quiz Time!!!!

Your personalityI'm a O5-C17-E12-A63-N76 Big Five!!


Stress-O-Meter
33-48: Strain:
You're probably feeling overwhelmed or drained, and may be having some difficulties actually doing your work. Many people, once they reach this level of stress, fall into denial, feel helpless and begin to blame themselves. Try to stop believing self-criticisms like, "I'm stuck here and I can't do anything about it" or "If I did a better job, was smarter or more competent, I wouldn't be so stressed." Do small things to take control of your work life. Say "no" to a project you don't have time for, or ask to do something that's more interesting to you. Leave work on time every day for a week, or leave the office for lunch for a whole hour. If you can't do those things, at least take a brisk walk or turn off your phone for a while.


You are sad, sometimes mostley all the time, you
feel you don't belong here and no one cares and
you may not have a boyfriend rigth now either,
alot of bad things could be going wrong in your
life and you just don't know what to do
anymore. but b strong in the end it will all be
worth it. you may not know this but believe me
on this one, i do. This world is not our home
we were born to live in, it's just a temporary
assingment from god deciding wheather or not we
belong in our home, which is heaven. God
doesn't want you to get too attached to this
world because we were born for something better
than that. So look next time something goes
wrong, don't be depressed about it, because the
reason no body is perfect is because we arent
suppose to be! have faith in yourself and
believe you can do anything. you know you can.


what kind of personalty do you have(girls only)
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You're beautiful in so many different ways, but
your problem is that you don't realize it.
You're constantly putting yourself down and
don't really even listen to others when they
insistenly point out your good characteristics
to you. Listen to them next time, learn
something about yourself!


What Makes You Beautiful?
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Girl Name: Mistress Acaia

Guy Name:Sir Sebastain

* I see
sadness in your heart*

You carry too many
secrets in your heart. You should really try
and vent about things more often.


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On Leave!!!

Yesh i will be on leave from today till next Wednesday. Will be workfree from today but i think they will still call me for certain things. A few things not fully cleared so someone have to help out. I still have a lots of leave. I think i have a balance of 16 days. hmmm Maybe i just keep it till next year. Should ask my mum to plan for Holidays next year....InsyALLAH....


Went back late again yesterday. I think i leave office at 8pm. As usual a lot of work lately need to finish. Worst when i am on leave.....Will have a lot of work when i came back next week. Haiz....


Will be going ot later vut not sure where to go. I dont like to stay home when i am on leave or MC. If no choice then yeah i will stay at home. If not i will just going out anywhere such as Library, Mak Rah's place or even just sit at the Beach...And i have not decide where to go later. In my mind now is heading to beach or Library to study. Maybe i should go to New National Library as i have not been there yet. hmmm maybe i should go there....InsyAlLAH....


Alhamdulilah i manage to change my layout. :) :) :) Finally get a simple and nice layout. :)

Super busy week

I been very very busy with a lot of things ever since the MC last week. I guess also because of the fasting month. Muslims ppl here are allowed to go home at 5pm and we stay back to do work during Lunch time. Yeah the management let us do that during fasting month. Ever since i start work here, i been having this priviledge. That is also one of the reasons why i like working here. The benefits and priviledge are good. All i can say Alhamdulilah.....


Good & bad things happened too. Good thing is that my parents are going terawih to Masjid for the 1st time. As long i remembered, they have not been to Masjid to do the Terawih. This year was a big surprised indeed. Alhamdulilah for the big changed. I hope to see more like my mum wearing tudung like me. InsyALLAH....Hopefully my sisters too will follow up......InsyALLAH......All i can do is pray hoping it will open their hearts to do that one day.....InsyALLAH.....I will not force them to do but they themselve have to do it because they are prepare like me....


Bad thing is that i have a fight with Ana. Dont want to talk about it here. Furthermore i am still hurt with watever happens. Yeah she have ask for forgiveness. I dont angry with ppl for long. I can simple forget the fight but the words came out really2 hurt me a lot especially when it came from someone who was my own family members.....Hopefully all this thing will be gone soon....InsyALLAH.....


Break fast in the office yesterday. There are a lot of work need to be finish yesterday. Me just drink plain water with biscuits only. I think i should keep some Kurma here just in case i break fast in office again. It feels quite sad when i break fast alone yesterday. I been breaking fast with family or friends but never alone. So this time is the 1st time. Hope it will not occur again....InsyALLAH...

Tiring Weekends

Weekends is very very tiring. I wish i could have a longer sleep. As predicted, there were a lot of cleaning to do especially in the Kitchen. Alhamdulilah both Andini & Ana are helping out without any complains. On Saturday morning, 3 of us clean the fridge while parents went to market to stock-up all the food. Once she back we quickly help to keep and cook. We had Mee soto on that day.


After the cleaning, we went a short visiting. First went to Kak Nurul's (Bro Jaya fiancee) sister home at Tampines. She just give birth to a baby gal a week ago. The baby is sleeping. We all took turns to carry her. :) Then went to Kak Tini's mum home to visit her older sister who just discharged from Hospital dut to mild Dengue. Then head to Kak Tini home to met Aeisyah and see her new sofa. :) :) :)


Saturday iftar was great as all came to eat at our house together. All sit together at the dinner table. It was a big spread. I was only eat the kuih muih that were brought by Kak Tini & Kak Zana. After that play with Aeisyah & Ifran. Although i am tired but i am happy to see the little 2 kids. :) :) :)


Sunday is a bit realxing but i did not sleep after Sahur. Too full i think. So all i do is surfing the net. Trying to get new layout for my blog but did not find any interesting one. While surfing, i also listen to Syarahan from 106.00 Batam channel. It was 24hrs reading Al-quran and Syarahan non-stop. No music at all. My dad kind of like it and been listening to it all the way.....Had a short sleep before going to Harbourfront Centre in the noon with parents to collect our curtains. Mum made them at Batam last month. It cost her less than $1K for the whole house....


Will be on leave this Friday till next Wednesday for Exams but i am not readily prepare. :( :( :( Hope to strat soon....InsyALLAH....

Still feling a bit weak. Was on MC on Tuesday & Wednesday. I could not stand anymore on Monday evening. After work i went straight to Doctor near my home. Luckily it is not so crowded. Had a good sleep after taking the medicine. I am having sore throat and flu. Even now i still having flu and cough. Alhamdulilah i manage to do my fasting these few days....


A lot of work after 2 days of MC. Alhamdulilah half of them are done. Alhamdulilah a few my colleagues are helping out. Will be going out today to met customer to settle a few pending things. Hope to finish all by today. InsyALLAH....


Weekends will be busy cleaning the house. Have promise mum last week that this week i will help her to clean up the house especially the kitchen. She needs to buy all the groceries and i will be in charge of taking the stock. Hope to get a good rest too...InsyALLAH.....So hopefully no work to bring home this week....

I am feeling tired and week. Having sore throat and flu since Friday. Thought of taking MC today but decide not to as i have a lot of things to follow up after on leave on Friday. Maybe tomorrow or the the next day if still feeling sick...


Went jalan2 with Ana on Friday. We went to Geylang to look for her gift which is Baju Kebaya for Hari Raya. I manage to get a few items there too. Then went to Bugis at Arab Street to look for my Tudung. Get a few from there. Had Lunch at Secret Recipe at Suntec. It was quite nice especially the cheese cake. Like it so much...Rush to Bedok Interchange to make new specs for myself. It cost me $280. Well i can claim so i dont have to worry about the cost. :) Will be getting it this Wednesday but will start using it during Hari Raya only. :) :) :)


On Sturday went to Batam with my parents & Ana only. Andini could not go last minute after she fell in front of the toilet. She could not hardly walk so my dad decided she no need to follow. Had so much fun there. Went shopping. BTW there is First Lady at one of the shopping mall but of course not much choice to chose. And it is a bit cheaper. I get a nice Baju Kurung there and a few other misc items. Get to eat nice food there. Had a good companion there too. The guy who drives us around was funny too. I had so much laughter till i cry....And i get to eat my favourite fast food, A&W.....Took the ferry at 8.15pm and the weather was quote cooling. Thought of sleeping but the moving of the ferry makes me feeling dizzy. So me and Ana went to take fresh Air and it was quite a nice experience....


On Sunday morning, went to dentist to do my check up. It been a while i went to dentist. And it was not quite good. There are 2 holes and need to fill with fillings. The doctor only close one of it. The other one needs extra special threatment and it might cost me more. So he just do one and do a minor for the other one. I also need to take out one of my wisdom tooth. Well that have to wait after Raya as now all my budget is out of control already. Hopefully i can get all the money that i claim by end of the month....InsyALLAH.....


On the evening, met a new guy friend that i knew from chat room. Quite a nice guy but he too rushing to ask me to jump into relationship. Told him to take things really slow as i just get to know him about 2 weeks....After that met Nelly at Tampines for some window shopping. She brought a few items there. Had dinner at Long John Silver before going home.

Yahoooooo now i can access to my MSN & Yahoo Messenger all thanks to Trillain. My Laptop have been giving problems and i can sign in with MSN & Yahoo. So my IT dept solve it by asking me to download Trillian. Now i can continue chatting with all my net friends. :) Miss them all.....


This week is quite busy. Been busy clearing a few things. Will be on leave tomorrow. Yup will be going out will Ana to hunt her belated present. Might be going out in the morning spent the whole day outside. :) It been a whie both of us went out. Then on Saturday will be going Batam with my parents. 5 of us will be going there. Might be shopping there. So today i have to clear all my pending work if not they will keep calling tomorrow to help them out.


Will be changing Home telephone number tomorrow. It will be under Starhub. So ppl who knows my home number please ignore it starting tomorrow. You may contact me via HP if you have it if not just email or tag me here. :) The old number have been with us ever since i was born. I guess it is more than 23 years now. hmmm But the new number might be harder to remember....Well home times will help to remember...

Nearly a week did not update my blog here. Been busy as usual. I did try to blog but did not manage to do it.


On Wednesday, met Nelly to go to Supinah's new house at Bedok North to see her newborn baby girl, Shajahan Allyah Shazwani Jeerooburkhan. She was born on Sunday morning at around 6am. The doctor predict that she will be delivered on 22 September and she was out quick early. Maybe can't wait to see the world. Congrats to Supinah & hubby for the newborn baby.



Met Ct Halipah on Friday to go to School at Bugis to take our Entry Proof. Have not really study. Yeah i left 4 more subjects and i will get the Higher Nitec in Business Admin. I am feeling tired most time....InsyALLAH i try to do my best this time around.


Had a small celebration today for Maimunah. It is her 22 birthday today. Had not buy her anything. Well, maybe will take leave nect Friday to go shopping with her.

Feeling so tired and sleepy....Tiring weekend. Luckily i did not bring back my laptop. If not i will not do any work at all.....


On Saturday, follow Bro Jaya to City Hall to look for his shoes. With his size 11, it is difficult to get one. Worst when he set a budget of $70 only. I told him off that with that budget, it is going to be more diffult to get a new shoe. After walking around at Peninsular & Suntec, we manage get a pair at Hush Puppy at Suntec which cost him $110. hehehehehhee Well, he have no choice as he need to wear it today. After that went to Mak Rah's home. Bro Jaya need to do some repair on her PC. Kak were there. So manage to chat a lot with her. :) Stay till 8pm before going home. Upon reaching home, the 2 kids are busy eating....


On Sunday, Met Ct Halipah at Toa Payoh to check out the course that offer. Not much choice but at least i have the course that i want that is the Customer Service. Been looking for that. One of the school at Bedok offer but the class can't proceed due to not enough students. I been calling but still no class. Hope the one i saw at Toa Payoh are better...Will sign up soon as the class will be conducted in November.....


I am feeling a bit energetic today as i am listening to Hindustan music. :) :) :) My morning Radio Ria have a new segment now which is better. Every Monday and Thursday from 8am to 9am, they will have Hindi music, while on Tuesday & Friday will be Arabic music and Wednesday is International music. My weekdays morning are getting better with good music of course. :) :) :)

On MC today. Been having my migraine again plus with my running nose. Doctor confirm that that i am having sensitive nose. Haiz....Been sleeping the whole day but i still do feel sleepy again...My neck in pain maybe too much sleeping...Good thing that opis did not call me a lot of times.....Alhamdulilah.....


On Tuesday, get a free Lunch from a guy friend whom i just get to know. He personally send me 2 regular pizza that he made from Canadian. Yeah he works there and he kind of shock that i eat that pizza only once which were like a few years ago i think....I thought he were just joking but he really appeared at my opis to send it. yeah i told him where i work and he is familiar to that area as he always send to the same building often. Everyone in the office kind of shock to see the pizza. They thought i order for all of them which i dont think i will spent my money to buy Lunch for them. hehehehhe I invite all of them to join as i can't finish 2 regular pizza on my own. So everyone had a goog and free Lunch on that day.


Work as usual busy. Nothing big issue at the moment. Good thing is that i do not have to stay late nite again. Been able to go home at 6pm or latest 6.30pm which of course i am happy. Most of the time go home straight to watch TV. Yeah kind of bored but well that is the best i can do at least....

Women And Their Zodiac Characteristics

CANCER
(June 22 - July 22)

Physical Appearance

. You are generally not very tall
· The shape of your face is either oval or round
· The colour of your hair is largely brown. And, you do have a nice set of dentures
· Some of you may develop a paunch in your mid thirties.

Mental Attitude

· You can carry the masses along with you! Cancerian women are good orators and can prove to be excellent teachers, preachers and public speakers. They also possess a good memory.
· A deeper understanding of emotions and interest in poetry are common amongst Cancerian women as they are a very emotional person themselves and tend to write poetry at some stage of their life.

General Nature

· You have a very varied nature, being very timid some times and quite courageous at other.
. It is also not very easy to judge you or make definitive comments about your personality in one go.
· Cancerrian women are sympathetic, to the extent of being over sensitive. As a result they get irritated easily. On the positive side you also have some magnetic qualities that help you have increased charisma and greator degree of fame.
· Your lord moon also gives you a keen sense of art and writing. Though it sounds quite funny, some of you can also develop psychic powers more easily than your counterparts of other signs.
· Anger and mushy feelings come to you as quickly but they also make a quick departure as well. This particular trait can make you look very strange or even queer types to the people around you.

Health

· You keep fragile to moderately good health until youth but the constitution becomes stronger as the age advances.
· The chest and stomach are two weak areas. The possible diseases are TB, asthma, gastric disturbances and weak digestion. Some of the other diseases that might trouble you are over indulgence in alcoholic drinks, excessive eating and some kind of a fear complex.

Money

· Very few Cancer born natives accumulate wealth in their early years. Being quite easy with thier finances, they spend a lot on travelling and to an extent in also showing off their wealth.
· But as you reach middle age you understand the virtues of saving and then you tend to save and invest quite seriously . That leads to a comfortable later life.

Romance And Sex Life

· Cancerian women are romantic and passionate by nature . They are very sincere and devoted in thier relationship with the opposite sex but are seldom understood correctly or get an equal reciprocal sincerity.
· Your ideas of love and romance come straight from the story book and you have very great expectations from your partner.
· The area around the naval cavity is the hotspot from you.

Marriage

. For you the home is of a great consequence and family life will be very important to you. You will tend to marry early because you prefer settled life and children.
· You are sincere in marriage and devoted to the family but sometimes you tend to be overly critical and dissatisfied. This leads to an innecessary increase in your tensions.

Ideal Match

· Your best match is with people born in Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces signs.

Caution

· Daydreaming and one-sided relationships (where one wants to take most willingly and give hesitantly) - are the peculiar problems faced by the cancer born people. You should try to correct this and also reduce the quick variations of your moods.

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours

· Monday & Sunday are Lucky days for you.
· The numbers 2,7,9 are fortunate and
· White, Cream, Red and Yellow are your lucky colors.

Recommended Gemstones

· Pearl and Ruby are the recommended gemstones for you. The Gem should be of vibrant Aura and should never have been used before.
· The weight of the Gem will be decided as per your age and body weight.

Hmmm I think i chose E......

The Shower Test

When you step into a shower, which part of the body do you wash first?

A. Chest
B. Face
C. Armpits
D. Hair
E. Private
F. Shoulders
G. Others

A. Chest: You are a practical person. Straightforward and do not beat around the bush. To you, convenience is of paramount importance. You hate to be distracted when concentrating and are impatient with people who do not see things your way. A good sex partner and willing to try new things.
Your best partner in life will be those who choose D (Hair).


B. Face: Money is important to you and you will do anything to get it. Integrity and dignity is not important. You feel that friends are there to be used and life is one big hassle. Other people find it hard to understand you, but you are not concerned as to what they think. Very self-centered person. Average sex partner as too selfish and tend to be absorbed in self-pleasure at the expense of your partner.
Your best partner in life will be those who choose E (Private) and G (Others).


C. Armpits: You are a dependable and hard working person. Generally very popular person as you are very down to earth and willing to help others. Tend to get yourself into trouble as you cannot tell whether people are genuine towards you. Make very poor sex partners as you are the working type with average talent.
Your best partner in life will be those who choose F (Shoulders).


D. Hair: Artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby, but you can achieve what most other people cannot. Dedication is lacking, but you will work tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is not important. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistic types. Make the best sex partners as you are most willing to explore and please the other partner. Talent is your main strength.
Your best partner in life will be those who chose A (Chest) and E (Private).


E. Private: Shy type. You lack self-confidence and tend to be bullied by others. You do not have lots of friends as others find you boring and unattractive. Perseverance is not your strength and you tend to give up easily and at the first opportunity. However, you make an above average sex partner. You are able to show your true emotions to very few people. Hence in sex, you find your inner strengths.
Your best sex partner in life will be those who choose B (Face) and D (Hair).


F. Shoulder: A born loser. You fail in everything that you do. People dislike you and you tend to spend your time alone. Your type have been known to be heavy gamblers and drinkers. You see the world as a living hell. Money and power is also important to you. But your luck will always fail you. You make a lousy sex partner. You will find it difficult to find a partner in life.
Those who choose C (Armpits) are your only chance.


G. Others: You are a very average person. Undoubtedly, you have your inner strengths, but people find it hard to see. You must learn to be a little bit more adventurous and see your potential. Deep down, you are very likeable person with very few faults. However, the key will be to make your strengths stand out and not just hide your weaknesses. You are an average sex partner. You have great fantasies about different techniques, but unfortunately are not brave enough to try them out.
Your best partner in life will be those who choose B (Face).

Got the test from HERE


At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. You are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u wen out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

Great and tiring weekends. On saturday noon, i was busy finishing my work. Yeah i bring back my laptop to finish up my work. Manage to finish almost of them. Stop my work when Irfan came. Had so much fun with him. Running around the house with him. :) If i did that everyday, i think i will slim down faster. hehehehehehe


My paklong came with the 2 couples of the bride & bridegroom. It was kind of last minute received phonecall from them saying that there are reaching our house soon. I was about to get ready to met Hisham & Ernie. So have to wait for a while before going out. I think i was rather quiet when they were there. Haiz...I can't face Nazrul's wife just yet. I realise she been observing me from far but i ignore it. My sister, Ana did the talking most of the time. Haiz....


Sorry to Hisham & Ernie for making you two waiting for me. Yeah i try my best to reach early but there were no taxi that willing to stop. It was worst as it was raining. In the end, i have to call the taxi. The driver quite unfriendly too. Haiz....Sabar aje ler......


On sunday, were invited for her engagement. "Selamat bertunang Hazrin" We will be looking forward for your wedding in 1 1/2 years time. InsyALLAH. :) She looks so lovely yesterday. :) Click on her pics for more.....



Upon reaching home, these 2 children were at home playing.



Continue playing with Irfan and with Aeisyah too. :) It makes my day. :) :) :) While Ana busy with the food courtesy of Hazrin's mum. Thanks again. The food was delicious hingga menjilat jari. ;)

These few days been meeting people who wants me to join into their business line. Selling products from AMWAY. Yeah the business plan was quite interesting seeing the big money but i dont know the products and i dont think ppl would like to try out. How can you invite someone to join in the business when they themselve do not know anything about the products. Yeah they claim that they will teach you everything but i dont find it is a good approached. I quess if you wanna people to join in the business why not sell or promote the products first before pulling them in. By then ppl will have more confident in trying out the business rather than you ask them to join before trying out. I have say no and as expected, they keep trying saying that i dont have to join immediately as they can bring me along whenever they have seminar n etc....


Congrats to Nelly's sister who have give birth to Baby Boy last nite. :) Dah jadi Bibik Nelly. hehehehehhee The name make her sounds older. heheheheehhe Now we all are waiting for Supinah's turn which will be soon anytime in this month. Pray that everything will be smoothly delivery for her. InsyALLAH.....

Feeling sleepy today. Went out with Ana & Andini yesterday night. We suppose to had dessert at Swenson only then Ana & Andini had to rush for tuition. In the end we had dinner and dessert there. Ana & Andini had to cancel their tuition as the serving was quite late. We were piss off with the service we get from Tampines Swenson. There were a lot of staff around but the serving was quite late for the dessert. We had to wait more than 15 mins for that. It was so frustrated. When we asked for the 2nd time, then they rushing for us. If not, they just do it slowly...I just hope i will not go there again. Quite bad service....


Went for a short window shopping at the Mall. Took taxi home and by then it is 10pm already. Watched CSI before wash up and sleep. Still feeling sleepy now. I was dragging myself to wake up today. How i wish i could sleep longer......


Will be meeting a new guy friend who wants to promote his e-commerce business. Not really interested but he wants to present to me at least. Well, i am giving him the chance so that he will not keep bugging me again n again. Will just see how it works....

Ever since i had an argument with my parents, i been having less conversation with them. I only talked to them if there is a need. They been saying a lot of nasty things to me that hurts me a lot. They even lied a lot of things that makes me so frustrated. I just wish i do not live in that house again. Haiz....


Feels so lonely n sad lately. A lot of things happen. I feel so stupid too as i feel that someone is using me. Haiz.....Maybe i am too soft and give in easily and thats y all these things are happening...Haiz....


Work as usual busy. A few things happens. At least my manager helps a lot. I am already overloaded so with his help at times do make a difference. At times i just wish i do not have to work but if i don't who going to give me money to spent. Well i just have to be patient as all these are part of daily life. Hope things will be getting better in future...InsyALLAH....

I am so sleepy....But i have a box of Ferrero Rocher with me. Seeing the chocolate making awake. hehehehehehehe Yeah i got it from a new supplier who was so happy that i was giving him a chance to quote. :) :) :) That's a gd thing when you get to know more ppl especially the supplier. You can bargain with them to give good pricing. They even willing to help you if you really needs certain things urgently. ;)


Suppose going to Mak rah's place yesterday night but couldn't make it as i were too busy yesterday and went home quite late. My colleague, Eric were on MC so it was quite busy yesterday. If not he will be helping a few things for me. Alhamdulilah i manage to clear most of them yesterday night. Today will be another busy day as usual.

I am so tired today. Been feeling down lately too. Most time i keep myself packed with work in order to forget a lot of things. I been crying late at night too. Feeling too sad, frustrated, dissapointed n etc....


I have to be strong to forget all my past. Especially my bad past. A few ppl tend to bring back my past. Pointing at my mistakes again n again. Yeah i know i make mistakes and who doesn't right. Blamed me again n again. Makes me no confident to face my reality n life. Yeah it shows that mistakes can never be forget although they claimed that they have forgive me. Haiz...Maybe it is a testing from ALLAH.....Just hope i am strong to face it all my life although i feel so down....InsyALLAH i face it and hopes i dont do or say anything stupid. Sometimes i wish i am somewhere where no one knew me. I wish i could be a place where i can start my life fresh....Haiz.....


Went to JB today for Nazrul's wedding. His brother also getting married today. It was raining all the way. The 1st couple came in time but the 2nd couple were late due to raining. Feels a bit sad seeing Nazrul. Yeah i have feelings towards him before. We did not proceed to continue it due to family problems. Feeling of liking him had been with me since i in primary 4 which is 10 yrs old. From a crush to likes.....Yeah have to forget that. Trying my best now....Just pray that his life is better in future....InsyALLAH....


Just hope things are getting better day by day....InsyALLAH.....

I am very very tired today. Went for class yesterday night for revision. It was located at near the Bugis MRT. The school located near the church. The place is better from the previous school. The teacher even better. I received a lot notes from this teacher. Hopefully i will passed this time around...InsyALLAH....


Will be going to the revision class again tonight. Just hope to get more notes from him.


Work is quite ok lately. Not too busy. I manage to get some free time lately. Better than previously where i was so busy that i have no free time at all. Most time work work n work. There still things need to clear soon. Just hope to clear most of them soon. InsyALLAH.....

Had so much fun yesterday. Finally we had the Anniversary activities which we had yearly.


Went to Bukit Batok for Laser quest. Similiar game like the paintball but this game is just shooting at each other in a team and it is using the laser. I had so much fun that i am the top ladies who score a lot. :) I had 3 games all together while others play only twice. :) :) :) Overall i am the fourth of the top scorer. But my team lose. We were in third place. After that We went over to Furama Riverfront for Dinner at Kintamani Restaurant. The food there is 50 - 50 ok only. Then we had Lucky draw. My collegue is so lucky that her name was called out twice. But she request the 2nd round to re-draw again to give to other ppl. The dinner ends around 8 plus. my collegue send us to nearest MRT station which is the Outram MRT. Took MRT home. By time reached home, i nearly had my asthma due too tired running around. Even now i am still feeling tired. Just finish upload the pictures. Might be resting all the way for today n tomorrow.

Laser Quest Pictures

I been getting lazier n lazier to update. At times i wanna to write all of what happen but it it too personal so i forget about it. At times i do not have any time at all. Me thought of writing yesterday but too busy with work as usual...Haiz...


A lot of important task were given. More customers are with us now. Too many to handle. Most of the time, my phone rings non-stop. If that day a lot of phonecalls, all my pending work can't finish. I must attend to the phonecalls first before anything else. Been telling my Supervisor that i can't cope at times and he been trying to get another person to help but Big Boss dont think that we need help at the moment. Haiz...All i do is just patient. Sesungguhnya ALLAH sedang menguji....Sabar aje ler....InsyALLAH things will get better in future....


Things between him n me not going well. Haiz....I know this things will happens one day and it happens. Maybe it is me. When thinking about it, i become to hate myself more...There still room to amend things out but i dont feel confident at times...Just hope things getting better...InsyALLAH....

Had a good time with my 2 galfriends yesterday night. I treat both of them at Arnold at City Plaza. It been a while since i last when there. After that we walked around the Tanjong Katong Complex for window shopping before going home. Supinah will be due by end of next month. Can't wait for the little gal to be birth...


Work as usual busy. A lot of data have to clear ASAP. InsyALLAH will clear most of them by next week. Suppose to have company Anniversary events on Friday but have to delay it again. We hope to have the event by next week, 12 August 2005.


Been feeling so lonely lately....Haiz....

The whole day of yesterday was doing filling and cleaning my messing table. Yesh my table have been so messy with papers. It means that a lot of things that need to clear. Alhamdulilah it looks better now but still there are a few remaining that need to clear ASAP. Will be busy again this week as a few things need to settle ASAP.


Things have happen as i predicted. Haiz.....All i can do now is just lead live as usual. Anything happens has it own reasons.


I still feeling down lately. Haiz....Good thing there are a lot of work to do n think. All i am thinking for now is my work than other things. Yeah i seem workaholic but it is better than other things for now.

It been a while i have not update my blog. Too many things that need to be done. Too many work too.


Been feeling a bit weak lately too. Been having migraine for the last few days. Maybe i been too stress with work and other things too. Haiz....


Been feeling down, frustrated and dissapointed with a lot of things. I just hate myself more now....Haiz.....Someone says that I making things difficult for him. Do not want to listen to him. Don't want to understand situation and a lots more. Haiz... I think now i better keep my mouth shut...

I had a good birthday yesterday. :) Still smiling when i remember all of them. Thanks to all of my dear dear friends.


Received a few birthday wishes from a few friends in early morning. Then a birthday wishes from my collegues. Had Lunch with 15 ppl at Banquet. We had double celebrate yesterday too. They brough chocolate cake for me n Hafiedzah. The funny part is we had this cutting cake event at the Baquet itself. All of them to sing loudly and they actually kind of whispering. hahahahahaha The cake that they brought were so delicious that i finish the remaining. :) :) :) I left early at 4pm to met my sister, Ana at Bugis. To do shopping for myself. A birthday gift for myself. :) Brought 2 pairs of Jeans from Giorgano.


Then at around 2 plus, my best friend, Siti Halipah make a surprise called to the Radio Ria. It was kind of sabotage. :) The DJ Brother BO called my hp (I was on aired live on the radio) to say that he is my friend Mamat who happens to remember my birthday yesterday. Then he was asking whether i remember him. Of course i told him that i did not. And he also say that he used to play marbles with me. after a while he told me that i was on air after receiving calls from Siti Halipah. It was a surprise from her. :) :) :) Someone did hear that and call me up to laugh n of course wish me. :)


Then at home had small celebration where it was full of laughter. Ana joke about the chilli was too hot due maybe it was Chilli "Jantan" then i was telling her no ah. Chilli "Betina" more hotter than the "Jantan" one. And she kind of surpise and EH Btol eh? All of us were laughing till out stomach pain. Then Andini add more to say that Chilli Padi is the children of this Chilli "Jantan" & "Betina". It was so funny that i laugh till i cry. Andini even roll out on the floor laughed. And Ana add in again to say how about the Chilli "Kering". Andini reply saying that they are the grandparents. hahahahahaha This conversation took place when we have our Dinner. So our dinner was paused with laughter because of this. This time the birthday cake is Strawberry flavour. My parents gave me clothes n brooch. While Andini & Ana gave a handbag. Which i will wear start using it next week. :)


Then day end when he call after 2 days did not sms or call due have to stay in forest. :) The day went so well that i wish it will be like that most time. This is the birthday that i shall remember always. It bring smile to me the whole day. :) :) :)

Tiring week this week. Haiz.....As usual busy with work n work n work no other things. Kind of boring that i am complaining the same thing again n again. A few ppl say i should look for a new one but i dont feel like changing job at the moment. Yeah then i should stop complaining but haiz.....I better stop complaining or i wouldnt be happy....


Well, maybe i been working the whole week and after that go home straight. Usually i met him 2 to 3 times in a week. But this week n next week, i will not able to met him at all as he is still in reservist. He be out today but not sure if we will be meeting up this weekend.


Finally met my 2 gfs, Supinah n Nelly on Wednesday. :) Had a good evening with them. It was plan at the last minute on Wednesday morning. I was a bit late due to a few important work to be finish before going home. Met at Bedok and had Dinner at Long John Silver, our favourite hang out. That is the best place to sit and had a good talk n laugh. Not crowded like in the Tampines. Catch up with things in our currently life. Supinah is now 6 months and will be delivering in end of September, InsyALLAH.....Then went for little round about in Bedok. Saw a few ppl who used to be in the same sch as us.


I am quie piss off for the past 2 days. First it was my brother, Farij who will not listen to me at all. He took M1 Hp line again after what happen previously. He say he will watch his usage this time around. Well i told him bullshit and dont ever talk to me as he never listen. Why cant he just stick to his prepaid card. Why must he take a line. Nowadays children don't listen. Yeah i also don't listen at times but whenever my parents say something, i tell myself to make a point to listen although they hurt me a lot. But my brother will not listen at all. Haiz....Let him be then. All i told him is that, i will not give him any monthly money now as i know he will spent on his mobile. I will only spent on him when he follow me n my other 2 sisters going out. If not forget about it. You may say that i am evil but who cares. If you dont listen to me, i will not care for u at all.


Secondly, my colleague make me piss off too. Yesterday he keep reminding me that we will be shutting down our system. But in the end, he went out without telling me early n left me doing it alone. I am totally mad as he promise to help out and some of it i am not sure. At the end i asked a few ppl to help out as it was urgent. Even my department manager help out. I really like him now. He help a lot after knowing more about how how workload is not. Previously he only knew to talk n talk. Now he more concern about our work. He been helping us a few issues which i like that kind of manager. To be involve and get to know more about our work. Been telling him that we need more ppl but our BIG BIG BOSS wouldnt agree to that yet. He wants to see money come in before he bring in more ppl. Damn him for that as if no manpower no money will be in. Thats y me n my colleague is always busy with work. Even other few ppl saw our workload n seems surprise on how we manage to cope. We have no choice n thats why we still survive. The new lady in our team quite ok so far but still she quite fussy at times. Just hope she will be helpful in near future...InsyALLAH...

Accompany him to his colleague's wedding at Sengkang. Quite surprise when he asked me to go with him. Well, i did not expect that as i knew he do not want to me to met any of this friends yet. If we happens to saw any while we are together, we can't say anything as it bound to happen. Saw a lot of his colleagues. He tell me alot obout them. He opening up himself to me now. Telling me more. I feel good as he seems to keep something from me which i think yes he is doing that. All i can do is just keep quiet and let him do the talking or he will find me irritating which he already did once. Haiz...


He will be going to reservist tomorrow till next week. He insist of meeting me later again. I just hope my parents will not nag as i have to give a good excuse later. Haiz...no choice or i can't go out later. Well both of us still working things out and just hope it works...InsyALLAH...We gave each other a couple of months to make sure that both of us are really sure. Then we will met each other family.


BTW nose is feeling better. Today then i began to feel the flu from my nose. If not i dont feel anything inside. It means a good sign as the nose have been blocked quite a few weeks. I been having good nite sleep too. The medicine that the doctor gave on Friday is quite good. Just hope it gets much much better soon.

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Feeling so weak. Went to see the doctor again. It been weeks that i been having this nose and worst it is being blocked. This make me having difficulties in breathing too. Well, i do have Asthma. If i start to have running nose, I will be having Asthma. I suppose to rest now but there were last minute thing to do for my colleague. Have no choice to help out as he helping me to do the training for 1 of the customer that i suppose to conduct. Now i am on standby incase something happens. Will sleep later after Lunch. Hope by then no major issues need to be done.....InsyALLAH....


Doctor say that i have sensitive nose. She checked to find that my tissues inside my nose is redish n swollen. Maybe i do not realise that i am having sensitive nose. I always have running or blocked nose. Once i have that, i can get very sick easily. Well maybe also because i stay in the office room for long hours everyday. Yeah, i am very very gal.....


Congrats to my best friend, Azli is who officially married yesterday. Now your responsibilty are getting more and more. Hope your married last forever...InsyALLAH...

Been feeling tired, weak n sick. Yeah still a bit pain in my ears. Thought of going doctor on Tuesday but there were a lot of things that need to follow up that i decide on to hold on my sickness. Have not been sleeping well too. Now my whole body is so tired. Tomorrow i shall see the doctor no matter what. I have training in the afternoon. Hope i am better by than and can be able to do the training....InsyALLAH...


He been so kind and nice lately. He been fetching me home since on Monday to Wednesday. Thanks so much for the care...Appreciate that a lot. He will be going reservist next week onwards. Will miss him a lot. Yesh a lot. Although we do have a lot of differences at times but we grew closer n closer. I just hope things worked out well this time around...InsyALLAH....

It been a while since i update my life in my blog here. As usual been very very busy with a lot of things. Alhamdulilah a few ppl help out with my work. At last i get some space left for me to breathe....


Pampered myself today. First time wearing a Green Tea Ginvera mask. hehehehe I want to try out and to see what difference does it make. My face do feel difference. It feels like so fluffy. My face feels so cooling too. Nice feeling. Should to that every week. Hopefully my face will get better. InsyALLAH...


Finally met the doctor on Tuesday. Had only half day MC. Everyone are shocked to see me coming back to office. Even my parents. Well i did not have any fever so i decided to go back to work and finish them up. My ear blocked due to cough n block flu. Before i had this ear blocked, yesh i been coughing a lot but not flu. The doctor thought it is ear infection or due to my blood circulation but after checking on my left ear, there were nothing. She checked thorugh my nose and mouth, and she saw that it were very redish. So she confirmed that it due to that. She gave me cough medicine n flu tablets and Antibotic too. She told me to come back next Tuesday if the pain still there. Well, my ear is a bit better than before. But i still cant hear quite well on my left side. Hopes get better soon as i have a lot of things to do next week for my work. Been eating my medicine promptly lately. Usually i just eat them once and leave it inside the fridge but not this time around. The medicine were so good that it makes me sleep well after eating it. I been having a good sleep latelt. :) :) :)


Someone from my past came back suddenly. He called up to make things worked out between me n him again this time around. After 6 mths of dissappeared, he came back so suddenly. And he even thought that we should get married. What the heck is he thinking??? We did not work well in our relationship last time and now you thought that if we get married things will worked out well!!! Stupid person i must say. You left without a word and now came back so suddenly. Luckily i did not gave him my hp number or he will keep calling me i guess. Haiz...


Bring back my laptop this week. Had done a few of them last night. I think i stay up till 12 midnight to finish up a few of them. Will continue doing it later or tomorrow i guess. Suppose to met Nelly & Supinah tonight for Dinner but Supinah had to cancel due to not feeling well. Hope she n the baby are fine. InsyALLAH will be meeting them next Friday or Saturday.


He will be going to Reservist on 11 July till 21 July. So he let me plan something for the birthday. Our birthday is just 1 day after another. His is on the 19 while mine is on 20 July. Thanks to M1, I received a voucher from Swenson for 2 Sundaes ice-cream. :) :) :) Have not told him anything about that yet and it will be a surprise for him. Now the other problem is birthday's gift. He been hinting a few things but i can't decide what to buy for him. Haiz...With not enough budget in hand, i feel so lost....hmmm any ideas???

Been having this blocked ears for so long and till now i have not go to see the doctor yet. Yeah really stubburn of me!!! Have to take MC soon one of these days. Been working late nearly a week. Haiz... Too many work nowadays....Bring back my work home this week. But feeling a bit lazy to do it but i have a lof of things to do....Haiz....Dont know where to start n what to do first.....


My manager told me that someone is happy with my work. :) I feel good to hear that of course. At least they saw that i been working. I do expect to get more pay but if get can't that, i still have to work no matter what happens. Not to show ppl how hardworking i am but to show them that i do really take my work seriously although some of my work is pending....Not that i dont want to finish them up but other things keep appearing and that have to finish 1st. Haiz....Just hope i get an increase again...InsyALLAH


This month i have to settle all my bills or my handphone line will be cut off due to late payment. Then i will be going dentist to check on my teeth. Been having gum pain lately. One of these days have to see the doctor for my ears. Then have to start buying my supplements and medicine for my acne again, Haiz...Too many things to pay and settle....Hope i get my Insurance money by early next month...InsyALLAH...


Thought of taking Mandarin Class in August. Must apply ASAP or i have to take that in November.....A few more classes to take but no money for that. Its either i have to borrow from my mum first then pay her slowly....Will see how things goes...


He finally brought a new bike. Bigger and better of course...Things between us being not so good lately....Haiz....Dont want to elaborate more....Too hurtful....Just hope things will get well....InsyALLAH...